Touched by a ghost, I choose death

It is unconscious to let a person walk into one's heart.

Whenever Akashi recalls exactly when he started liking Fujiwara Nanaya, even he himself doesn't know the exact answer.

Perhaps it was the first glimpse at the first meeting, which was attracted by the elegant temperament of the other party.

Perhaps it was her gentle smile when we drank tea and chatted together, which made his heart soften unknowingly.

Maybe it's the slender figure who always follows him on the court unhurriedly, with firm and steady steps, and a persistent heart, which is amazing.

Perhaps it was because she was always holding an umbrella for him in the hazy drizzle, but half of her sleeves were soaked by herself. This scene was something he could remember for a long time.

Perhaps it was the confident facial expressions of the two when they played the piano and violin together.

Maybe it was the companionship when we were seriously writing reports together in the student union office.

……

Bit by bit of the past, countless pictures, like nourishment, poured little by little the buds in my heart, and finally broke through the ground and grew into a towering tree.

In fact, at the beginning, he just felt that he enjoyed this feeling of being with each other very much, nourishing his heart like a long stream of water.

He didn't think it was love, although he didn't understand it yet.

At Teiko Middle School, many people called him "Akashi-sama".Most of the girls who faced him face to face would blush, while the boys were full of awe.

People have always worshiped the strong, and as the most outstanding person in the grade, it is not surprising to receive such treatment.

With a handsome appearance, the first grade in his academic performance, the first election of the basketball club, and the vice president of the student union, more and more halos were added to his head, so the love letters he received increased in direct proportion to his fame.

But I don't know when, the students have been rumoring in private that he and Fujiwara Nanaya are secretly dating.

He was a little dumbfounded about this.They are indeed just childhood sweethearts, or they are not even childhood sweethearts in the true sense.He didn't deny those rumors to his face, but in his heart he slowly discovered a fact that couldn't be ignored - he didn't dislike such a statement.

In fact, Fujiwara Nanaya is indeed a girl who can't find much fault in all aspects.The family background is superior, the appearance is outstanding, the temperament is elegant, the work is serious, the personality is gentle, treats people considerately, and has a skill.

She is so good enough to walk side by side with him.

But being a friend is very different from being a lover.Whether he is used to the gentle companionship of the other party, or he really likes him from the bottom of his heart, when he has not figured out his true feelings, he will not act rashly.

He thought that Fujiwara Nanaya's thoughts should be the same as his.When the two were walking side by side in the corridor, he heard whispers around him, and it was not difficult for him to notice that the corners of the girls' mouths were a little higher than usual.But she never mentioned it.

They are all calm and objective people, but Fujiwara, who is a girl, has a more delicate mind than him, and may be more cautious in dealing with feelings.

It's just that this ambiguous relationship was finally broken by an unexpected accident.

When he learned that Fujiwara Nanaya had a car accident and became a vegetative state after being rescued in the hospital, he was instantly stunned.The last time this happened was when my mother died.

Seeing her weak and pale in the intensive care unit, his heart clenched tightly.

Her unexpected situation hit his heart violently, and then he suddenly discovered that he was not used to being with her for her, but cared and liked her from the bottom of his heart.

Otherwise, why would he regret what he didn't say when he saw her lifeless?

Then what happened next caught him by surprise.

A crazy-looking girl told him that she was Nanaya Fujiwara herself.

Soul transformation sounds like an incredible thing.Akashi never believed in ghosts and gods, but when he heard her such a true description, he couldn't think of a definite answer for a while.

Is what she said true?

He couldn't help looking up at that strange face, trying to find a familiar aura.

Seeing her side face crying uncontrollably, and the sincere words of "If you don't believe me, no one in this world will believe me", he was inevitably shaken.

Although he didn't say it clearly, he was willing to believe this absurd thing just because he saw a familiar look in those strange eyebrows and eyes.

How to treat Asahi and Nanaya, Akashi has been unable to find a suitable way.

