[Full-time] Another way to become a god

?When Luo Hua walked out of the competition seats, cheers and screams erupted from the audience. This is Tyranny's home game, and they naturally have the confidence to shout arrogantly after winning such a beautiful victory.

On the other hand, among Xingxin fans, everyone looked depressed and depressed, and looked at Luo Hua with reprimands.

Ye Xiu walked onto the stage without saying anything, just patted Luo Hua on the shoulder and said, "Get ready for the press conference."

Luo Hua pursed her lips and nodded without saying a word. She didn't look at Tyranny. She could already imagine how disappointed Han Wenqing was. With a comforting hug, he went straight into the bathroom.

In the quiet and empty bathroom, Luo Hua stood in front of the mirror and looked at the reflected image. After looking at it for a long time, she turned and walked out of the bathroom.

Mo Fan was waiting for her at the door, and saw Luo Hua's distraught look, frowning on her expressionless face.

"Are you OK?"

"I'm fine. Did Ye Xiu ask you to call me? Let's go." She put her hands in her pockets and walked towards the conference hall.

Mo Fan followed her, thought for a while, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Luo Hua was stunned for a while, then turned her head and smiled calmly: "Why? Afraid that I will cry, or that I will do something impulsively?"

Mo Fan: "..."

Luo Hua couldn't help laughing, and the corner of her mouth inevitably became bitter: "So I've always been like this—"

Mo Fan didn't speak any more, but narrowed his eyes thoughtfully.

"You've already figured out how to deal with it."

"Why coping instead of solving?" Luo Hua asked.

Mo Fan was taken aback.

"Because I have never really solved one thing. When a problem occurs, the first way I think is not to solve the root cause, but to keep finding coping strategies to cover it up. Ha, in fact, I know the cause of the mistake myself. Mature psychological interference." Luo Hua Youyou bit her finger, said sourly and annoyed: "Let's go, let's go, we have to face it."

Even if the process is quite difficult.

As soon as the press conference started, Luo Hua was surrounded by reporters, and they all asked questions about the reasons for the team's mistakes today.The members of Xingxin present were Ye Xiu, Luo Hua and Mo Fan. Anyone with a discerning eye could see that the culprit for the team's defeat was the Huahuang God who had been praised by everyone all the time. A mature professional player would make this kind of mistake. It's really rare.

"We hope Luohua player can explain today's performance." The reporter said.

"Okay." Luo Hua took the microphone, with a serious expression on her face: "Today's mistake is my fault. I cannot escape the blame for Xingxin's loss to Tyranny in the team competition. It was my misjudgment that caused the subsequent team to collapse. Because the vice-captain of the team did not lead by example, but made such a serious mistake, I will carefully review the problems in the next game."

"We are very surprised why Luohua player's state is disturbed in this game." The reporter will not let go of such a big news stunt, Luohua finally stumbled!How many reporters are happy to hear it. "Is it related to Han Wenqing?"

Luo Hua's expression was calm: "It's because I didn't handle the emotional relationship with player Han Wenqing well, and my immature mentality was disturbed. This is a kind of disrespectful behavior for Tyranny and Xingxin. I can't say it. I am also very sorry." Sorry——as a mature professional player, it will be affected on the spot, resulting in ups and downs in mental state..."

"In other words, Tyranny has created psychological pressure on you?" the reporter asked aggressively.

Luo Hua frowned: "This has nothing to do with Tyranny, it's because I didn't resolve the connection between the two so that my state was disturbed, and the team and feelings were not separated..."

"We also know that Luohua players have reached the top of the world before, so as a mature and veteran professional player, we have to question your professionalism when you confuse your relationship with work. As for the players, if you don't explain well, it won't make people feel at ease."

The reporter sneered.

Luo Hua's face turned pale for a while, and there was a rare panic in her eyes.

"I...I don't know."

She didn't know why this kind of problem happened, she had never encountered it before, no matter what team she met, she only knew to win, and everything unrelated seemed to be unable to enter her world at all.

Mind shaking is a slight untraceable detail. A slight distraction in a team game will lead to a total loss. She also knows it's over, and she knows that it's bad and she has to come back, but her brain's attention is scattered like sand in her hands. , I can't catch it.

Like a complete newcomer, easily falling into the opponent's trap, flustered and at a loss.

