[Net King] Take away my heart

My love has gone mad, and yet what people call madness seems to me the only way to love. ——Francoise Sagan

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A day I will never forget in my life.It is also the day I most want to forget.

After wandering around the highway for a while, until the sun went down completely, I still couldn't find my father's car.

While looking at the GPS tracker in my hand, while confirming the direction, I walked alone in the deserted countryside. The further I walked, the more I felt that I was separated from the place where people lived and entered an isolated barren mountain .

One step, one step, another step.Kasha, Kasha, Kasha.Under my feet is the sound of me stepping on the grass, and only this one and only sound is with me, leading me all the way to find where my father is.

The flickering dots remained stationary, which meant that my father's car was nearby.Why did my father come to such a deserted place?It's off the highway and no longer the route to the airport.

In the woods where the sky was getting darker and darker, I kept walking, with a premonition telling me that I would see my father soon, but that premonition also made me faintly uneasy.

Well, here it is.

I had reached where that point was, but there was no sign of my father at all.

In the dim vision, a distorted and deformed car suddenly rolled over at the foot of the mountain, and shards of glass were scattered all around.The entire front of the car was dented, and the windshield in front of the car was completely shattered.

I stared blankly there, and suddenly realized that this car looked familiar—it seemed to be the sports car my father liked very much.

No way?This is not true, is it?Are you kidding me?I couldn't help but rub my eyes to make sure I wasn't hallucinating.I picked up the GPS and reconfirmed the location, yes, it is here.

The car fell just above the bend in the highway.

Lie, lie.impossible.

"--dad!"

The next moment I reacted, I had already rushed towards that car.

After squeezing the deformed car door, the popped airbag has been cut by the glass. Sitting in the driver's seat is the father who is still wearing a seat belt, but is covered in blood and is unconscious.

"Dad!?...Dad!"

My shout echoed in the deserted forest.I wanted to open the car door and drag my father out, but as soon as I tried hard, the glass shards on the car door fell in pieces, and all fell on my father.

"Dad! Dad! Wake up...!"

I screamed desperately, put my feet against the car body and tried to open the car door, but when I really opened the car door and hugged Dad's neck to drag him out for the first time, what I felt was cold and pulseless. father's body.

How could this be...how could...how could...

Father is dead, father is dead, father is dead.The same voice echoed in my mind countless times, my father died right in front of me, should I cry?should i laughshould i scream

what should I do?Who will tell me what should I do...?

I stared at my father's bloody face, and for a few seconds I completely lost the ability to think and act.

However, just as my hands were gradually pulling away from my father, I suddenly saw a figure in the back seat of the car.

who is it--?

In the backseat of the car covered with broken glass and in a mess, there was a person other than his father sitting.He was also wearing a seat belt, was also covered in blood, and was also unconscious, but there was only that face that I would never recognize wrongly.

Good news from Akiyama.

The person in the back seat is Akiyama Jiayin.

Something in my head was screaming so loud it almost gave me a splitting headache.Chaos, chaos, chaos.

His father died, and Akiyama sat in his father's car.Father died, so Akiyama died too?

Akiyama... Akiyama... Akiyama...

——"Akiyama!"

I rushed to the back seat.

If you want to save Qiushan, you must rescue Qiushan.Akiyama, don't die, don't die.

I opened the car door and got into the back seat. I couldn't unbuckle Qiushan's seat belt because of panic.

"It's okay, Akiyama, don't be afraid, don't be afraid...I'm here to save you, I will rescue you...I will definitely..."

While muttering like crazy, he stretched his trembling fingertips towards her neck.

Very good.There is also a pulse, not cold, but warm, Qiushan is still alive, she is not dead yet.

"Wait a little longer, it will be fine soon, I will save you right away...!"

Fumbling in the dark trying to unbuckle my seatbelt, I gasped for breath as if I would suffocate in the car if I didn't.Even though it was a cold winter night, my vest was already soaked in sweat, and the sweat on my forehead glued my bangs together.

The seat belt finally came off.Overjoyed, I brushed away the shards of glass on Qiu Shan's body with my hands, and quickly dragged her out of the car.

The heart is beating uncontrollably, beating wildly.I carried Akiyama to a place not far outside the car, found a place where there was no glass shards, and then gently put her on the ground.

"Akiyama, Akiyama? Can you hear me? Wake up, wake up, open your eyes..."

Akiyama closed his eyes tightly and didn't respond to my words.I buried my head in her chest, hearing a faint heartbeat and almost imperceptible breathing.

