I may not be human [holographic]

Lin Zhengyan looked around, and saw that the nurse and the researcher happened to be absent.

So he cleared his throat in a little embarrassment, and said it again according to the tone that seemed to be sworn in in his memory: "Brother Chang Fan, I will work hard for you!"

The diary turned on the screen with a "beep", and the cover was the familiar profile cut from the report.

Lin Zhengyan muttered "little pervert" in his heart, hesitated for a moment, and reached out to click on the contents of the diary.

In fact, this diary does not record too many secrets of the original body, most of them are words of encouragement he wrote to himself when he was confused or exhausted, occasionally mixed with some news about Changan that he obtained from various channels.

Lin Zhengyan has obtained the memory of the original body, but it is not clear everywhere. With the help of this diary, he can recall everything that the original body experienced one by one.

Originally, he was somewhat jealous of the original body.

But when he finished reading the diary and dug out all the memories buried in the deepest part of this body, he had no choice but to have indescribable admiration for the original soul.

The child has experienced so much and suffered so much, but the belief in his heart has never changed, and he has almost given up his all for it.

Such a tenacious soul that never gives up is now wandering somewhere.

Lin Zhengyan stretched out his hand and gently stroked the last paragraph of the diary.

"It's a new day, and there is still no news from you. I'm going to patrol again. I hope that one day, you can see me and recognize me at the military award ceremony."

Unfortunately, after this day, the owner of the diary never came back...

"Sorry." Lin Zhengyan said softly, "But I won't stop pursuing what I want just because you used to exist."

After speaking, he closed the diary, put it back on the bedside table, and put it together with the box containing the rookie medal.

He will not move these two things anymore. From tomorrow, he will try his best to forget all the experiences of that soul in the past, and live the rest of his life at his own pace.

Lin Zhengyan glanced at the quiet night outside the window, stretched his arms, and slowly lay back on the hospital bed.

He will start rehabilitation early tomorrow morning, and he will redouble his efforts to shorten the recovery process, so that he can return to the game earlier, and even leave this laboratory to find Chang'an.

……

The rehabilitation process was very hard, and when Lin Zhengyan was finally able to walk slowly in the ward with the support vehicle, another three days had passed.

In the past few days, Mr. Zhou has been immersed in a project that is about to break through the bottleneck. Only a researcher, a nurse, and the baby Xiaocao from the whole laboratory come to accompany him in the rehabilitation every day.

Xiaocao seems to have decided that he likes to eat sweets, and helps him steal cakes from the cafeteria in different ways every day—his diet is strictly calculated and controlled by the experimenter, and the fluffy steamed cakes are actually in the recipe. The little girl likes to do such "thrilling" things, so everyone intentionally left the cake in the cafeteria and asked her to "steal" it to Lin Zhengyan.

Lin Zhengyan took the cake that Xiaocao handed over like a treasure, and for no reason, he thought of a person who had been with him for a long time but still didn't know his taste, and couldn't help laughing.

"Little brother likes it so much!" Xiaocao shouted excitedly, then gestured to Lin Zhengyan and promised, "Then next time, I'll sneak two for my little brother!"

"Xiaocao is good." Lin Zhengyan said with a smile.

The experimenter who watched the whole process also smiled: "Xiaocao, your little brother has not recovered yet. After eating two cakes, his stomach hurts."

Xiaocao blinked her eyes, pouted and said, "Ah... that little brother is so pitiful... I can eat three of such a small cake!"

Both Lin Zhengyan and the experimenter couldn't help laughing.

At this time, the nurse came and knocked on the door of the ward, and said, "Brother Wang, Teacher Zhou asked you to send Xiaocao back to the dormitory, and then go to him. It seems that an important inspection will be received in the afternoon."

"Okay." The experimenter put down the screen in his hand, walked over to hold Xiaocao's hand, and coaxed: "Let's go Xiaocao, we should go back to the dormitory and take a nap."

The experimenter took Xiaocao away, and the nurses were also busy taking care of the patients in other wards participating in the experiment, so Lin Zhengyan was the only one left in the room.He walked around the house a few more times with the auxiliary car, then strictly followed the schedule, and went back to bed to start his lunch break.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when he woke up, and the experimenter still hadn't come back. The nurse also brought him a piece of fruit and left the ward.

