broken sun

The temperature drops faster than it rises.

Whether it is "Brother" or "Brother", Qi Nian has called Gu Saming countless times, counting the first time they met Qi Nian was forced to call, and the deliberate address in the car back then, it can't be compared. At this moment, it is even more difficult for people to accept, so that all the inextricable threads that were attached to the most profound and lingering part of the memory just now are suddenly broken.

There is a wall behind Qi Nian, stuck in the middle airtightly, he pushes away Gu Saming's hand and still puts it on the other's shoulder, weak and powerless, as if he wants to refuse and welcome.

Probably the alcohol had played a role, Gu Saming remained motionless, staring at him with dark eyes, not knowing whether he was awake or not.

"Call me again," Gu Saming's voice was hoarse, coaxing and forcing, as if in disbelief, "Qi Nian, call me again."

Qi Nian's throat was tight, the soreness was unbearable, and the tears that had welled up in the corners of his eyes rolled down instantly.

He was extremely wronged, he was unwilling, unwilling to call out his brother under such circumstances.

Because Qi Nian couldn't accept the facts in front of him at all, and he couldn't accept himself who was completely confused because of a look or a movement of the other party but didn't dare to move forward.

——For too long in the world of adults, he also hates that he is no longer the Qi Nian he was at the beginning.

Every minute and every second of waiting was piercing a bleeding hole in his heart, his patience was exhausted, Gu Saming's blood surged, and he tried to calmly ask in a low voice: "Why? Qi Nian, tell me why you can't do this, just because I am you elder brother?"

"Is that what you mean?" Gu Saming couldn't help questioning, reaching out to pinch Qi Nian's chin.

But he was not willing to make an effort.

After all these years, Qi Nian is still much shorter than him, and when looking straight at each other, he needs to raise his head, his eyes drooping pitifully.

"Brother..." Qi Nian shook his head subconsciously, with a cry in his voice.

Gu Saming frowned, and finally took a step back: "I'm sorry."

Wiping off the tears on Qi Nian's face, the blood pumped out from the atrium became stagnant and cold. Gu Saming also felt that Qi Nian should not be in the state of being forced to do nothing now. After standing for a while, he slowed down. He raised his voice: "Hey, don't cry, it's already late, go out with me first."

Qi Nian was suddenly embarrassed again, his face was hot, he gritted his teeth, straightened his back, and followed them to the bright place in a wooden manner.

At the fork in the road, Qi Nian stopped, hesitatingly refusing to move forward.

"I, I haven't driven a car since I returned to China. If I can't drive it, you should find someone else." He moved his lips, not daring to look up, and pointed to the left and whispered, "I'm going this way."

Gu Saming's temples were swollen, he sighed, and immediately grabbed Qi Nian's arm and said, "You don't need to drive, I'll take you home."

Qi Nian thought he was going to drink and drive, but still shook his head, stuttering anxiously to dissuade him while being dragged away.

Arriving at the parking space, there was a black Maybach that had tried its best to keep a low profile in the night but was still conspicuous. The driver was already waiting in the driver's seat with the lights on, and Qi Nian resigned himself to being quiet.

How could Gu Saming expect tonight, he didn't change the car when he came here.

He still didn't pause, opened the car door, stuffed Qi Nian into the car, and the two sat side by side.

After getting in the car, the driver asked cautiously: "Mr. Gu, where are you going? Are you going to the main house tonight?"

Qi Nian leaned against the back of the seat uncomfortably, and glanced at Gu Saming anxiously.

Gu Saming asked him knowingly, "Where are you going?"

"South of the city..."

"Go to the south of the city first."

Gu Saming interrupted him, and then he didn't care about anything, closed his eyes wearily, and held Qi Nian's arm tightly with one hand.