"Everyone knows that Luo Hua has won championships as a professional player in other games before. She is indeed a newcomer to the Glory circle. Don't you think too highly of her?" Ye Xiu finally spoke out, speaking bluntly to the main point. Question: "It's just a mistake, who hasn't made one? I bet even Han Wenqing didn't make a mistake before. Why didn't you ask him why?"

"It's different!" The reporter said anxiously, "Let's not care about Luo Hua's past, she has had many problems this season, we all need an explanation, can she continue to play as a qualified professional player! Could it be Ye Xiu Player, aren't you worried that Luohua will make a problem at a critical moment and cause the entire team to fail?"

This is too serious, Mo Fan's face turned cold.

Just as Ye Xiu was about to speak, Luo Hua stopped him privately, stood up from his seat and bowed heavily to apologize: "I'm sorry, I let everyone down."

"..."

The room was silent, and even the reporters were stunned. They had interviewed so many Xingxin press conferences. Luo Hua was undoubtedly an arrogant and arrogant existence. No one questioned her strength. It can be said that everyone subconsciously treated her as a great god, besides She also triggered the Glory 'Ten Rounds One vs Three' incident, which can be described as unparalleled in the limelight.

Have you ever seen Han Wenqing bow his head and admit his mistake?Have you ever seen Ye Xiu bow his head and admit his mistake again?

No!They are undoubtedly calm and proud.

Mistakes are not serious problems. Some people can magnify them to directly affect their entire career, but some people can make them trivial; Luohua offended many reporters in the [-]v[-] incident. A small problem will make a big fuss, she wins, she wins, and they recognize her strength, but this attitude... the reporters all remember it in their hearts.

At this time, she openly bowed her head and admitted her mistake. The reporters looked at each other in blank dismay, suddenly losing their minds.

After all, the press conference ended with Luo Hua apologizing. She bowed her head and admitted her mistake, giving the reporter a step down, and also let some fans who complained slightly on the Internet feel relieved.

Mistakes are normal, as long as you know the mistakes and can correct them, don't lose the chain.

In fact, everyone is very tolerant, but this time, the high god fell down from the altar, which inevitably affected Luohua's popularity on the Internet.

As for Tyranny, Han Wenqing obviously had a bad expression when he was being interviewed.

"I'm surprised."

"Come on."

In just a few sentences, Luo Hua's mistakes were brought up in one stroke, and the topic of whether e-sports players should fall in love was put on the table again, but this time, the result was one-sided.

- Talk about a fart!Impact game is over!

Online commenters Luo Hua knew very well that everyone didn't blame Luo Hua after the team returned to City H. It was meaningless to blame Luo Hua after something happened. They still have a tough battle ahead, let's wait until this matter passes.Everyone said nothing, but it doesn't mean that Luo Hua can pretend that the mistake didn't happen.

On the first night she came back, she took the initiative to talk to Ye Xiu about it.

"Pride is undoubtedly the root of the problem sometimes. The experience of the previous peak period has created my deep-rooted conceit, strong technical operation, and superior experience awareness, so I naturally have some character of being arrogant. The one-on-three incident is also considered Reckless and impulsive action, don’t say it, think about it now, what should I do if I didn’t dare to promise the challenge at that time, I was a bit disregarding the meaning of the team, maybe subconsciously... I just want to prove myself—”

Unexpectedly, Ye Xiu didn't interrupt Luo Hua's words, instead he listened to her very carefully.

"I don't have the tenacity of Rourou. When things happen, I either want to run away or cry. If no one pushes me forward, I will stay where I am. I always complain that no one understands me. I bet if I am in Tyranny I may be scolded to death by Brother Han now..." Luo Hua laughed at herself, "Actually, it's all my own problems, this kind of thing, that kind of thing, I used to have Brother Ruohui, now I have you, leave Whenever any of you encounter trouble, I panic, I think I have reached the peak, but in fact I have never reached the peak, this...that is why I am no match for you."

As if I finally made up my mind, I spread out the dirtiest, vulnerable, and deepest thoughts in my heart to everyone.

"You're right. I'm actually a newcomer in Glory. It's just that I didn't place myself in the right position at the beginning, so various problems occurred. I was addicted to the glory of the past. In fact, everything is not what it used to be. A's honey B. It’s arsenic, applying the previous model to today’s occasion, it’s obviously…not applicable.”

Those things that have never been humane, those most difficult facts, those mistakes and unwillingness to admit, in the face of a real game master, the previous honor and self-satisfied title seem insignificant.

Ye Xiu didn't speak quickly, it took him a while to digest the words, and he laughed after a while.

