Gospel of Lazy Cancer

Does he regret it?

What do you regret?Regret being with yourself?Regret liking yourself?Regret giving up everything and returning to Beijing?

The emperor was crying in his heart. He was lying on the bed, as if he had been seriously injured and lost his strength. Yao Chen sat on the stool beside the bed, facing him sideways. open.

So what if you regret it?

Even if he was very sad when he heard this sentence, and he was about to die with heartache, he never let go.

His general cannot escape.

Yao Chen didn't look at him, and let him hold his hand, it was so tight, it even hurt a little, from the corner of his eye he saw that the little wolf dog had blue veins on the back of his hand.

He didn't dare to look at the little wolf dog, he didn't dare to look at those eyes that once made his heart beat faster and made him feel happy and satisfied, because he would probably cry if he saw him, and he would definitely not be able to say unfeeling words.

Slowly, Yao Chen spoke, his tone was very gentle, the emperor could hear that he had no feelings for him at all, every bit of the past not only tamed him, but also firmly tied the general's heart.

"In the beginning when I was with you, my purpose was not pure. It was to see that you were young and handsome, and that you were an emperor, and that you were the emperor. You got some benefits by confusing you. At that time, you had just been in charge. I just thought that although the little emperor is young, he is not easy to fool, and I didn't expect you to have other thoughts about me, so I planned to use this to gain some convenience."

Yao Chen presented the bloody truth in front of the emperor, and the little wolf dog's face became as white as paper.

"I've been doing all kinds of training since I was a kid, including drugs, and I've always been vigilant. I was completely unconscious on the first night because I was drunk, and I became suspicious..."

It turns out he knew all along!

No, don't say it... the emperor begged in his heart.

The emperor was so afraid of embarrassment that he wanted to run away. The secret he least wanted to be known was about to be revealed by the person he least wanted to know.

Out of self-protection, he wanted to shake off the general's hand, push him away, escape from this room, escape far away, but he was reluctant to let go of the general's hand, once he took the road to escape, his general would escape , he couldn't find his way back either.

"With vigilance, I stayed awake for the next few nights, just pretending to be unconscious."

really!

The emperor felt that he had lost all face.

Back then, he suppressed his feelings so hard, he exploded when he first saw the general, he didn't think about it at all, he thought that it would be worth it to be happy once, and it would be worthwhile to die after being happy, impulsive regardless of the price, selfish regardless of the other's wishes, just In order to satisfy his selfish desires, he used the method of prescribing drugs.

How embarrassing this is... He trembled, his body curled up slightly, and the face that was facing Yao Chen turned to the other side because of shame, he could hardly hold the general's hand, and his strength couldn't help but relax a little.

Yao Chen couldn't bear it, it was more cruel than delaying him.

He wanted to kiss the little wolf dog, hug him, and comfort him, but in the end he just continued talking, but his voice was as soft as possible.

"I don't blame you, I'm just a little...surprised. This is from my heart. I don't think it's deviant, and I don't mean to look down on you, but the love is so deep that I can't help myself. I don't feel disgusted." In fact, it was because Face.

Emperor: Really, really?

"You are really kind to me, full of trust, and undefended. Gradually, I was attracted by you and moved my heart. I am happy to be with you, and I am also happy to make you happy. It is you who make me feel Happiness, feeling the truth, like being alive, even the battlefield of life and death can’t give me that feeling.” Treating the world as a training ground, life and death, truth and falsehood are confusing, Yao Chen always has This kind of illusory and unreal feeling, after meeting the little wolf dog of the emperor, he lived like himself and felt happy.

The emperor stopped trembling, although he still didn't turn his face back, still feeling ashamed to face the general.

"It's my luck to meet you. It's your misfortune to meet me." As if he had heard this sentence somewhere, the emperor couldn't help turning his face to the general.

The general sighed, as if immersed in his own thoughts: "I have never forgotten that you are the emperor, and all the decisions I make are based on this. I don't have any memory of you when you were a child. If you didn't remind me later , I can’t remember either.”

"You see, I am a villain in my bones who only seeks to flatter me. If you were just the king of Puyang, I might not give you a second look." This is a bit watery. If he took the initiative to hook up, it would be difficult for him to refuse.

