mean love

"Despicable Love" Author: Eggy Yolk

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Short story Cheng Boyuan (attack) x Yan Nuo (received)

Demining: The Three Views Are Unrighteous and Black-bellied Attacks on the Legal Setting of Same-X Marriage

Is mean love wrong from the start?

A short story will be finished as soon as possible, and I bow to thank the readers who came in.

When Cheng Boyuan came home, Yan Nuo was sitting on the sofa, with a lighted cigarette between the index and middle fingers of his right hand, and a few burnt cigarette butts had already floated in the disposable paper cup half filled with water on the coffee table.

Cheng Boyuan paused, and then, as usual, he took off his leather shoes, put his bag away, loosened his tie, and hung his suit jacket on the solid wooden hanger in the bedroom.

"Is there nothing to eat at home? There seems to be some chicken breast and lettuce in the refrigerator. Didn't you say you want to lose weight two days ago? I'll make a salad."

The person on the sofa didn't answer, just looked at him silently and took another puff of cigarette.

Cheng Boyuan didn't wait for his answer, took off his cuff buttons, and went to the kitchen with his expensive shirt cuffs, and stood in front of the refrigerator.From Yan Nuo's point of view, Cheng Boyuan was no longer visible, nor could he be seen standing in front of the refrigerator for a full minute, then took a breath, and continued his movements.

Yan Nuo is usually very self-disciplined and basically doesn't touch alcohol or tobacco. Cheng Boyuan has always protected him very well and will not allow him to get involved in such bad habits.

"Cheng Boyuan."

Yan Nuo did not know when he stood behind Cheng Boyuan, and called out his name by name.Cheng Boyuan paused the action of chopping vegetables, and looked back at Yan Nuo.

Cheng Boyuan wore a slim white shirt and black trousers, and put on a very inappropriate apron, revealing two slender wrists of Youyou, holding a knife in his right hand. The knife was a ceramic knife they bought when they traveled to Japan. Holding on to the dish, this dish is the ready-to-eat salad I bought last night when I went to the city supermarket to digest food after dinner. The plain silver ring on the ring finger pierced Yan Nuo's eyes, and Cheng Boyuan's smile was even more glaring.

This smile is beautiful, the muscles of the face are drawn to the most perfect state, as dazzling as the sunflowers in summer at that time.

"I met Li Xiaoran today."

Yan Nuo watched Cheng Boyuan's expression carefully, so he didn't miss the moment of his stiff mouth and blank eyes, although that moment was fleeting.

He suddenly felt a little sad, and wanted to bury his head in the sand like an ostrich, as if nothing had happened; and suddenly felt unwilling, and wanted to get to the bottom of it, to find out all the right and wrong.

All the reasons and answers had already turned in a circle in his heart, only a confession with the dust settled was missing.

He asked that question masochistically: "So, what happened back then?"

Yan Nuo lingered in the study room until twelve o'clock and didn't come out. He thought Cheng Boyuan had already fallen asleep, but he didn't expect that Cheng Boyuan was leaning on the pillow and swiping his phone.

Noticing that Yan Nuo had entered the room, Cheng Boyuan raised his head and asked, "Are the lights outside turned off?"

Yan Nuo hummed, looking at the huge bed, his heart became tangled again. He originally wanted to wait for Cheng Boyuan to fall asleep before entering the room, so as to avoid embarrassment.

Cheng Boyuan did not answer the question asked a few hours ago.After the two of them finished their dinner tastelessly, Yan Nuo went straight into the study, Cheng Boyuan knocked on the door and asked him if he wanted to go for a walk, but he coldly refused.

The courage is only for that moment, to pursue the events of the year.

Even if he didn't pursue it, he would no longer be able to face his husband without any grievances like before.They have been together for eight years and married for five years. He has never felt that the people around him are so strange like this moment, as if the person he fell in love with the first time was just an illusory shadow, and the person sitting on the other side of the bed now... who is it?

Cheng Boyuan's hair after taking a bath is still a little dry in the shade, without the hairspray to fix it, the hair hangs softly on his forehead, just like the boy who sat at the other end of the classroom eight years ago.If any of Cheng Boyuan's colleagues saw him now, he would not dare to recognize him. Although this man always greeted him with a smile, he exuded a strong aura all the time; only at home , in front of Yan Nuo, his smile is always gentle, without any aggressiveness.

Seeing that Yan Nuo was on the bed, Cheng Boyuan leaned over and kissed him good night as usual, but Yan Nuo hid behind him, his lips barely brushed his side face.

"Go to sleep."

Yan Nuo paused, then turned off the bedside lamp.

