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"Are you here? Sorry, I can only trouble you. I'm afraid my parents will be sad if they find out."

"So you're not afraid of me being sad?" Wang Weinan looked at the pale face of the woman on the hospital bed, knowing this woman for more than ten years, when had she ever seen such a embarrassed Shang Yiluan.

"Liu Yifeng didn't know about your pregnancy, did he?"

"Ah."

"You didn't tell anyone about the induced labor except me, did you?"

"Ah."

"Why? Why exactly??" Wang Weinan knew that Shang Yiluan's physical condition was very bad now, and she shouldn't argue with her at this time, but she just couldn't figure out why Shang Yiluan made herself look like this.She was surrounded by so many questions that it was driving her crazy.

"I just want to have a baby, that's all."

"The Shang Yiluan I know would never say such things to me! The Shang Yiluan I know has always liked chic and freedom; the Shang Yiluan I know, career is far more important than love than family; I know Shang Yiluan, it is impossible for a person to secretly get pregnant and have surgery alone without telling me anything!! Shang Yiluan, do you consider me your best friend?!" Monk Shang Yiluan can only be friends , Wang Weinan does not feel it is a pity, after all, they all have a home, and she is very satisfied with her current life.But like now, as the best friend, she doesn't even know what she has experienced in the past few months, which is unacceptable to her!

"It's not that I don't regard you as my best friend, I just, I just thought I could do it by myself... I just want a child, it's as simple as that."

"Well, then tell me, why do you suddenly want a child? Don't you always dislike being restrained?"

"I, I just hope that the days to come will not be so lonely, at least, there will be a child with me, at least, there will be a concern..."

"Lonely? You gave her three years to let her go, and you told her not to contact you. Now you say lonely? There are only three years in total! Now there are only two years left. Why do you have to let yourself suffer so much? What?" Let alone what Liu Yifeng would think if he knew about this, even Wang Weinan couldn't bear to see Shang Yiluan like this.

"She once said that the family she is most looking forward to is having two daughters and two dogs. I just want to have a child for her, at least to realize half of her dream."

"But it's only two more years, why don't you wait for her to come back? At least, she can take care of you by your side?" Wang Weinan has given birth before, so she knows how hard it is for a woman to create a new life.Like Shang Yiluan now, it is simply unrealistic to want to handle everything alone.

"I will be 40 years old in two months. It is so difficult for me to have a baby now. Do you think my physical condition will allow me to wait another two years?"

"You can adopt or even be a surrogate, why do you have to give birth by yourself?" To put it bluntly, Wang Weinan felt that Shang Yiluan hadn't thought about it seriously at all, and such an important matter cannot be decided on a whim.

"Even you said that... even you said that... I just want to give her a child that belongs to me... a child that belongs to us..." Wang Weinan's words are exactly the same as Liu Yifeng's words a year ago, still Yiluan couldn't help but feel more pain in her heart.

"It seems that you have already discussed this issue." In this way, Wang Weinan couldn't understand Shang Yiluan's thoughts even more.

"Yes, she said she wanted to go to Milan. In order to keep her, I even suggested that we have a baby? Do you know how she replied to me that day?"

"She said she wasn't ready to have a child, she was a child herself, she was too young, she didn't want to be tied down to a child so early on."

"That's why you drove her away? You pushed her 9000 kilometers away?"

"I didn't drive her away, do you understand? There is a 16-year difference between us! When I was chasing her before, she kept telling me that we were not suitable, but I didn't believe it. I didn't think that the 16-year-old age difference would be between us The biggest obstacle in the world, I never felt it before... until she told me that she was going to Milan to pursue her dream..."

"Having a baby for a baby? What if she comes back by then and still doesn't want a baby?"

"That's why I want to give birth now, while she's not here. I might try my best now, but if she doesn't want a child until she's my age, we really can only adopt. By then I don't even have eggs..."

"Then you haven't thought that if she comes back in two years, she won't be able to accept the child at all? Nor can she accept the life of having a child? What if she gets scared and runs away, what will you do? Love It's the only connection between you!" Since Liu Yifeng had no such intention at all, Wang Weinan didn't understand why Shang Yiluan insisted on it so much.Although she believed that Liu Yifeng would abide by the three-year agreement with Shang Yiluan, as Shang Yiluan said, she was just a child after all.Three years had passed, and when Liu Yifeng came back full of expectations, only to find that things were different, how could she bear it?

"I believe in the love between us, that's why I'm taking this step."

"What if she never comes back at all? Who is your child born for?"

"If she doesn't come back, then I need a child to accompany me even more. Otherwise, how will I spend the rest of my life?"

"So the worst thing you can do is to raise the child by yourself?" Finally understanding Shang Yiluan's true thoughts, Wang Weinan was a little at a loss. It turned out that in this relationship, Shang Yiluan was unknowingly unconfident It's come to this point.

"Yes, I have made this plan. With my current income, raising a child will not be a problem."

Hearing the answer, Wang Weinan was discouraged and sat back on the chair.At this moment, she didn't know whether Liu Yifeng's birthday gift to Shang Yiluan last year was right or wrong. Liu Yifeng wanted to give Shang Yiluan a material guarantee while he was away. Could it be because of this material guarantee that such a crazy idea came up?

Seeing Shang Yiluan's haggard look on the hospital bed, Wang Weinan no longer knew how to write the word heartache.But she really couldn't rely on Liu Yifeng for this matter. From the beginning to the end, Liu Yifeng didn't do anything wrong.The road was chosen by Shang Yiluan herself, if she were to blame, she could only blame herself.

The phone vibrated, Wang Weinan glanced at the phone and then got up to leave, Shang Yiluan saw Wang Weinan striding away, the feeling in his heart became worse, and he shed more tears.

"I asked my mother to cook some chicken soup for you, get up and drink some, you need nutrition now." Looking at the insulated lunch box Wang Weinan was holding in his hand, Shang Yiluan cried even harder.

"I thought you were mad at me..."

"I'm angry, but I also know that I'm the only person you can rely on now, you've helped me so much, I can't do nothing for you, right?" Looking at the crying woman in front of her seriously, Wang Weinan unscrewed the lid of the insulated lunch box, and then the smell of chicken permeated the entire ward and entered Shang Yiluan's nostrils.