You are the light

Sadness is inevitable, but life must go on.Go to school, go home, cook, eat, compose, sleep.Keep yourself busy so you don't feel lonely.And even if I feel irritable every day and don't want to open my eyes, I will always wake up from the dream.

Life started to be so simple and boring, but no matter how others pulled Shunzhen out for a walk, the other party would not move away.Cui Youxi stayed in South Korea for only a few days and went to Japan with the explosion.Han Shunzhen said goodbye as if nothing happened, and did not move to the dormitory.When the whole room was silent, Shunzhen realized how much she needed someone to accompany her.

So gradually, a person spends more time in emptiness than doing business.

Fortunately, I took advantage of the time to write the song.Approved to become a song in the 2·EN1mini album.After discussing the production with Teddy and Kursh, it is considered a major event.On the coming June NO.14, 2·EN1 won the No. 28 popularity song, and it has only debuted for 2 days.Make these girls more confident in their future.Immediately afterwards, Crooked Chicken also began to plan 1EN[-]TV and the explosion, GDTV.

There is no hysteria, everything seems to be uneventful.

Li Haoyu wrote a new song, which is a lyrical song that breaks through the previous style. All members of OHU got together to start training for the new song, recording and practicing for the first performance of the small concert.The main melody of the ballad is completed by piano and guitar, and the chords are completed by bass and drums.The division of labor was clear, and everyone began to familiarize themselves with their own scores.

"Listen to too many unfamiliar songs and feel helpless / feeling lonely and inseparable in the plot"

The piano sound flows out slowly and delicately, which makes this song enter a trace of sadness from the beginning, which is very suitable for Han Shunzhen's mood at this moment.But Han Shunzhen was somewhat resistant to this song, playing too much, her heart felt as if she was about to suffocate.The piano solo without accompaniment hits my heart with a sound.

It is impossible to do everything again, and you can never regret the choices you have made.Otherwise, what pride do you have left?

Follow the practice silently, and say goodbye to everyone silently.I went to sit by the Han River in silence for a while, and continued to go home in silence.When I was bored, I just looked out of the window and lost my mind. In the busy schedule, I remembered that there were some greetings in my life, but there was no one around.Nested alone in the room, wrapped in a blanket, immersed in the darkness, thinking about how to live today, yesterday, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow.Sometimes I am too lazy to cook and spend the whole day drinking water.The whole person lives in a daze, and is at a loss for what to think.

Li Haoyu wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with Shunzhen because of Shunzhen's cover song, but Han Shunzhen took measures to isolate everyone from approaching, so he had to give up.

On the other side, Ji Yong was more gloomy than ever, and every day he pulled his face and twisted and twisted Victory, making Victory miserable.Except for the busy schedule every day, what Ji Yong does is to nest in the house and write songs. His behavior is too abnormal, which makes the brothers a little worried.

As for what happened to the two people, none of the explosion group dared to ask.Just because after returning home that day, Shengli mentioned Han Shunzhen a little, Ji Yong suddenly became angry, and threw everything that could be thrown in the dormitory like crazy.If you are asking, I am afraid that the person lying on the ground in the next moment should be a human being.

In Crooked Chicken, CL was the first to find something wrong with Han Shunzhen. Shunzhen came to the company to hand in the music, and she seemed to have not seen her when she greeted her. She also had a dead face in the office, and CL secretly called Zhilong, talking about Han Shunzhen's situation.

"Zhilong Ouba, although I don't know what happened, but Shunzhen Oni looks very bad." CL looked at Han Shunzhen who was silent in the recording engineer, and said into the phone in a low voice.

"...that's her business" Ji Yong gritted his teeth when he heard this, pretending not to care.

"..." Listening to the other end of the phone, gnashing his teeth, and looking at the silent Shunzhen, CL felt that he had made a wrong call.

Day by day, on July 2nd, 1EN[-]TV officially started broadcasting, followed by Explosion TV.

That day Han Shunzhen was bored watching TV, when he turned on the TV, there was an explosion TV.It also happened to be the time when Ji Yong told the photo of a Japanese star hanging in front of his bed that she was his girlfriend.Han Shunzhen lowered her eyes, looked at the floor for a long time and then quickly turned off the TV.I went to the kitchen and poured a bottle of water, drank it and walked to the bedroom.

It doesn't matter if it's true or not, as long as you're happy.

Shunzhen, who used to drink tea in the coffee shop near the Han River, entered the coffee shop today, and saw a woman wearing sunglasses in her fixed seat.

"Um, I'm sorry. Are you alone? There's no one sitting here, right?" Shunzhen had to bite the bullet and ask the woman because she was used to sitting here.

"Let's do it, I'm alone. Hey, we meet again." The woman raised her head when she heard the news.Suddenly smiling, he took off his sunglasses and looked at Han Shunzhen seriously.

