Perfect match.

A string of wind chimes hung in front of the milk tea shop, tinkling with the wind, ringing for a while, then stopping for a while, and the ceramic cat on the rope swayed back and forth, hooking its paws to attract fortune.

Occasionally a few tourists pass by, push the door in and order a cup of milk tea.While waiting, the store manager will introduce them to the interesting secret spots in the town, chat for a while, and after the chat, the milk tea will be ready.The tourists took off and rushed to the next target, and no one would lift a curtain of green radishes next to it to take a look.

And right behind Luluo by the window, He An was sitting face to face with Zheng Feiluan.

Time passed by, and neither of them spoke.

Zheng Feiluan lowered his head, put his left and right elbows apart on the table, and squeezed his crossed fingers unconsciously.His brows were tightly furrowed, his face was gloomy, showing a bit of embarrassment.

Just now, he lost the only bargaining chip in his hand, with a certain way of confirming the testimony - proposed by him himself, so it cannot be overturned.

He An really doesn't love him anymore.

During those long minutes, Zheng Feiluan's mind went blank, and he didn't know how to deal with it.

He came here with the confidence that He An still loved him, and he didn't make any second-hand preparations at all, so when the slap came, he was caught off guard.

Do you want to stay and beg?

Can it be redeemed?

He An doesn't love him anymore, and if he keeps pestering him shamelessly, he looks like a clown.

Alpha's dignity is still on the bottom line, no matter how unwilling he is, he has to admit it.Zheng Feiluan chewed on the bitterness, and persuaded himself to calm down over and over again: He has experienced too many high-pressure situations, and he knows that childishly covering his ears and yelling "unbelief" can't change any established facts, and he also knows what is the most eternal thing in this situation. Excellent solution.

He must maintain his sanity and accept the reality as soon as possible, so that the conversation can proceed.Only when the conversation goes on will it be possible to find a second way.

If there is a second way.

When he was thinking about this, He An was sitting quietly across from him.

The bright sunlight shone on Omega's body, and the clear borders reflected his delicate silhouette.He is harmless by nature, even if he rejects Zheng Feiluan, he will not make an inch and take the opportunity to do something sarcastic.

"He... Dai Xiao, how is he treating you?" After a long time, Zheng Feiluan asked with difficulty.

He An nodded.

"Then why didn't he mark you?" Zheng Feiluan was too jealous, and always felt that Dai Xiao was not serious enough to He An, "You are an Omega, there is no Alpha mark on your body, isn't he afraid that you will be bullied when you go out?"

He An lowered his head and smiled: "It's not that he doesn't want to mark me, but that I can't be marked."

Zheng Feiluan frowned: "What do you mean?"

"My place..." He An pointed at the back of his neck, "If you bite down here, it will shatter."

Zheng Feiluan was stunned suddenly.

He actually forgot.

He An has an artificial gonad implanted in the back of his neck, which is a set of exquisite and fragile machinery, unlike the native gonad, which is alive with flesh and blood, and can quickly heal itself after being bitten. That thing... I'm afraid that Alpha's canine teeth will bite down. It's about to fall apart.

"Feel sorry."

Zheng Feiluan narrowed his eyes and said in a low voice.

Little is known about Zheng Feiluan's surgery last year, and she always thought it was just an ordinary minimally invasive surgery, clean, reversible, and without sequelae.When He An mentioned it today, he realized that things were not that simple.

He pressed his stiff knuckles and took a deep breath: "Apart from this, is there any other trouble?"

How I hope the answer is no, so that I can feel less guilty.

But He An replied: "There are some."

Zheng Feiluan immediately realized something was wrong: "What?"

He An is a person who is used to forbearance, but he always swallows all the minor illnesses and pains that he can endure through gritting his teeth, and never shows any signs in front of others.He said "some", must be big trouble.

Zheng Feiluan's nerves tensed up, afraid of hearing an answer that he couldn't bear.

He An was very calm.

He looked out the window, looked at the backpackers passing by for a while, then turned his gaze back, and said softly: "I don't have a estrus now, I don't have lust, and I probably won't be able to have children in the future."

"Why did this happen?" Zheng Feiluan turned pale in shock.

He An smiled wryly: "Didn't you read anything when you chose the surgery for me?"

"..."

Zheng Feiluan was speechless.

At that time, he was eager to get rid of the mate-seeking syndrome, so he gave Jiang Qi a death order, asking him to find an operation that could cut off the pheromone connection, and there was only one requirement: complete effect.As for the sequelae of the operation, Jiang Qi didn't say anything, so he didn't ask.

So to this day, he does not understand the consequences of gonad replacement.

He An sighed lightly.

It was as if a small hole had been punctured in the heart, and a large mass of resentment accumulated in the past, those who wanted to blame Zheng Feiluan for being cruel and unfeeling, all flowed away - Zheng Feiluan was not cruel to him, really not.All the pain he has endured so far stems from Zheng Feiluan's "not caring".

I don't care.

What a light and cold word.

He picked up the small decorative doll on the table, and while fiddling with it, he slowly told Zheng Feiluan.

