Touched by a ghost, I choose death

Ayase Chiaki stared at the words on the tombstone for a long time, and finally sighed.

On the day the earth shook and the mountains shook, it was all over.

This world is very strange. Everyone knows that people will die, but no one tells you how to face death.

According to fairy tales, after death, the soul will turn into a bird and fly to the place where the gods are.

But there is another saying that people can't reach heaven at all, because after death, the soul will fly to the sky, but the moment it touches the clouds, it will turn into rain and fall.

However, Chiaki Ayase discovered that these illusory statements were all wrong.At least for her, she exists in the world in a special form.

Maybe it was just a beautiful and painful accident, although she didn't know why it happened.

Watching her body being cremated in the crematorium, she stretched out her hand to hug her crying mother, but her hand passed through her thin body, and what she touched was nothingness.

She stayed by her mother's side all the time, looking at her empty eyes and thinning face every day, heartbroken but powerless.

The life and death of her father is uncertain, her daughter died unexpectedly, she lost the person she loves the most in the world, and she has no spiritual support. The middle-aged woman finally took the last step.

By the time someone found out, the mother's body had already ossified.

Nara is a peaceful small city. Although it is her hometown, she can't find a home here after losing her parents.

Qianqiu looked up at the blue sky, feeling more and more unwilling.

It's like a budding flower suddenly withered.

There are still many things she hasn't done, she hasn't finished her studies, she hasn't been in a relationship, she hasn't done a job she likes...

Also, until the last moment, she didn't tell him her deep love.

A popular song came from a small shop on the street, it was a song by a certain girl group she liked, and the sweet lyrics sounded very harsh now.

"I really like you, I really like you

Even if breathing becomes difficult

won't stop"

If you really like it, then watch him from a distance.

Perhaps this is the meaning of her existence in this world now.

So she took the train to Tokyo and started her journey of pursuit.

Kise Ryota has now entered junior high school and is studying at Teiko Middle School.

Looking at the bright golden figure from a distance, she couldn't believe it.

After a year, she finally saw him.The difference between him today and his memory is not small. He is more than 1.7 meters tall, his facial features are becoming more and more handsome, and his brilliant and charming smile has moved the hearts of countless people.

Looking at the girls around him, Qianqiu felt an inexplicable feeling secretly grow in his heart.

There is a sense of pride of "my bamboo horse is so handsome and compelling", a sense of relief of "the family has my son growing up", but at the same time a sense of loss of "why can't I be one of those girls".

There's also the pain of "I can see you, but you can't see me."

This is probably the furthest distance in the world.She followed him every day, watching his emotions, but could only watch with cold eyes.

Seeing his bright smile, but Qianqiu who grew up with him feels that he is not happy.

Kise Ryota is a genius, which becomes more apparent as he grows older.Football, tennis, volleyball, after being exposed to each sport, they can beat the most powerful people in the club very quickly, thus slowly creating a sense of boredom in life and gradually losing the youthful heart that should have been full of vitality.

When Qianqiu was anxious, Kise finally found his goal-basketball.

And while getting deeper and deeper in this unknown field, he also gained a beautiful and sincere friendship.

While Qianqiu was happy for him, she also envied those people, especially Aomine Daiki and Momoi Itsuki.They are also childhood sweethearts, although the spark of love has not yet been sparked, but the whole world knows that the two care about each other, at least they can get tired of being together every day.

"Speaking of which, I also have a childhood sweetheart." Kise said with a smile when he came home from school one day and saw Momoi and Aomine making a scene.

"Eh? It's the first time I've heard Xiao Huang say, is she in Teiko?" Momoi Wuyue suddenly became interested, and asked with her head tilted.

"Not here."

"Hey, where is she now?"

"I don't know," Huang Lai shook her head, her expression seemed a little lonely, "I lost her."

"Huh? Why are you so nervous, Kose?" Qingfeng seemed a little disdainful, "It's over if you lose it and find it again."

"Xiao Qingfeng said it quite simply." Huang Lai regained that smiling face again, as if the loss of focus a second ago was just an illusion of others, and after that he practiced Tai Chi no matter what others asked.

I'm actually right there with you.

Qian Qiu stretched out her hand, trying to grab the bright color, but after closing her fingers together, there was only air.

Later, she witnessed a lot of wars between girls because of Kise Ryota's jealousy.