"Luo Hua, you are finally willing to come out."

Luo Hua was stunned for a moment, and her whole body couldn't help tensing up: "What... what do you mean?"

"You are not Tang Rou, you are not Mo Fan, you are not Luo Ji, you are not Baozi, and you are not Xiao An. If they are a blank sheet of paper, then your paper is already full of complicated traces, and I have no right to tamper with it. Except that you choose to wipe it clean, even if I tell you what your problem is [-] times, you yourself, your subconscious mind, will not recognize it, so from the moment you came to Xingxin, I have never interfered except for giving you a training plan Any decision you make, no matter right or wrong." Ye Xiu told the truth with his usual faint smile.

"Do you think it's ruthless? Didn't you find that in this team, the slowest progress is you!"

Luo Hua's fingers trembled, but she couldn't think of a rebuttal: "..."

Ye Xiu didn't stop talking: "You have your own way of thinking, your own considerations and standards. If I use my standards to limit you, it may be counterproductive. The most important thing about games is your own style. If I interfere indiscriminately, it will destroy you. All of you, if you don't realize the problem yourself, then you will never be able to do so."

"..."

"Your psychological quality is not up to standard. I don't know how Han Ruohui let you avoid this situation before, but now this incident has completely exposed your weakness. I never deny your strengths, but your shortcomings are also obvious. Sensitive, Easily disturbed, not firm enough in mind, impulsive, easily emotional... If this were in the Excellent Era training camp, I would never let you play!"

Ye Xiu's tone was firm.

Luo Hua suddenly felt ashamed.

The conference room was quiet for a moment, Ye Xiu lit a cigarette, held it in his hand and said slowly, "But why do I never blame you, do you know the reason?"

"I...I don't know."

"Because both Lao Han and I can see that if you lose the game, you lose everything."

For some reason, Luo Hua's tears rolled out all of a sudden, she didn't want to cry and hurriedly wiped her tears, but the grievance caused by the mistake of this sentence hit her chest without warning.

"I don't know what you have experienced before, but no one has had a tragic past. What you should do is to come out on your own. Last time you did psychological guidance in Tyranny for so long, I don't think it has much effect." Ye Xiuhao It's not easy to find a crumpled toilet paper from your pocket, and gently wipe Luo Hua's tears, with a gentle voice: "Like today, if you make a mistake, what do you need to do first?"

Luo Hua blinked, and said in a nasal voice, "Save the minimum to save the situation."

"Then what were you thinking?"

Luo Hua froze for a moment, then replied blankly: "I'm afraid you will blame me, I am afraid Brother Han will scold me, I am afraid that all of you hate me..."

"Idiot!" Ye Xiu couldn't bear it anymore and slapped Luo Hua on the head, and said with a smile, "It's really the shadow of childhood that overturned your life. How did Han Ruohui teach you, how can you teach you to be so strong, how come you don't know anything about the world?"

"what?"

"You seem to be a smart brain, but when it comes to critical moments, you get muddled. You tell me why you are always afraid of this and that. I don't believe that brother still can't solve your psychological problems, bah! This is not a big problem , it was definitely you, a dead girl, who got into trouble!"

Ai Aidi began to talk about the past during the flowering period. She didn't mean to be miserable, but the memory of being isolated and bullied in the previous period was too deep. Psychological guidance can only get rid of superficial fears, plus that period of treatment At that time, Luo Hua did not tell the psychiatrist truthfully, and the truth was even more shocking and cruel.

"... I didn't mean to win them, but they couldn't help but drag me to the corner of the alley. It was useless for me to call anyone. The cigarette butt burned my body and it hurt. ..." Speaking of this now, Luo Hua's body trembled unconsciously, and said with a wince, "This... I have never told anyone about this, except you—"

"Why don't you dare say it?" Ye Xiu's expression was very complicated.

Luo Hua pursed her lips tightly: "It's embarrassing! Besides, Brother Ruohui is also a boy... I didn't dare to take the initiative in the game at that time, for fear of encountering this again."

Ye Xiu violently pulled Luo Hua into his arms, and patted her trembling body lightly.

"Because the game is hurt, so the problem is so big... why don't you say anything?"

"It's useless to say it, what you just said is right, if I don't have the game at that time, I really have nothing—"

There was no ambiguity in Ye Xiu's embrace. He wanted to use his own warmth to cover the deep scar in Luo Hua's heart. The scar was so serious that it was not so easy to heal it now. She could tell it , has been very difficult.

