[Dance Dance] Wake up, Sparta

"Don't you think that Sun Xiaowen has been acting strange these two days." In fact, before Maria found Zhang Xiaogun and said this, Zhang Xiaogun realized that something was wrong with her these two days.

I can't tell how abnormal it is, but in the past, the daily routine of mahjong would be missing every two days. When I was walking, I would often stop and send a few text messages before continuing. When I was eating, I would talk as if I existed. Meaningful Sun's novels are no longer so noisy, as if covered with a layer of thoughts that people don't want people to see through.

But these obviously cannot be said to Maria. Based on Zhang Xiaogun’s understanding of Maria, he is definitely not a person who would greet others with care. He would come to her to talk about these things, obviously to spy on the military situation for Liu.

Even if it was spying on the military situation, Zhang Xiaogun had to be cautious and cautious. Even if Maria was not an outsider, she must not let the other party take the lead. At least she had to check it out first before communicating with him.

"Actually, I've always felt that since I met you and Wang Liuxiao, Sun Xiaoxiao hasn't had a normal day." Zhang Xiaogun said.Of course Wang Liuxiao is Liu, why did he suddenly become Wang Liuxiao?If Zhang Xiaogun were to describe it, she would only say one sentence: "If the sky does evil, you can still do it. If you do it yourself, you can't live."

How can it be impossible to live?On the day when Sun Xiaoxiao was still working normally, the four of them were posing in a mahjong-playing pose in Liu's room, which was decorated like a courtyard. Go to the group and say: "Look, your names are all three characters so symmetrical, just my name, lonely like a fallen leaf in the wind." As soon as these words came out, everyone in the audience was shocked.

Zhang Xiaogun has always known that under Liu's tiger body hides a slender and sensitive woman's heart, and this woman's heart always makes him feel a little sad.

When I wake up in the morning with pimples on my face, I feel sad. When I go out, I find it’s snowing. The mother cat next door gave birth to six kittens, five black and one yellow. Be sad.

This made Zhang Xiaogun, who always felt that she was covered with artistic germs, unable to accept for a long time that there was someone around her who was better at pretending to be artistic than herself. She finally persuaded herself to get used to it. The sadness touched her nerve fibers as thick as steel wire again.

"Then I'll give you a three-character name too." It's not unreasonable for Zhang Xiaogun to recommend himself. A long time ago, Zhang Xiaogun was not called Zhang Xiaogun. As for why she is called Zhang Xiaogun, she must not will say.

However, it can be deduced from this that Sun Xiaowen is not actually called Sun Xiaoxiao, because she is really good at making random thoughts, so Zhang Xiaogun gave her such a name.Similarly, in their dormitory, there are Zhu Xiaodou, Liu Xiaoqian'er and other names that can be recognized at a glance.

After some seemingly careful thinking, Zhang Xiaogun said slowly: "Your name is Wang Liuxiao." As soon as these words came out, everyone in the audience was terrified.Sure enough, Liu smashed a violent hammer on Zhang Xiaogun's head as quickly as the autumn wind sweeping fallen leaves.

"How nice it sounds." Zhang Xiaogun didn't care if the character was still in a coma, and began to groan.How could he not like such a name that was more alluring than Liu Na's slender waist.

"Why is it called Wang Liuxiao instead of Wang Xiaoliu?" Zhang Xiaogun has always felt that one of the good and bad things about Sun Xiaoxiao is that the child has a special thirst for knowledge. No matter how heavy the atmosphere is, she You can always find a breakthrough and ask your own questions.

But at this time, the question of Wang Xiaoliu and Wang Liuxiao really touched Zhang Xiaogun's heart.That's right, why is she the only one who wants to name this Xiaoliu of the Wang family Wang Liuxiao?Posted an extremely enchanting smile in the group, Zhang Xiaogun typed a phrase that has accompanied her through more than ten years of ups and downs: "The cow is still grazing on the hillside, but the child who herds the cow doesn't know where to flirt~ It's not that he lost the cow because he was greedy for fun, the boy who herds the cow, Wang Erxiao!"

Accompanied by a crisp "ding", Zhang Xiaogun lived up to expectations and was kicked from the mahjong table to the game hall.

I don’t remember how many times I was kicked out by the furious Liu. Anyway, until the next day, Zhang Xiaogun didn’t dare to enter Liu’s room again when he climbed up the game. The name changed to "Wang Liuxiao".

With this full of horror, I found Sun Xiaoxiao, and Sun Xiaoxiao said that she didn't know what was going on. Could it be that Liu accepted such an ingenious name so quickly?With a nervous girlish heart, Zhang Xiaogun found the only Mary who might give her the answer.