Yao Chen continued to slander: "My father said something very right. He said that sometimes he felt that I was not a member of the Yao family, but a descendant of a treacherous official. He was suitable to be reborn in a family like Qin Hui. Hmph, if it weren't for my father, brother, and mother They're all dead, so I don't care about the rotten war situation in Liaodong, natural selection, everyone will die, one or two, thousands of them, what does it matter to me?" His tone turned cold later.

"No, you are not a traitor. No one can do better than you in the position of Liaodong General..." The emperor quickly denied.Those political achievements are obvious to all in the world. If he is a traitor, there will be no loyal officials in the world.

"I'm just seeking his own government in his position. I don't love the common people. It's only because I was appointed as the deputy general of Liaodong that I have to take on this responsibility. If the Queen Mother didn't trust me back then, she wouldn't hand over the power of the Yao family and the old department to me. , I won't worry too much."

"No matter what you think about yourself, the situation in the north is good, and the whole country is thriving. I will thank you on behalf of the people, the guards, and the court."

"You are a good emperor," Yao Chen finally met his gaze, and his tone was as soft as a feather brushing against the skin, "you are also the best lover."

"Then why did you leave me?" The emperor was very puzzled, "Because of the queen? She will not hinder us. If you don't like her, I will send her to the cold palace. If you don't like the palace, you can live outside. I I can come to Yao Mansion to see you often." The little wolf dog said eagerly.

Yao Chen felt that he was about to be persuaded.

He beat himself up in his heart: such a good person, what's wrong with you just making a little concession?Do you really want to let go?

It's just a wife in name... As for it? !

It's obviously not his fault!You are the one who got dizzy and hastily provoked someone, and you haven't found out if he is single or not!But in the end, he had to bear it... You are a pure and natural scumbag! !

"I'm extremely selfish, I don't want to share with others, and I only want to have my own love."

Yao Chen had difficulty speaking every word.

"I love you, and I hope that your body and mind belong to me alone. Even if you empathize with someone else later, I will firmly remember that during that time, we only belonged to each other."

Slowly, as his heart opened to the emperor, his shyness, struggle and embarrassment eased, and his words became much more fluent.

"When I say regret, I don't regret knowing you and staying with you, but regret that I didn't treat you better." The purpose is not pure, the sperm is on the brain, easily puts people to sleep, and finally dumps the scum.

"If I let the relationship continue, I'm afraid I will do something that will be irreversible." For example, to rebel and force the palace, he holds the military power and can link up with foreign countries, so that other guards have no time to care about him. Attack the capital, clean up the relatives in the harem, and then set up a puppet emperor, imprison the little wolf dog and ride it every day.In this way, there is no need to worry about the queen or the world.He has calculated that the feasibility is quite high, and at most four-fifths of the current population will die!

After speaking, Yao Chen felt relieved, his whole body relaxed, his hands and feet were soft, and he couldn't even sit upright, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

The emperor was stunned, not expecting such an answer.

They want to break up because they love each other too much. He doesn't accept this kind of result! !

"You make me think about..."

The hands they held were already sweating, Yao Chen saw that he was still determined to go his own way and refused to let go, sour and astringent, what else could there be nostalgia for a person like himself?If I had been treated like this, I would have passed it with a slap, and it was a clean break!Can't divide faster.

"It's my luck to meet you. It's your misfortune to meet me."

This sentence seems familiar.

The emperor didn't have all reservations about the general. He had a little secret that he didn't tell anyone.

During the time when he was fighting the wild Jurchens, the emperor had a long, long dream.

Hearing so much about the general's past and present life, he almost thought that it was his own past life, but it was too tragic, and he refused to believe it...

The real world and the dream world went in two completely different directions in the early years of Orthodoxy.

The Tatars pressed the country's gates tightly, and the imperial court followed Zhang Shoufu's suggestion and decided to move south.