Luo Hua didn't cry, these things that were buried in her heart and never brought out, really said it, it didn't seem so uncomfortable.

No wonder he has such a sharp personality.

No wonder whoever treats her well will always be remembered in my heart.

No wonder Tang Rou said that something must have happened to Luo Hua to show that she was so worried about gain and loss psychologically.

……

"It's alright, actually, think about it, you still had Han Ruohui before, and now you have us, so you don't need to be afraid anymore." Ye Xiu couldn't tell what it was like, he felt sore and heartbroken, and moreover, he felt a little relieved.

It's okay, okay, Luo Hua is willing to speak out to prove that she wants to get out of this memory. After going through such a thing, it's good that her personality doesn't turn black, and it's not easy to be so sunny.

"Besides, if anyone dares to bully you in the future, your old Han will be the first to let you go." Ye Xiu said with a smile.

Luo Hua laughed, feeling much more relaxed: "What about you?"

"Me? I'm not physically fit. At most, I can clean up for you in the game. In reality, I'll forget it!"

"Junjun, you are so promising!" Luo Hua gave him a blank look.

Facing Ye Xiu's gentle and caring eyes, the memories and fears that had been suppressed in their hearts that would never see the sun finally came to light again. Luo Hua and Ye Xiu walked out of the door, and when they opened the door, a group of people stood at the door with different expressions.

"...that... we overheard it by accident." Chen Guo said awkwardly, looking at Luo Hua with some distress.

They were also worried about Luo Hua's state. Seeing that she and Ye Xiu couldn't come out, everyone couldn't help but stepped forward to listen. They could be mentally prepared if they were arguing or arguing.But this time, the biggest secret was revealed.

When Luo Hua told about her previous dark experience, the icicles on the faces of the men present almost fell off, Tang Rou clenched her fists tightly, Su Mucheng's eyes widened, Chen Guo covered her mouth and almost cried .

Luo Huahuan looked at the group of Xingxin members with complex expressions, suddenly chuckled, and said, "I said, don't show this expression on your face, it's like being constipated, but I actually want to understand... At least I still have Ruohui Brother, I’m not really alone, now, I have you, it’s really nothing, I’m really lucky to meet you, no matter how afraid I am, I’m sorry for everyone’s concern, and I’m sorry for my hard work for so long, Don't you? You should be happier."

"Huahua, you are not alone, really!"

It was only now that Chen Guo understood what Zeng Luohua meant when she said this.

Tang Rou hugged Luo Hua directly, and said softly, "Next time I will accompany you to Korea and kill them!"

Luo Hua: "Hey, hey, Rourou, calm down."

"Ahem...I'm announcing now that no matter what happens in the next match, I will win it back." Ye Xiu suddenly called out a pre-match mobilization at this juncture.

Baozi was the first to respond: "Must!"

"Of course, no problem!" Luo Ji vowed.

An Wenyi snorted coldly: "Victory must belong to Xingxin!"

"Tsk tsk, of course it's no problem, the old man is here." Wei Chen waved his hand and put down his words.

Fang Rui raised his head triumphantly: "This match is to give Tyranny some hope, and we, Xingxin, won't hold back from the next match."

Mo Fan: "I won't lose."

"Where's Luo Hua?" Ye Xiu looked at the person who had the most say.

Luo Hua raised her eyes from Tang Rou's shoulders, and swept away the previous slump and self-blame. It was more of a yearning for the game and unwavering confidence: "Of course I have to win, there is no reason not to win."

"That's right, if you lose again, Han Wenqing will probably be pissed off." Su Mucheng said with a smile, and she handed Luo Hua's phone, which received a text message from Han Wenqing.

——If you don’t give me a serious game, we will separate for a while.

"Divided... Divided? Divided! Divided ass!!" Luo Hua hugged the phone and screamed, "It's too cruel, it's too cruel, this is so fucking cruel."

"Old Han is fighting too." Ye Xiu sighed.

It was not easy for Han Wenqing, Luo Hua probably never told him about it, so Luo Hua's state was up and down, and he had no choice but to stimulate him. Fortunately, now Luo Hua has figured out something, otherwise Ye Xiu would guarantee , if it were Luo Hua before today, maybe she would really agree to break up.

After all, if you can't control your feelings by yourself, then simply cut off the relationship.

If this were the case, Lao Han would have passed out crying in the toilet.