His body now has no other needs for observation and injection except for strengthening exercise, and he can already rely on the auxiliary vehicle to go to the bathroom to solve personal hygiene problems by himself, without the need for nurses to keep an eye on him all the time.

After Lin Zhengyan finished eating the fruit, he looked at the rehabilitation plan on the bedside monitor, and got out of bed with the assistance vehicle.

He needs to walk a lot recently, because walking can not only speed up the recovery of the skeletal muscles of his lower limbs, but also awaken his cardiopulmonary function and body coordination. It is by far the most effective and simple rehabilitation method.

After walking around for a few laps, Lin Zhengyan tried to loosen the crossbar of the auxiliary vehicle, and was pleasantly surprised to find that he could move forward even without the assistance.

He raised his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead, and couldn't help laughing while panting slightly.

Holding on to the auxiliary vehicle, Lin Zhengyan began to try to use his own strength to take more steps forward.

The muscles in his legs began to swell and tremble, and he walked a little unsteadily, but his steps were still firm.

After another four or five steps, he felt that his strength was lacking, and his legs softened and he fell to his knees.Fortunately, he was already prepared. He stretched out his hands to support his body, turned to kneeling, and stretched out his hands to pull the crossbar of the auxiliary vehicle, trying to pull himself up.

The door of the ward behind him was pushed open, and someone walked towards him quickly, and there was obvious anxiety in the footsteps.

Lin Zhengyan thought that the nurse was coming to help him, and raised his voice, "Don't help me, I can get up by myself!"

So the footsteps stopped not far behind him.

Chang Fan stood quietly two steps behind Lin Zhengyan, watching the big skinny boy in front of him slowly prop up his body from the ground, and stretched out his pale, bony hands to hold the crossbar of the auxiliary vehicle.

Those hands are not the same as in the game - they are too thin, almost skinny, and the skin is almost transparent white, with clear blue blood vessels underneath.

Lin Zhengyan was wearing a somewhat baggy hospital gown, his body was thin, and his clothes looked empty.The part of the neck that exposed the neckline was even thinner and whiter, covered with a layer of pearls from sweat, and looked as fragile as white porcelain.

But he was so tenacious, even though his arms and legs were trembling, he still tried his best to stand up slowly holding the auxiliary vehicle with his own strength.

Looking at Lin Zhengyan like this, Chang Yan couldn't help but gradually blurred his vision, and felt an uncontrollable soreness in his heart.

Lin Zhengyan firmly grasped the crossbar of the auxiliary vehicle, supported his body to stand firm, and said with a smile, "Look, I said I can—"

Before he finished speaking, he was hugged tightly from behind by a pair of strong arms.

A slightly rapid hot breath hit the back of his neck.

"Admonishment..."

A choked sound rang in his ear, and then a slightly moist cheek pressed against his ear.

Lin Zhengyan was stunned by this sudden situation.

For a moment, he shook his head slightly in disbelief, and then gradually realized——Shi Changan, no, Chang Fan, unexpectedly found him?

——He actually found it!

This hug tightly wrapped his body, with a powerful momentum and tenderness that he could not resist... It was as if he had been praying for thousands of years for the sunshine to finally illuminate the sky again, making his whole heart satisfied and moved. flooded.

Before he knew it, Lin Zhengyan shed a tear.

But these tears were not sadness, nor emotion, but an indescribable joy.The little heart can't hold so much joy, so it can only overflow from his eyes in the form of tears, and enter the corner of his mouth that can't help but smile.

There were more and more tears, but Lin Zhengyan's throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't say a word.

Chang Fan held Lin Zhengyan in his arms, and said in a low voice, "...Sorry, I'm late."

Lin Zhengyan turned his head and looked over.

What came into view was a face that seemed to be engraved in his mind and could never be forgotten no matter what.

It's just that he is different from the chic in the game, and also different from the perseverance in the memory - the eye circles that Chang Fen has are red, there is also faint moisture in the eyes, and there is a short layer of stubble around his lips.

The two breathed together, and Lin Zhengyan smelled a pleasant smell from the other person, like freshly cut lawn under the sun.

