I am BOSS! ~fine~[Tutor KHR]
Chapter 77
Pulling Suzuna out of the crowd, he didn't realize that he had used all his strength to pull Suzuna's wrist until he heard Suzuna screaming for pain outside the video game center, and suddenly stopped in his tracks.
"Hug, sorry..."
Looking at the red mark on Suzuna's wrist, Yi himself gasped.On the other hand, Suzuna shook her head indifferently, and finally asked with concern: "What happened? Shan,... Yi Jun."
Suzuna's clear green eyes looked into the depths of her heart, and while feeling throbbing, she also felt indescribable sadness.Unable to think of anything that could be used as compensation, Takeshi subconsciously hugged Suzuna tightly in front of him again.
(Is this what Dad used to feel too?)
"sorry--"
Pity, self-blame, regret, mixed with entanglement and guilt that are difficult to express in words, overwhelmed Yi.For the first time as a man, he understood why his father who loved his biological mother so much would do things that hurt his biological mother.As a son, this was the first time he didn't want to understand his father's feelings.
(This is what Dad used to feel.)
He obviously wants to treat her better than anyone else, pities everything about her, and is full of love for everything about her.And it is precisely because of this desire to cherish her and love her that he is forced to overflow with anxiety, and in the entanglement, he is no longer himself.
The woman in front of her was just surrounded by men she didn't know, and she could lose her mind for dozens of seconds.The moment she heard that what she wanted to call was her father's name instead of her own, a strong disgust welled up in her heart.If it were the father who had been with her for more than ten years——
(There is nothing wrong with feeling like wanting to destroy the other party.)
Gently stroking the red mark on Suzuna's wrist, Yi who kept muttering "sorry" and "sorry" made Suzuna feel abnormal.She doesn't know what happened in the future where Yi lives, and she can't understand Yi's feelings.She kept saying "it's okay" over and over until Yi finally seemed to calm down.
"Yijun, are you thirsty?"
Sincerely, the green eyes are always so clean.Even though I was hurt by Yi before, Suzuna who still won't learn the lesson and stay away from Yi asked softly.She made excuses for Yi and said that maybe it was because he was too tired from playing, that's why Yi had such an extreme reaction.
(Because I am a mother. Mothers should be more tolerant of their children.)
Regardless of whether it was a strange thing to have a son who was about the same age as her, Suzuna had already identified herself as a mother, and she had to work hard as a mother.Her effort to play the role of "mother" is slightly dazzling in Yi's eyes.
(But I can't say the person is doing it wrong.)
Because he understands that the person in front of him is working hard for himself, even if he thinks that the direction of her efforts is wrong, Yi will not point it out.
"Hmm~"
Diluting the weird atmosphere between the two with a smile, Yi looked at Suzuna with a relieved smile, feeling salty in his heart.
"But I want to eat sugar more than water now."
Yi said and took Suzuna's hand again.This time his movements were very light, so light that it could be said to be cautious.Interlocking Suzuna's five fingers with a hand that is a circle bigger than Suzuna, Yi pointed to the nearby dessert shop and said to Suzuna, "How about going there?"
"Uh-huh……"
When Yi's fingers interlocked with her own, Suzuna was distracted for a moment.After hearing Yi's words, she nodded quickly.
(Not good, not good……)
If it wasn't for Yi holding her hand, she would still be walking beside Yi, Suzuna really wanted to pat her chest with her own hand.
(This man... Yijun is really good at dealing with girls.)
Even Suzuna, who doesn't have much experience with men and women, can understand that Yi is definitely used to treating girls: when walking with Suzuna, Yi always walks on the side close to the driveway.When there is physical contact with Suzuna, Takeshi's expression will not change significantly.In addition, Yi is very used to the skin-to-skin relationship with Suzuna, and every time he says to hold hands, he holds hands, and when he says to hug, he hugs.
If Yi and Yamamoto had not had the same face, Yi would still be his own son from the future.I'm afraid that Suzuna will define the other party as a pervert because of his skin-to-skin relationship that never asks for the consent of the other party, and then stay away from him.
