Touched by a ghost, I choose death

Dahlias are in full bloom in the autumn park.It's the weekend, and there are many people who come to enjoy the flowers, but it's a bit quieter than popular spots like Ueno Park.

Kise Ryota packed up and dressed herself up, and when she arrived at the park, she found that it was a full hour earlier than the appointed time.

He was really impatient.But when Qiye asked whether he wanted to see Qianqiu again, he couldn't calm down.

After walking around the park several times in a bored manner, I finally passed the long waiting time.As expected, Qiye arrived at the agreed place more than ten minutes earlier.

At this time, she was standing on the path in the central garden, looking into the distance, as if sensing his approach, she turned her head around.

"Good day, little Asahi." Kise stepped forward to say hello.

Qiye caught a glimpse of his puzzled expression, guessed that he was looking for Chiaki Ayase, breathed a sigh of relief, and went straight to the point: "Kise-kun, please don't make a sound or resist what happened next."

Although he didn't know why, Kise looked at Nanaya's unusually calm black eyes and nodded involuntarily.Then he saw Qiye gently holding his hand.

Thinking of agreeing to the girl's request just now, he swallowed his surprise.Asahi Qiye usually would never do such a move, unless there are special circumstances.

In this way, he was gently led by the girl and shuttled through the central garden.

Passing by countless potted dahlias in full bloom, the strong aroma of golden osmanthus fills the nostrils.After passing through a small bush, he finally saw the person he was thinking of.

Chiaki Ayase was sitting on a bench resting at the edge of the central garden, looking at him with a smile.

A feeling of excitement surged into his heart immediately, he wanted to run to her side, but Qiye clenched his hand even tighter.

"Mr. Huang Lai, please don't let go." Qiye sighed, as if she was a little helpless at his impatience.

Kise turned her head to look at Qiye, her mouth slightly opened, under the gaze of her quiet black eyes, she still couldn't ask "why".

They finally reached Chiaki Ayase, and she got up from the bench.

The smile on her face at this moment really doesn't know how to sum it up in one word, it's about three parts bitter, three parts joyful and three parts sad, plus one point firm.

And Huang Lai's heart at the moment is also sweet and bitter. On the one hand, he is excited to see Qianqiu again, but at the same time, he secretly noticed a fact that he has been unwilling to believe for a long time.

"Little Qianqiu..." He whispered, before he was interrupted by Qianqiu.

Qianqiu stood on tiptoe and gently touched his lips with her hand.

Like a breeze blowing, cool.

"Lianta, promise me, don't make a sound, okay?" Qian Qiu said softly, the smile on his face became brighter, but for some reason, it made people feel as poignant as the fallen leaves in autumn.

Kise could only nod along, even though he was a bit confused about the two girls' unanimous request.

"I'm sorry, Ryota, I lied to you." Qianqiu tilted her head and said apologetic words, but her expression became more and more relieved.

"Actually, after that time, I didn't leave, but stayed by your side all the time." Seeing Kise's surprised expression, she laughed again, "Sure enough, I was still scared."

She told him that if people had too strong obsessions during their lifetime, they would also exist in this world in a special form after death.If it is explained by legend, it can probably be called a charm.

She told him that since her mother left, she has been by his side for so many years, watching him grow up little by little, from immature to mature, from simple to complicated.Probably because the obsession is too deep and it becomes a demonic obstacle.

"I have always wanted to tell you a lot, but I didn't say it until the end." Qianqiu closed her eyes, not wanting the tears to fall from the corners of her eyes.

"If possible, I would like to watch you play basketball in the basketball court. By the way, you are really handsome when you play basketball," Qianqiu said here, paused, and smiled happily, "Of course not including those who were kicked by seniors." when."

"Going home together after school every day, there are endless topics to talk about along the way, no matter how tedious things are, it makes people very happy."

"Let's go eat dessert together. The matcha cake outside your school is really delicious, no matter how much you eat it, you won't get tired of it."

"To travel together. Not only beautiful places like Enoshima, but I also want to see the lavender fields in Hokkaido, go to Kyoto to see the red maples all over the mountains and plains, and the sandy beaches and seas of Okishin... I want to say all the places I want to go in one breath Not finished."

"Go to an amusement park together and scream like crazy on a roller coaster. Watch a comedy show together and laugh out loud. Finally do a Ferris wheel together. Whisper I still believe in the 'kiss at the top and we'll be together forever' rumor 'oh."

"I also want to see where you work part-time. After all, you are Ryota Kise, a heartthrob model."

"There are so many things I can't think of for a while...I am really a greedy person, and I said so many useless words without knowing it."

