broken sun

Qi Nian looked at Gu Saming with foggy eyes.

He leaned on this usually deserted sofa, and was hugged by Gu Saming's waist through the cumbersome and messy clothes, his whole body was hot.

Gu Saming slowed down his movements, lowered his head and continued to kiss him, blindly unbuttoning a few shirt buttons and doing anything wrong.

There was no strangeness or estrangement at all, the tremors were hotter than imagined, Qi Nian was a little hypoxic, and his rosy lips were able to take a few breaths, even though he knew it was futile, he still bowed his body and stretched out his hands to stop Gu Saming.

Gu Saming bit Qi Nian's ear: "Hey, don't want my brother." He said it nicely, but his demeanor seemed to be calm, but in fact he was no different from back then, even without the impatience, his strikes were ruthless and precise.

The sofa scraped the floor and moved back a little, Qi Nian didn't want to be grabbed by his hand, and wanted to shrink back.Gu Saming pressed Qi Nian's hand and stopped, looked up at him, and said calmly: "I haven't finished talking just now, why am I, what why?"

No one talks to people like this.

Gu Saming seemed to want to teach him a lesson, to teach him how "disobedient" he was "disobedient" several times after reuniting after a long absence.

He blushed and confronted Gu Saming aggrievedly for two seconds. Just as he was about to speak, there was a sudden vibration around his legs, and the phone in Gu Saming's pocket buzzed.

They all wanted to pretend not to hear, the situation in the small space in front of them was already tricky enough.

And the phone is still ringing, and the vibration in silent mode is especially harsh, "You answer it first." Qi Nian said.

He broke away from Gu Saming's hand, pulled his pants embarrassingly, covered his hands, and even raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, directly covering them with his arms.

Gu Saming had no other choice, bowed his head and kissed him, got up slightly, quickly picked up the phone without looking at it, gritted his teeth and said, "Who?"

They were too close, and a voice mixed with the sound of electric current came from the receiver: "Sa Ming, it's me, was I busy just now?"

Gu Saming squeezed Qi Nian's fingers holding the zipper of his trousers, let Qi Nian loosen it, and then held it in his hand.

It was Gu's mother calling.Hearing that Gu Saming's tone was not very good, she quickly apologized and said, "Is it because I'm tired from work? I'm sorry...It's really late. Mom, let's talk about it tomorrow. Go to bed early."

"Mom, it's okay, just tell me." Gu Saming said.

Back then, the Gu family and his wife moved their family from the west of Yuncheng, where they had lived for more than ten years, to the south for the sake of the elderly and children at home, and then sent Gu Saqing abroad for an exchange, but they only learned the news when Gu Saming was no longer in the country.

Life is not easy and there are many trivial matters. Since when did they leave the child who was so independent that he didn't need to rely on?It is meaningless to study and think deeply, and it is still difficult to come up first.

Being a parent is somewhat ashamed.Later, the Gu family took the initiative to keep in touch with Gu Saming several times a year. After Gu Saming graduated and returned to China, the family met every New Year and holiday, and both parties were very courteous.

Gu Saqing is now studying in China, and only returned to Yuncheng during the winter and summer vacations. Every time at the dinner table, he blushes and keeps quiet when he mentions that he used to rely on his brother when he was in secondary school. Gu Saming often laughs it off.

"It won't waste your time, right? In fact, it's nothing. It's just that Sa Qing is leaving after school starts in two days. I want to ask if you have time to have a meal together. After all, I haven't seen you during the Chinese New Year this year." Gu's mother paused , a little helpless, "Sa Ming, your brother has always had deep feelings for you..."

Gu Saming kept his eyes on Qi Nian, and seemed absent-minded during the call. After listening, he said yes, and hung up the phone concisely.

Qi Nian opened and closed his eyelashes slowly, pursed his lips, and lay on his back peacefully.He liked the long-lost feeling of Gu Saming holding his hand and being by his side, but he still seemed to be drained of strength and emotion for a moment, and wanted to close his eyes and fall asleep mentally weak.

But he opened his eyes and thrust his elbows back.

Gu Saming sat up holding Qi Nian, and heard Qi Nian call his name softly.

"That question, can I still ask you?"