The reason why Suzuna was able to allow Yi to hug her again and again was because she said to herself countless times in her heart: "Yi Jun is my child, Yi Jun is my child!" .”
(Fortunately, Yamamoto-kun is not such a person.)
Yamamoto who is good at playing with women like a cowherd or a boy...Suzuna doesn't want to imagine at all.
(Yamamoto-kun,)
"Senior Suzuna! 』
Refreshing like a gust of wind, sassy like a shower of rain.Unlike Yi, who gives people the impression of being sultry and melancholy before the rainstorm, Yamamoto, who can always bring people a fresh breath, always brings people a comfortable feeling.
(Still looks the best now.)
Thinking of Yamamoto, Suzuna, who felt a little uneasy and panicked because of Takeshi's attitude, relaxed a little.She sat down with Yi in the dessert shop, and after reading the menu, she ordered a free autumn sundae that was free after eating in 10 minutes.
—Elizabeth and Alphado had little money with them.Of course Yuli will not have it.Because she attributed the expenses of Yuli and Elizabeth to her "personal matters", Suzuna did not use the funds generated by the Vongola base, nor would she embezzle the funds belonging to the Vongola club, and leave her parents to herself. Every penny of the pocket money is broken into two halves, and Suzuna, who has no extra spare money, saves money as much as she can.
The sundae glass as big as Suzuna's face is filled with apples, oranges, grapes, oranges, grapefruits and mangoes in addition to ice cream. The top of the sundaes piled up like a hill is not only white whipped cream but also golden. chestnut.When the sundae cup, which was several times larger than Suzuna's imagination, was placed in front of Suzuna, Suzuna's entire face began to turn slightly pale.
That's right, Qiuhu is very powerful, and it is also very hot near noon.But even so, Suzuna didn't think that she could finish this terrible sundae that took up almost all the space on the dining table for two by herself.But if you don't finish, you have to pay, and this Christmas is not cheap.
Seeing this, Yi laughed unceremoniously.Suzuna picked up a small spoon and launched an attack on Sundae Snow Mountain as if she had made some major realization.
The thick and sticky white was poured into the small mouth spoon by spoon, and the cherry|color|colored lips were slightly pale from the frost of the sundae.Blowing on the air-conditioning and eating the sundae, Suzuna worked so hard that she didn't even notice that the corners of her lips were stained with cream.
Takeshi, who ordered melon soda, stared at Suzuna who was trying to eat without taking a few sips of soda.Seeing that Suzuna, who was buried in Sundae Mountain, raised her head to take a rest for a while, Takeshi naturally reached out and wiped the corner of Suzuna's mouth.
"?"
Having her face touched for no reason, Suzuna lowered her head slightly to look at Takeshi's hand full of doubts.Wait until she sees cream on Yi's hands.Without thinking, she stuck out her tongue and licked off the cream on Yi's thumb.
"—"
Suzuna's sudden move not only made the clerk who happened to pass by in the dessert shop almost knock over the tray in his hand, but also made Yi who was sitting opposite Suzuna startled.
(Hey, this is really... a sneak attack caught off guard?)
Yi wanted to grab someone at random and ask: What is this cute creature in front of me?
Takeshi Yamamoto came into contact with the opposite sex very early.To put it more bluntly, Takeshi Yamamoto knew what it was like to be a woman very early.
Italy has always been a very open country.The world Yi lives in is full of wine|sex|sex.As Vongola's guardian of the rain, Takeshi Yamamoto is often away from home.Even though Yamamoto, who is a single father, has pulled his son as much as possible, he is still unable to cover everything like most family members.
And the reason why Yi would come into contact with women | sex | early is not surprising.
Like other children who lack maternal love, he longs to be loved and longs to be loved by a woman with motherhood.Because of longing for the love that he never had, he accidentally got the "love" from mothers and women in the wrong way.