The car drove smoothly, warm and comfortable, and very spacious. Gu Saming's nose was filled with the strong but pleasant smell of alcohol.Qi Nian sat blankly for a while, the feeling of being rubbed on his lips and being penetrated in his mouth still persisted, and he felt as if he was about to pass out of drunkenness. His entire right hand was almost pressed against the seat, barely moving. Only then did he slowly turn his head to look at his elder brother who seemed to be asleep with his eyes closed.

Like going back in time, still in the same position, Qi Nian traced Gu Saming's sharp-edged side face, from slightly wrinkled brow to tight jaw, his heart beating wildly.

His ideal is unique and crazy, and now his ideal is close at hand.

Qi Nian wanted to wake Gu Saming up at this very moment, and used his reason of being small-minded and fond of grudges to ask him loudly and dissatisfied——

Why do you have to go out with other women when you become Mr. Gu?

Why did he go back on his word and agree to his wish, but still marry someone else?

Why knowing it was so sudden, but forcing him to admit it right away? He has been looking forward to it for countless days and nights, but in the end he can only be his brother's brother.

He also wanted to ask Gu Saming if he was drunk and what the kiss meant.

But in the end, Qi Nian stared at Gu Saming, unable to ask any questions, and even resisted not daring to move. He wanted to watch for a longer time, but he was afraid of disturbing Gu Saming's rest.

While waiting for the red light, the driver in front looked through the rearview mirror, thought about it, passed the stomach medicine that was always in the car to Qi Nian, and motioned silently.

The driver had never seen Qi Nian before, so he was very surprised and puzzled, and at the same time, the look in his eyes seemed a little subtle.

For a moment, it seemed that all his awkwardness turned into ambiguity, which made Qi Nian inexplicably embarrassed.

He frowned and held the medicine box, wanting to ask Gu Saming if he felt unwell and if he wanted to take medicine.

Just when he was at a loss, Gu Saming opened his eyes.

Gu Saming turned his head and looked out the window, and said directly to the driver: "Get off the elevated road from here to Jinxing City."

"...Okay." The driver replied.But as far as he knows, Gu Saming has no place to stay in the south of the city, and even if there is, he probably won't live in a community like Lujinxing City.

Gu Saming loosened Qi Nian's hand, then clenched it tightly again, pulled him to him, looked at him again with a real look, and asked him if it was the address.

"Yes..." Qi Nian didn't understand why he asked.

Gu Saming lowered his eyes, paused, and suddenly whispered hoarsely: "Qi Nian, don't hide from me. No matter what you want, don't hide from me."

The car drove into the gate of the community, Qi Nian said that it was the nearest building, and Gu Saming asked the driver to stop.

Qi Nian got out of the car and watched Gu Saming open the door and walk over from the other side. His footsteps were steady, but he felt unsteady. He was still holding the medicine in his hand, so he instinctively stretched out his other hand to help.

Facing the wind, there were birds calling on the dark tree branches. He heard Gu Saming coughing, his heart was sore and numb, and finally he couldn't bear it anymore, so he took off his disguise: "If you're not feeling well, or... ...Go up and drink a glass of water, and take the medicine first."

"No, I'll just watch you go up."

Qi Nian lost his mind for a moment, then timidly, with an expression of displeasure and reluctance, he called Gu Saming's name and said, "I won't hide from you anymore."

He lowered his head not to let Gu Saming look at him, supported him with difficulty, and moved two small steps forward.

Qi Nian helped Gu Saming into the apartment building.He lives on the fifth floor, and he usually takes a few steps to get there by taking the stairs. Now he has to take the elevator, but Gu Saming put his shoulders heavily on his shoulders, watching the elevator door slowly close.

In just a few seconds, Gu Saming kept his body slightly sideways, leaning against Qi Nian's body, his breath rushing behind Qi Nian's ears.

Seeing that the tip of the ear gradually turned red under the invisible white light.

Until he entered the door and put away the key and closed the door, Qi Nian's thoughts were chaotic, and he didn't know who was unconscious between Gu Saming who had drunk and himself who hadn't drunk tonight.