Gu Saming frowned and replied: "Yes, you can ask anything you want."

The atmosphere became dignified, and the sudden ringtone and content of the phone may not be the only reason for the disappointment, but it was indeed extremely disappointing, making the hasty compulsion to get back together suddenly pale and powerless.

Qi Nian put his arms around Gu Saming's neck, and greedily clung to it.

But his hands were trembling slightly, and he clenched them into fists, sweating profusely, finally closed his eyes, and said, "...Are you going to be engaged to someone else?"

Gu Saming was suddenly stunned.He thought that Qi Nian would ask the Gu family, Gu Saqing, or the blank years.

And when he suddenly understood, thinking of all Qi Nian's previous reactions, an indescribable sadness welled up in his chest.

Gu Saming backed away a little, not knowing whether it was because of nervousness or being too serious, the veins on the back of his hands were bulging, he held Qi Nian's shoulder, and explained while looking directly at him: "Did you see that report?" Gu Saming slowed down, " But Qi Nian, I have no intention of getting engaged to anyone else, never, no marriage, no one else. It is undeniable that this accident occurred during the acquisition of Shangle Media because it was not expected in advance, and there was no clarification afterwards. My reason, I..."

Qi Nian raised his hand unsteadily, and poked his mouth with his fingertips, he could only stop his voice cooperatively, the water in Qi Nian's eyes was shining brightly, but he didn't cry.

"I get it," Qi Nian repeated in a voice that was too small but so clear in his ears, "I get it."

It is not perfunctory and reluctant, it is the simplicity and absolute trust that has never changed.

As long as Gu Saming told him, it was true.

The bar closes late at night, and the rolling gate slams into the crack of the door with a bang, and the sound of vibration echoes throughout the alley. Patiently ran to remind the last guest who refused to leave.

"Hello, we are closed here and will close soon."

"I know, I'll wait for someone."

"No! You..."

Seeing this, the taller man next to him quickly stepped forward to stop him: "This gentleman is waiting for someone, it's okay, you go and change your clothes first, you're off work."

Shi Ze raised his eyebrows and looked, isn't this the waiter who bit Xu Li's ear countless times this night?He kept a straight face and didn't speak, he just stood there like that, but he was a little anxious.

"Who are you waiting for? Brother Xu?" But the other party didn't wink, and teased inexplicably, "Why didn't you wear a camouflage uniform today? A soldier? Usually there are too many people waiting for him."

Shi Ze glanced at the man, thinking where did this little chicken come from, like bean sprouts.He gritted his teeth and remained silent.

Coincidentally, the cloth curtain in the distance was finally lifted.

Xu Li took a rest the next day, and after saying hello to the colleagues behind him, he walked out with his guitar on his back. As soon as he arrived in the lobby, the tall and burly figure came into his eyes, and he couldn't ignore it even if he wanted to.

"Hey Brother Xu, see you tomorrow!"

"I can't see you tomorrow, the day after tomorrow." Xu Li walked over to pat him and said, pretending not to see Shi Ze, and left directly.

It's still the same night road, after walking for a long time, the ever-changing light and shadow can't change anything new, Xu Li doesn't feel strange at all, he crosses the empty street with his hands crossed on his chest expressionlessly.

But tonight is still a little different. The footsteps following him all the way followed his pace, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, sometimes far and sometimes close, but there was no intention of hiding it at all, it was very blatant.

When passing a corner, Xu Li quickened his pace, turned around quickly as soon as he turned the corner, stood still, and caught the "gangster" who rushed over in a hurry and smelled of alcohol.

"What do you want? Follow me to call the police again." Xu Li twisted his arm and said coldly.

Shi Ze was taken aback just now, but now he was nailed to the spot, his impulsiveness and enthusiasm were instantly shattered, embarrassing and embarrassing, he said shyly: "Xu Li, I... on the way cold, or we..."

The young master, who is used to prestige, doesn't know how to please others.

Xu Li looked at him quietly, exerted some strength in his hand, and said with a smile: "What are we? You still think we are classmates, and when I talk to you now, I am begging you to fuck me casually?"

Shi Ze's heart was pulled hard, and blood flowed horizontally.

