broken sun

A few years ago, the Gu family moved from the west of Yuncheng to the south of the same community as my grandfather's.

Although it is a bit far away from Gu Saqing's school, it is only the last semester. In order to lay a solid foundation for his overseas exchange life earlier, it has been decided to let him live in school next semester.I go home once a week and have a car, so it won't be too much trouble.In this way, they can not only take care of children, but also conveniently take care of the elderly at home who are no longer able to move freely. It is a method that can take care of both.

It's just that Gu Saming's life range is farther away.Whether it's Yuncheng No. [-] Middle School or the Qi family's villa area.

In the end, the eternal truth-nothing can reach the point of being exhaustive and perfect.

The next day, Gu Saming woke up and touched the mobile phone in his hand, picked it up and saw that it was turned off.Usually, if the phone is out of battery, he would not take it to school, but today he threw the phone and the charging cable into his schoolbag.

Gu Saming didn't eat breakfast, so he went downstairs and walked directly to the door.He went down the steps, unlocked the bicycle placed by the gate, raised his legs, and pedaled away.

Mama Liu was standing in front of the kitchen stove cooking porridge, but when she saw this, she hurriedly chased after her. There was no chance to shout out, and Gu Saming, who was only wearing a winter school uniform jacket, disappeared at the corner in a blink of an eye.

The cold wind was blowing on the road, Gu Saming braked at the entrance of the breakfast shop outside the school, put one foot on the ground, bought a basket of steamed dumplings to pack, and then slowly passed the crowd and rode to the outside of the security booth, got out of the car with a cold expression, and pushed Shi Ze's bicycle Into the parking lot.

He rode Shi Ze's bicycle back yesterday. Even though he had told the driver in advance, he still saw the black Audi waiting there at night.

Gu Saming was standing on the opposite side of the road, and Shi Ze muttered, "Isn't that your car? Why did it come here?" He lowered his eyes, turned around in silence, and walked the other way with Shi Ze.

"It's not cold when you ride a bicycle in the morning. Now I'd rather squeeze the subway than drink the Northwest Wind. Oh--at that time, I only took the car because of your brother? It's really a born brother who can't be saved.... ..”

In physical education class, Shi Ze leaned on the lamppost beside the runway, tilted his head and looked into the distance.

The class and Li 2 next door are still playing fiercely on the basketball court. In the third year of senior high school, everyone pointed to the weekly physical education class activities and vented. The winter can't stop their infinite passion.

But today Li 1's two pillars are not absent, which is less interesting.

While talking about Gu Saming, Shi Ze yawned and sat down on the stool.

He was quiet for a moment, his mood suddenly sank, and he murmured: "Qi Nian really doesn't know where Xu Li has gone? You can help me when he comes back from his leave. I'll ask, Gu Saming, I..."

Gu Saming glanced at him and said, "He doesn't know. Didn't you say you met him at the last noon when Xu Li and Qi Nian had dinner?"

"..." Shi Ze was stunned, his face turned gray, "I didn't know he wouldn't come the next day, it was so sudden...and their family is in trouble, why not Say? Suspend school to suspend school, why move?! I'm not..."

He had no excuse at all for himself.

In the month since Xu Li dropped out of school, he was obsessed and found the video game city where Xu Li used to work and the community where Xu Li lived, but Xu Li seemed to have evaporated from the world.

Even he himself didn't realize that any palpable sign of Xu Li had withdrawn from his life, it was such an unbearable thing.

Gu Saming stood up calmly, and woke him up without hesitation: "You're just a fool, be a good straight man and stop bullying others."

"Cough you said that!" Although Shi Ze is not as "glamorous" as before, his essence has not changed, "What's wrong with me?!"

He lowered his voice and said angrily: "You don't care if I'm a straight man or not, I can be with whoever I want! You receive a lot of love letters and gifts, what kind of royal sister and cute girl are you? Why don't you talk about one? I think Gu Saming, don't worry about it. If there is any problem, you still plan to guard your brother for the rest of your life until he gets married and has children..."

