[Dance Dance] Wake up, Sparta

Zhang Xiaogun had to close his eyes to get used to the sudden disappearance of the light. Hearing the rustling sound outside the door, it seemed that something huge fell on the door of their bedroom. Sun Xiaoxiao bumped in with an unclear expression, got up speechlessly and dragged her onto the bed, Zhang Xiaogun wanted to sit back on the stool but couldn't sit still, almost fell to the ground.

Hearing Sun Xiaoxiao who was sitting on her bed depressed and humming, Zhang Xiaogun roared out of embarrassment, "People with night blindness should not run around at night when the power is out. Say it quickly, let the fart go."

"Xiaogun, I'm so unlucky. I was getting married, and the power went out." Probably seeing that Zhang Xiaogun was in a bad mood, Sun Xiaowen grabbed Zhang Xiaogun's hand and complained as if he couldn't live.

"I'm still waiting for the result of the trial, who can I talk to..." All the fear and anxiety turned into an evil fire in Zhang Xiaogun's chest at this moment, and it reached a peak with Sun Xiaowen's complaints, but Just as Zhang Xiaogun was thinking about how to maximize this anger, she suddenly realized what Sun Xiaoxiao said, and suddenly stood up and asked, "Are you married? Who are you marrying?"

Sun Xiaoxiao seemed to be taken aback by her reaction, patted his chest and replied as a matter of course: "He Liu."

"You two got married? Why didn't I know? When did it happen? Why didn't you tell me at all?" Zhang Xiaogun's series of questions, like flipping beans, successfully made Sun Xiaoxiao, who was not very quick to respond, completely froze. .

Speechlessly rolling his eyes, Zhang Xiaogun had no choice but to wait patiently for Sun Xiaoxiao to smooth out her reflex arc that could circle the earth several times. "I want to tell you, but you haven't talked to me these few days." The thunder outside gradually died down, and the light in Zhang Xiaogun's bedroom, which was not very easy to use, flickered for a few times as if it was gathering strength. It made people even more anxious, and the moment it finally lit up, it happened to illuminate Sun Xiaoshuo's innocent expression. "Little Roll, I'll tell you later, you go and be my bridesmaid first."

This time it was Zhang Xiaogun's turn to die. Unlike the hardships of climbing the grassland through the snow-capped mountains when he came here, Sun Xiaoxiao's movement of running back was light and graceful.

The screen that had been blacked out just now gradually lit up, and Zhang Xiaogun turned around to see the disconnected ♡□ automatically log in, and the pulsation of Maria's head was like a steel ball beating heavily on her heart.Gritting his teeth and tapping the mouse twice with his index finger, Zhang Xiaogun narrowed his eyes and saw the response from the man who used the same color, font and even the same font size as her.

"I always knew you were a woman."

"How did you know?" Not knowing how to hide his bewilderment, Zhang Xiaogun had no choice but to throw the question back.

The reply came very quickly this time, perhaps because the power was cut off and the internet was just cut off, so the internet speed at this moment is like a turtle crawling over Zhang Xiaogun's heart, and when the picture finally came out belatedly, Zhang Xiaogun almost vomited blood just by looking at it.

It was a screenshot of the profile, the avatar of the monkey was still shining as it was when Zhang Xiaogun was using it, yes, it was Zhang Xiaogun's profile, in the gender column, it was clearly written, female.

Zhang Xiaogun deeply felt that no matter what she said at this moment, it was a kind of blasphemy against the wisdom of others, so she wisely chose to remain silent, but this feeling did not seem to be well conveyed to Mary. "Liu and Sun Xiaoxiao are married, why don't you come here quickly." He immediately added: "Remember to get your female number, and you can also be a bridesmaid to take a photo with brother."

Powerless to refute Maria's sudden arrogance, Zhang Xiaogun really rolled onto the game at the speed of light this time. If Maria hadn't reminded her, she would have forgotten that Sun Xiaoxiao was still married. Callouses formed in her ears.