His eyes were completely gloomy, and he was extremely grateful that all the things he had donated were returned now.

Shi Ze let Xu Li grab his injured arm, which was obviously much taller, but he lowered his head and remained silent.

"It's late, don't follow me."

Xu Li waved his hands and was about to walk away, but seeing that Shi Ze didn't hang his arms for a long time, with a painful expression, he frowned and scoffed: "Don't let me screw your hands, and you will spend a few years in a big pot for nothing? What are you pretending to do?" .”

"It's not you," Shi Ze said, "...it was the injury you got earlier."

"It's late, I won't bother you today," he said impatiently, too clumsy to say anything touching, but he still knew how to take the opportunity to show off, "Anyway, I have nowhere to go now... let I'll take you back, you're not safe on the road alone." Raising his shoulders, he couldn't help hissing again.

Xu Li's expression was rather ugly, and he said: "You don't have to worry about what happened back then, I've forgotten it a long time ago, and now anyone can sleep in my bed," playing with the guitar on his shoulder, and joking, " But if you insist on giving it, it’s not impossible, should you still give it?”

After waiting for about two seconds, Xu Li turned around.

One step, two steps, three steps... The sound of footsteps following behind him finally disappeared, Xu Li opened the corners of his mouth, not knowing whether it was a smile or something.

After another corner, I heard a voice in a trance.

Caught off guard, Shi Ze chased after him, and said stiffly and sullenly, "I'll send it off".

Gu Saming, who will be 27 years old in September this year, has been vacant all year round. Other elders whisper in Qi Wenzhi's ears and urge him to make a match. Said that things like blind dates and marriages went straight past him, and he meant to let him go.

But Gu Saming knew better that their father's silence, and the only interference he made, reminded and beat him all the time: the source of all pain is so simple - just because his relationship with Qi Nian is treasonous and against human ethics , is wrong.

Those in the know thought that absurd accident was over, and even acquiesced that the next person in power who will take over the Qi Group might not like women.

- What's the point?After getting what you want, you have no desires and no desires, and then you can do whatever you want.

Some people always think that time can heal everything, change everything, and destroy everything.

Qi Wenzhi confidently delegated power and let his son manage the company step by step, but it just happened to fulfill Gu Saming's "wolf ambition".

What about Qi Nian?

Qi Nian, who has nothing but his brother, how did he survive?

The two of them sat in the silent living room for an unknown amount of time, "Sleep, do you want to take a bath first?" Gu Saming stroked the hair on the back of his head and asked.

For Qi Nian, the only misunderstanding was resolved, he couldn't care about anything else for the time being, and finally became that docile and clingy puppy, hugging Gu Saming for a long time without letting go, taking deep breaths again and again, hoping that time would stop like this.

Qi Nian nodded habitually, opened his mouth, and realized that Gu Saming lied to him, saying that he asked him to take him back, but there was already a driver waiting, probably the driver is still waiting downstairs.

Qi Nian asked, "Are you leaving?"

"Don't go." Gu Saming said.

"But the driver is waiting below, and he has to go to work tomorrow morning..."

"I've sent the driver back."

Qi Nian nodded indifferently, with a feeling of reluctance.

Gu Saming found that Qi Nian hadn't changed for so many years, and it was exactly the same, which made people laugh: "How old is this year, do you know?"

Qi Nian looked at him puzzled, his cheeks flushed slightly: "25."

"Growing up," Gu Saming pulled him to stand up, "but you are still shorter than my brother, such a small person, you are the first to eat Gu Saming one by one."

Seeing Qi Nian standing with his lips pursed listlessly, Gu Saming remembered the piercing "Mr. Gu" during the day, stopped in time, and straightened Qi Nian's clothes.

How messed up just now still have to get back, how rampant before the phone rings, how restrained after.

Qi Nian and him looked at each other for a while, then suddenly said seriously and slowly: "Gu Saming, do you miss me, do you miss me every day?"

"You said you were in my heart—what about me?"

Finally, he can tell those ravings that no one has heard to the real person in front of him, just like every confession in his youth, at this moment, he is quiet, focused, direct, and does not seek results.

Qi Nian couldn't wait to say: "But I miss you so much, brother, every day."