"It's okay, Akiyama, it's definitely okay, I will protect you, I won't let you die..."

I held Akiyama in my arms, held her face, and called her over and over again.

No one anyone to help me.My father was dead, and it was just me and Akiyama in this dark and scary place.

Why did it become like this...?Why did my father die, why...

It's okay to die, it's okay to die.If it was my mother, I would definitely say that.

Hot tears mixed with sweat slowly flowed down my cheeks.

"It's okay, it's okay, everything will be fine...it's okay..."

It seems to be talking to Akiyama in his arms, and it seems to be talking to myself.My father is dead, my mother is finally free, and I am finally free, which is not a bad thing, but I still can't help crying.My father just disappeared without any warning, and the part of my sin that belonged to him was forcibly emptied.I seemed to lose everything in an instant, and a huge emptiness filled every corner of my body instead of the missing part.

"Hey...wake up...open your eyes and look at me..."

Akiyama in his arms was so quiet and obedient, almost as if he was asleep.I looked down at her, tears falling down her face one drop after another.

My Akiyama, this is my Akiyama, only at this moment does it really belong to me.

I silently wiped the tears on Akiyama's face with my fingers, every movement was careful and careful, as if treating a sacred and fragile instrument.

"Akiyama..."

She is like a god to me.

Holy, holy, undefiled, so lowly like me could not touch her with these hands.

"Good news..."

However, I need her.

Only her pure soul can correct this ugly world.

She is the meaning of my existence, she represents a beautiful rainbow in this colorless world, she makes me see hope, and makes me almost cry with joy.

"I like you, I like you... Jiayin, I like you... always..."

It doesn't matter if you lose your father, you lose your mother, you lose everything, as long as you are there.My original world has collapsed from this moment, and the person who can rebuild it and give it a new meaning is in my arms.

I want to protect her, more than anyone else, and only I can protect her.

I don't want to let go, I don't want to let go, I want to hold her forever like this, hold her tightly, there are only two people, always snuggling together.

Across the dark and thorny land, I will finally lead her by the hand to the bright and pure white new world.

I finally want to get rid of all pain and usher in the ultimate redemption.

"Um……"

She groaned indistinctly in her arms.

"Good news...? Good news? You woke up...?"

With the slightly trembling eyelids, her body also began to respond.

"Great, great, you're awake...it's okay...I'm right here, I'm right here with you..."

I kept soothing her ears with a gentle voice, and my tears couldn't stop pouring out again.Jiayin's body is so warm, so soft, and exudes such a pure and transparent breath, even if her hands are covered with her blood, she will not feel dirty or disgusted at all.It was like an oath and proof to me, swearing my loyalty and admiration to her with blood.

I can finally protect you well. In the world with only the two of us, we will never, ever, be separated again.

"Uh...uh...well... fine..."

Jiayin, who was still unconscious, began to speak.But the few words she managed to utter were indistinguishable.

"Shh, don't force yourself to speak. If you are tired and continue to sleep with your eyes closed, I will accompany you. I will accompany you...don't worry..."

"Exquisite... City..."

For a moment, I seemed to hear what she was saying.

Jiayin's hand moved slowly, and as her hand slowly moved down, my eyes fell on the backpack she had been carrying.

"It's okay...it doesn't matter...as long as...with this..."

Through the open slit of the zipper, I could see the bundles of banknotes inside.

"Thanks…………"

Even though she hadn't regained her clear consciousness, Jiayin in her arms gave me a reassuring smile in a daze.

"Jing... city...you came...saved me..."

My world is in chaos.

She couldn't see me, not even at this close, and I was invisible again.

Hopes shattered, rainbows shattered, nothing existed, and the crumbling world became a heap of rotting ruins.

Why do you need money so much?Why are you sitting in Dad's car?Why did you have so much money on you when you met your dad?

There is only one answer.

It was her father who gave her the money.All the money was given to her by her father.

And Yukimura is the one who made her do whatever it takes.The one and only person she died for, from beginning to end.

why why why.

The filth has spread throughout the world, it has swallowed her and me, it has swallowed everyone, and there is no clean place in the world.

From the very beginning, I was not in her future.

I'm a comical clown acting out a wildly miserable nightmare on the stage of hell.

The soul is dead.

Hope is dead.

Love is dead.

Nothing makes sense.

I picked up the stone beside me, and without any hesitation, just threw it on her head.

12:4 on the eve of December 16, XXXX

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Willow Kun.

Liu Sheng-kun.

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