Although in the end the soldiers fought bloody battles and stabilized the Great Wall defense line, the country's vitality was severely damaged, and the generals lost countless talents, including Ningxia Xiong Zongbing, Liaodong Yao Zongbing, etc. Not only did the court completely lose control of Liaodong, but the slaves did not All ethnic groups in the region also completely fell to the Tatars, and even those who had a heart for the imperial court were wiped out and annexed while struggling to support but could not be rescued.

Nanjing has replaced Beiping as the new capital. Many officials are living their lives dreaming of life and muddling along, but there are still people with lofty ideals who are eager to regain Beijing's lost ground, and Yao Chen is one of them.

Looking at Chang'an in the northwest, there are countless mountains.

There is no new food, there is a famine in various places, there is no ban on opening the sea, the treasury is empty, and the guards are ruined, so there is more than enough money.

In such a difficult environment, the Yao family struggled to support themselves, and even sold off their ancestral property in order to make up for the army's salary.

In the sixth year of Zhengtong, the emperor was in charge, and the Tatars went south again. Yao Chen wrote a sincere memorial and took the initiative to ask for a battle. The emperor was young and vigorous, and worked hard to rule.

His official meeting with the general was at the court meeting.

He immediately took a fancy to the handsome general with firm eyes.The man knelt in the hall, the light of which could not be blocked by the robes of junior generals.

"Look up and let me take a good look."

The general raised his head when he heard the words, and he was really handsome. There was still a trace of curiosity about the young emperor in his eyes. People look very vigilant.

The emperor's heart was tickled.

Yao Chen wanted something from others, so he took advantage of it: Want military power?All right, take yourself instead.

The general lowered his head, the emperor in the dream couldn't see the general's face, but the little wolf dog on the sidelines could see it clearly, he couldn't describe Yao Chen's expression in words, from astonishment to self-doubt, from unbelievable to furious, and then The expressions of humiliation and pain changed, and finally turned into a gloomy silence.

The little wolf dog can almost guess the general's heart: This is the emperor I want to serve?This is the master I want to sacrifice my life for?Big joke! !

To be loyal to the country and serve the king, my father's exhortations before his death still ring in my ears.The general clenched his fists with both hands, tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened again.

Perhaps, he himself is a joke... that's all...

"It's better to hit the sun than to choose the day." The emperor smiled meaningfully, took the general's hand, and led him to the couch.

In the midst of utter disappointment, the general silently complied.

The emperor in the dream was very satisfied, he regarded the general as a land conquest, and he was full of ambition, just like conquering a fierce horse, taming a fierce beast, the general's forbearance brought him a lot of fun, and the Surrounded by so many beauties, I have never tasted such a handsome man.The general is like an elegant and dangerous cheetah, slender and vigorous, with tight muscles and full of explosive power, but now such a powerful creature has to lie in front of him, giving him different stimulation and refreshment.Moreover, the general's reaction was green, as if he had never touched a woman, clean and pure, so he couldn't help but taste it repeatedly, tossing the general who had just inherited the rain and dew.

The general went to the battlefield as he wished, and with ambiguous marks all over his body, he almost left Nanjing as if fleeing.

The emperor looked at his back and smiled inexplicably.

How could it be possible for you to escape?

The general has inherited the military talent of the Yao family very well. He is not afraid of death, takes the lead in soldiers, does not care about his own life at all, and always fights at the front line. , Whoever loses will retreat three hundred miles. They have fought countless times, and each has won or lost. Although the two sides are against each other, they cherish each other and become confidants.

You may not believe it when you say it, but the emperor thinks this little Tatar prince is very familiar, and his appearance is exactly the same as that of Bailixi.

Even in my dreams, I would be sour on him!hateful! !

This incident caused the courtiers to criticize the Yao family, accusing him of colluding with foreigners and supporting the bandits, so the emperor issued a decree, ordering Yao Chen to return to Beijing to defend himself.

Even though the general had thousands of reluctance, he still came back.

As soon as you enter the palace, you will see the emperor's aggressive eyes and actions.

The general has an extremely forbearing personality, and can swallow pain and humiliation with blood and tears.

Only beg for mercy when it is really unbearable.

The emperor always showed a bad side, like a cat teasing a mouse.