While she felt sad, she understood more and more what those crazy girls did.

It is precisely because you can't get it that you don't want others to get it.

At some point, Qianqiu's heart was filled with such dark thoughts that made him despise.

Love is like a rose, which looks beautiful but actually has thorns.If you really like a person, there will inevitably be a desire to possess him.However, once such desires exceed the limit, people's hearts will become distorted.

Seeing more and more girls beside Kise, even though he knew that he didn't put his mind on any one of them, the official smile was particularly dazzling.

This is the kindness that belongs to Kise Ryo who is too cruel.On the surface, he was polite to everyone, gentle enough to make people cry, and fell in love with him like crazy.He will not refuse your kindness, but in fact you have never really been close to him.

But Qianqiu is envious of these girls who can stay by his side.

At least they can be reflected in his eyes, although only for a short second.

The resentment accumulated to a certain extent, and the thick black mist gradually blinded her eyes.

The first trick was to lock a girl who was close to Kise in the toilet.There were very few people in the women's restroom after school, and perhaps that person aroused the public outrage of many girls. No matter how much she called for help, all the passers-by turned a deaf ear to her.Finally, watching her being rescued by the cleaning aunt, with tears streaming down her face, her heart suddenly felt disgusted with herself.

When did she become so vicious?How is this different from those paranoid Kise supporters?

She kept suppressing the dark resentment rising from her heart, but she still pushed down the flowerpot towards the last tablemate of Huang Lai junior high school.

The moment she pushed it out, her eyes became clear again. Fortunately, the girl dodged quickly. She stared at the calm face, and then she saw the other person's eyes meeting hers.

Can she see me? !She was taken aback by the thought.

With curiosity and more guilt, she began to notice this girl gradually.She found that sometimes she would be in a daze inexplicably, looking along the line of sight, she suddenly found that there was the same unknown object as her.

It's nothing more than once, but the more times, the more she is sure of her thoughts.

She decided to put all her eggs in one basket.

At the door of the girl's accommodation, the other party really discovered her existence.

It turns out that there is really someone in this world who can see her! !

She cried and begged her for help, but she refused unexpectedly.

Yes, after all, she was the one who almost hurt her, so why should she help her instead?But she deeply understands that without her help, she will probably only be a lonely soul forever, and finally disappear into this world.

After insisting on following her for many days, the girl finally sighed.

"Put on this dress, and you can restore your body," the girl handed her an ordinary dress, "but it's time-sensitive."

"Thank you," she said with her head down, clutching her clothes tightly.

"Think about it," Qiye paused, "This is just like Icarus' wings."

"Yeah." She nodded firmly.

At this time, she seems to be wearing a pair of Icarus wings, and Kise Ryota is the sun that exudes light and heat to her. The closer she gets to him, the pair of wings cast by wax The easier it is for the wings to melt.

She wanted to be closer to him, even if she was smashed to pieces in the end.

But while she was weeping with joy, a huge doubt hung over her heart, "Why did you help me? I clearly..." Obviously hurt you.

"If I encounter difficulties, there is only one person in the world who can help me solve them, but he refuses, and I will probably be desperate." The girl's tone was as flat as ever, but Qianqiu felt an inexplicable sadness.

She could feel that the other party's calm appearance was full of wounds; the seemingly indifferent appearance had an extremely sensitive heart.

After the clothes failed, she wandered to Qiye's accommodation again.

Although she only stayed for less than a month, she was greedy for this warmth.After so many years of wandering, when she was homeless, someone finally said "Welcome back" to her.

Although she couldn't fully understand her in the end, she knew that she was a gentle person, which was probably enough.

"In the end, I still didn't say it." She lowered her head and murmured.

The original plan was to tell Kise Ryota how she felt, but she didn't say it until the end.

"So do you want to see him again?" Qiye didn't complain, but asked calmly.

"Forget it, I always feel that it was a mistake to provoke him in the first place."

Gave him hope and let him down.

She likes him, but she can't give him the company he wants.She's been selfish once, so don't be willful anymore.

"Sure enough, people always say one thing about others, but they do something else." Qiye put down the book in his hand and turned his head to her.

"If you think that if you don't tell him, he can live a happy life and you can leave with peace of mind, then so be it."

Qianqiu looked at Qiye, there was a dark surge hidden in those calm black eyes.