"Six hasn't woken up yet." Mary replied very flatly, and then said, "This name is pretty good. I went to his account to help him change it, so as to comfort his loneliness like a fallen leaf." After saying this, Mary sent a message. That enchanting smile that Zhang Xiaogun posted yesterday.

I don't know how Mary calmed down Liu's anger in the end. Anyway, from now on, when playing mahjong with poses, the names of the four of them are as neat as the four of them are sitting.Therefore, the frequent absence of Dang Sun's novels is like a square missing a side frequently. Although it is only a quarter missing, it is enough to make the whole figure fall apart.

So Zhang Xiaogun, who shouldered the ardent expectations of the other two sides, knocked on the door of Sun Xiaoxiao's dormitory on a dark and stormy night after a careful investigation.

It wasn't Sun Xiaoxiao who opened the door for her. Sun Xiaoxiao was sitting by the bed and making a phone call, so from Zhang Xiaogun's perspective, he could just see the smile on Sun Xiaowen's face turn into embarrassment the moment he saw him, and then gradually stiffen up. expression.Didn't hear clearly what Sun Xiaoxiao said to the phone, at the moment Zhang Xiaogun walked to her bedside, Sun Xiaoxiao also hung up the phone, carefully observing her still embarrassed expression, Zhang Xiaogun picked a comfortable position and leaned on her bed, seemingly unintentionally asked: "Reggae?"

Sun Xiaoxiao's hand holding the phone shook, but he didn't make a sound, just lowered his head.

As if they noticed the strange atmosphere here, the noisy dormitory gradually became quiet. After a while, there were only two people who also lowered their heads and did not speak in the small room.

Many thoughts swirled in Zhang Xiaogun's mind, but he suppressed them all the moment he looked up and saw Sun Xiaoxiao's tears.Suddenly stood up and scolded: "You are crying."

Although she is also a woman, Zhang Xiaogun has always been helpless against women's tears, and her way of dealing with things she can't do is to lose her temper.

Sun Xiaowen probably understood Zhang Xiaogun's temperament too well, and after shedding another burst of tears, he said in a thick nasal voice: "Xiao Gun, I know I'm worthless, so scold me."

Zhang Xiaogun suddenly lost his temper.Just like that quietly listening to Sun Xiaoxiao sniffling her nose, Xu Xu said that Reggae suddenly asked her to sing and sing for her, she didn't know how to refuse, she just listened to it for a few days, and then he called her, she was also embarrassed do not answer.

After hearing and listening, Zhang Xiaogun only understood one thing.

Sun Xiaoxiao felt that Reggae still liked her.

There was a deep sense of powerlessness in his chest. Zhang Xiaogun didn't know how to describe it to Sun Xiaoxiao. There is a kind of person in this world who can give tenderness to many people. In the final analysis, this tenderness is just his leisure time. Sudden interest, donating casually, does not represent more.As Uncle Xu once said, as a man, he goes to sleep 24 hours a day, as long as he wants, he can express ambiguous messages to a hundred different girls in different ways.

But she was not Uncle Xu, so she couldn't pour such a bucket of cold water on Sun Xiaoxiao, who was expecting at the moment.

Taking a deep breath, Zhang Xiaogun tried his best to make his voice sound calm: "Then have you ever thought about where you put Liu when you are like this?"

"Xiao Gun, you also liked someone like that, I thought you should understand my feelings." After a long while, Sun Xiaoxiao replied dully.

Zhang Xiaogun, who was fidgeting around in the room, suddenly froze in his footsteps, turned his head and stared at Sun Xiaoxiao with an incomprehensible look until he couldn't look up again.However, even if he failed to raise his head, Sun Xiaoxiao continued to speak stubbornly: "Every time he looks back to you, haven't you never managed to ignore him?"

"At least he hasn't lied to me." Zhang Xiaogun knew how unfounded she was saying this.It was true that he hadn't cheated, because the man didn't bother to cheat at all, and his silence was enough to form a spear, piercing people again and again.

And Sun Xiaowen, who had been with Zhang Xiaogun for so many years, probably knew better than her, so just one sentence made Zhang Xiaogun lose the strength to continue arguing with her.

Such a soft and weak voice once made Zhang Xiaogun feel that without her protection, Sun Xiaoxiao would be bullied like that.However, at this moment, Sun Xiaoyu used such a voice to tell Zhang Xiaogun a fact that she has been unwilling to face: "Xiaogun, I always feel that Reggae is willing to lie to me, at least it can show that he is afraid that I will be sad. .”

Zhang Xiaogun didn't make a sound, but pulled the side of his lower lip subconsciously, and the pulled muscles made Sun Xiaoxiao's pale face after he finished speaking, she knew that maybe her expression had scared her from the corner of her eye.Throat wriggled a few times with difficulty, Zhang Xiaogun tried his best to make himself laugh out loud, but what came out were only meaningless notes.