He actually didn't know why he couldn't forget the general. It was just a whim at the time, but he kept thinking about it. It was obvious that this person was older than himself, rough and uninterested, far less slender and cute than others, but he Just can't help but want to get close.

The latter, however, was extremely reluctant for this kind of intimacy. In order to get rid of this relationship, he hid far away, wishing to run to the sky.

The emperor also had tricks, withholding food and grass, suppressing military rewards, forcing the general to bow his head and return to him again and again.

Even though the general had passed out at this time, the emperor did not let him go.

"Daddy...brother...don't..." The general was also extremely uneasy in his dream, and there was pity in the emperor's eyes that he hadn't noticed, and he kissed the general without passion/desire.The latter woke up suddenly, his eyes full of fear, he hadn't recovered from the nightmare, but he saw clearly that he was in another, more terrifying nightmare, he was in a state of distress, and the despair in his eyes was even worse.

The tenderness in the emperor's eyes seemed to be just an illusion, and he turned into the cruel, merciless and demanding emperor again.

This relationship lasted for several years. The emperor was arrogant and arrogant, and he didn't deliberately cover it up. He wanted to announce to his surroundings that the general was his own taboo, and no one else could covet it.Both the queen mother and the ministers knew that they were just pretending to be deaf and dumb, and stood by for various reasons.

The general has a clear mind and sees everything clearly. He knows that he has been regarded as an abandoned son and sacrificed to the most honorable man in the world. Strong, actually already at the end of its strength.

Outsiders don't know the inside story. The emperor has been dissatisfied with the general for a long time, and he often defaults on food, grass and military supplies.In the orthodox ten years, when Jurchen joined forces with the Tatars to raise troops, the soldiers in the guards actually fought hungry. The general fought hard and was captured after exhaustion.

The little Tatar prince persuaded: "You surrender..." There seemed to be a thousand words in his eyes.

"Looking at our past friendship, give me a good time. After I died, I burned my body and scattered my ashes in Juyongguan." That's where his family died in battle.The general smiled: "I only hate myself for being incompetent. They followed me to guard the frontier, and they didn't even have a full meal before they died..."

The major general went north to defend against the enemy, but never returned, the emperor immediately went crazy, and there was a bloody storm in the court and the public.

Those who withheld military pay were cut off, those who defected to the enemy were cut off, and those who slandered and framed were cut off.But no matter how many people are killed, the general will never come back.The little wolf dog sneered, he felt that the person who should be hacked to death most was the emperor himself.

After the queen mother passed away, the emperor had no restraint, and his behavior became more perverse and violent. He directly abolished the queen, drove all his relatives out of the court, and Zhang Shoufu ransacked his family and wiped out his family.Although under his iron fist, the country slowly survived the most difficult time without falling apart, allowing the dynasty to survive for another hundred years, but history still regards him as an arbitrary and moody tyrant, on the same level as Xia Jie and Shang Zhou.

When he was finally dying, he requested in his will that the imperial mausoleum be located in Beiping, closer to the place where the general died. He only hoped that when they meet in the next life, they can have a better start.

The little wolf dog laughed at himself: Congratulations for achieving the BE achievement again.

Huh?why again?

This dream made the emperor little wolf dog extremely sad, but it also gave him a little inspiration to solve the current predicament.

When he found the queen mother, he couldn't afford to kneel.

"Your Majesty, I have given him my whole heart. If he doesn't want it, I won't be able to live. I hope the Queen Mother will help me!"

"Emperor..." The empress dowager's lips trembled, and she could hardly recognize that the slumped young man in front of her was the emperor who used to fight for power and profit like a wild wolf. , is Ming Jun like this?

God will kill me!

At this time, unfortunately, the other protagonist of the royal peach distribution incident was actually also in Renshou Palace.

Yao Chen came to see the Queen Mother in secret this time because he accidentally discovered a major event that could shake the foundation of the country, and he had to make a face-to-face confession, and just as he started, the emperor came.

Because the emperor came suddenly, Yao Chen had no time to retreat, so he had to hide in a hurry. The emperor went straight to the point, and knelt down directly after retreating the servants. talk.

Yao Chen, who was hiding in the inner room, heard all this, and his heart softened: System, give me a medical cheat!