"Ah——" Gu Saming skillfully started, twisting his arm with the force of a formal fight, Shi Ze screamed, "Let go, let go, let go—"

"Brother Sa, save me some face, I've been miserable enough lately..."

Looking at these two brothers who didn't play today from all directions, they guessed that Shi Ze was being mean again.

Gu Saming snorted when he heard the words, let go and patted him, then walked straight to the area of ​​the teaching building.

Shi Ze felt a dull pain in his shoulder, but he didn't have time to catch up and fight back, he just stood there and realized belatedly, why should he be a straight man?if not?Isn't he straight...

But he wanted to be with Xu Li.Even he himself found it ridiculous.

Xu Li's shadow emerged seamlessly in his mind, as if he had already formed a reflection, and his heart was panicked, full of mixed anger, regret and bewilderment.

Shi Ze didn't know what to do.

Gu Saming returned to the classroom.In fact, Shi Ze has been fighting and competing with him all the time. Even if he really "fighted", it was just a joke. Who made Shi Ze have too much desire to win and love to pretend to be aggressive, so he often seeks to fight.

But just now Gu Saming really got angry in an instant, and he couldn't help using all his strength.

——He waited until his younger brother got married and had children?Who are you marrying?With whom?

But only for a moment, I felt funny again.

Shi Ze was just a poor man who didn't know what was going on, who happened to hit the muzzle of a gun, was bent and looked confused.

At this time, Qi Nian should still be sleeping and suffering from jet lag, Gu Saming put the charged mobile phone into his pocket, and then went downstairs again.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Qi Nian called again.Gu Saming put down his pen when he heard the ringtone, and answered quickly, and Qi Nian's voice calling "brother" immediately came from his ear.

Gu Saming raised his eyebrows and responded, but said in a usual tone: "Isn't it early morning over there, why didn't you sleep?"

"I'm awake, I don't want to sleep..." Qi Nian muttered.

"Are you alone, where is Dad?"

"Dad is next to me, asleep, and the others don't know," Qi Nian lowered his voice, half breathless, talking a lot, "Why did Dad bring me here when he came to see an aunt? I've never seen this before. Relatives, I don’t know anything... The hotel here is so big, the fountain is bigger than the one we stayed together last time, it’s so luxurious, but I don’t know anyone.”

Gu Saming smiled, turned around and opened the door, passed the corridor, and said, "You don't need to get to know each other." After he finished speaking, he paused, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, wondering if he should vaccinate Qi Nian in advance, didn't he go with Qi Wenzhi See what auntie, but——

Gu Saming walked all the way to the end, pushed open the door at hand, but did not speak in the end.

"Qi Nian," Gu Saming called him, and suddenly asked, "If I could let you make a wish, what would you want the most?"

Qi Nian pinched the phone, his eyes widened, he stuck for two seconds and said, "Can I only make one wish?"

"One is not enough?"

Gu Saming walked into Qi Nian's room, turned on the light with a "click", and looked around under the bright ceiling light: "How many more do you want?"

"No, one is enough," Qi Nian retorted seriously, "It's just that I know what I want most."

"Then what do you want most?"

The handset of the mobile phone suddenly fell silent, and there was only each other's breathing in those two seconds. In this way, they rose and fell together, intertwined and merged, and connected the night that was no longer so lonely and heavy.

Qi Nian bit his lips, he was extremely shy, his voice was like a mosquito, but he said very seriously: "I want brother..."

Gu Saming's breathing obviously stopped for a moment.

After Qi Nian finished speaking, he had to turn his head to see that Qi Wenzhi was indeed awake, but his face was already flushed red.

But what he said was the truth, what he wanted most in this world was Gu Saming.

Qi Nian didn't hear Gu Saming's reaction, his heart was still in a state of apprehension, thumping and thumping, he was so nervous that he wanted to go to the toilet.

"Okay," Gu Saming finally said, "this wish is promised, there is no deadline, and it will be valid forever."

"But you can't celebrate your birthday with me tomorrow, so now I'm thinking of a second wish, and it's for Qi Nian."