Her eyes were no longer full of confidence, her temperament was no longer indifferent and elegant, and she no longer showed a gentle smile.Instead, there was a gloomy expression and timid and panicked eyes.

She is no longer his Fujiwara Nanaya.

But Akashi felt that he liked someone, no matter what she became, he had to be tolerant and like him.Of course, this kind of tolerance and liking is time-sensitive and specific.

Assuming that she is the real Nanaya Fujiwara, it is normal for her to have a nervous breakdown after such a shocking thing happened.And all he could do was help her through the difficulties silently.

He silently swept away the girls who troubled her for her.As the president of the student union, he didn't want to see such a violent girl doing anything wrong at school.

And when the teacher suspected that she was cheating, he resolutely stepped forward, spoke for her, and gave her a chance to prove her innocence.

However, while Nanaya was suffering, Akashi himself fell into the confusion of adolescence.

His teammates can only show up one by one, and as the captain, on the one hand, he is very pleased with the increase in the strength of the team members, but on the other hand, he begins to worry that he will not be able to manage this group of people when he is standing still.

If other items are compulsory courses for the famous "Akashi", then basketball is the only thing he has voluntarily learned since he was a child.It is also very important that this is the movement that his mother personally enlightened him.There are too many good memories of him buried in it-the care of his mother, the company of Qiye, and the joy of playing with his teammates.

Under Teiguang's concept of "every battle, ever victorious", he began to gradually lose his original aspiration to play basketball.After all, only by winning can he continue to engage in the sport.

Not being able to lead the team as the leader of the first team means not being able to continue playing basketball with them.And falling from the captain's position was also something that he, who had always been proud and arrogant, would not allow.

He has been under tremendous pressure, and finally broke out in a one-on-one match with his teammate Atsushi Murasakihara.

In fact, he has always known that Akashi Seijuro has two people.

He with the second personality is more aggressive and domineering than the No.1 personality, and his obsession with victory is even more frightening.It was precisely because of the dominance of the second personality that he obtained the Eye of the Emperor, and then kept his undefeated record.

Seeing the cowardly and cowardly Qiye with his original personality, his state of mind is completely different from that of the main personality.

The main character has always been gentle.Seeing someone she likes give up on herself, even if she is a little disappointed in her heart, she doesn't intend to expose her face to face, but wants to change and influence her through tolerance and encouragement.

But Li personality didn't bother with such an approach. He couldn't bear the degeneration of the person he liked, so he took the initiative to attack.

He approached her and pointed out his disappointment forcefully and sharply.

Then she became suspicious.

In the past, he would never say such heavy words to her, but now it is completely different.He wanted to see her change, and if she remained in such a self-defeating state, then Akashi felt that his liking would be exhausted sooner or later.

Fortunately, she did not live up to his expectations, and she still began to change little by little in the face of adversity, although it was far from before.

Akashi also understands that "field" and "qualification" have changed in an all-round way. It is difficult for a person to change back to the original state.So he invited her to go to Luoshan High School together.In the same high school as him, in the new environment, she will probably gradually change more.And he didn't want to just give up liking her, even if it still seemed so inconspicuous now.

It's just that she didn't expect that she, who had originally agreed to go to Luoshan to study high school together, changed her mind at the last second and changed her choice to Ice Emperor Academy.And he didn't know this important news until after the exam.

He has always hated the feeling that this kind of situation is not under his control, but when the object is Qiye who looks gentle but is extremely paranoid about what he wants to do, he feels helpless for the first time.

Speaking at the graduation ceremony, he stood in front of the tall auditorium podium, and as expected, he did not find Qiye's figure in the audience below.

On the way out of the auditorium, he was blocked by several girls with flushed faces.

"Akashi-sama... Could you give me your second button... If not, other locations are fine." The girl said shyly.

In normal times, few people take the initiative to confess to him. Since the personality dominated the body, many people are very afraid of his aura, and their inferiority complex is getting bigger and bigger.