Countless emotions continued to ferment in the dark. Today should have been very tiring. The deadline for the project coincided with the time when the foreign team came to the school for exchange and needed him to be in charge of reception, taking them to visit the laboratory and academic discussions. He caught sight of Li Xiaoran whom he hadn't seen for many years... He originally thought that seeing Li Xiaoran would be resentful, but he found that time had already squeezed those emotions to nothing.So he wanted to be generous, and invited Li Xiaoran to drink a cup of coffee with a smile, but he didn't expect that this cup of coffee would involve too many old events.

It was another version of the past, very different from what he had experienced or thought.

Yan Nuo's major is computer science. Computer is a language supported by countless logics. He has always been good at analysis, considering motivation, explaining from opportunity, and combining evidence.In the end, countless intricate lines converged into a bunch of arrows, and Cheng Boyuan was at the other end of the arrow.

Therefore, Yan Nuo suffered from insomnia tonight. On the night when he suddenly found out that the lover who had been in love for eight years had mixed lies in the cornerstone of their relationship, it was quite normal that he could not sleep.

He turned over irritably, trying another sleeping position, he didn't get up to check the time, his intuition told him that it should be past one o'clock.

The man he thought he had fallen asleep spoke at this moment.

"Back then, I installed a Trojan horse in your mobile phone and modified the chat content."

The 22-year-old Cheng Boyuan does not have the strong aura of today. He used to wear sweatshirts, cut his hair short, and smiled perfectly at everyone. There are always many men and women around him.

At that time, Yan Nuo was almost the same as he was eight years later. Perhaps it can also be said that these years have not left too many traces on his body.With clean middle parted bangs and glasses, he has a bookish atmosphere, but he seldom talks to others, only immersed in his own world.

Yan Nuo originally entered school a year later than her peers, but her family had an accident in her senior year of high school. After failing the exam, she repeated her studies for a year, and her life trajectory was delayed by at least two years.Because of a little bit of sensitivity, inferiority complex and other awkward emotions in his heart, he and his peers often just nod to each other and have no confidant.

Such a person found out that he was gay by mistake, and then unexpectedly met the same kind by mistake and got a boyfriend.

It has been more than two months since Yan Nuo started school. Even though Yan Nuo is a little face-blind, he still recognizes all the classmates in the class; only Cheng Boyuan, the first time Yan Nuo had an impression of him, was in an evening class. .

There is still some time before class starts, Yan Nuo sits on the seat and reads with headphones plugged in, but his eyes fall on the figures in the front row diagonally from time to time.

Who is that boy in the white sweater?Yan Nuo tried hard to search for his name in his mind, but failed; it just felt familiar, which meant he had seen it before.

Little did he know that the man seemed to have eyes behind him, felt his gaze, turned his head and smiled at him.

Yan Nuo froze in place, still thinking about whether to smile back, the man turned around again, then got up, carrying a bag and walked to the desk of the most left classmate in the first row.

"This is a little snack I brought to you when I went to Japan with Professor Yang this time."

As he said that, he opened the exquisite gift box in his hand. Inside were well-packaged biscuits. Immediately, people surrounded him and asked about his trip to Japan.

Yan Nuo remembered that there seemed to be such a person in the class, who went to Japan with the professor to exchange ideas not long after the beginning of school; he should have met this person several times at the beginning of school, and he heard someone discussing this matter in a sour tone several times , The words are mixed with words such as "relationship households" and "going through the back door".

But now it seems to be quite harmonious. Some students are asking about the details of the exchange, and some students are asking if they have been to any scenic spots. , starting from the last row on the right side of the classroom, the calm classroom was stirred up, and several girls chatted together to discuss which box was better.

Sensing the person behind him walking towards his seat, Yan Nuo straightened his back unconsciously, his eyes still fell on the book, but the figure passed him without a pause and sat back on the seat in the front row.

The bell rang and class started.

Yan Nuo's heart sank, he couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or escaped an awkward social interaction, he put away his earphones and began to listen to the class seriously.

"Yan Nuo."

When Cheng Boyuan called to stop Yan Nuo, Yan Nuo didn't react. It wasn't until Cheng Boyuan called out a second time that he vaguely replied, "Yes."

The man was carrying a black schoolbag on one shoulder, and the empty shell of the snack gift box had been thrown in the trash can in the classroom.Yan Nuo always walked faster after class, and it could be seen that the other party trotted a few steps to catch up with him, a little out of breath.

"I'm sorry, Yan Nuo, I didn't bring enough snacks today. Do you have something to do next? I still have some in my dormitory, why don't you go to my dormitory to pick them up together."

"Huh? No, no need..."

Yan Nuo subconsciously refused.

"Aren't you going back to the dormitory for a while?"

"nor……"

He really wanted to go back to the dormitory, the male dormitory of the same department was on the first floor, even if he went to the dormitory, it wouldn't waste any time.It's just... most people will stop others on purpose because of this