Perfect match.

"The hot cocoa you ordered, please take it easy."

At the milk tea shop on the street, a clerk in a red apron brought a mug and placed it in front of Zheng Feiluan.The hot air in the cup is dense and curling, and the ripples are rippling round and round, exuding a rich sweet fragrance.

Zheng Feiluan pushed it forward: "Be careful it's hot."

He looked at He An, hoping that he would like him as before.He An just sat quietly opposite, without reaching for it.

Zheng Feiluan was a little embarrassed: "Don't you like it?"

He An neither nodded nor shook his head. After a moment of silence, he asked, "What do you want to talk about?"

"Talk about... us."

Zheng Feiluan got stuck unexpectedly, and it took a while to say something: "Talk about the past, talk about the year you left Yuanjiang, talk about... why are you willing to go home with me."

When he said these words, he especially wanted to hold He An's hand.

When he was young, Yan Ning had long talks with him, and always liked to hold his hand.Yan Ning once taught him that if a word carries a lot of emotion, it can only be said by the mouth, no matter how sincere it is, it can only be seven or eight points, and the remaining two or three points must be obtained through the heat of the palm and the touch of the fingertips. Caress can penetrate the gap and pass it into the other party's heart intact.

He hoped that He An could understand his heart.

But He An didn't drink hot cocoa, and hid his hands under the table, he couldn't hold it, and if he couldn't hold it, he was not at ease, and he didn't dare to say a thousand words.I'm afraid that if he said it out of his mouth, he would lose most of the heart-to-heart analysis. Instead, he kept a few innocuous words, which made He An underestimate his intentions.

He did too many stupid things to He An, a crime, a smear of mud, tightly wrapped his heart.Now he wants to show his heart to He An, but the ball of mud is sealed tightly, not a single crack can be seen.

"He An, talk, I want to hear you talk." Zheng Feiluan said hoarsely, "It's okay to blame me, it's okay to scold me, just talk."

He An looked at him, raised the corners of his lips and smiled.

Feiluan, what's wrong with you?

This is nothing like you.

From the early autumn of last year to the late winter of this year, more than a year has passed, and they sat facing each other again, with a cup of hot cocoa still on the table.

To be honest, in terms of appearance and temperament alone, Zheng Feiluan is still He An's favorite look: the shirt is always crisp and smooth, the cuffs are always spotless, the shoulders are broad, the back is straight, a pair of sword eyebrows are slanted like blades, handsome and tough, and there are deep eyes below. .

Maybe it's because he has been tortured by mate-seeking disease for a long time, the sharpness between his brows has faded, the look of tiredness has become thicker, and there is also a trace of love that people can't understand.

Where does this love come from?

If Zheng Feiluan looked at him with such eyes last year, He An's heart would melt and his soul would tremble.But now, he can actually face it calmly, while thinking about whether this "love" is true or false.

He's still the same, never changed, isn't he?

Unremarkable appearance, poor education, low-paying job... The only difference is that even the only health is lost.He An used to be able to dream occasionally, but now, even he admits that he is really not good enough for Zheng Feiluan.

So, what reason does Alpha, who scoffed at him a year ago, suddenly fall in love with him today?

He An is not a child. He has been happy for a long time and always loves to have innocent dreams.

Once he did, now he is awake.

He guessed that behind Zheng Feiluan's "love", there may be a truth hidden, a utilitarian, cold, calculating truth, if you believe it easily, you will be stripped of your bones and swallowed up with your flesh and blood.

Seeing that He An remained silent for a long time, Zheng Feiluan felt restless and couldn't sit still.He stood up with a "huh", approached He An, supported the table with one hand, put his shoulders with the other, and bent down.

"Sorry," he said.

Then he blew on his fingers and touched the back of He An's neck.His fingertips trembled slightly, one knuckle after another, slowly searching for the way, as if he was afraid of suddenly touching something he didn't want to face.

After a while, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

so far so good.

The neck of the Omega is smooth and delicate, with no trace of being pierced by canine teeth.

Zheng Feiluan couldn't believe it, so he brushed away He An's broken hair, and sniffed the nape of his neck - the ordinary Type III pheromone, faint but pure, wandering in the air peacefully.

A hanging heart fell to the ground.

He hugged He An violently, pressed him into his arms, closed his eyes, and kept kissing the slightly protruding gonads.

It's still his.

The little nightingale, who was expelled from the nest by him, was terrified and suffering, but was still reluctant to find another nest, and kept guarding on the thin branch, waiting for him to find it.

However, when the hug was over, Zheng Feiluan lifted He An's face and saw a pool of cold water.

This……

He has a terrible headache.

How to do it?His Omega won't laugh or talk, how can he coax him well?

Zheng Feiluan has never coaxed anyone in his life, and his skillful negotiating skills are useless at this moment, so he has to rush the ducks to the shelves, with a naturally serious face, and learn to say some clumsy sweet words.

