presumptuous [entertainment]

"Teacher." Qin Yinong was sent away, and Tang Ruoyao sat in Qin Yinong's original seat with a respectful expression.

As soon as the teacher changed the politeness of Cai Cai and Qin Yinong, he looked at Tang Ruoyao with vague disapproval.

The teacher sighed and asked, "Do you know her?"

Tang Ruoyao said without hesitation, "Of course."

The teacher's eyes changed again, it was a kind of melancholy and helplessness as he watched his favorite junior go on the road of no return.

She changed the way of asking, and said, "She said you were together not long after you entered college?"

"Yes."

"How old were you then?"

"nineteen."

The teacher repeated the number, looked at her calmly, and did not speak.

Tang Ruoyao understood what she meant, and replied calmly: "Just because I'm 19 years old doesn't mean I don't have the ability to understand people. The teacher took me for four years and praised me more than once for being far smarter than my peers, isn't it?"

"I did." The teacher said unhurriedly, "But these are two different things."

"Also ask the teacher for advice."

"Her reputation is very bad, haven't you heard? There must be a reason for it."

"Teacher, you also said that you have heard it. What you hear cannot be taken seriously, and even what you see is not necessarily true, let alone heard." Tang Ruoyao was neither humble nor overbearing, revealing a faint stubbornness.

The teacher shook his head secretly, and said, "That's what I said. You are too young to be deceived by her easily. You are only as good as her social experience. You were locked in a cage by her before you left school. How much can you know?" Opportunities from the outside world?"

"You are prejudiced."

"Is it true that all those who disagree with you are prejudices? I'm also considered half an insider. If she is really innocent, will I not hear the news at all?"

"That's why everyone misunderstood her."

"You mean the whole world misunderstands her?"

Tang Ruoyao said firmly, "Yes."

And you said you weren't blinded by love?

The teacher showed deep disappointment.

It was the first time she looked at her with such eyes.

Tang Ruoyao ignored the throbbing pain in his heart, straightened his waist, and looked back steadily: "Teacher, I am a student taught by you, you should trust me."

She insisted on this, and the teacher had nothing to say.

"As a teacher, I can only leave you with one piece of advice. I hope you can calm down and reconsider this relationship."

Tang Ruoyao clenched his fists tightly and remained silent.

The teacher thought she had listened, and added: "It's not too late to turn back when you've lost your way."

Because of the last sentence, Tang Ruoyao almost had a fight with her teacher.

What is "lost"?Why is it that everyone around her, except the underage Tang Fei, thinks that Qin Yinong is not a good person, they are no different from people in the world, they all look at her with colored glasses.

She was getting married, and none of her relatives and friends sincerely wished for their relationship, and no one felt that Qin Yinong was worth entrusting her for life.

She didn't necessarily want these icing on the cake blessings, she just felt wronged for Qin Yinong.

Why?

They don't know how much Qin Yinong has paid for themselves, and they don't know what kind of person she is at all. Why should they criticize her and say that she is "lost", so that she can return as soon as possible?

……

Tang Ruoyao was not in high spirits all the way, and Qin Yinong could probably guess why, probably because her teacher said something that was not optimistic about the relationship between the two of them.Not only her, even her roommate sent her her own gossip articles in the middle of the night.

Qin Yinong knew it all.

She was not afraid of being misunderstood or being wronged, but she was afraid that Tang Ruoyao would feel sad because of her being wronged.

This is already the case.

She really shouldn't be meeting her teacher.

After arriving home and returning to the familiar environment, Tang Ruoyao's mood brightened a little.She took Qin Yinong's hand out of the car and entered the house.Tang Fei held a basketball in his hand and was practicing his skills.

The rapidly spinning basketball stopped at his fingertips. Tang Fei held the basketball in his arms with one hand, and smiled with white teeth showing, "Sister, brother-in-law, you are back."

The quieter Qin Jianing who was practicing calligraphy said, "Mom, Mommy."

Tang Ruoyao suddenly thought: That's fine, their feelings don't need to be understood by outsiders, as long as the family understands.In this home, she is always comfortable and free.