The gonad replacement surgery was not specially designed to change the type of pheromone, or so to speak: changing the type of pheromone is just a trivial gift.

Its real purpose is to eliminate estrus by controlling pheromone.

Pheromone is the source of lust. When the brain orders the gonads to secrete a large amount of pheromone, the lust is forced to be aroused, and Omega ushers in the estrus period.During the estrus period, the pheromone concentration will remain at a very high level for a long time, prompting Omega to lose his mind and eagerly ask Alpha for love and complete in-depth intercourse.

But artificial gonads are different.

It is not controlled by the brain, and its concentration is fixed, neither increasing nor decreasing.Replace it with an artificial gonad, let the native gonad go to sleep, and get rid of the estrus period under the condition of maintaining physiological functions.Of course, unfluctuating pheromones cannot promote lust, and as a price, the subject will lose pleasure and orgasm.

Fate is inherently unfair to Omega, putting freedom and pleasure at both ends of the balance, and it is difficult to have both.Even the most freedom-loving Omegas make choices after long deliberation.

But He An has no choice.

On the day when he signed the informed consent form for the operation, he neither knew nor agreed, but no one cared about his feelings.His fresh lust and pleasure as an Omega was taken away just like that.

"So this year, you never..."

Zheng Feiluan hesitated to speak.

He An smiled: "It's not completely absent. When I wake up in the morning, I occasionally respond."

"and then?"

"Then... I have to take care of Lily Lily, tidy up the inn, and receive new guests. There are too many things waiting for me to do. I am too busy to take care of those."

That is no more.

The little nightingale who used to lie under him and groaned softly, the little nightingale who was so sensitive and ashamed and blushed at every turn, was nothing but an empty shell.

"What about the child?" Zheng Feiluan asked eagerly, "What's the matter if you can't have a child?"

As soon as he asked, he immediately figured it out.

It's so obvious.

Pheromones can be changed, but DNA cannot be changed.If He An is pregnant, the child will inherit the original DNA and will need the original pheromone to develop normally.How could He An, an empty flowerpot with no soil and no nutrients, give birth to a child?

Zheng Feiluan pressed the space between his eyebrows in pain.

The overwhelming regret was overwhelmed, and thorns grew, which made him feel painful.

This operation, which he thought was a safe and harmless minimally invasive operation, actually stripped He An of all his physical characteristics and turned him into a person with almost no gender. give birth.For an Omega longing for love and family, it is tantamount to physical and mental abuse.

Zheng Feiluan took a deep breath, and his body trembled violently.

He asked himself, what right do you have to be jealous?

What else can you be jealous of?

Jealous of He An being with Dai Xiao?

No, that's just a joke.Your Omega, he can no longer be with any Alpha - he has been destroyed by your own selfish desires.

In the lowered view, a pair of white hands on the table can still be seen.

It is very beautiful, with ten fingers bent, holding a little chubby bear sewed in cotton cloth, pressing it, a piece of the bear's round belly will be sunken, and then it will be supported by the bulging cotton wool.Flick the little bear's ears with the fingertips, the movement is brisk, the nails are shiny, the cut is as regular as the arc of the moon, and the joints are more delicate than jade carvings.

These beautiful hands... have another look?

When it is in pain, will it clenched into a fist, the nails will bleed on the palm, and break ferociously?Will it grab the bed sheet desperately, pull the fabric, expose the radius, and make a sweaty palm print?

Has its owner ever been in pain, and how much?

Have you ever dripped tears on the back of your hand? How hot is it?

Zheng Feiluan stared at those hands intently, and suddenly grasped them.

"Let's do another operation, He An, do it again! Your primary gonads haven't been removed, and everything can be restored in half an hour!" He begged excitedly, "He An, come home with me, we End this miserable day!"

But He An politely withdrew his hand.

"It's a blessing in disguise, but I don't know it's a blessing. Compared with the days when I couldn't help myself in Yuanjiang, I now have a daughter, a friend, and a small inn, which is already very satisfying. As for lust... I have experienced it before, I don't think so. How comfortable it is, if you lose it, you will lose it."

He stood up, the bright sunlight outside the window hit his face, his facial features were dazzled a little unclearly.

"Mr. Zheng, Yu Li, we have already signed an agreement. I promise you to leave Yuanjiang and never go back. I also hope that you will also abide by the agreement and stop getting involved with each other. Yu Qing, if you really like me, give me With a little respect, let me stay here."

He opened his wallet, took out a bill, and pressed it flat under the mug.

"Our place is small and there are few cars. It is 52:[-], and the bus to the airport has just left, and the second bus will take another [-] minutes. If you come here once in a while, treat it as a vacation. Let's walk around town."

After leaving these words, He An straightened the chubby bear and walked out of the milk tea shop.

The hot cocoa in the cup is still the same as it was served just now, not a single drop is missing.It is no longer steaming, and the sweet fragrance rippling in the ripples is gone.

Zheng Feiluan's heart suddenly became empty.

It is clean, with white walls on all sides. When you reach out and knock, you can still hear a lonely echo.

He seemed to see the gate of this small southern town closing in front of him in such a long and desolate manner, with a little pity for the stranger.