I may not be human [holographic]

Hearing this sentence, Chang Fan blinked his eyes slowly, feeling a little dazed.

There was no pain, no sadness, but for some reason, big, big tears just rolled out of his eyes uncontrollably.

There seemed to be a voice in his heart roaring at him:

Why didn't you help out in the first place? !

Why did you just mention it casually, and didn't try everything to save that laboratory?

Why didn't they realize that all the experimental subjects there should have the right to survive?

Why... didn't I know regret until now?

——If Lin Zhengyan really died like this, what is the difference between killing him with my own hands?

Thinking of this, Chang Yan only felt a bone-piercing pain in his heart. With the constriction of his heart, he was suddenly pushed towards his limbs and bones, and into his eyes, making the whole world seem to be covered with a layer of bright red blood. .

He shook as if he couldn't stand still, reached out and grabbed Chang Cheng's shoulder, and called out in a trembling voice, "Brother..."

Seeing his younger brother's sudden appearance like this, Chang Cheng was also taken aback, but because he was too shocked, he froze, not knowing how to react.

"What are you two whispering?" Chang Yan, who was watching dramas and eating melon seeds with her parents in the living room, walked over curiously, and asked with a smile, "Why don't you let us listen to... hiss!"

Seeing Chang Fan's appearance, Chang Yan was so frightened that the melon seeds in his hand dropped to the ground.

Her eyes widened in surprise, then she raised her hand...

...Using a personal terminal to take pictures of Chang's appearance.

Chang Cheng: ...

It was only now that Chang Cheng came to his senses, feeling a little embarrassed, put his hand around Chang Fan's trembling shoulders, and said embarrassingly, "I'm joking, Chang Fan you...why are you crying, I was joking just now, I just wanted to tease you... ..."

But I didn't expect a word to make people cry.

Tsk, this younger brother of mine was originally the one who wanted to save face the most. Ever since he had the concept of gender and knew that he was a man, I never saw him cry again!

As a result, what's going on now?

He is a grown man who is already in his third year, so it's okay to cry, and he is crying so calmly and heartlessly, which makes him feel very guilty.

Hearing Chang Cheng's words, Chang Fan shook violently, raised his tear-stained face, grabbed Chang Cheng's shoulder and asked eagerly, "Are you serious? Didn't you lie to me?"

Chang Cheng didn't continue to tease his younger brother, and immediately replied: "I'm just kidding, I saved that place, but the level of secrecy has been strengthened. When they produce decisive results, I will take the opportunity to let them hang under the Ninth Research Institute." ..."

Chang Fan raised his hand to wipe his face, and said angrily, "Who cares about that! Tell me, where is that place!"

Chang Cheng's expression gradually became serious, he frowned slightly, and asked, "Why do you want to know about that place?"

Chang Fan: "Don't worry about it, just tell me where it is! I'm going in to find someone..."

Chang Cheng: "I tell you that you can't get in either. After the confidentiality level is raised, only researchers and experimental subjects can get in. Even if you get in, you won't be able to get out until they produce results."

Chang Fan stubbornly said: "Then I will go in as a test subject! Anyway, my legs also need..."

Chang Cheng: "What do you need? I think you are crazy!"

Chang Yan couldn't stand watching anymore, stepped forward and pulled the two brothers apart, and persuaded: "Don't quarrel, don't quarrel, brother, don't bully our brother, he is crying, let him explain why first."

After persuading Chang Cheng, she turned to Chang Fan again, and asked lovingly: "What's the matter with you, why were you crying just now? You tell sister, see if she can help you?"

Chang's parents saw the three children gathered in the corridor in front of the guest room, and they were also very curious, so they quietly approached to see what the children were plotting again.

I saw the third son of their family who is the most tough guy and the least serious about things on the Internet, his eyes were red, he sucked his nose, and said in a pitiful muffled voice: "I fell in love with someone in the game ..."

Chang Cheng: ...

Chang Yao:! ! !

Dad Chang:? ? ?

……

"Little brother, come on! Come on!"

In the ward, amidst the little girl's encouragement, Lin Zhengyan supported himself by the handle of the auxiliary car beside the bed.

His body is still too weak, although with the assistance of the treatment cabin, he will not be out of shape, but his muscles are basically unable to use his strength.After lying in bed for two days and undergoing a set of physical therapy, he was finally able to sit up by himself.

Today Mr. Zhou found him a walking assistance vehicle and asked him to try to see if he could stand up with the support of his hands.

Lin Zhengyan did it very successfully.

While he was drenched in sweat just getting up from the side of the bed, it also meant his recovery wasn't slow.Maybe in a few days, he will be able to leave the auxiliary vehicle and walk independently.

Lin Zhengyan stood supporting the crossbar of the auxiliary vehicle for a while, and tried to move forward, but he wobbled a bit, lost his balance, and fell back to the hospital bed.

The researcher next to him who was recording his rehabilitation process said: "Don't rush to take a step, your body has not yet adapted to voluntary movement. Today's rehabilitation content is to stand and sit upright, as well as raise your arms and grasp your fingers."

Lin Zhengyan sat by the bed and nodded.

The little girl jumped over and jumped on his lap, looked up at him with her small face, and suddenly blinked her big eyes and said, "Little brother, you are so beautiful!"

Lin Zhengyan was taken aback for a moment, not understanding where the child's brain circuit had turned.

