I am BOSS! ～fine～[Tutor KHR]

Because the biological mother was too different from what he had imagined, Yi initially thought that the prison temple was just playing a serious joke on himself.

(Because, that's the woman who drove that dad almost crazy?)

The birth mother in Yi's impression, not to mention how glamorous she is, should at least be more charming, more bewitching, and more seductive...It can be as addictive as honey mixed with morphine, and it can also be addictive. It can emit a strong sweet smell like cooked opium, making people approach it uncontrollably.Otherwise the determined Takeshi Yamamoto wouldn't have had the drug addict-like withdrawal symptoms for her, let alone lose his mind just because anyone was near her.

However, the truth is far more unreal than imagined.The Hojo Suzuna in the photo doesn't seem to be more attractive than her age, nor does she seem to have a depth beyond her age.She is just ordinary childish, ordinary weak, ordinary cute.

If there is anything special about it, it is probably that her eyes are so clean that they can only be described as clarity.That colorful but almost transparent clarity is something Takeshi Yamamoto has never seen in anyone around him.

After returning home and looking at the photos of his biological mother, Yi's mood is different from the past.

The layer of rich dark gray that has been covering the Buddhist altar seems to have never existed there, and Yi easily found the shadow of the girl in the photo of his biological mother.

I don't know whether to say "it's a pity" or "sure enough".Although the woman in the posthumous photo has the shadow of the original, it gives people a very different feeling from the girl.

"Why?" Once such a thought appeared in his mind, Yi had no way to erase it.More than ten years have passed, and this is the first time Yi has the idea of ​​being curious about his biological mother.

"It's ice, it's ice——"

Suzuna, who ate the entire sundae in the last few seconds of the 10-minute countdown, was trembling uncontrollably.Even after leaving the dessert shop and standing in the sun for a long time, her complexion still hasn't fully recovered.

(Ahhh, she's really cute——)

Thinking this way in my heart, but my mouth is not the same: "That's why I said that I will help you eat it."

"No, I can't... Because, because of that, that is a challenge that needs to be completed by one person..."

Suzuna stuttered as if her tongue was frozen.

He pretended that he really wanted to kiss|kiss those cold but soft|soft lips, put his tongue|into her mouth to share her warmth, and tasted her body fluid by the way. Not as sweet as expected.The mouth with a different heart | what spit out is: "So I also said, if you can't eat, I will pay for it."

"No! Ask Yijun to pay for something..."

Rejecting without even thinking about it, Suzuna, who said "how can I get the child to pay" on her face, was tough for less than half a second.

(Well, so this person is really not pretending not to understand.)

(She really doesn't understand.)

Didn't understand that I didn't see her the way I saw my mother.

In any case, Hojo Suzuna is Yamamoto Takeshi's biological mother.It is true that Yi has no memory of his biological mother at all, and he does not understand what kind of existence a "mother" is, nor has he ever viewed his biological mother as a son would view his mother.Yi also still rejects the feelings for Suzuna in his heart.

Takeshi Yamamoto regards the fact that his son fell in love with his biological mother at first sight as a joke, and the prison temple doesn't care much about "love at first sight" in Takeshi's mouth.Even the serious Tsunayoshi doesn't take Yi's love at first sight for Suzuna seriously.No one really asked Yi if the "love at first sight" he said was "love at first sight" between a man and a woman.

Everyone thinks that Yi's "love at first sight" is just one of the countless illusions produced by adolescents.This illusion is like a soap bubble that bursts without being poked.It's just a matter of time.

No one could see the distress in Yi's heart.

(Birth mother?)

Human beings prohibit intermarriage between close relatives because intermarriage between close relatives will make the recessive genes in human genes have a high probability of becoming dominant genes.That is to say, intermarriage of close relatives is likely to cause sickness, mental retardation, personality loss, moral defect, and mental disorder in the next generation.However, families that do the opposite still exist both in the past and in the present.

Yi believes that the "pure blood" pursued by these families is just nonsense, and blood "pure" or "impure" cannot represent anything.What Yi can't understand is: when the parties understand that the combination of each other has the possibility of causing disease to the next generation, and accept the consequences of this possibility, and are fully responsible for their own choices; in this world of medical science It is already possible to artificially adjust the genes of human embryos; why is intermarriage still considered a taboo?

After all, I didn't even have the awareness of "biological mother" for that girl.In my own concept, a young girl is not equal to the woman in the posthumous photo, nor is it equal to my father's wife.In this way, is it still taboo to have feelings for girls?

Yi thought that he was no different from a beast.Because my moral sense is so weak that it is no different from a beast.

