You are the light

After watching the aquarium, the two found a secluded place to have lunch.Ji Chung, who was sitting opposite, introduced the scenery outside the glass window. Seeing Shunzhen looking in the direction he was pointing at, his previous worries disappeared.

Served quickly.Ji Yong cooked all the bean sprouts in his bowl to Han Shunzhen, and then scooped the meat and half-cooked eggs in Shunzhen's bowl that she didn't like into his bowl, and started eating after finishing this work.

"..." He remembered what he liked to eat and what he didn't like.Shunzhen watched Ji Yong's actions, but didn't react for most of the day.

It's just that after taking a few bites, I can't eat anymore and lose my appetite.Maybe it was a hangover from last night, and I'm still a little sick.Picking up the apple juice and drinking it, he casually looked at the scenery outside the window, feeling a little tangled in his heart.

While eating, Ji Yong's phone rang suddenly, Han Shunzhen looked subconsciously, and saw the word Jin Mina.Looking up at Ji Yong, he saw that the other party was also staring at him in astonishment.

"...Go ahead, there should be something important." Shunzhen breathed out slowly, pretending to be calm and expressing that she didn't know anything.

"..." Ji Yong took a closer look at Han Shunzhen's expression, he looked fine.The phone rang for a while and hung up, then started ringing again after a few seconds.No matter how bad he would not answer the phone, Ji Yong took the phone and nodded slightly to Shunzhen and walked towards the door of the box.

"Hey, Mina."

"Huh? I'm afraid not tonight, maybe tomorrow."

"..." Han Shunzhen raised her head and closed her eyes, trying her best not to cry.Has it really come to this point?Appearing around Jiyong all the time, I just met last night and called today.Sure enough, the relationship is really unusual.normal friend?Are you kidding me?What the hell is this?

The private room was empty, looking at the uneaten bibimbap on the table, one could feel the endless panic surging from the bottom of my heart.Hands and feet were a little cold, and there was a chill lingering around, Shunzhen gritted her teeth, picked up her backpack and walked out the door.Pushing open the door and looking left and right, he soon found Ji Yong.The other party was standing by the window not far away, talking on the phone, with a smile on his face.

At that moment, I just felt a tingle in my heart, what are you thinking Zhilong, I really don't understand what you mean.Shunzhen raised her head and looked at the ceiling, suppressing her emotions.Standing for a long time, watching the phone is still not disconnected.

His lips curled up, and he shook his head mockingly.Although her mind was blank and she couldn't think clearly, she understood that if she didn't leave now, she would be embarrassed next time.Walk quickly to the counter to pay the bill.Looking around, the crowds coming and going followed the flow of people into the elevator and went to the top floor.

Even though there are so many people, you can still feel the cold.So why did I say those words when my head got hot?Why?Why! ! !Sure enough, I was stupid, it was too easy to believe this tenderness.

Ji Yong, who hung up the phone, entered the box in a good mood, but was stunned on the spot, where is he?Did you go to the bathroom?Impossible, even the coat is gone.Ji Yong, who reacted quickly, rushed out of the box and looked around, but there was no sound.I grabbed the waiter and asked, but I didn't see Han Shunzhen either.

Until this moment, Ji Yong didn't feel that something was wrong.I went to the counter to ask, and learned that Shunzhen paid the fee.As for where he went, the other party said he didn't know.One call after another came to Shunzhen's phone, but no one answered.

Ji Yong slammed the wall hard, annoyed why he didn't notice Han Shunzhen's abnormality.Scratching her hair irritably, she looked around, looking for places where Shunzhen might go.

At this time, Han Shunzhen was nestled in the women's toilet on the top floor, watching the phone screen light up over and over again, and without seeing or worrying, she removed the battery and the phone card and stuffed them into her bag.

Alright, starting now, let yourself sort out all the things clearly, let go of what should be let go, and forcibly destroy everything that cannot be let go.

Han Shunzhen leaned against the wall and closed her eyes, silently cheering herself up, she will definitely be able to do it.Don't belong to yourself, whether it's things or feelings, you shouldn't keep them.Regardless of whether it will hurt or not, as long as you think clearly about letting go and throwing it away, then the future is still very good.