Although until now, she has no idea why Liu suddenly married Sun Xiaoxiao. Could it be that he finally saw Sun Xiaoxiao's potential as a man?

Yes, what Sun Xiaoxiao often said to Zhang Xiaogun was, with me around, you don't need a boyfriend at all.Sun Xiaowen is 1.7 meters tall, although she looks a little weak, but whenever she successfully carries Zhang Xiaogun's snacks back from the supermarket hundreds of meters away, Zhang Xiaogun will look at her with adoring eyes for a long time.This kind of look will still appear when Sun Xiaohua goes downstairs to buy food for Zhang Xiaogun, when Sun Xiaoxiao feeds the beautiful moonlight girl Zhang Xiaogun, when Sun Xiaoxiao goes to get an injection with a high fever on his back, and before the exam, Sun Xiaoxiao When all the questions are sorted out on a piece of paper and printed on a small strip...

But at this moment, Zhang Xiaogun took her long-lost female number and stood behind Sun Xiaoxiao as her bridesmaid. Seeing her friend in the game wearing a snow-white wedding dress and beautiful hair accessories, she really felt a little bit reluctant.

No matter why the two of them got married, probably from now on, when Sun Xiaoxiao is bored, she will no longer need to talk to the impatient her, nor will she need to keep checking her itinerary every day, what to do in the morning, what to do in the afternoon and what to do in the evening What to eat for breakfast, what to eat for lunch, what to eat for dinner, as if she couldn't work for a day without setting a good program.

She is no longer the most important person in Sun's novel.

This is probably the friendship between girls, not as bold and informal as boys, but extending into every detail of life, trivial and warm, those little emotions that turn back and forth, those tacit little things Mind, those inadvertent glances and smiles, you can know what the other party wants to express.

While Zhang Xiaogun was still thinking wildly, the wedding was already over, and after the words on the screen proving that Sun Xiaoxiao and Liu were married, there was Liu's arrogant red font, he said: "Now you believe it, Sun Xiao The novel is my woman, please stay away from her in the future."

Zhang Xiaogun pressed F11, and saw the name at a glance among the hundreds of spectators. Looking back after a while, the Jamaica reggae had disappeared.

"Although you, an irresponsible director, left the scene halfway through, we still performed all the tricks for you." After coming out of the marriage tree, Maria said to Xiao Zhang with a look of not being too grateful or admiring brother. Get lost.

Zhang Xiaogun didn't know what to answer. She roughly knew that Liu and Sun Xiaoxiao got married to fight against reggae, but there was absolutely no need to do this, right?

"What kind of conspiracy do you guys have?" Zhang Xiaogun always felt that the corners of his eyes were twitching slightly, indicating something bad.It's not that her psychology is too dark, but her consistent experience tells her that if there is nothing to show courteousness, it's either adultery or robbery.

Maria seemed very dissatisfied with her reaction, and replied bluntly, how do I know, just ask Sun Xiaoxiao.

But the answer Sun Xiaowen gave her almost shocked Zhang Xiaogun's jaw.She has always known that Sun Xiaoxiao is a serious appearance association, but she never thought that she would control beauty so much that she has no principle or position.

"I just like that Liu is handsome. It doesn't matter if he likes men. It doesn't matter if he has a bad temper. He just stays with me. And for him, having me by his side saves pestering women who don't know he's gay. He, which man does he like, I can still explore the way." Looking at Sun Xiaowen's words, Zhang Xiaogun felt that his seven orifices were emitting green smoke.

"Sun Xiaoxiao, you really are a hopeless Spartan." After saying this, Zhang Xiaogun let Sun Xiaowen's face flash, and refused to say a word to this person. She felt that cheating Mary and losing her hand was not at all like Zhang Xiaogun's style, and now she has found the reason.

There is a saying, don't hang out with idiots, because they will pull you up to her level and beat you with experience.

