[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

My mother’s attending doctor, Xiao Lin, told me that my mother’s mental disorder was out of control. Recently, she would always run out of the hospital secretly. No one knew where she went, but she was always sent back to the hospital by the local police. What an accident.

Until one time I sneaked behind my mother, she was wearing a hospital gown, walking on the street in a trance, as if she had lost her soul.I tried to stop her, but once I started, she screamed like crazy, pushed me away, smashed my phone, and stopped me from calling the hospital.

Looking at her dangling body, I held my chest that seemed to be stabbed by a sharp sword, tried my best to endure the sore eyes, and silently followed behind her.I didn't know where she was going when she ran out of the hospital until the distance she traveled became more and more familiar.

The bungalow that made me hate it.

"Mom, let's go back..."

My voice trembled, and I grabbed my mother's hand to pull her away, but she completely ignored me as if she would only ring the doorbell repeatedly, and kept ringing the doorbell frantically.

"Mom, please don't do this..."

"Ah Chun, what are you talking about? This is our home, shall we go home?"

Such a mother made me very sad. If it wasn't for Aihara Masaoyuki, if it wasn't for that woman, my mother would definitely not be what she is now.

If everything is still as good as before, even if I can no longer live in this bungalow, I can still hear my mother gently say "Welcome home" to me every time I go home, instead of only the rotten smell after opening the door. The air greets me.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

Hatred was accumulating in my heart little by little. At this moment, the door of the bungalow opened, and the woman named Mayu was wearing a light purple gauze dress. She was still so beautiful. Compared with my mother who was already insane at the moment, she was more beautiful. Not human.

The wrought iron gate on the outermost edge of the bungalow was not opened, so I could only look at the woman's face through the hollow wrought iron gate.

"Ah, Junko ちゃん, take this lunatic away, these days she always comes here to be annoying, I'm too embarrassed to bother Mr. Patrolman again."

"I want to see Changzhi, Ah Chun, we're going home." The mother whispered, and she kept repeating this sentence.

I held my mother's hand tightly, and looked at the woman with a frown. The woman calmly held up the hair that fell from Tuo's ears, and looked at me and my mother coldly as if she was watching a joke.

"Oh, by the way, Junko-chan, if you happen to be here, this matter will be easier to handle."

As she said, she walked into the bungalow and came out soon after, holding a piece of paper in her hand.Walking all the way to the wrought iron gate, I could clearly see the contents of the paper through the iron bars with delicate carvings.

The divorce agreement had already signed Masayuki Aihara's name on it.

"Junko-chan, let her sign it, she will definitely listen to what you say."

The hand holding the divorce agreement was white and delicate, and the nails were still covered with sparkling rhinestones.She smiled at me, no matter how beautiful such a smile is, in my eyes it is just a devil with a human face.

"Bitch." I gave her a hard look, and then pulled my mother back a little, "Mom, let's go back and ignore her."

I can't let my mother divorce Lanyuan Changzhi now. Before signing the divorce agreement, no matter how much he hates my mother, he must bear the responsibility of the whole family, even if it is only a small amount of living expenses.

Whenever this kind of time comes, I start to hate and be unwilling, hating Alan Yuan Masaoyuki and that woman, unwilling to be able to protect my mother well, let alone take revenge.

Someday, I believe someday they will pay the price.No matter how gloomy the sky is, their lost behavior cannot become an eternal shadow.

The days passed day by day, the cold school, the cold hospital, like a parasite, I still need to rely on the low living expenses given by Masaoyuki Aihara every month.

What can I do for my mother as I am only 15 years old and still studying in the third year of junior high school?

Sometimes I suddenly hate myself for being like this, if only I could be better.There are three more years, and three more years of patience. If I get a university recommendation, I won't have to rely on Aihara Masaoyuki.

Before I knew it, I had been suffering every day for nearly a year, and the cruel reality crushed me so much that I couldn’t feel that it had been such a long time since I was kicked out of the bungalow.

In the last semester of my third year of junior high school, when the school needed to submit my admission application, I had to go to that bungalow again because I needed to find Alanhara Masaoyuki.In the three years of high school, I only relied on a small salary from a part-time job. I was unable to fully support my tuition and my mother's life.

The interior of the bungalow has changed a lot compared to when it was left nearly a year ago, but the first floor remains unchanged, with brightly lit halls and brightly decorated furnishings.It's rare to meet Lanyuan Changzhi at home, but that woman is not qualified to drive me away directly.

That woman is still so beautiful, she seems to have stopped aging, and her beautiful face still maintains a delicate and delicate face.Thinking of my mother who is getting more and more vicissitudes day by day, my chest feels sore.

I sat on the soft and comfortable sofa, looking out of place.

"Junko, how are you doing recently?" Alan Yuan Changzhi's voice was a little hoarse, but the tone of his words was indifferent and indifferent, he raised his eyebrows and glanced at me, "Well, it should be good, I haven't heard it for a long time It’s true that you came here to find me.”

I knew that he never really cared about my mother and me. How is my mother's condition?How am I doing at school?He didn't think about it at all, he only thought that as long as my mother and I were not dead, that would be enough, so that he would not become a murderer.

"Junko ちゃん is about to go to school, count the time, this time it should be about going to school, right?" The woman made me a cup of hot tea and put it in front of me.

It's true that I haven't seen her in this bungalow for a long time, and I don't know if it's been a long time. I feel that she seems to have lost the edge she had when she appeared a year ago.

Just as I wanted to affirm her rhetorical question, I opened my mouth to speak, but Aihara Masaoyuki interrupted me, "Going to school? That's right, Junko is in the third year of junior high school. But in high school, girls don't need to read it at all, right? It's a waste of money."

"It makes sense. When I was Junko's age, I already went out to work." The woman echoed Alan Yuan's words, which made Alan Yuan's gloomy expression relax a bit.

I clenched my fists, and my shoulders trembled slightly.I know that I am not qualified to scold Lan Yuanchang and that woman at this moment, or maybe time has smoothed my edges and corners, because I know very well that if I break out at this time, I will be kicked out immediately, and I will not have the opportunity to continue talking .

"Junko, what do you think? Girls don't need to have such a high degree of education. Graduating from junior high school is enough."

I think Aihara Masaoyuki is waiting for me to say "yes" in the affirmative, and it's hard for me to imagine why he treats me so coldly as a father.Or is it that I am still too naive, since I was kicked out a year ago, I should no longer have hope in him.

The hatred that was about to fade in my heart began to pile up again, and Aihara Masaoyuki was depriving me of the chance of revenge in the future.

"Junko, what else is there for you to come? You haven't spoken all the time."

After talking about the fact that I don't need to go to higher education, Masato Aihara asked me why I came.

"It's okay, I'm leaving."

Because I thought of a faster way to get revenge, this idea also came up when that woman forced me to kneel to her a year ago.

Kill him, and that woman, and I will make the person who caused pain to my mother and me disappear from this world.Even if the whole body is engraved with sin, I think there is no more joyful way than this method.

Anyway, I have long been a person who cannot be exposed to the sun, so it doesn't matter if there is more darkness, right?I don't want to endure these days like being soaked in bottomless water and unable to touch the light.