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How are you?Maybe I shouldn't just walk away, in case she...or I,

Or what can I do?Except torment myself.Missing often ends like this. She has listened to "The Postman" countless times.

Before going back to China, she thought that she would indulge herself to see Lin Yichu when she went back. If she saw her living well, it would be a kind of relief for herself.Unexpectedly, after inquiring, it was either that there was no news and I would not get in touch, or that I just knew a place to work.Unexpectedly, it was such a coincidence that she arrived at Lin Yichu's work unit not long after Lin Yichu left in the ambulance. After inquiring about the whole process, she rushed to the hospital immediately. Fortunately, the mother and daughter were safe and there was no risk of signing. Lu Nana.

She didn't have time to think about what to say to Lin Yichu, how to reconcile, and whose fault it was, etc. She had to save the emergency first.The two reunited silently in the hospital.She transferred Lin Yichu to another hospital, concealed her whereabouts, and changed houses. After returning to China, she still lived in a hotel for a long time, but she had already taken good care of Lin Yichu's mother and daughter.

Neither of them recalled or opened their mouths, let alone explained the status quo, and only focused on coping.From a little pink child to a little guy who cries at night, from milk powder to diapers to small clothes, for a while she paid more attention to what kind of nanny to find for Lin Yichu's mother and daughter than what to do with her own company.

Later, she withdrew from the management level and gave part of her hard work to Li Ziming. Li Ziming asked her, do you have any conditions for me?It's kind of cheap for me now.She said, no, I want to thank you, thank you for helping Yichu.Li Ziming was taken aback for a moment, and said, Chen Fang, this is impossible.

She didn't think so either.But she didn't know what to do.

After everything stabilized, she realized that she and Lin Yichu seemed to have skipped the process of being passionately in love, and lived the life of an old husband and wife.It's not that she hasn't tried to speak, but every time she wants to organize her words, the sourness of her previous experiences floods her brain, and she feels too wronged to speak out.To use an inappropriate analogy, just like suffering too deep, it cannot be translated into words, and words are not enough to express a thousandth of the pain.How to say?Saying that I have been thinking about you all these years, the bottom of this sentence is more than a thousand days of continuous loneliness for four years, saying that I have never resented you, then she herself does not believe it: it is too simple and she feels that she is at a loss, it is too complicated She might cry less than half of what she said.

And crying is a secondary injury.Just like that time when Lin Yichu asked her why her food was so good, it was actually a very common question, but it just brought back countless memories for her and required her to spend a lot of effort to hold back her tears.That time, after Lin Yichu left the kitchen, she did cry for a while, but she tried her best to hold back her voice, which made her feel even more sad.Fortunately, it takes a long time to cook and there is oily smoke. The red eyes can be explained as oily eyes.Believe it or not.

Back to Lin Yichu's side, she felt very at ease.I don't have to worry about it anymore, that person is right in front of me, I can see him every day and take care of him anytime I want.In fact, this is no worse than experiencing a confession of love, just like people who have been together for many years and only have each other in their hearts, they don't think that kind of life is worse than life with one more marriage certificate.But she didn't know how long this stability could last.She can feel that Lin Yichu understands her, and if she doesn't understand, with Li Ziming there, she should understand.Li Ziming also told Ponzio to her once, what she had explained to Lin Yichu, why you two are in such a state, I really can't stand it.She felt that Lin Yichu understood, if she chooses to acquiesce, then just live in peace and stability.Who knows that Lin Yichu sometimes likes to say things that make her feel inappropriate.

For example, the pretty girl who talked to her on the street was just her school girl.For example, when Lin Yichu got into trouble with her again later, the person who went out to drink coffee with her that time was the daughter of a client. The girl unexpectedly got out of depression because of Chen Fang's relief, and she expressed her gratitude when she returned to China.And real clients, white friends who used to be in America, blah blah blah.Every time Lin Yichu said it, Chen Fang always felt that first, if Lin Yichu cared, then she should express her thoughts clearly; I found it, why wait until now?

Could it be that she took care of their mother and daughter like an old woman, rain or shine, these years, isn't it enough to prove her heart?The cause of all this, if calculated between the two of them, shouldn't Lin Yichu be the one who should apologize?

After Li Ziming listened to her confession, she swore as usual that she would never tell Lin Yichu, and then said, Chen Fang, you want her to speak clearly, but why didn't you take the initiative to speak out?If you both don't take the initiative, things won't go anywhere.