With a time difference of sixteen hours, Qi Nian seemed to be stunned by a pie falling from the sky. He was astonished and joyful. He opened his mouth empty, his throat was choked and he didn't speak until Gu Saming called him with a smile. bit, "Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhh" twice.

Gu Saming said forget it, wait for him to come back; Gu Saming also said that Qi Nian was a real adult at that time, he should calm down when encountering anything, let him be obedient, and said to wait for him to come back.

Qi Nian kept nodding, and a tear fell with a patter, and then quickly wiped it away with his hand, and he was reluctant to hang up the phone after saying good night.

There is nothing better than this to temporarily soothe Gu Saming's restlessness and fatigue.All his sense of compulsion and feeling of being betrayed can finally be a little bit away from him, even if it's just because he heard Qi Nian's voice.

Gu Saming knew from the beginning to the end that he was very lucky. He had a lot of capital to be proud of despite his family and background, but sometimes these were still useless.

And indifference and extreme rationality are his "innate" protective colors after he was injured when he escaped when he was a child, and after he came out of the orphanage.

This protective color puts on guard prematurely, sees through people's hearts, and makes people suffer instead.

Only then did he realize that what he thought included what the doctor said was the root cause of his mental illness—Qi Nian was the key, maybe it wasn't that critical at all.

——The key is not the "root", but Qi Nian, he is not like anyone else, and his heart is even less like the people of the world.Qi Nian will tell a lot of little lies, and he still has secrets to this day, but he is simple and warm to him, with straightforward and honest eyes, when he is hostile, and when he likes him.But whenever Gu Saming dislikes this younger brother, he realizes that his younger brother is actually throwing himself on him, while maintaining his dignity and position, and at the same time taking advantage of him and tearing it down, as if he only understands phototaxis The moths to the flames are stupid as hell.

That being the case, there is still the most genuine desire that can't tell a lie, why can't he like Qi Nian?

Gu Saming walked around in Qi Nian's room, wiped off the racing car and all the dolls that Qi Nian put on the table, just about to leave, but suddenly thought of it, and wanted to take another look at the dolls that Qi Nian hid under the bed. thing.

Why are these things hidden under the bed?Qi Nian obviously doesn't know how to play the flute, so who could it be?

Gu Saming's eyes were fixed on the two things, and more about the racing car came to his mind, his heart softened, and he wanted to see Qi Nian immediately.

Gu Saming pursed his lips, clasped his hands on the bed, squinted his eyes when he glanced casually, leaned forward, and pulled out the corner of the notebook stuck in the wooden board from the backlit corner covered with dust.

The book is very small, less than A5 in size, and there is only a thin stack of paper in your hand. The surface and surroundings are old and dirty, and even a small spider crawled across it and fled.

Gu Saming looked at the immature "Qi Nian" written on the cover, and raised his eyebrows.

He turned to the first page, and there were two large characters on the top—"Diary", followed by the supplement in the adult's handwriting—"Requirements: Qi Nian has four Chinese lessons every week, and every Tuesday after the teacher comes, he has to hand in two big characters." Four diaries, recording study and life."

The content that followed made Gu Saming laugh dumbfounded. The content of Qi Nian's diary at that time was the same as it is now. The whole two hundred words were all about studying, and there was a bit of seriousness and cuteness in the boring.

But the diary was broken on the third page, and only half of the date was written on it.

Gu Saming flipped back casually, and found the page with writing on it. After a careless glance, he froze suddenly.

【Dad came back today, his hand was holding me, it was big and warm, it would be great if Dad could come back a few more times...】

【I hate him. 】

[Mother Liu said that she was deducted money today, and it was all my fault, me]

【They are all looking for brother, they have been looking for it all the time, what about me? 】

[The flowers in the yard are blooming, as written in the book, red, yellow, purple, competing for beauty, and a hundred flowers blooming.I really want to go out. 】

[The young master is going to die. 】

[I want to go out. 】

[The little match girl was reunited with her grandma. Grandma said that when a star falls, a soul goes to God.But if I die, my soul will still be locked here, and even the stars will not fall. 】

【Qi Ming, if I find you or you die, will everything disappear? 】