"In the end, I want to say—"

"Kise Ryota, I really like you! It's not Kise Ryota from the Age of Miracles, nor is it a model Kise Ryota, but Ayase Chiaki's bamboo horse Kise Ryota."

Tears and smiles make a beautiful picture.

"I'm sorry, Qiye seems to have talked too much," Qianqiu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Thank you very much, it's nice to meet you."

"It's getting late, hurry up and become a Buddha." Qiye lowered her eyes, hiding the sadness in her eyes.

Qianqiu strode forward, opened his arms and gently hugged Kise, who had been in a daze from the beginning until now, his thin body gradually became more transparent, and then scattered into shiny fragments, dissipating in the wind bit by bit .

Just like a gust of autumn wind passing by, it is slightly cool and cool.And the wind seems to be mixed with the last sigh.

"You must be happy..."

Qiye slowly let go of Huang Lai's hand, sighed silently in her heart, then raised her eyes to the horizon.

The sun was hidden by thick clouds, and the gray sky seemed to be soaked in water by a dirty rag.

Once upon a time, there was someone who loved you for a long time, but the wind gradually blows the distance away.

It’s hard to be able to love one more day, but at the end of the story, you still seem to say goodbye.

On the way back, I was silent all the way.Kise changed from her usual sunny smile to an indifferent expression, such a big contrast made people feel a little scared.

Today is probably the most shocking day in his life.

He has met all kinds of girls over the years, and most of them show affection to him after meeting them once.Every time he was dragged to a friendship, almost all the girls' eyes would stay on him.If you don't wear sunglasses when you go out, you will probably be asked for your autograph along the way.

He hardly rejected these good intentions, but he never seriously accepted any girls.

He always knew that he was not as sunny as he appeared on the surface, on the contrary, he was an indifferent person in his heart.Although he is not good at brain matters, he can easily detect the other party's thoughts.

"I like Kise-kun the most", "Kise Ryota is my life", "Ryota-kun recommends it all my life".

Facing the overwhelming love, he raised a bright smile, but his heart was very indifferent.

Because he deeply understands that this so-called liking is time-sensitive, they can scream for him today, and another male god-level person will stop by tomorrow.And what they like is only the aura of his miracle era, or just the fame of the model.In the third year of junior high school, someone claimed to be his girlfriend, and when Haizaki snatched it away, a bit of ridicule grew in his already indifferent heart.This kind of girl who judges people by their appearance, he wants as many as possible around him.

This is a world that looks at faces, so superficial that people are helpless but powerless.

A little bit is that he is not bad in dealing with people and things, and his popularity has always been very good.He knows a lot of people. When he is sad, he sends a message in the group, and soon his teammates seem to care about him with a vicious tongue; when he is happy, he sends a tweet, and countless fans and friends will follow. Praise and Meme.

But if you want him to find someone who can talk to him all night, he can say no.

Kise Ryota has always been a person who is unwilling to be lonely, but he does not dislike such a feeling of loneliness.

He doesn't need too many people to understand him completely, but occasionally, in the dead of night, he will also fantasize that if there is such a sympathetic person, that kind of feeling doesn't seem to be bad.

The name Chiaki Ayase is often remembered by him at this time.

Those were the most beautiful moments of his childhood.Childhood sweetheart, no other thoughts, every move is so pure, likes and dislikes are shown on the face.They understand each other's preferences, and there are always endless topics to talk about together, and there is no need to pretend in front of each other, because they are the people who know each other best besides their relatives.

Whenever he saw Aomine Daiki and Momoi Wuyue playing and playing, he was envious of him, but there was a voice in his heart saying to him, in fact, he once had such a person, who has been with him all the time. long years.

When he was young and ignorant, he didn't realize that it was love that was different from family affection.

Until the natural disaster separated them for three years, and when they met again, when he saw the girl's bright smile, his heart became as soft as seaweed unconsciously.

He has received too many likes from others, but he doesn't really know how to like them.

It wasn't until he heard Chiaki Ayase's final confession that he suddenly became aware of his thoughts.

Seeing her cry, his heart will also ache.Seeing her smile, his whole world seemed to brighten up.He would worry about her safety, and at the same time, he didn't want others to miss her.He is willing to show his beautiful side in front of her...

He thought he would never meet such a person who understood him, had only him in his eyes, and loved him more than himself.

Maybe it was lucky to meet such a person again, but none of them were Chiaki Ayase anymore.

When the lights come on, the car lights converge into a colorful river of light, flowing slowly between the streets.Human voices and whistles were mixed together, blending into a soft noise, shrouded above the head like silk clouds.

A soreness suddenly surged in Kise Ryota's heart, rushing from his chest to his eyes like a tide.On this crowded street, he finally couldn't help crying bitterly.

"Actually... I like her too."