"... Oh, it's the lady who got bumped, hello." Shunzhen looked at it for a long time before remembering the artist named Shuxi who bumped into on the street before.

"Does Shunzhenxi come here every day?" The two sat down, and the waiter served some tea.Seeing Shunzhen skillfully filling the tea with milk and coconut sugar, Shuxi took back her sunglasses and looked carefully, curious about the woman in front of her.

"Well, I come here every day during this time. I have nothing to do when I'm free, so I just come here to experience life. What about you, Shuxi?" Shunzhen smiled slightly after drinking the taste that calmed herself down.

"It's okay, I haven't got any announcements to answer recently, so I just come here to do it. Well, it's also a taste of life." Shuxi picked up her black coffee, felt the bitter taste spreading in her mouth, and also raised her lips.

"The life of an artist is hard, right?" Ji Yong suddenly remembered.

"Everyone has their own difficulties, but when I see fans cheering for me, I don't feel hard at all." Shaking the coffee in the cup gently, so that the bottom of the coffee can be more even.Shuxi looked at the people coming and going outside the glass window, slightly raised the corners of her lips.

"Enen, I understand." Han Shunzhen poured some more milk tea into the cup and swallowed it slowly.

The two chatted a lot again, feeling a sense of sympathy and regret for seeing each other late.In the end, they exchanged phone numbers with each other. Seeing that the night was getting late, the two people said goodbye to each other.

Sitting in front of the window and looking outside, when the night approached, it started to rain, and the raindrops fell on the glass and slid down slowly.After a long time, Shunzhen got up and went to the piano, placed the score written by Li Haoyu on the piano stand, and began to play gently.Li Haoyu, the rock singer, wrote such a sad song, is it because he is determined to transform?

Perhaps it was because of something in her heart, a melody appeared in her mind as she played it, and Shunzhen hurriedly took the composition book and began to write it.When inspiration strikes, you can’t stop it.

While I was busy creating, the school also notified the midterm exam time.So the central axis shifted to learning again, and began to sprint to review.The days passed quickly, and most of the time passed by inadvertently.Shunzhen began to realize that the remaining time was not enough, and she didn't do many things, so she completely closed herself off regardless of what happened outside.

2EN1's mini-album was officially released, with the title song IDon't Care continuing the promotional activities, and winning No. 2 on the solo stage for four consecutive weeks, which further consolidated 1EN[-]'s position.

Soon-jung's summer vacation started after the mid-term exams.When I left school that day, I went to a barber shop and cut off my long hair like removing my troubles.Her short hair was dyed silver-gray, and her temperament seemed to have changed.A little change, but the daily itinerary is still in front of the computer and in bed.bed, in front of the computer.

Shunzhen’s abnormality, there were too many errors in the group training, which made Jin Yuli unable to stand it and couldn’t bear it. When chatting with Shunzhen, he couldn’t figure out what happened. Absent-minded, making mistakes everywhere.Kim Yoo-ri had no choice but to organize OHU to plan a trip. One was the nervousness before the concert, and the other was to relax Han Shunzhen.There is definitely something wrong with this girl, and if she doesn't tell others, something will happen if she keeps it in her heart.

Han Shunzhen refused to go, but she couldn't refuse, and was finally driven onto the plane.

When walking on the familiar homeland, Han Shunzhen felt a sense of ease.I'm back, the country I'm familiar with.Hearing the familiar language and the streets full of people coming and going, it was at this time that Shunzhen felt that she was alive, but she was shelving the plan to leave the team and go to the house alone to have a look at Kim Yuri's side all day.

The sudden display of Chinese language skills made Shunzhen a tour guide, leading everyone in the ancient city of Lijiang, which has always been longing for but was always delayed by herself, to experience the ancient city scenery at night.

A few people lived in the Lijiang Inn. When we got up early and opened the window, we faced the entire street of the ancient city. The feeling was not ordinary.And when the hawker wanted to ask these Koreans who don't understand Chinese to buy things at a high price, Han Shunzhen immediately turned into an aunt and went to bargain.The exquisite necklace originally worth several thousand yuan was finally bought for 50 yuan, which made everyone admire Han Shunzhen.

Every day as a tour guide, I lead this group of people to eat Chinese food and see the beautiful scenery of China.Listening to the atmosphere of speaking Chinese also comforted Shunzhen.This place where I have been living, no matter where I go, I always have feelings.I really hope to live in this kind of place for the rest of my life and never go back to that country again.

And everyone can see with a clear eye that Han Shunzhen has returned to normal during the period of time in China.At the very least, a smile gradually appeared on his face.Jin Yuli discussed with Li Haoyu, and maybe he could have a heart-to-heart talk with Shunzhen by taking this opportunity.

"Shunzhen, can we talk?" After visiting Lijiang for a few days, Han Shunzhen rubbed her eyes and went to eat breakfast early in the morning, but was stopped by Li Haoyu.