The little girl smiled and said: "My little brother saved me, when I grow up, will I marry you?"

Lin Zhengyan: ...

There was an uncontrollable chuckle from outside the ward door, Mr. Zhou walked in, stretched out his fingers and tapped the little girl's forehead, and said, "Xiaocao, when you grow up, how old is little brother?"

The little girl's name is Zhou Weirui, but everyone in the lab calls her Xiaocao, a name that sounds tender and thriving.

Xiaocao frowned when she heard Grandpa's question, and sat aside, counting with her fingers.

"Teacher Zhou." Lin Zhengyan asked in a low voice, "I forgot to ask you about something two days ago."

"You say." Old Zhou said.

Lin Zhengyan asked: "If I...a friend I met in the game tried to investigate my access address, would he be able to find out where I am?"

Elder Zhou asked, "Why would someone check on you?"

Lin Zhengyan said: "Well, I just met a friend in the game who happened to have this ability. When he saw me disappearing suddenly, maybe... he would find a way to find me."

Hearing this, Zhou Lao laughed.

"Don't worry, I can't find it." He said: "The encryption level here is very high. If someone is really engaged in this field, he will know that he can't break in casually when he sees the encryption level, otherwise he may touch the Federal secret, arrested by the Security Service."

Lin Zhengyan opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but he didn't say it in the end.

When he just woke up, he asked Elder Zhou when he could access the game again.However, Mr. Zhou considered that his physical functions, including the recovery of the nervous system, required rest and observation, so he deliberately banned him from contacting the holographic network.

He originally wanted to go back to the game to find Shi Changan, tell him directly that he is safe, and let him not worry.But now he can't play the game, and even the forum outside the game is inconvenient to access because of the laboratory's confidentiality restrictions.In reality, the Chang family was too high and high, even if he knew the name Chang Familiar, he couldn't take the initiative to find him.

I don't know if he disappeared suddenly like that, Shi Changan...would he be worried?Could it be, as he said, to find someone to investigate his access address?

He is clearly in the same time and space as Shi Changan now, but he still has to be limited by various things and cannot go to his side immediately...

"I figured it out!"

Xiaocao's voice brought Lin Zhengyan back from his thoughts.

She smiled excitedly and said with a blushing face, "When I grow up, my little brother won't be a hundred years old! Not old! I can marry him!"

These words made Mr. Zhou laugh out loud.

Lin Zhengyan: ...

How did you come to such a terrifying conclusion, baby?

Although the little girl's childish words made people laugh and cry, it happened to dispel all Lin Zhengyan's anxiety.

——That’s right, they’re already in the same time and space anyway, and the biggest problem he’s ever suffered from doesn’t exist anymore, but the reunion happened earlier and later, and he can afford to wait.After all, it is impossible to delay recovery for a year or two, and Changan is not in a hurry when he is fully recovered.

Even in the worst case, Shi Changan couldn't even wait for these short few months, and if he moved on, it would only prove that he was not someone worthy of lifelong companionship.

After finishing the rehabilitation project for this day, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening.After eating dinner with a strictly controlled menu, Lin Zhengyan sat on the hospital bed to rest.

He picked up the medal box on the bedside and rubbed it in his hand for a while before slowly opening it.

Looking at the old photo stuck inside the box cover, Lin Zhengyan couldn't help stretching out his hand, and lightly touched the young side face in the photo.

Changan in reality has more cute details than Shi Changan in the game—his skin is slightly dark and rough due to rigorous training and cruel battlefields, and even though he has shaved clean, his beard is still on his chin and A faint dark tone was left on his lips, and the photo was not clear, but there was still a not-so-deep scar on the corner of his mandible.

All these small flaws, against the backdrop of his radiant eyes, have become the most fatally attractive part of a man and a soldier.

It is precisely because Shi Changan is such a man with masculine charm that Yuanshen is so obsessed with him, right?

Lin Zhengyan suddenly felt a little jealous.

Although he has obtained all the memories of this body, in fact, the person who met the Chang'an boy and gave all his youth to this pursuit and secret love...is not him.

The person who would confide in Chang'an in his diary, dreaming of sleeping with Chang'an in his arms...was not him either.

After a moment of recollection, Lin Zhengyan's face turned red, and he couldn't help becoming annoyed.

——What did Yuanshen think back then, that he even wrote such... such a shameful thing in his diary!

He snapped the lid of the medal box, glanced at the electronic diary he threw on the table, hesitated for a moment, finally made up his mind, and slowly reached out to pick it up.

Today's virtual network is more developed, personal terminals no longer need a huge amount of data storage, and all information can be permanently stored in the cloud.But at the same time, the security of personal information and documents has become more serious.

As a result, this type of electronic "diary" specially developed for privacy needs has gradually become popular.

This kind of small-capacity storage device that is completely disconnected from the network can better preserve personal privacy, and it can also set fingerprint, voiceprint and iris authentication when it is turned on. It has been sought after by many diary lovers.

Lin Zhengyan held the palm-sized electronic diary in his hand, searched his memory, pressed the fingerprint button, and scanned his iris, finally bit the bullet and blushed, and quickly said the words needed for voiceprint unlocking: " Brother Chang Familiar, I will work hard for you..."

The electronic diary beeped...it didn't open.

The screen displayed: "Sorry, I didn't hear what you said clearly. Please try to slow down your speech, pronounce clearly, and perform voiceprint recognition again."

Lin Zhengyan: ...