my high math teacher

--------------20 weeks pregnant -----------

While eating snacks and watching TV, Shang Yiluan suddenly felt a shock in his abdomen.

Hastily put down the snacks, turned down the sound of the TV, and Shang Yiluan carefully attached his hands to his stomach. Afterwards, fluctuations like butterfly wings came from his palms. Joy, happiness... all the emotions in Shang Yiluan's mind showed on his face.

Can't wait to ask the doctor to listen to the fetal heart rate, Shang Yiluan can't wait until tomorrow, so he immediately changed his clothes and went out.

Full of anticipation, he lifted up his clothes and lay down on the B-ultrasound examination bed, but this time, the doctor looked serious.

"Doctor, is there something wrong with the child?" Shang Yiluan asked cautiously, afraid that he would hear an affirmative answer.

"The skull of the fetus is much smaller than normal fetuses."

"so what?"

"I suggest you go for a four-dimensional test to facilitate diagnosis."

"Oh." Putting on his clothes, Shang Yiluan walked out of the department with a nervous expression on his face. The doctor didn't say what was wrong, but it was obvious that there seemed to be something wrong with the child.

"Don't be afraid~ don't be afraid~ as long as it's not a big problem, mom will definitely not give up on you~" Shang Yiluan was nervous while comforting the child in his belly as he attached his chubby belly with trembling hands.

"No brain, confirmed."

"Brainless?"

"That is, the fetal head does not have a cranium."

"So, will it affect your life in the future?"

"In the future? Without the protection of the skull, the brain is exposed, and the brain development is extremely primitive, so an anencephaly cannot survive, and the pregnancy must be terminated immediately."

"Why, how? Why did it happen?" The doctor said the word "termination of pregnancy" firmly, and Shang Yiluan panicked.

"Anencephaly is a type of neural tube defect. The fetus is affected by genetics or the environment during the embryonic period, resulting in incomplete closure of the neural tube, resulting in anencephaly, spina bifida, etc. China is a country with a high incidence, and the female baby is a male baby. four times as much."

"Inheritance is impossible! There shouldn't be a problem with the environment!" Ever since she became pregnant, Shang Yiluan has been very careful, and she refuses to accept this fact.

"Then, what about folic acid? Have you supplemented it in time?"

"Yes! I've been eating it all the time! From the fourth week to three months!"

"The fourth week? Did you start supplementing folic acid in the fourth week of pregnancy?" The doctor's question made Shang Yiluan's heart stop for two beats, and the excitement also calmed down instantly. Could it be because of his own question?

"The probability of a pregnant woman with a deformed fetus is several times higher than that of an expectant mother of the right age! Is it common sense to start supplementing folic acid three months before pregnancy?" The doctor was a little annoyed. The woman in front of her looked shrewd, but But they don't even know the most basic common sense of mothers-to-be.

"Folic acid deficiency in early pregnancy is one of the main causes of neural tube defects! For example, if you start supplementing in the fourth week of pregnancy, then this is probably the cause of this anencephaly." I feel sorry for the little lives in my stomach, it is because of these irresponsible mothers-to-be that so many innocent little lives have bid farewell to this world before they are born.

My God...Red|Naked|Naked reality is in front of my eyes, Shang Yiluan can't say a word, tears are rolling in my eyes...

"Hurry up and contact your husband to come and prepare for the surgery. Next time, remember to supplement folic acid in advance, and this kind of thing should not happen." Seeing the pitiful look of the woman in front of him, the doctor's attitude softened.

"What if something goes wrong with the next baby?" Shang Yiluan hated herself. She had clearly promised to be responsible for the baby in her womb, but in the end, this little life who had only been with her for 140 days had to take care of her for a while. Impulse buying.

Hearing the woman's concerns, the doctor began to advise her earnestly out of professional ethics: "Once a woman is over 35 years old, her body function is not suitable for pregnancy again, especially for a woman like you who is pregnant for the first time. If you I am worried that the next child will repeat the same mistakes, so I suggest you discuss it with your husband. It is best not to have a child. Given that you are already 20 weeks pregnant and at an advanced age, induction of labor is not suitable for you. The baby was a caesarean section, and every future baby will probably have to be a caesarean section. The damage to your body will increase exponentially. Even if you are trying to conceive, you will have to rest for at least two years. Therefore, I suggest that it is best not to have children .”

"Stomach section? You mean that my child needs to be taken out by section section?" The bad news hit Shang Yiluan's head one after another like a lightning bolt of [-] volts of high voltage. Her usual strength finally collapsed at this moment...

"You're approaching 40, and our advice is to have a caesarean section."

"No, no caesarean section, no..." Don't mention whether she will get pregnant again in two years, just thinking about that terrible scar is already unacceptable.If Liu Yifeng came back two years later and found a scar on her abdomen, how would she explain it to Liu Yifeng?The child was not born, but a scar was added to her white belly for no reason... Liu Yifeng obviously likes lying on her belly so much... What if Liu Yifeng doesn't love her anymore because of this scar and this incident?

"Doctor, I really can't have a caesarean section, really can't!" Seeing the woman so flustered and persistent, the doctor was a little confused. It would not be surprising if this kind of thing happened to a young and beautiful mistress, but for a 40-year-old and For a woman who is eager to have a child, this request is somewhat unreasonable.

"Induction of labor may not be suitable for you, and for some people, cesarean section is the final solution if the induction is unsuccessful, so you will suffer more. Are you sure you want to choose induction?"

"Yes, I really can't have a laparotomy..."

"Then you should go for an examination first, the final key depends on the maturity of your cervix."

"Understood, thank you doctor." She left in a daze, at this moment Shang Yiluan was like a walking dead who had lost his soul.

Sitting on the chair in the corridor, Shang Yiluan looked at the [-]D color ultrasound printout in his hand, feeling heartbroken once again, "Baby, I'm sorry, it's my mother's fault that you can't come to this world... ·Mom I'm sorry...Mom I'm sorry..."

Tears fell on her obviously protruding belly, and Shang Yiluan's hands were attached to it, saying sorry over and over again.

After passing the inspection, Shang Yiluan went through the hospitalization procedures by herself, changed into the hospital gown and lay on the hospital bed, waiting for the nurse to push her for the operation when the time came.

Lying alone on the cold operating table, Shang Yiluan was dazzled by the bright operating lights, surrounded by doctors and nurses in disinfectant suits, and various cold surgical instruments were placed beside the hospital bed, and these things suddenly disappeared. will enter her body.If possible, Shang Yiluan really wanted to close his eyes and sleep forever.

Shang Yiluan induced labor in her second pregnancy. In order to increase the success rate and reduce the pain time and postpartum bleeding as much as possible, the doctor used a small water bladder combined with rivanol and misoprostate to induce labor.

The YD was opened by the dilator, and then a long, cold cervical forceps clamped Shang Yiluan’s anterior lip of the cervix and gently pulled outwards, then, the long curved forceps that clamped the water bladder penetrated into Shang Yiluan again The womb of molester...

Pain, shame, self-blame, grievance... all emotions exploded in Shang Yiluan's heart...

If possible, she really hoped that at this moment Liu Yifeng could stand beside the operating table, hold her hand tightly, look into her eyes with firm eyes and say to her, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."