She just can't.And once Lin Yichu softened, she also felt, so be it.I hope she doesn't try again, because unnecessary temptation is hurting herself.

Or she just doesn't change her mind, and one day it will be changed by time.

At the moment, the living room of the Lin family is very quiet.After Lin Yichu said that sentence, Chen Fang didn't know how to answer it.She seems to have gotten used to Lin Yichu being an unrepentant bastard, now that she has repented, she doesn't know what to do.After more than ten seconds, Lin Yichu actually started to cry, and Chen Fang felt even more at a loss, "...what are you talking about?" I'm kind of an ass."

Lin Yichu had a dream the night before, dreaming that Chen Fang was lying next to her—it’s not unusual, it’s not that she hasn’t slept with Chen Fang all these years—the two stayed in a white hotel room with a sea view as if they were on a honeymoon. The moonlight shone on the sea and reflected it in unreasonably. The room was quiet and beautiful. She turned to look at Chen Fang, only to find that Chen Fang was crying.

As if dreaming and crying.

After waking up and thinking about it, it turned out that I had seen Chen Fang crying in his dream before.It was the last time I made trouble with her unreasonably.It was that time that Chen Fang was so sad. When she was sick at home, she went to visit and found Chen Fang lying on the bed, sleeping soundly due to the effect of cold medicine, dreaming and crying.Even without opening her eyes, she could see that she was crying sadly.

During the meeting today, Li Ziming asked her if Chen Fang was better.She was surprised, when did Chen Fang get sick?Li Ziming sighed greatly, "You, you, you are not usually a scumbag, how come you are such an asshole when you meet Chen Fang? I know that she has a stomach flu again. Do you have to wait until someday when her life is in danger? , or only after death do you know how to cherish it?"

Chen Fang never threatened Lin Yichu, but Li Ziming dared.Although Li Ziming mentioned the situation, Chen Fang hadn't thought about it.Only Lin Yichu never thought about it.Your head is full of counting, there is no one!Li Ziming scolded her.As a result, she ran away immediately and went home with Chen Fang without looking back.

"I rely on you unscrupulously, but I never thought about how much you paid. I never thought about whether you will be tired. When I play a small temper, will you feel annoying and hurt. I owe you so much There are many, from the beginning I should apologize to you, to these years, I should say thank you, and there are many words, such as... For example, I love you, I have never told you, I just owe you... Actually, I, It's not that I don't want to, I admit that I was so busy at first that I didn't think about it, but in the past few years, I thought about it, and I always wanted to say it, but I always thought that if you don't say something, you can understand it. We have a tacit understanding and love It's not a show, it's not for anyone, we don't need that. It's just today, today I thought about it, and it turns out I've been doing it wrong, since the beginning. It's just that you've been right and I've followed you. I think I If you continue to make mistakes like this, everything will be over.

I don't want to think about the long days ahead, and I don't want to procrastinate any longer.Chen Fang, thank you, these years, Nana is not counted, you are my biggest pillar.Meeting you was like taking an unexpected long vacation in my life.I have not loved you enough these years, far from enough, and today I can only use these words asking for forgiveness as my first words of love to you these years, sorry, will you forgive me? "

She saw that the corners of Chen Fang's eyes were also red, and she seemed to hold back crying with all her strength.Simply sit beside Chen Fang, close to her, hug her and kiss away her tears. "Cry if you want to cry, I will never let you cry again from now on, I'm sorry, my dear."

That night Chen Fang was tired from crying, and Lin Yichu hugged him to sleep.And Lin Yichu looked at Chen Fang's sleeping face in the dark and thought to himself, to wipe away her tears, this must be the last time, and he did what he said.

YOUNEVER CANTELL (1)

Chen Fang woke up overnight, and while standing next to Lin Yichu who rarely made breakfast, he called her limited-number queen driver.He Yuan, who was drinking coffee by the side of the road, received a call from her, "Sunshine Garden?...I'm here for 10 minutes, don't worry...Okay, I'll wait a little longer, let's go to the old place at 08:30." Hang up the phone and continue Drink coffee.He Yuan's car has a set of French press and a huge hot water bottle.She modified her car to keep the pile of stuff in an unobtrusive place that doesn't take up passenger space.The car is her own, 100%, the team owner is her friend and the one who dragged her into the sports car.She is not short of money, but only entered this business because she wanted to experience life in a distant place and liked to drive.

Although he is a friend of the boss, he has never lost money from the boss.She has too many regular clients.The other drivers said that He Yuan's car was a treasure chest.Passengers can not only find