And the current situation is probably the last madness of the graduation season.The love buried in my heart for three years, if I don't say it now, I probably won't have a chance in this life.

"Sorry." He smiled and rejected these requests forcefully.

He wandered around the campus but couldn't find any familiar figure. After thinking for a while, he decided to try again on the rooftop.

On the way to the rooftop, he tore off the second button on his clothes.

I don't want to give the second button because my heart belongs to me.And this button should belong to her.

I don't know how she will react after he gives her this button?Akashi looked forward to it a little.

However, when he really saw her on the rooftop, his slightly nervous heart slowly calmed down again.

Her brows and eyes regained their indifference, but this time it was not the same as before.

At this time, she was in a peaceful state of mind, but she drew a distance line to isolate others, including him.

In his heart, he vaguely guessed the reason why she didn't want to go to Luoshan with him.

Qiye is a gentle girl on the surface, but she is always proud in her heart, unwilling to be attached to others, and desperately wants a new start.

In fact, he doesn't mind her relying on him a little more, but it is precisely because she is such an independent girl that she wins his favor.

Akashi believes that Nanaya can get out of the predicament.

It turned out that he was right in his belief.At Lihai University's piano competition, he saw her shining again.

Later, after the main character regained control of the body, Akashi recalled the relationship between the two, and could only lament that this was a mistake of fate.

When she was most vulnerable, the strong Li personality took over.

After this point, they resumed contact again.Although the frequency is not many, there are always a few days a week when I send emails to tell the other party what happened recently, and sometimes ask him some more esoteric questions.

Akashi felt that this was indeed a good thing for him, but as the two slowly approached, a blow struck again.

When her current guardian Hatake Kakashi informed him to attend her funeral, Akashi experienced the fourth time in his life that he was stunned.

The first time was the death of her mother, the second time was Qiye's accident, the third time was knowing about Qiye's soul transformation, and this time, she got the news of Qiye's death.

But he quickly thought of another thing. Asahi Nanaya left, what would happen to Fujiwara Nanaya?

So he asked for leave and rushed to a certain hospital in Tokyo, but things didn't turn out as he wished, Fujiwara Nanaya was still lying in the intensive care unit, lifeless.

And the doctor told him that it has been almost three years, if he can't wake up recently, then he probably won't wake up forever.

Yeah, it's been three years.

Even Uncle Fujiwara probably gave up on his daughter.Indeed, I was anxious at the beginning, and then I kept coming to visit, seeking various methods of treatment, and even spent a lot of money to hire foreign doctors.However, the result was that everyone said they were helpless.So from the prayer at the beginning, to the indifference now.

Maybe after Fujiwara Nanaya left, he would be heartbroken for a while, but life would still go on as usual.Now the Fujiwara family also has a new heir. Although his son has not grown up yet, although he is not born with his ex-wife, at least he can become his last hope.

Akashi silently analyzed the situation of the Fujiwara family, and had to feel sad about Nanaya's situation.

This is the cruel and cold reality.

For the Fujiwara family, Fujiwara Nanaya left, and Fujiwara Takumi could inherit the family business, and the latter might be more suitable.

But for Akashi Seijuro, there is no substitute for her who is unique in this world.Maybe he will slowly let go of his knots in the future, or marry other women and have children for the sake of family compromise, but he will never feel such hard work again.

At least for him now, he doesn't want to give up yet.

Fortunately, God did not treat him badly this time. He received news from the hospital that Fujiwara Nanaya had recently shown signs of waking up.

So he hurriedly took the Shinkansen from Kyoto to Tokyo.

Looking at the pale girl on the hospital bed through the glass, he swore silently that he would wait until the day when his hope was completely shattered.

Not wasting everyone's expectations, Fujiwara Nanaya miraculously woke up.

Looking at Nanaya's blank eyes, Akashi silently made up his mind.