Chang Fan's eyes fell on Lin Zhengyan's face, looking at his pale, almost transparent skin under the sunlight outside the window, as well as the slightly red eye sockets and tear stains on his face, he couldn't help feeling more and more sad.

"Zhengyan..." He called again in a hoarse voice, but couldn't say the last half of the sentence.

Lin Zhengyan also looked at Chang An's face that was close at hand, and read from his expression complex emotions that seemed to be intertwined with love, joy, distress and regret, and his heart softened like a stream of spring water in an instant.

He pursed his lips, stretched out the tip of his tongue to moisten his dry lips, and said softly, "Chang'an..."

"...It's me." Chang Fan replied seriously.

Lin Zhengyan chuckled suddenly, and said in a low voice, "I know it's you."

After finishing speaking, he was silent for a while, feeling Chang Fan's unrelenting embrace, and slowly said, "Can I...can I kiss you?"

Chang Fan's body trembled slightly.

He swallowed his throat, let go of Lin Zhengyan gently, and helped him turn around.

Staring at Lin Zhengyan's eyes that were still as pure as obsidian, he tentatively asked, "We...are actually just meeting for the first time...will you kiss me?"

Lin Zhengyan answered this question with actions.

He raised his arms around Chang Fan's neck, leaned forward, and kissed him gently on the lips.

This kiss was light and shallow, just the touch of the lips already gave Chang Fan a feeling of electric tingling all over his body.

He froze on the spot, didn't dodge, and didn't take the opportunity to deepen the kiss, but closed his eyes, exhausted all his senses, and mobilized the extremely dense tiny nerves of his lips, trying to feel clearly the slightly trembling touch Chu.

After a long time, Lin Zhengyan slowly backed away.

"I know it's you." He whispered, "Of course I would like to kiss you."

As he spoke, he twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and said, "I just didn't expect that you would really find me..."

Suddenly, Lin Zhengyan remembered what Mr. Zhou had revealed to him about this laboratory, and he couldn't help asking anxiously: "How did you find it? Will you be targeted by the Security Bureau when you come here? Your parents know ?"

Chang Fan couldn't help being stunned by this string of questions.

Lin Zhengyan saw that his expression was wrong, frowned and said, "It seems that once you enter this place, it's not so easy to get out... I can try to persuade Mr. Zhou, as long as he agrees, you can go out."

Chang Wen laughed: "Why should I go out?"

Lin Zheng said, "You..."

Chang Fan: "I'm here to find you."

Lin Zhengyan: "But this place...well..."

His unfinished words were interrupted by a somewhat eager but extremely gentle kiss.

Chang Fan slightly retracted his arms, tightened his grip, lowered his head slightly, and kissed the lips that he wanted to really kiss in his dreams.

Lin Zhengyan's thoughts were completely disturbed, and his body was even weaker, so he could only follow the usual movements, being kissed and pushed back to the hospital bed while being half hugged and half pushed.

This kiss is so different from the kisses in the game.

It wasn't intense, but it was lingering and disturbed Lin Zhengyan's breathing.There is not only a gentle touch and overlap of temperature between the lips and teeth, but also a kind of sweetness that blends in each other.The combination of touch, taste and smell makes this kiss more intoxicating than any in the game before.

It wasn't until his lips parted that Lin Zhengyan realized that he had been carried back to the hospital bed at some point, lying on a soft pillow.

He was short of breath and his cheeks were hot, but he looked at Chang Fan who was also panting slightly without hesitation.

Lin Zhengyan couldn't see his own appearance, but found that the way Chang Fan looked at him suddenly changed.

The skin is as tender as a young boy who can be broken by blows, his cheeks are flushed, his eyes are shining, his lips are moist, he is lying weakly on the white pillow, and the broken hair at the temples is wet with sweat, sticking to his cheeks in a mess.

Facing Lin Zhengyan like this, Chang Yan endured and endured, and finally suppressed the untimely impulse in his heart.

He sighed, reached out to help Lin Zhengyan wipe the sweat from his forehead, and said in a low voice, "...Fortunately."

Lin Zhengyan was puzzled: "Huh?"

Chang Fan said: "Fortunately... I found you."