When Yi realized that what he got was not the kind of "love" he was longing for, he had already done everything he should and should not do.
(It should be troublesome.)
Yi thought he was the one who opened his eyes and found himself sleepwalking into a swamp.When he found himself in a swamp that stretched as far as the eye could see, he didn't even bother to struggle, he just closed his eyes and let his body sink into the swamp of desire.
With a friend's mother, with a classmate's sister, with the beauty who flirted with him... Maintaining a relationship with these people is not as difficult as Yi imagined.These beautiful women are at ease in this game.They did their duty not to interfere with Yi's life, nor did they allow Yi to take a step beyond the threshold.Everyone is tacitly aware of the other's existence, and they are all in peace with each other.
Because it is troublesome to even get rid of the relationship with these women, Yi just lives a life that he does not desire day after day.In the eyes of Takeshi Yamamoto, he is still the good son who can take care of everything in the family, and he is also the person who would show guilt when Takeshi Yamamoto saw it for 15 years.
(Because seeing me reminds me of my past self.)
(Because seeing me reminds me of the person who died to give birth to me.)
So he can be considerate of his father who returns home less and less, and he can also smile and promise his father on the other end of the phone to offer incense to his mother on the altar for him.
As long as Takeshi Yamamoto can remember, his mother's photo has been placed on the Buddhist altar.Yi Yi, who has never looked at the photo carefully, talks about the word "mother" and only thinks of the cloud of dark gray in the shadow of the Buddhist altar.Yi didn't have any special feelings about this.
Takeshi Yamamoto didn't particularly want to know about his mother, nor did he particularly care about what kind of person his mother was. "Mother" was just one word to him, two words, a few syllables.
So when he saw the portrait of the girl in the prison temple's apartment, he had no idea that he could connect the girl in the portrait with his biological mother.
The girl has completely different eyes and completely different facial features from Yi.In the photo, she smiled calmly, looking a little shy, but not artificial.
As if seeing the dewdrops on a young leaf in the early morning, Yi fell in love with the girl in the photo at first sight.When he told Yuji like this, Yuji told him with a complex expression: This is your biological mother of Takeshi Yamamoto.
Hojo Suzuna.
"Hug, sorry..."
Looking at the red mark on Suzuna's wrist, Yi himself gasped.On the other hand, Suzuna shook her head indifferently, and finally asked with concern: "What happened? Shan,... Yi Jun."
Suzuna's clear green eyes looked into the depths of her heart, and while feeling throbbing, she also felt indescribable sadness.Unable to think of anything that could be used as compensation, Takeshi subconsciously hugged Suzuna tightly in front of him again.
(Is this what Dad used to feel too?)
"sorry--"
Pity, self-blame, regret, mixed with entanglement and guilt that are difficult to express in words, overwhelmed Yi.For the first time as a man, he understood why his father who loved his biological mother so much would do things that hurt his biological mother.As a son, this was the first time he didn't want to understand his father's feelings.
(This is what Dad used to feel.)
He obviously wants to treat her better than anyone else, pities everything about her, and is full of love for everything about her.And it is precisely because of this desire to cherish her and love her that he is forced to overflow with anxiety, and in the entanglement, he is no longer himself.
The woman in front of her was just surrounded by men she didn't know, and she could lose her mind for dozens of seconds.The moment she heard that what she wanted to call was her father's name instead of her own, a strong disgust welled up in her heart.If it were the father who had been with her for more than ten years——
(There is nothing wrong with feeling like wanting to destroy the other party.)
Gently stroking the red mark on Suzuna's wrist, Yi who kept muttering "sorry" and "sorry" made Suzuna feel abnormal.She doesn't know what happened in the future where Yi lives, and she can't understand Yi's feelings.She kept saying "it's okay" over and over until Yi finally seemed to calm down.
"Yijun, are you thirsty?"
Sincerely, the green eyes are always so clean.Even though I was hurt by Yi before, Suzuna who still won't learn the lesson and stay away from Yi asked softly.She made excuses for Yi and said that maybe it was because he was too tired from playing, that's why Yi had such an extreme reaction.
