[Comprehensive] BE saves the world

I never thought that I would hear such words.

I never thought that these words would come out of the mouth of the man in front of me.

I am the kind of person who will give up because they feel that they can't finish before they start.It is the kind of person who would rather run back after taking the bus because he is afraid of talking to the conductor when taking the bus; it is the kind of person who keeps procrastinating until he is late because he is afraid of being picky and rejected during the interview, and then simply uses the excuse of being late People who give up on interviews; people who... are too afraid of being hurt, and too afraid of being disliked, ridiculed, and fooled by others, to simply not date them.

I am a coward and a fool.

I am afraid of hurting others because it will make them hate me and even hurt me. I am just afraid of being hurt, so I am a selfish ghost who clings to my head and refuses to open my eyes.

I always give up before it starts, always say I can't do it before I do it.

I dare not face up to others, let alone myself, so I escaped again and again, from the gentleness and kindness of others, and from my own despicableness and cowardice.

Even with the people I've loved... the same.

Maybe as long as I speak out, everything will have better results, but I still choose to hide from everyone, make decisions alone, and don't give anyone a chance to change my plan.

Even though my brother has been waiting for me to say it, waiting for me to really open up to him, I still didn't tell him anything, and in the end I failed his kindness in such a self-satisfying way.

I also understand that what I did for Yumeno...compared with what she did for me, it is really insignificant.

And the teacher... the teacher, after knowing everything I did, still told me that he wanted me to walk the path I chose.

He said he would believe me and recognize me.

After understanding all this, he still said so.

"Even if I..." I couldn't help asking, "Do you believe me?"

As if understanding what I had to say, El-Melloi II nodded and said calmly.

"Even if you deny yourself, I will believe you."

Then, I suddenly understood.

What I've always wanted to hear, but didn't believe I could hear, is this sentence.

Lord El-Melloi II raised his hand and rubbed my head very roughly. His fingers still smelled of cigars. I don’t know how much he smoked in this journey of mental maze adventure. A cigarette, at such a close distance, I can clearly see the exhaustion on his face.His eyes met mine, and then, as if he was trying to hide something but also really angry, he hit me on the head hard.

"Although Flat's way of making jokes, and Sfin's way of living without thinking most of the time... there is nothing to learn from, but you are too stupid. It is simply better than that A big fool who looks like a peerless genius (me: Flatt has been shot twice while lying down) is even worse!"

I scratched my head, devastated by such an unkind comment.I peeked at El-Melloi II through my fingers, trying to defend myself in a low voice.

"No, I think I'm a little smarter than Flatt... Aww!"

Then I got knocked again.

This time is not pretending!I was really knocked to the point of staring!Teacher, aren't you afraid of knocking the student you have worked so hard to faint again!I promise you'll do the mind maze again if I pass out!I promise! ! !

Woooooo... It's over, I'm no longer the teacher's favorite student (crying)...

"Really..." El-Melloi II rubbed the center of his brows with a headache, "Even that fool, Flatter, wouldn't torture himself like this because he trampled on other people's feelings. Hey, you Can't you learn from Flatter's calmness and stupidity of modifying other people's magic formulas for granted, and stepping on other people's self-esteem and blood and tears in the academic history?"

I twitched the corners of my mouth: "...No, although I understand your kindness to forgive me, but...one student like Flatt is enough, you think your stomach has not been emptied Is it enough to explode?"

One student like Flatt is enough to cause a devastating blow to the instructor's stomach. I haven't forgotten that in the world of magicians, interfering with other people's magic and inquiring about the secrets of other magicians is equivalent to an announcement of war. Woolen cloth!The alias of that guy, Flatter, is "Mentor Stomach Blast Machine", and he exploded all the stomach pouches of the Clock Tower mentor back then.By the way, I can still vividly remember how much trouble he has caused you by randomly cracking and improving other people's magic tricks!Did you forget it yourself! ! !

It actually made me develop in the direction of Flatter... Uh... You are always... don't want your stomach anymore? ? ?