A weak sense of morality does not allow Yi to feel panic, guilt, and nausea when he finds himself crossing taboos like everyone else.The only man who can stop Yi from continuing to have feelings for the girl is Takeshi Yamamoto.

Takeshi Yamamoto understands better than anyone how much Takeshi Yamamoto loves his wife, and how much he regrets losing his wife.How much he wanted to be reunited with his wife.

Knowing that once his feelings are really exposed in front of Takeshi Yamamoto, Takeshi Yamamoto understands that this is a man's feelings for a woman, and his feelings will definitely hurt Takeshi Yamamoto.Yi, who couldn't bear to sprinkle salt on his father's wound, quietly withdrew his feelings for a girl named "Hojo Suzuna".Sink this shady thought to the bottom of the heart lake.

"Isn't it cold like this?"

Hugging Suzuna's body in the busy street.Yi closed his eyes and smiled in Suzuna's ear.

Probably because I am used to having skin-to-skin kisses on myself without moving, or maybe my body was really frozen by the sundae. This time, Suzuna didn't show any surprise this time, nor was she touched by the opposite sex physiologically. There is psychological resistance and stiffness.She's just a little bit shy.

But this shyness was quickly diluted.

"Good, good~"

Petting the top of Yi's head like coaxing a child or a large dog, Suzuna said lightly.

Yi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled again.

(Is there anything funnier than this?)

A girl who clearly doesn't have the self-awareness of being a mother, and always treats herself as if she is a student of the same grade, is trying to treat herself like a mother treats her son.

He has never regarded the girl in front of him as his mother, and it is even more impossible to regard the girl as his mother after touching the girl. The girl he is embracing is his biological mother.

When he received the news of his father's death, Yi was stunned for a few seconds.He couldn't understand at all how the man who was joking with him a few hours ago could die so easily.After being told that the cause of his father's death was the injury he received before meeting him, Yi couldn't understand how that man could still make such unnutritious jokes with himself with such an ordinary face.

Takeshi Yamamoto's remains are intact.He even had a seemingly happy and relieved smile on his face.

Seeing Takeshi Yamamoto like this, Kikuji's first reaction was to walk up to him quickly and want to punch him.Gangji, who held the prison temple, just said in a hoarse voice: "Stop, prison temple. ...Yamamoto went to Suzuna-senpai's side. 』

went?Who went to whose side?Yamamoto Takeshi went to Hojo Suzuna's side?Now?Why?

Yi is not unaware of his father's exhaustion of life and his desire to use death to relieve him.But Takeshi Yamamoto has been protecting himself well for so many years, he didn't seek death and life, and he didn't deliberately release water and wait for the enemy to kill him.

Yi thought that his unfeminine father would eventually be unable to bear the loneliness|loneliness and continue to marry again.

Yi thought that his incomparably tough old man could die.

Takeshi Yamamoto thought that as long as he still existed, no matter how world-weary Takeshi Yamamoto was, he would still be alive and continue to be his stinky father.

However, on that day, daily life came to an abrupt end.

In Takeshi Yamamoto's world, apart from the shattered daily scenery, there is only Takeshi Yamamoto left in the daily life where the shackles have collapsed.

(So ​​ah~ I, decided——)

"Anyway, it's only a week~ It's good as accumulating experience, Suzuna and I have nothing to lose, right?"

Holding Suzuna's hand and walking in the sunlight, Yi soon heard Suzuna's answer.

"But, I don't quite understand, what is 'association'?"

"No, it should be said, what exactly is 'association'?"

Suzuna asked him a question that he had never thought about, and Yi, who naturally had no answer, paused.

"Wait a minute, Suzuna, have you never dated anyone?"

Looking at Suzuna dumbfoundedly, Yi looked at Suzuna and nodded seriously.

"Is there no one you want to date?"

"...Do you want to date someone if you don't understand what dating is?"

Suzuna, who was frowning and asking questions, was indeed looking for an answer seriously, not irony or rebuttal.

"..."

Yi was startled again, and then laughed loudly: "Ahahahahaha~"

"Yi Jun?"

Looking inexplicably at Yi who suddenly seemed to be poked into the laughing hole and then burst out laughing, Suzuna didn't understand what she said wrong.

"Yeah, what exactly is 'association'?"

Takeshi, who laughed for a while before he stopped, looked at Suzuna who was in a daze in front of him.

"Then don't worry about dating. Will you stay with me? Just like before."

"...?"

The blue eyes that were not stained with haze blinked suspiciously.

"Is being together like just now considered a 'dating'?"

So Yi laughed again: "Hahaha~ If you say it's true, it doesn't count, if you say it doesn't, it doesn't count."