(Because I am a mother. Mothers should be more tolerant of their children.)
Regardless of whether it was a strange thing to have a son who was about the same age as her, Suzuna had already identified herself as a mother, and she had to work hard as a mother.Her effort to play the role of "mother" is slightly dazzling in Yi's eyes.
(But I can't say the person is doing it wrong.)
Because he understands that the person in front of him is working hard for himself, even if he thinks that the direction of her efforts is wrong, Yi will not point it out.
"Hmm~"
Diluting the weird atmosphere between the two with a smile, Yi looked at Suzuna with a relieved smile, feeling salty in his heart.
"But I want to eat sugar more than water now."
Yi said and took Suzuna's hand again.This time his movements were very light, so light that it could be said to be cautious.Interlocking Suzuna's five fingers with a hand that is a circle bigger than Suzuna, Yi pointed to the nearby dessert shop and said to Suzuna, "How about going there?"
"Uh-huh……"
When Yi's fingers interlocked with her own, Suzuna was distracted for a moment.After hearing Yi's words, she nodded quickly.
(Not good, not good……)
If it wasn't for Yi holding her hand, she would still be walking beside Yi, Suzuna really wanted to pat her chest with her own hand.
(This man... Yijun is really good at dealing with girls.)
Even Suzuna, who doesn't have much experience with men and women, can understand that Yi is definitely used to treating girls: when walking with Suzuna, Yi always walks on the side close to the driveway.When there is physical contact with Suzuna, Takeshi's expression will not change significantly.In addition, Yi is very used to the skin-to-skin relationship with Suzuna, and every time he says to hold hands, he holds hands, and when he says to hug, he hugs.
If Yi and Yamamoto had not had the same face, Yi would still be his own son from the future.I'm afraid that Suzuna will define the other party as a pervert because of his skin-to-skin relationship that never asks for the consent of the other party, and then stay away from him.
The reason why Suzuna was able to allow Yi to hug her again and again was because she said to herself countless times in her heart: "Yi Jun is my child, Yi Jun is my child!" .”
(Fortunately, Yamamoto-kun is not such a person.)
Yamamoto who is good at playing with women like a cowherd or a boy...Suzuna doesn't want to imagine at all.
(Yamamoto-kun,)
"Senior Suzuna! 』
Refreshing like a gust of wind, sassy like a shower of rain.Unlike Yi, who gives people the impression of being sultry and melancholy before the rainstorm, Yamamoto, who can always bring people a fresh breath, always brings people a comfortable feeling.
(Still looks the best now.)
Thinking of Yamamoto, Suzuna, who felt a little uneasy and panicked because of Takeshi's attitude, relaxed a little.She sat down with Yi in the dessert shop, and after reading the menu, she ordered a free autumn sundae that was free after eating in 10 minutes.
—Elizabeth and Alphado had little money with them.Of course Yuli will not have it.Because she attributed the expenses of Yuli and Elizabeth to her "personal matters", Suzuna did not use the funds generated by the Vongola base, nor would she embezzle the funds belonging to the Vongola club, and leave her parents to herself. Every penny of the pocket money is broken into two halves, and Suzuna, who has no extra spare money, saves money as much as she can.
The sundae glass as big as Suzuna's face is filled with apples, oranges, grapes, oranges, grapefruits and mangoes in addition to ice cream. The top of the sundaes piled up like a hill is not only white whipped cream but also golden. chestnut.When the sundae cup, which was several times larger than Suzuna's imagination, was placed in front of Suzuna, Suzuna's entire face began to turn slightly pale.
That's right, Qiuhu is very powerful, and it is also very hot near noon.But even so, Suzuna didn't think that she could finish this terrible sundae that took up almost all the space on the dining table for two by herself.But if you don't finish, you have to pay, and this Christmas is not cheap.
Seeing this, Yi laughed unceremoniously.Suzuna picked up a small spoon and launched an attack on Sundae Snow Mountain as if she had made some major realization.