"I'm in a bad mood. I came home with a hangover last night, and I looked abnormal in the morning." After receiving a call from Ji Yong, Cui Youxi said, let you do it, let's see, it's going to be a big deal.

"Mo? Shunzhen is gone?" Cui Youxi said that everyone was in trouble now, and hurriedly hung up the phone to find Shunzhen along the way home.

"Brother. Nei, Ayiquan, how could Shunzhen tell me anything?" After receiving a call from Ji Yong, Ni Ni expressed some shock.Hearing the other party's anxious inquiry, he felt a little gloating.

"Brother, doesn't the phone have a GPS positioning system? Uh, it's turned off... okay" Ni Ni lit a candle for Ji Yong in his heart.

Ji Yong turned around all the floors of the building, but still did not see Shunzhen. He guessed that she had left the 63 Building, so he had no choice but to drive along the surrounding roads to search.

"..." So you're going to run away again?Ji Yong asked softly from the bottom of his heart, rubbing the center of his eyebrows tiredly.I really have nothing to do with Jin Mina, why don't you believe in yourself, why do these things happen again?

I don't know how long he stayed in the toilet, Han Shunzhen sat until she lost feeling in her legs, tried to stand up but fell to the ground uncontrollably.After rubbing his legs, it took him a long time to stand up again.He took the cold water and patted his face. Looking at Han Shunzhen in the mirror with red and swollen eyes and haggard, he took out the powder in the bag and patted on his face to touch up his makeup.

Maintain a sense of reason anytime and anywhere, don't be too crazy or too deserted, this is what you should do, Ai Xin.

At this moment, the sky was already gloomy, so I chose a seat by the window to sit down and ordered a cup of black tea.Looking at the exterior scene where the neon lights are gradually opening up, pour milk into the black tea, put a few pieces of coconut sugar, and stir gently.After a long time, she took a sip from the teacup in a daze, the taste could calm Shunzhen down.

The Han River flows slowly under the building, and in the distance is the neon night scene, overlooking from a high altitude, one piece after another.

Just staying quietly alone like this, the world seems to have returned to peace.There is no unhappiness, no love, and no past.Some just constantly feel the breath they live in this world: "Shunzhen, you are a big fool, do you know that?" The person in the glass window raised the corners of his lips slightly.

It was late at night and the tea was finished.Shunzhen paid the bill and walked slowly on the way home.It's a long journey, so I tightened my coat.Looking at the children, old people, couples, and professionals who are rushing to get off work, I feel a chill.

When he walked to the door of the rental house and was about to take out the key to open the door, he was suddenly pulled aside.

"..." Han Shunzhen raised her head and looked at the angry chicken.The tip of the nose suddenly became sore, and after thinking for a whole afternoon, my head was buzzing again, messed up.Ji Yong's hands were cold, did he wait for a long time?Feeling the temperature of the hand holding her arm, Han Shunzhen slowly lowered her head.

"Where did you go?" Ji Yong said coldly, holding back the anger in his heart.This person, who looked for her all afternoon, waited at the door for so long, but didn't say a word when he saw her, did he want to talk coldly?

"Is where I went important to you, Zhilong?" Shunzhen raised her head, stared at Jiyong bitterly, looked into his eyes, and said solemnly.

"Huh? Ah, Shunzhen, do you think you are a child?!" Hearing these words, Ji Yong's heart was instantly ignited.Taking a step forward, he pressed Shunzhen against the wall.

"..." There may be sharp stones on the wall, and after being hit like this, I immediately felt a sharp pain in my back.Shunzhen gritted her teeth and did not show any other expression. She turned her gaze to another place and said calmly: "I want to be quiet. Bi Ah Nei, I just want to be quiet for a while."

"I have nothing to do with Kim Mina." Seeing Han Shunzhen's red eyes, the anger in Ji Yong's heart could not help but drop a little.

"Huh? It's okay?" This sentence is probably what Han Shunzhen wants to hear the most, and it is also the sentence that he avoids the most.You are lying, since it doesn't matter, is everything you see with your own eyes fake?Can the eyes lie to themselves?Looking at the firm gaze on Ji Chung's face, Han Shunzhen only felt that there was enough irony: "It's okay, I came to YG to visit the class, playing and laughing so happily. It's okay, I danced in front of everyone in the club. It's okay , when you are dating someone, you can still receive phone calls from the other party. Is this the so-called ok? Zhilong, in your heart, is this the definition of ok?"

