A curtain of dream

Chapter 26 A Curtain of Dreams

I have a dark dream, who can I share with?

How many secrets are in it, no one can understand if you want to tell!

Outside the window is deeper and the dew is heavy, inside the window it is hard to let go of worries,

How many worries can't be sent, turned into a dream!

Last night the rain was dredging and the wind was blowing, tonight the flowers are falling into graves,

Spring goes and spring comes without a trace, leaving only a curtain of dreams!

Who can understand my feelings?Who will plant tenderness?

If we can know each other and meet again, we will share this dream together!

I looked at this line of poems on the webpage, stroked my forehead, rubbed my temples, and slowly moved the mouse to read.

I am very grateful to my mother for her thoughtfulness and thoughtful thinking. She was afraid that I would feel bored in the hospital, and she saw that I was in better spirits. In addition to bringing me some materials I wanted to read, she also brought my notebook and plugged it into the Internet. Card, let me surf the Internet to browse web pages and chat with friends on QQ when I am tired of reading materials.

After Chu Yi left, I thought about it for a long time, and decided to check out her blog, maybe I could see something that would help me sort out my current confusion.Zi Ling is the same as the young people nowadays. She blogs online, plays QQ, plays msn, plays various games, visits her favorite forums, but I never go to her blog to browse, even her blog address What it is, I don't know.I found her blog address on Baidu. She used Yilian Youmeng as her blog theme name, and her username was Ugly Duckling.

It's just that I regret it, because I didn't just find something, but saw that Zi Ling had clearly written her mood since the car accident in every diary of hers, I bit my lip and stared at her The diary titled "Break" was in a daze.

break

When you and him were in a coma, I wandered around your ward day and night like a bereaved dog.

And when you woke up and I saw your broken leg, fear, like a huge black vortex, engulfed me deeply.

I admit, I'm a coward.

I looked at your desperate eyes, and I couldn't help waving your hand that grabbed me.

Honey, I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it, because I love you so much, so, so much love!

You broke a leg, but I lost half of my life at the same time. Our pain is closely related, do you understand?

But I didn't have time to feel guilty and sad, but I was overwhelmed by your words.

You said that because you thought you loved her, but she didn't love you, it caused a catastrophe.But I know, based on my understanding, she will not stop loving you. You say that just to cover up the truth that you love her. No, no, I shouldn't speculate on you like this.

You said that you love me, and we were so enthusiastically immersed in the joy of loving each other, but the ecstasy didn't last long, and it turned into loneliness in an instant.I even had the illusion that you never fell in love with me, and your words of "I love you" all disappeared in my nostalgia and surprise for this love.

CL, I love you so much, for such a long time.

And you pushed me away because, you think you're not perfect, don't you?

Well, I will leave as you wish, and then fall in love with others.

Breaking up, between you and me, is as painful as cutting off flesh and blood.

You hurt, I hurt more, do you understand?

Ziling's Yilian Youmeng, her heart, is revealed on the blog, every word and every sentence is intertwined with sadness, like blood and tears intertwined, so sad and painful.

My thoughts followed her diary one by one, shuttled through her memories, felt her inferiority, loss, her surprise after waiting for Chu Lian's confession, the sweetness of loving each other, and loving Chu for me Lian felt depressed and hesitated.

I thought I would be angry when I saw her tell in her diary that after spying out that I also loved Chu Lian and Chu Lian planned to replace Chu Lian with Tao Jianbo, but I didn't. Concerned about sisterhood, she was worried about gains and losses after getting Chu Lian's love. I saw that in order not to make me sad, she tried every means to make me empathize with Tao Jianbo, and she hesitated when she had to force Chu Lian to find me to clarify.

I sighed deeply. I finally understood what she said that night over and over again.I stared at the photo of her beaded curtain, clicked to return to the home page of her blog, and suddenly found that she had updated an untitled diary, which was just 10 minutes ago, I was stunned, and opened her diary, the text in it It is very short and reads: There will be times when you ride the wind and waves, hang the clouds and sail directly to help the sea.

Directly hang the cloud sail to help the sea?

My mother, who had been sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, raised her head, looked at the time, and said to me: Luping, it’s almost time, shall we take X-rays?kindness?

I nodded and closed the computer.