The thick and sticky white was poured into the small mouth spoon by spoon, and the cherry|color|colored lips were slightly pale from the frost of the sundae.Blowing on the air-conditioning and eating the sundae, Suzuna worked so hard that she didn't even notice that the corners of her lips were stained with cream.
Takeshi, who ordered melon soda, stared at Suzuna who was trying to eat without taking a few sips of soda.Seeing that Suzuna, who was buried in Sundae Mountain, raised her head to take a rest for a while, Takeshi naturally reached out and wiped the corner of Suzuna's mouth.
"?"
Having her face touched for no reason, Suzuna lowered her head slightly to look at Takeshi's hand full of doubts.Wait until she sees cream on Yi's hands.Without thinking, she stuck out her tongue and licked off the cream on Yi's thumb.
"—"
Suzuna's sudden move not only made the clerk who happened to pass by in the dessert shop almost knock over the tray in his hand, but also made Yi who was sitting opposite Suzuna startled.
(Hey, this is really... a sneak attack caught off guard?)
Yi wanted to grab someone at random and ask: What is this cute creature in front of me?
Takeshi Yamamoto came into contact with the opposite sex very early.To put it more bluntly, Takeshi Yamamoto knew what it was like to be a woman very early.
Italy has always been a very open country.The world Yi lives in is full of wine|sex|sex.As Vongola's guardian of the rain, Takeshi Yamamoto is often away from home.Even though Yamamoto, who is a single father, has pulled his son as much as possible, he is still unable to cover everything like most family members.
And the reason why Yi would come into contact with women | sex | early is not surprising.
Like other children who lack maternal love, he longs to be loved and longs to be loved by a woman with motherhood.Because of longing for the love that he never had, he accidentally got the "love" from mothers and women in the wrong way.
When Yi realized that what he got was not the kind of "love" he was longing for, he had already done everything he should and should not do.
(It should be troublesome.)
Yi thought he was the one who opened his eyes and found himself sleepwalking into a swamp.When he found himself in a swamp that stretched as far as the eye could see, he didn't even bother to struggle, he just closed his eyes and let his body sink into the swamp of desire.
With a friend's mother, with a classmate's sister, with the beauty who flirted with him... Maintaining a relationship with these people is not as difficult as Yi imagined.These beautiful women are at ease in this game.They did their duty not to interfere with Yi's life, nor did they allow Yi to take a step beyond the threshold.Everyone is tacitly aware of the other's existence, and they are all in peace with each other.
Because it is troublesome to even get rid of the relationship with these women, Yi just lives a life that he does not desire day after day.In the eyes of Takeshi Yamamoto, he is still the good son who can take care of everything in the family, and he is also the person who would show guilt when Takeshi Yamamoto saw it for 15 years.
(Because seeing me reminds me of my past self.)
(Because seeing me reminds me of the person who died to give birth to me.)
So he can be considerate of his father who returns home less and less, and he can also smile and promise his father on the other end of the phone to offer incense to his mother on the altar for him.
As long as Takeshi Yamamoto can remember, his mother's photo has been placed on the Buddhist altar.Yi Yi, who has never looked at the photo carefully, talks about the word "mother" and only thinks of the cloud of dark gray in the shadow of the Buddhist altar.Yi didn't have any special feelings about this.
Takeshi Yamamoto didn't particularly want to know about his mother, nor did he particularly care about what kind of person his mother was. "Mother" was just one word to him, two words, a few syllables.
So when he saw the portrait of the girl in the prison temple's apartment, he had no idea that he could connect the girl in the portrait with his biological mother.
The girl has completely different eyes and completely different facial features from Yi.In the photo, she smiled calmly, looking a little shy, but not artificial.
As if seeing the dewdrops on a young leaf in the early morning, Yi fell in love with the girl in the photo at first sight.When he told Yuji like this, Yuji told him with a complex expression: This is your biological mother of Takeshi Yamamoto.
Hojo Suzuna.
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