"...Please speak." Han Shunzhen immediately sobered up and sat down opposite Li Haoyu.

"Shunzhen, do you still have Zhilong in your heart?" Li Haoyu looked at Han Shunzhen, every frown, smile, and every move.Want to know the answer, but don't know what will happen if you ask yourself.

"... Why ask this way" Han Shunzhen, who was originally smiling, heard this sentence, and his heart hurt, his face was cold.

"Because I feel that the current Han Shunzhen is very strange." Li Haoyu thought for a while and replied.Here, Shunzhen seems to be another person, although she smiles, she always shows fatigue.It seems to have seen everything, but fell into a state of chaos.

"People will change. The worst is like me, who turns into something I hate. Brother Haoyu, I'll go back to my room to pack my things first." Shunzhen was speechless, stood up and left this sentence coldly, turned around and walked up Back to the room upstairs.

"..." Li Haoyu bowed his head, thought for a while, and didn't feel that he asked the wrong question.I stood up with my hands in my pockets and walked to the window, looking at the bustling crowd and the distant scenery, with a hint of melancholy.

After a week of shopping in Lijiang, several people returned to Korea because OHU had a new event, the first small concert invested by a company.Han Shunzhen was a little reluctant and wanted to stay longer, but she had too many things to do in Korea, so she had to go back.

And at this moment, the group of Bang Bang who returned to South Korea stayed in the crooked chicken for a few days and did not see Han Shunzhen.Ji Yong's gloomy face didn't improve, he sat in the recording studio looking at the things Shunzhen left behind when he left, lying on the table a little irritable, not knowing what he was going to do now.After sitting for a long time, I went to the training room to train, and danced like a vent. The teacher was a little surprised how this kid danced with so much energy today. Isn't he afraid that his whole body will be sore afterwards?

What exactly does that mean?

He obviously told himself repeatedly that it was okay, but he still couldn't help but wish that person could come to his side.Act like a baby, have a smile, and maybe everything will turn out better.Asi, why didn't I stay and explain clearly?Ji Yong gritted his teeth, feeling even more angry in his heart.

After dancing to the song, Ji Yong panted and sat on the resting ground, looked up at the ceiling for a while, and took a drink from the water bottle next to him.

Seeing this, Ni Ni quickly took the phone and flipped to the post page in OHU's fan group, put it in front of Ji Yong and said that OHU had traveled to China.The purpose of the phone entry was a photo of a group of people in the ancient city of Lijiang, one of which was a selfie of Li Haoyu hugging Han Shunzhen.

"It looks like traveling is very happy." Seeing Ji Yong whose face darkened instantly when he saw the photo, he shrunk his neck and moved towards the sun, coughing awkwardly.

"Shengli, have you been too busy lately? Let's practice until eleven o'clock tonight." Ji Yong glanced at Tiny coldly, took the towel on his shoulders to wipe off his sweat, walked to the side, let go of the water bottle and continued to jump .

"·······" It's so sad, I got [-] points of damage.Tired and pitiful looking at the sun TOP Dacheng, the three of them hurriedly got up and put down the towels, hooked their shoulders and hung their backs, and continued to dance next to Ji Yong.Do it, keep doing it.

His greasy heart was bleeding, if it wasn't for Zhilong's obvious not letting go of Han Shunzhen, and fearing that Li Haoyu would snatch Han Shunzhen away while others were in danger, otherwise he wouldn't be doing these things looking for beatings.The baby is suffering, please comfort!

Back in the dormitory, Ji Yong was lying on the bed, blinking his eyes and looking at the ceiling, and threw all the dolls on the bed out of bed annoyed.It's been so long, why is it still so uncomfortable.Thinking about it, he involuntarily clicked on the OHU group, and saw that the fans in it were piled up with posts about OHU traveling.The pink buildings of Li Haoyu and Han Shunzhen are also piled up very high.

"What a cruel girl." Ji Yong put the phone on the bedside table, blinking in the dark, tossing and turning irritably.This woman, are you going to piss yourself off?Can't you take the initiative to call yourself?Cough, although I said that as a man, I have to call to admit my mistakes first, but I didn't do anything wrong at all, I'm just a friend, just a friend from the beginning to the end.Axi, I still have to find something to do for myself.If you don't call, I won't call either. Let's see how long you can last?

But what if Shunzhen really gave up on QAQ.Thinking of this, Ji Yong jumped up from the bed, took the phone and started editing text messages.After finishing writing, I felt that it was not easy to delete and start writing. After repeated deletion and deletion several times, I lay back on the bed with a helpless face.

Shunzhen, do you miss me?I feel so sad now.It feels really bad to be going crazy.Can't you call me first! !Send a text message is also good! QAQShunzhen, please send a text message.

But even if I begged so in my heart, the phone would never turn on.