Wang Xin

Unknown Gentleman:

Hello!Zhanxinjia!

I've been in a bad mood recently, very irritable, my parents were always arguing at the beginning, I don't know why they were arguing, I just saw my mother kept crying in the room, and my father was always explaining They don't have time to care about me, I haven't had breakfast and dinner at home for a long time.My aunt told me that my parents would get divorced if they didn't reconcile this time. I don't know why it happened like this.

In the past, every weekend, my father and mother would try their best to spend time with me and go out with me; every morning, my mother would get up early to cook a delicious breakfast for me and my father, and there would be a delicious dinner in the evening, But that's gone since my mom and dad started fighting.

I have been sent to my grandmother's house for almost a month. I got this letter from you when I went home. When I got back to my house, it was very deserted. There was no one. Angry, I sat on the ground and cried for a long time, until my grandma worried that I would call the landline at home, I wiped away my tears and returned to grandma's house.

I really don't know why my parents quarreled. They have always been a model couple in the eyes of people around them. This time it really turned out to be very bad. I am really sad in my heart. I don't know What will it be like, I don’t know who I will live with after they divorce, I don’t know, I don’t know, I really don’t know, I don’t want to make a choice, I feel very tired, I sometimes want to leave my classroom Jump out the window, and that's all for the taking, isn't it?

In the first week after I received this letter, I woke up suddenly during my afternoon nap. In the living room, I heard my grandma talking on the phone. After listening carefully, I heard my mother’s name, and then I heard words such as cancer, disease, and how long. I panicked. I didn’t know what was going on. I rushed to The living room asked grandma what happened to my mother.

Grandma saw how excited I was, so she decided to tell me what was going on.It turned out that when I saw my mother sitting in the room crying and my father talking non-stop, my mother was already suffering from the third stage of liver cancer. It turned out that my mother suddenly felt pain in the liver area, general fatigue, and weight loss a few days ago. , Sometimes he vomits blood, so I went to the hospital for an examination, and it turned out that it was already like this.Dad didn’t want to be distracted from taking care of me, so he asked my grandma to take me over to take care of me. The two of them agreed that they didn’t want me to know that my mother was no longer in this world so early, so I asked my aunt to tell me that my parents are going to divorce Well, if something like this really happens, my dad will pick me up and tell me then that it's my dad who got the custody, that's why my mom won't show up.

After I knew these things, my heart seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't breathe or speak at all. I couldn't accept such things. My mother's body has always been very good, although her work Very busy, but before the rest time, my mother will go to exercise, how can such a healthy lifestyle get such a disease?I don't know why God treats my mother like this.Yesterday, I was taken to meet my mother. She has changed. My mother used to stand in the crowd like a proud white swan. Now her proud black hair has all fallen out due to chemotherapy, and her complexion has changed. The eyes are yellow, and the eyes no longer have any brilliance, just like the Longbottom couple who were tortured to madness by the Curse of Unconsciousness in "Harry Potter".I cried in front of my mother. I couldn't accept that such an elegant mother became like this. I was about to collapse. I didn't know how to go in the future. I really couldn't accept all this.

Thank you very much for listening to me. Without your letter, I guess I would really collapse. This happened so fast that I couldn't digest the news. I can do just It is to take care of myself and not to cause trouble for my parents. I pray to my mother every day, praying that God can let my mother go, so that my mother can survive and accompany me to grow up.

Looking forward to your next letter, thank you very much, and wish you and your family good health!

Ouyang Zhiyu

2005. 7, 20

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