Although I'm not getting less than the second generation, I want me to let myself go more kindly...

"...Forget it, don't learn from Flatter." The second covered his stomach with a pale face, obviously caught in some bad memories, "Flatt is too stupid...you learn Let’s learn from Sifen. No matter what the end point of animal magic is, and no matter how much pain you have experienced in the past, you will live persistently in the present, never despair and give up on yourself. You should also learn a little bit about that kind of calmness and vitality. At least Think about what you can do first, and don’t always punish yourself with what you can’t do.”

I pondered for a while: "Although Sfin's calmness is indeed worth learning... But let's forget about the vitality... Every time he sees Grey, he has too much power... Also, I heard that he has been working hard to hone himself since he lost against Miss Chengzi..."

"So you should also work hard towards the direction where you can grow." El-Melloi II complained, "I say you, since there are such powerful heroic spirits, why do you use them like that? My first The first time I saw you, I wanted to say, you have such a powerful berserker but you are still obsessed with individual combat, what is wrong with your brain? This time the lancer is the same, do you know how to fight in coordination? This kind of one What the hell is going on with the combat style of rushing forward and wanting to do everything by yourself? You are a magician and not a samurai!"

You have to ask Akainu about this...

I swallowed this rant with difficulty.

Pirates have their own fighting styles, and some generals’ training is single-player pk... I have never fought a few cooperative battles in my three lives, how do I know how to fight in a team battle...fate /go That rubbish game is also turn-based, right? I don’t have a sense of teamwork, so I can’t blame it...

"I...I will work hard..." I said weakly, "I will change..."

El-Melloi II pressed his eyebrows again and let out a long sigh.

"...I probably know how your summoning magic works." He said, "I'll give you a make-up lesson when I go back."

This sentence is really intimidating when said by the current tutor and head teacher...

I couldn't help shivering.

"Compared to this..."

El-Melloi II touched his pocket, took out a thin cigar from the dry humidor, and lit it for himself.He stroked the dry body of his cigar and looked up thoughtfully at the top of his head.A faint ray of skylight is penetrating the endless darkness and projecting into this chaos.

The black sky was shattered, and tiny cracks were spreading at an alarming speed.

It's like a dead egg is hatching.

The shell congealed by darkness is shattering.The defense that was armed layer by layer to protect the fragile soul is collapsing bit by bit.The cage that was set up to prevent oneself from harming others, and the city walls built layer by layer, are being shattered bit by bit.

The so-called labyrinth is a prison set up to prevent others from finding the core and to prevent oneself from leaving here.

Before trapping those who want to come in, the first person to be imprisoned is actually the master of the heart.

And now, the despair and pain of Chaos are escaping.The gentle sky light penetrated the boundless darkness, crossed the poisonous miasma, and sprinkled on their faces.

This maze is disappearing.

"Let's go out."

Holding the girl's hand, the long-haired man said so.

Yeah, it's time to free her.

The author has something to say: Let me explain why I wrote the maze of mind image. This volume is a recovery and closure of many previous foreshadowings (especially the foreshadowing of the second volume), and it is also part of the breakthrough growth of the heroine.

I don't agree with the so-called doujin that revolves around the original characters, and I don't agree with treating the heroine as a tool for "whoring".I want to flesh out this character as much as possible, and write about her changes and growth. In fact, the heroine is different in each volume from the previous volume, which is normal, because she is in a different stage in each volume.

What I want to create is someone who is liked and normal.I hope the favor is convincing.The reason why I chose the concept of [Mind Image Labyrinth] unique to ccc is also because I hope that in the process of getting through the maze of the heroine's mind image, the second generation can fall in love with the heroine, and also make the heroine more understand what love is .I hope that they can understand each other, and among all the targets of the raid, only Nishi can understand the heroine.

The second generation event book is very unpopular, and I was mentally prepared when I wrote it.However, when I introduced ccc's mental maze, I still didn't expect it to be so cold... because I also played the second volume once.Maybe it's because the maze of mental imagery in this volume introduces more stream-of-consciousness imagery.