Every time Han Shun said a word, Ji Chung's eyes lost a gleam of brilliance.

So did Shunzhen see everything?But really just friends.Why can't you trust yourself?

"It's just friends, and it used to be..." Ji Yong murmured, before he was interrupted by Han Shunzhen.

"The past was the past, and the present is the present. I would choose to ignore everything you did before I was with you, because it had nothing to do with me at that time. But after we were together, you were still like this. You can’t just keep me in your heart. Zhilong, I’m a woman, and I’m also jealous and crazy. I can’t be as gentle as my boyfriend bestows on other women’s girlfriends. Can’t you consider my feelings? "As he spoke, Han Shunzhen raised her head to hold back the tears, pursed her lips in a self-deprecating manner, and looked at the house in the distance.My mind was so confused that I couldn't think of anything.

"But you know, don't you? Others are just friends in my heart!" Ji Yong grabbed Shunzhen's hand and explained to himself.It's a misunderstanding, it must be a misunderstanding, just make it clear.Shunzhen, it really doesn't matter.

"Yes! They are friends, then you can live with them forever!" Han Shunzhen was speechless, closing her eyes and enduring desperately.Hearing him finish this sentence, he snorted coldly in his heart, opened his eyes again with determination, shook off Ji Yong's hand, pushed him hard, and was about to take out the key to open the door.

"So, this is what you really think? Han Shunzhen, look at me and say it again." When Ji Yong heard this, all the blood rushed to his brain.What did he hear?Live with them forever, what does Shunzhen mean by this sentence.Subconsciously pulled Shunzhen, grabbed her shoulder, said loudly with red eyes.It feels like a different person, which is scary.

"Quan Zhilong, if you can't sort out the relationship with those so-called friends of yours, then live with them forever." Han Shunzhen stopped, turned around and looked straight at Ji Chung with her head upright, looking into his eyes , said clearly word by word.

Yes, if you can't recognize the difference between a girlfriend and a female friend, then it's better to separate.This is also the conclusion Han Shunzhen came to after thinking for a long time. No matter how deep the love is, sometimes be cruel to yourself so that you will not continue to be hurt.

"Are you telling me to break up? Asi, Han Shunzhen, do you know what you're doing?" Frowning, she carefully watched the changes in Han Shunzhen's expression, looked at the firm expression of the other party, and did not dodge at all. His own gaze.Ji Yong suddenly felt very tired.

"..." Han Shunzhen remained silent. She wanted to say yes, but she didn't want to say it when she saw Ji Chung's appearance.

"Han Shunzhen, ask yourself, do you have me in your heart?" Ji Yong tapped Han Shunzhen's left breast and heart, with the indifference like in a pictorial, and finally looked at Han Shunzhen carefully, and silently let go .

Seeing Ji Yong walking away with a cold figure without saying a word, he decisively stuffed himself into the car.Han Shunzhen could see Ji Yong staring at him, closing his eyes and slowly turning his face to the other side.

If I didn't have you in my heart, I'm afraid I wouldn't be so sad.I really, really want to love someone seriously, and that person is you, only you can make me feel warm, but why is this state now, why is it like this.If I knew it would be like this, I shouldn't have put you in my heart at the beginning.

Ji Yong's face was full of gloom, and after looking at Shunzhen's absent-minded gaze, he slowly turned to other directions and stopped looking at himself.Rubbing between his brows, he opened his eyes full of determination.

In this case, as you wish.

After starting the car and quickly driving out of the trail, Ji Yong tightly gripped the steering wheel, watching the surrounding scenery recede, his heart was full of waves.Han Shunzhen, in fact, you were so indifferent from the beginning, no matter what I do, there is a ditch between us that cannot be crossed.Sometimes I can't feel your love and it makes me tired.

Hearing the silence surrounding her, Shunzhen couldn't help but knelt down and cried bitterly.

finished?Is it all over?That's it.Chicken Chung, why don't you say something more, maybe nothing will happen.Why is my heart so painful, so uncomfortable.It feels like the breath is evaporating from the chest, like falling to the bottom of the ocean.

Zhilong, why is this happening.