She didn't know who was better at being silent or deceiving, but she felt ridiculous about her and Sun Xiaoxiao's self-deception and cocooning.People say that there is nothing more sad than death, but she feels that what makes Sun Xiaoxiao unable to escape now is that faint hope.

So what made her unable to escape?What is the reason for stubbornly locking myself in that memory all these years?

"Xiaogun...I'm sorry...I didn't mention him on purpose, please don't do that." Seeing that Zhang Xiaogun didn't argue with her, Sun Xiaowen returned to his usual appearance after a moment of bravery, grabbing Zhang Xiaogun's palm. His fingers gradually tightened, as if he was afraid that Zhang Xiaogun would throw her away when he got angry.

Looking past the tears on Sun Xiaoxiao's face, Zhang Xiaogun didn't let go of her hand, but he didn't hold it tight either. She suddenly realized that after so long, she couldn't let go of her heart when she heard others mention him.She couldn't even remember what he looked like, and her panic was because Sun Xiaoxiao reminded her that she seemed to be forgetting him.But how could she forget him.

"I'm not angry." Zhang Xiaogun murmured: "I just want to say, you should think about it for your own sake. You know who Reggae is. You know better than me. He turns back now because he doesn't want to lose. I After all, he is different from you, he is not like Reggae, the harm he gave me was only because he didn't love him."

Letting out a breath slowly, Zhang Xiaogun realized that after admitting this matter, it was as if a huge stone had finally fallen firmly in his heart.

Yes, but because of not loving.Just like love without reason, what reason can there be if you don't love?At that time, I was too young after all, and I didn't understand that not loving is also a kind of firmness in love.

"Xiaogun." When he got up and walked out, Zhang Xiaogun heard Sun Xiaoxiao's voice as thin as a gossamer. "It's not that I don't think about Liu, I just don't want Liu to stand up for me again. I have my own reasons for doing this, but I also have something to ask you."

Unexpectedly, Sun Xiaoxiao would say such a thing, Zhang Xiaogun withdrew his hand holding the doorknob, and heard Sun Xiaoxiao ask in a low voice.

"Have you thought about Mary?"

"Fiction." Zhang Xiaogun turned around and looked at her friend. She didn't know if her expression could hide the fog in her eyes, but she couldn't hide the trembling in her voice after all.

"Tell me in the novel, is it possible that as long as you have feelings, you can cross the ocean and let me be in the same space as him."

Xu Shi understood too well that Sun Xiaoxiao couldn't give her this answer, and no one could give her. Zhang Xiaogun didn't stay there any longer, closed the door gently and walked back to his dormitory.

He didn't turn on the computer again, but even if he lay there and closed his eyes, Zhang Xiaogun could still see Caisun's novel just now, the look on her face when she said I just don't want Liu to stand up for me.

Covering her eyelids with her fingers, Zhang Xiaogun seemed to be able to feel the warmth of Sun Xiaoxiao's fingertips. She vaguely knew what Sun Xiaoxiao wanted to do, but she had no position to speak out, nor was she able to stop it.This girl who played the roles of friend, older sister, younger sister, and rival in her college life, and who has always been overprotected by her parents, finally slowly came to life under the complete deception and betrayal given by such a loved one. grown up.

Zhang Xiaogun, who left home at the age of 12, once envied and hated Sun Xiaoxiao's childlike innocence.She also tried to protect her, but in this world, everyone has their own karma, and no one can bear it for others.Just like him to Zhang Xiaogun, and reggae to Sun Xiaowen, these people walked into their world with a whole body of light, allowing simple girls to have a better understanding of life.

Other than that, nothing else.

The pain given by that person was enough to make her copper skin and iron bones invulnerable. Now that she knows how to give herself happiness and stability, she no longer needs to be chased by others to affirm her existence. There is no way to answer, it's not that she doesn't want to think about Mary, but reality doesn't allow her to think too much.

She used to refuse to believe that Liu and Maria were not a couple, so Liu was annoyed by the persecution, and dropped a sentence: "If Adam is not in Singapore, I would really like to break him up."

Zhang Xiaogun didn't know how to tell Sun Xiaowen that she was tired of playing, she no longer wanted to deliberately pretend to be innocent or sophisticated in front of anyone, and she no longer wanted to regard love as an effective way to pass the time. After someone can see her not so glamorous side, he is still willing to give her a gentle smile and pamper her.

Maria did this, but the tenderness, smile, pampering he gave, and even the good night they would say to each other every night, all came through a long distance of 5500 kilometers.

After turning off the computer, she would no longer be able to touch that person's eyebrows and heartbeat.

How can you grow old like this.