Metaphors and symbols are my usual techniques. I have used them in Undead Sybil, Mana’s Summer, Flowers and Hymns, and Flowers in Cages. However, I haven’t used them in this book before. I used them when I wrote the fate part. , It was my mistake not to consider the reader's reading inertia and comprehension ability.I'm sorry here.

Here is a brief explanation of the concept of the mental maze for readers who have never played ccc.

1. Maze of Mind: The concept in the original ccc game was too complicated, so I simplified it into an inherent barrier here, which is the manifestation of the heroine's inner world.The scenery in the maze is similar to the [dreamland] of Ya Xiao and Ding Ji in X Wars, which is the scene formed by the inner scenery of the maze owner.

The scenery in the maze is symbolic. The countless corpses on the first floor are the self-blame and suicidal tendencies killed by the heroine; the mask on the second floor is her lost face. It is the expression of her self-lost; the third layer has two layers, the surface layer of the sea of ​​tears, the tears are the expression of her self-blame and pain, the ocean represents the huge and long-term pain; the inner layer of darkness and chaos is Her despair and self-exile, the chains that bind herself represent self-punishment and restriction.

2. Guardian (sentinel): In the ccc game, it is the guardian of the Sakura Labyrinth transformed by BB.Only girls with high-quality magic circuits and "heart" can take on the role.Since the consciousness of BB will be connected as an external terminal during the guardianization period, the personality will be somewhat confused.After becoming a guardian, the spiritual nucleus (soul) will be sealed as the core of the maze, and all five senses will be used as materials for the expansion of the maze.

In this article, the heroine subconsciously manifests three people who have had a deep bond with her (...), have a lot in common in character (...), and are a bit bad at the level of mutual understanding (... ), they represent different aspects of the heroine, Kama is arrogant & inferior, Saseiin is good at calculating, and Feng is the expression of her self-blame. They are their projections, so they have the characteristics of both at the same time, and they share her heart.

In a way, the heroine, who has so much in common with the third beast, is really suitable for this mission of saving the world.

3, secret garden (secret garden).It refers to the interests and hobbies that the character wants to hide but also wants to be known, with both positive and negative emotions.Abbreviated to sg, this is the part I changed the least. sg is the secret, but also the part that longs to be understood.Some sgs are very interesting, such as Nero's (Bai Ye: Is this tm still a secret?!), Long Niang's He, Lip's and Lilith's are all very interesting.The heroine's second sg actually has another meaning, which is the petty bourgeois mentality (.)

And the second generation was endowed by AI with the five-stop mind concept—a mental medical software developed by Saseiin Kiara.A computer technique (codecast) that detects mental precipitation and confusion, and physically extracts it to stabilize the mind.Originally, sg took time to let it slowly emerge, but if it is discovered by the five-stop mind concept, it can be withdrawn immediately.

There should be three sgs per guard, but if it goes on like this, it will be endless, so I changed it to the common sg of the guard and the heroine. If you pick one sg, the guards on this floor will dissipate (killing the lady is really too obsessed Raid is not included), the third sg was directly removed by the second generation from the heroine's heart, she didn't give it to Funo, the heroine only needs to see Funo, and Funo herself did it because she felt that she would be blamed Only then did it appear.

However, sg is a secret, a weakness, but not a weakness, eh?

It is precisely because of the existence of sg that the girl can become stronger.

The last and most critical question is, why do I still write this volume knowing that so many people can’t understand it and the subject matter is so unpopular?

Because this is the most critical turning point in the growth process of the heroine.

Because if no one understands her and supports her, it will be impossible for her to go on.

Because I hope that there is a person, even if she is not cute enough, likes calculating, indecisive, not so beautiful, not innocent, even a little bad and annoying... You can still like her like this.

I really like Atsushi Sakurai's words, "Even if I am such a bad guy, please like me" (roughly)

So, even if I am such a bad author, I still hope that everyone can like this story.