tangled ivy

Chapter 59 Things I Don't Know

Natsume Weiyu never imagined that there would be such a day.She was sitting in the nearest auditorium, watching her favorite teenager cry, trying to fail, but she was powerless, she couldn't even shout out.She was afraid that if she opened her mouth, tears would stay.She watched the familiar boy turn into someone she was not familiar with.Seeing the young man's gentle face, he greeted his former friends with a little helplessness, but he no longer had the slight domineering look before, she suddenly didn't know how to face him.

That young man lost his former vigor and color.The whole stadium is cheering, but the cheers are for someone else.Such a lively scene, however, Weiyu's heart was cold, so quiet.It seemed that everyone's conversations on the pitch could be heard.

She heard some people say "deserved it", some people said "I finally won", and some people said "Luoshan is so weak..."... Those infuriating words are like a fox that can't eat grapes, very sour .

Those who lost to Luoshan seemed to think that if Luoshan lost to Chenglin, their failure would be wiped out, and they were as happy as if they had won.Even the host of the live broadcast shouted loudly, praising the dark horse Cheng Rin.Weiyu knew that he should calm down and send victory blessings to his opponent, but his heart gradually cracked.

What kind of mentality does the teenager standing in the field shake hands and send blessings?

Maybe, I'm just a narrow-minded person.

But, that red-haired boy...

She knew that she should go to the boy immediately and stay by his side, without saying anything, just to comfort him.However, she just couldn't take her own steps, she didn't know if the boy needed comfort, the boy's pride... Or she didn't know how to face this boy.Because he... It's not him, it's not him who likes her.She was afraid that in the past, the boy would say...sorry...but Weiyu knew more clearly that she couldn't leave here.Even if you are in doubt or distressed, you can't leave here.He was still him, and she needed to be here, where he could see him when he looked back, as if he was her support.

[This situation...is just a dual personality...

Compared with my own strange thing of seeing monsters, it is quite normal.There will be no problem...]

With a sore nose, Weiyu desperately pulled on the string of reason to prevent it from breaking.

【Don't cry, Weiyu...it's no big deal...】

……

【I'm just scared...】He lowered his head, and finally wet his hands.

[It's really disappointing...a real man...if Seijuro...]

Just like the normal reincarnation of the four seasons, the national competition for Japanese middle and high school students is still going on, even if there is a lot of snow on that day.

Weiyu let out a breath of white air, his hands in fluffy rabbit gloves tightly tightened his scarf, trying to cover his face from the cold snow.

To be honest, Weiyu really admires Japanese students.In the winter, instead of sleeping in the bed, I also got a WINTERCUP.Forget it, everyone only wears two pieces! !The girl also showed her snow-white thighs! !Thinking about my boyfriend playing in shorts later, I couldn't help shivering without saying a word.

"Weiyu... are you alright?" Akashi Seijuro looked at the little girl worriedly, he was so afraid of the cold...

"It's okay...I wear a lot." Although it's still cold.

"Actually, if it's cold, you can just stay in the hotel and watch the live broadcast...you don't need to make a special effort..."

"No!" Wei Wei refused politely.

"That's right, it can't be done, Xiaozheng, this is what Xiao Weiyu has to do to show the appearance of a qualified girlfriend~ You will suffer if you don't understand the girl's mind~" Ling Yang teased from the next door.

As expected, Weiyu's face instantly turned red, and then she gave Ling Yang a vicious look.

Akashi could only sigh, and silently helped the girl put on the fluffy earphones on her ears.

"Well, it will be over soon anyway, just wait a while." Kotaro said with a laugh.

"Kotaro, how many times have I told you not to underestimate the enemy." Akashi frowned.

"Yes~"

However, everyone expected the beginning, but not the end.The excitement and ease before the start of the game turned into a heavy pressure in an instant, making people breathless.

The higher the expectations, the more painful the moment you fall.