What a fucking failure, Zhang Xiaogun said to Uncle Xu afterwards.

"Well, I also think that you have suffered a complete defeat. You lost your wife and your army, not only Sun Xiaoxiao, but you as well." Uncle Xu still had the same unhurried look, and said The words still make people vomit blood.

Lying back on the chair, Zhang Xiaogun recalled what happened during this period of time. Although Liu and Sun Xiaoxiao got married, and Sun Xiaoxiao was supposed to be elated, why did she still feel like a failure.

Is it because of Mary?But he didn't pursue the matter of pretending to be a man at all. Even if she is a woman Zhang Xiaogun now, Mary still treats her no differently.

Hearing the sound of guns, Zhang Xiaogun slowly sat up and saw Uncle Xu's words: "Dapao. Everyone pursues differently. Not everyone has such high requirements for relationships as you do. You must love each other and be equal. , but also respect each other, asking too much makes people not know what kind of feelings can be carried. I think there is nothing wrong with Sun Xiaoxiao, she can just give Liu what she wants, and what she gives Liu needs, so Supporting each other and complementing each other, without so many requirements and not so many constraints, maybe we can go a long way."

It's actually not the first time Zhang Xiaogun heard such words. I don't know how long ago someone said similar words to her. He said Xiaogun, I'm sorry, you are a good girl, but I can't give you what you want.

However, that time seemed too long, so long that Zhang Xiaogun couldn't see the boy's face clearly no matter how he recalled.But no matter how much time passed, she could still see herself at that time.

The humble self who loves hard, loves, loses himself, and loves the young self who has fallen into the dust.

Stumbled behind him, begging for a reason.

He just said sorry and never mentioned the reason.

And in this world, the three most hurtful words are sorry. Using these words seems to be able to erase everything, and you have to bury all those loves and hates as if they never happened.

Otherwise, what else can I do, and I can't say that I can't forgive the person I loved.

But really can't forgive.

It's not that he can't forgive his indifference, his forgetfulness, his hesitation, his hesitation for so long, and his decision to turn around for a moment.

I can't forgive myself.I can't forgive myself for my anger back then, my pride back then, my waywardness back then, and I took it for granted that I would be fine without him.

Since then, many people have come and gone around him, none better than his eyebrows back then.

The one most like him is six.So Zhang Xiaogun has been pampered and spoiled for more than [-] years. In her mother's words, the master who can't help the oil bottle when it falls on the ground, washes the dirty clothes for this boy who is two years younger than her, and for him. Every corner of the house was tidied up meticulously, because he went back to school the first day and took the midnight train back the next day, even if he got off the car, he couldn't see him welcoming him.

Knowing that Mr. Six was not the man she wanted, Zhang Xiaogun did all these things willingly, just because she wanted to do all these things for him, but he never gave her the chance.Uncontrollably, it was reflected on another person's body, just because the familiar eyebrows and eyes could show a little bit of the smile she wanted.

But after all, it's just a similarity, he is not him, that person will never betray like six, maybe this is also where he is cruel.He never said no love, only said sorry.

Over the years, he was the one who couldn't bear to hurt her the most, but he hurt her the most thoroughly.

In fact, it has been a long time since I thought of these two people. A smile was drawn on his lips ironically. In fact, Zhang Xiaogun thought he had forgotten, so he picked up the phone next to the computer. In fact, if he hadn’t received this message earlier Even if Uncle Xu said something similar to him, he probably wouldn't suddenly remember it.

After all these years, Zhang Xiaogun has learned not to wishful thinking.

The message came from six, Zhang Xiaogun forgot to delete his number, and it was just a happy Mid-Autumn Festival, but Zhang Xiaogun understood that this was a sign of his regret.The lines on the corners of the lips were printed deeper, Zhang Xiaogun typed a few words casually and pressed send.

"Happy Mid-Autumn Festival. Excuse me, are you?"

Some people are not worthy of forgiveness at all.