Gu Saming was placed on the sofa, watching Qi Nian silently turn around and go to the dining table to get a glass.

The house in front of me had two bedrooms and two living rooms, with a simple structure, one bedroom at the end, but it seemed a bit empty if one person lived alone.Except for some confetti thrown in the trash can in the living room, a neatly folded blanket on the sofa, and a remote control and paper drawer on the coffee table, the rest of the cabinets and partitions are empty.

Qi Nian mixed warm water from the water dispenser, carefully read the instruction manual of the stomach medicine, broke out a medicine from the crushed carton, brought a water glass back and handed it to Gu Saming.

Gu Saming took the medicine under his gaze, and asked, "Why do you still rent a house?"

Qi Nian turned on the air conditioner and was stunned: "Why do you ask that..." He suddenly realized something, and he confessed slowly, "You know it all, but the house I bought in the old city was not for me, so I really live here."

"Who did you buy it for?"

"..."

Qi Nian abruptly changed the subject and said, "How about I pour you another glass of milk..."

"Qi Nian," Gu Saming called to stop him and let him sit down, "I won't drink anymore."

Qi Nian didn't want to answer, and he didn't care.

Sensing Qi Nian's embarrassment and uneasiness, Gu Saming put his arms around Qi Nian's back and hugged him gently.No more resistance was received, he folded his arms and simply hugged Qi Nian, but it was the first time in six years that he felt at ease like never before.His Qi Nian has complaints against him, denies him, and avoids him. That is also his younger brother, a good boy whom he tries his best to protect and wants to be pampered forever.

Gu Saming endured it, and asked like every brother in the world who cared about his younger brother: "Did you live well in Vancouver all these years?"

Qi Nian told himself to indulge this time, he buried his head in Gu Saming's neck, and after a long time, a muffled voice came: "Very good."

"I have an aunt who takes care of me. The classmates and professors in the school are very enthusiastic and treat me very well. They are all... very good."

Gu Saming was silent for a while, then said, "That's good."

His hand on Qi Nian's shoulder trembled.

Gu Saming, who used to hold Qi Nian in his hands once and was used to sitting in the main position and never showed affection, dared not ask the next question.

No matter how determined it is, it can be summed up in over-arrogance and self-comfort.

Gu Saming was afraid that Qi Nian would tell him that he regretted it.Among so many good people, he found a suitable, special, and liked one, so he regretted having such an ulterior relationship with his brother.

Like riding a roller coaster, similar to being in a dead end, but even worse, Gu Saming felt flustered like never before.

Qi Nian left Gu Saming's embrace, and said in a low and despondent voice in the silence: "Gu Saming, are you still smoking?"

"No more." Gu Saming raised his eyes and said quickly.

He added: "Just today, I smoked one."

"Really." Qi Nian tasted it from that wet kiss.

His brother didn't lie to him.

So no matter what, his brother really wouldn't lie to him?

Qi Nian pondered for a short while, then suddenly frowned, his mood fluctuated: "But why, why..." He felt stuck in his throat, stuck on the words "why".

Gu Saming took a deep breath, his eyes were red, he couldn't wait any longer.He firmly believed in his determination, and he didn't want to give Qi Nian the chance to repent, no matter what.

As soon as Gu Saming stretched out his hand, he hugged Qi Nian back.

At worst, he drank too much, skipped the outer coat and sweater, and irresistibly pulled the shirt out of Qi Nian's casual trousers.

His body was scorching hot, Qi Nian put his elbows on but couldn't get up, the belt around Gu Saming's waist pinched him, and the collar of the coat he was holding was completely wrinkled.

When he begged for mercy, he didn't say the whole word "brother" at the beginning, so he was blocked back, his voice was slurred.

Gu Saming kissed Qi Nian's ear: "Qi Nian, you can take whatever you want from me, but if you take it, you are not allowed to regret it and say no."

Everywhere is a wildfire.

He said, "I'm your brother, but not just your brother."