Indeed, at the beginning of the match, Luoshan did have an absolute advantage...but the opponent's momentum and tricks were so unexpected.That kind of unwillingness to admit defeat infected the people present. When the so-called "people's hearts" stand on the other side, does it mean that they have lost?It's just that people tend to stand on the side of the weak, passing on the efforts of the weak, never giving up, and fighting spirit, but demanding the seemingly strong side with higher requirements, but not caring about the so-called strong, and paying what kind of effort.For such an important game, the basketball team is used to being the king. Look, even the school doesn't pay much attention to it, doesn't it?When the audience was cheering for Cheng Lin, Luo Shan didn't even have his own cheerleaders to cheer for him.Praise the weak, praise the strong... Who is the weak and who is the strong?Who puts the pressure on, and for what?

Weiyu didn't know, his vision was already blurred.Even if he desperately shouted "Come on, Luoshan" and "Come on, Zhengjuro" desperately, his voice was instantly covered.There is no absolute weak, and no absolute strong... The people here are all fighting for themselves.It's just that I don't want to see the young man looking so lost...

However, even more unexpected is yet to come.

Yes, the boy did bounce back, as the girl had prayed for.When the game was at a stalemate, Weiyu trembled all over.

that boy...

has changed.

That look...

He is still like a king, ruling the stadium, commanding without any haste...but restraining all his chills...that boy...is not someone he knows well...

Especially the "Long time no see".

Weiyu keenly realized that her personality had changed.

That domineering boy is gone.

This time, the lost soul became Weiyu.

She couldn't help staring at the red-haired boy on the court, not even daring to blink, completely ignoring the so-called shooting and the so-called score.Knowing that in the end, losing by one point, and seeing the boy's tears of relief, Wei Yu suddenly felt that it was a matter of course.He is still Akashi Seijuro.However, worry and fear still enveloped her.

She can accept that Akashi Seijuro has two personalities, she can accept him, the other personality... Just like he accepts his own difference, the premise is that he treats her as before.

However, that boy turned his back indifferently, breaking all of Weiyu's psychological comfort and preparation, and Weiyu was cold from head to toe.

On that day, the day when Winter Cup ended, Weiyu stayed alone all the time, and even went back to Kyoto by himself by Shinkansen, and the promise to go back together was also disillusioned.She didn't wait for the boy to smile at her... She didn't even wait for the boy to turn around, even though she was standing behind him and waited... That boy, standing alone in the empty stadium, even the last The housekeeper didn't even look at Weiyu when he took her home.

Weiyu didn't know what he was thinking, what he was relieved...

Just suddenly understood.She might not be his support...at least not for the young man now.

Those dual personalities in Korean dramas accept the lover status...not really.

Then... suddenly regret it.

[Why didn't you summon up the courage to go to him and hold his hand.

Even if he would say sorry, that he didn't accept that he was his girlfriend...

Even if he would get angry with himself and tell himself to go away...

Why can't I just move my feet...

If in the future, I can no longer walk by his side, what should I do...

I was just too shocked, I just didn't react...

I... still don't want to separate like this...]

When she thought that the current Akashi Seijuro might not know her existence, and that such a gentle boy might not come back, she was almost out of breath.

Master personality?sub-personality?

do not know……

Then get annoyed.I don't know if I'm angry with myself for not being up to date, or because I'm angry with the young man for ignoring him...or if I'm angry with the young man for not telling him about the situation...Obviously I didn't hide anything from him...

Thinking wildly, I can't figure it out.

Confused about whether to send a text message or call directly...

At least you can't escape, you can't just be like this, this kind of yourself is too bad.

However, the courage he had finally mustered up disappeared in the air in an instant when he saw the new information on the phone.

"Sorry. Don't look for me just yet." - Akashi

The road back to Kyoto that day was very long...so long that she thought she had a dream, and when she woke up, the boy would still tell her with a smile that it was just a nightmare...

The author has something to say: I finally came back from the torment, and I want to finish this article before school starts! !The baby is going to open a new hole! !