"He An, you smile, huh? Do you still remember how you smiled when you were by my side?" He said, "You stomped your feet while making soup in the middle of the night because you were afraid that I would be cold. I was stupid at that time, I don’t even know how to drink soup, but you taught me to hold a spoon. I take a sip, and you just smile, remember?”

He took He An's cold hand and covered it into his fiery palm.

"Baby, I remember everything from the past. I can give you what you want now. My dad always misses Lily of the valley and wants to hug his little granddaughter. We will bring Lily of the valley home today." , go to the house in the mountains at night, and have a meal with my family. In a few days, I will arrange a grand wedding for you, at the Jinyuan Twin Towers, where we first met. We will send another Announcement, let everyone know that you are my Omega. In the future, if you want to study, you can continue to study at Yuanda University, and if you want to do other things, I will follow you."

He suddenly remembered something, hurriedly took out a water-blue ring box from his pocket, and opened it to He An: "Look, these are a pair of wedding rings that my father gave me. At the wedding, I will be Put it on for you in front of all the guests."

He lowered his head and kissed He An's fingertips: "Are you happy? Smile at me?"

But He An quickly withdrew his hand as if he had been electrocuted, and hid it in the shallow folds of his clothes.

Zheng Feiluan froze: "You... don't want to?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"I'm staying here."

Zheng Feiluan frowned: "What's so good here?"

He has lived in a big city full of neon lights for a long time, and he is used to the sense of fulfillment brought by the fast pace and high efficiency. However, in Luotan Town, these handicrafts such as making tea, mixing fragrances, embroidery dyeing, and grinding are invaluable to him. Different from wasting time.

Suddenly, Zheng Feiluan's expression changed drastically: "Is it because of Dai Xiao?"

Are you with him?

He An opened his mouth, wanting to deny it, but somehow changed his mind and swallowed back what he wanted to say.

Zheng Feiluan thought he was acquiescing, so he got anxious on the spot, put the ring box on the table, pressed his thin shoulders, and shouted in a low voice: "He An, the person you love is me! Four years ago you were still in Yuanda When I was studying, I was already the one I loved! He An, don’t be confused, remember clearly, here—”

He pointed at He An's heart: "It's only me pretending here!"

The words are sullen and resounding.

He An was taken aback for a moment, then he lowered his head and smiled, raised his head after laughing, and asked lightly: "I can't only love one person in my life, I loved you before, and now I love him...isn't that okay?"

"But you're lying to me."

Zheng Feiluan approached him and stared straight at him, with a bit of unwilling cruelty in Sihai's affection: "That Dai Xiao, he didn't even give you a mark."

Unprepared, he only felt a pain in his nose, and his lips were hit by something, soft, with a bitter tea fragrance.Immediately afterwards, a gust of hot air slowly blew over his face.

Zheng Feiluan froze there, and it took a long time to realize——

He An was kissing him.

Behind the curtain of green radishes in the milk tea shop, in a corner where no one saw, He An was kissing him.The sudden intimacy was no different from those nights that comforted him.

Omega's lips were a little cold, but still soft.Zheng Feiluan was tempted by the sporadic lily of the valley fragrance, he didn't care about doubts, he didn't care about asking why, he quickly indulged in it, turned his back on the guest, embraced He An's waist and neck, poked his tongue in, caught the intense sucking, and made a sticky And erotic sounds.

The heart was beating very fast, bang bang bang bang, like a series of drumbeats that became more and more anxious.

He couldn't help shaking with joy.

He An still loves him, doesn't he?They are a match made in heaven, what kind of overnight feud can they have?What kind of feud between husband and wife can't be wiped away in a lingering kiss?

When he was finally satisfied with the kiss, Zheng Feiluan let out a long sigh of relief, and looked at He An full of love.However, when he saw He An's eyes clearly, it was as if a bucket of ice water was pouring down his head, making his bones extremely cold.

He An was not emotional at all.

There was no spark in those eyes, they were as dead as they were beautiful.

Zheng Feiluan read it for a long time before finally understanding this kind of hopeless dead silence—it is not like a piece of damp wood, which cannot be ignited today, but will be dried another day, and there is always a chance to ignite.It is more like a pile of extinguished charcoal ashes, which have been burned vigorously, and there is no possibility of re-ignition.

He An held his finger, pulled it over, and gently covered his wrist.

Under the slightly cool skin, the pulse is beating every beat, monotonous, boring, step by step, and there is no vitality awakened by love at all.

what happened?

Such a passionate kiss, even two strangers should—

"You taught me before that pheromones can't lie, and neither can the heartbeat. If the heart doesn't beat, it means that you don't love. So..." He An paused, his voice was soft, with untimely tenderness, "So you see, I really don't love you anymore."

"He An..."

Zheng Feiluan's face turned pale for a moment.

He moved his lips, but couldn't say a word.

Yes.

Last fall, in that coffee shop, he voted against He An's love with his own heartbeat.

Now the same scene, people changed positions.When He An returned everything intact, Zheng Feiluan finally realized exactly what He An had tasted that day.