This is actually a very dangerous idea, which means that she took the initiative to narrow her circle and confine herself.On the issue of Qin Yinong, she has developed a kind of childlike and almost stubborn paranoia. If you don't like her, well, then I don't like you either.If things go on like this, sooner or later it will affect her social circle, unless she hides Qin Yinong from outsiders forever, but that is impossible.

She can't wait to announce her relationship with Qin Yinong. This meeting with the teacher was also facilitated by Tang Ruoyao.She thought it would be a good opportunity to bring Qin Yinong into her circle gradually, but she didn't expect it to backfire.

Under all kinds of intertwining, her thoughts became more and more paranoid.

Qin Yinong didn't know that she had thought so much at first, until before going to bed at night, Tang Ruoyao said angrily: "For our wedding, I won't invite anyone except my roommate."

Qin Yinong asked in surprise, "Why?"

She made a lot of lists before. There are teachers and friends, and they almost make up a table.

Tang Ruoyao buried her face in her arms and said softly, "I just don't want to invite you." She didn't want to say the reason, so she pretended to be childish.

Qin Yinong looked down at her, and could only see the top of her jet-black hair, she stepped back and saw Tang Ruoyao's tightly pursed thin lips, and immediately understood half of it: "Are you worried that they don't like me? "

Tang Ruoyao said in her heart: What is worrying, they just don't like you.

Tang Ruoyao said indifferently: "No, I just don't think it's necessary, and the friendship is not that deep anyway."

Qin Yinong raised his eyebrows, and said leisurely: "Is the teacher who went to visit the doctor today also not very friendly?" He didn't have a good relationship with him, and he went to the hospital to visit the doctor on the third day of the Lunar New Year, and he brought himself with him?

Tang Ruoyao raised his eyelids, and there was a faint red circle around his eyes.

Qin Yinong kissed her eyes distressedly, and coaxed: "Hey, I already know, so you don't have to complain about me."

"How can I do that!" Tang Ruoyao retorted with his heart heaving, "We are going to get married, do you want me to listen to her speak ill of you and remain indifferent?"

Sure enough, he said bad things about her, and it made her little baby angry.

Qin Yinong reached out to touch Tang Ruoyao's face, and asked, "What did she say?"

Tang Ruoyao became angry when she thought about it, her eye circles became redder, she calmed down a little, and said: "She said you have a bad reputation, let me think about my relationship with you, and get back as soon as possible."

Qin Yinong: "..." Her eyes were subtle, "That's all?" It was far worse than what she heard before, and rounding up and down was a compliment.

Tang Ruoyao puffed her cheeks: "Yes."

Qin Yinong said "ah" softly, and couldn't help but say, "Your teacher is worthy of being a cultural person."

Tang Ruoyao said angrily, "Qin Yinong!"

She can still laugh? !

Qin Yinong cleared her throat and said, "Stop laughing." The corner of her mouth curled down, "Is this kind of reaction okay?"

Tang Ruoyao was amused by her: "Why are you so annoying."

Qin Yinong continued to curl her lips: "It's fine if your teacher doesn't like me, but you hate me too."

Tang Ruoyao knew that she was acting, and it was still a very careless performance, but she still couldn't bear to hear this, and hurriedly lowered her voice: "It's too late for me to like you."

Qin Yinong raised his eyebrows and rolled his eyes, with a smile on his lips, he said, "Me too."

Tang Ruoyao finally uttered what she had been holding back for a whole day, her heart was not so heavy, Qin Yinong took the opportunity to explain her, "From another perspective, they also care about you."

Tang Ruoyao said sullenly, "I know."

The more this kind of "for your own good" coerced by sincerity, the more difficult it is for her to accept, and she can't even blame it.

Qin Yinong continued: "At first, didn't you think I was like what I said?"

Tang Ruoyao was completely relentless when he was dark, and immediately said: "I am blind and don't know gold and jade. If I can travel back, I will slap myself first."

Qin Yinong patted her on the head lightly, and said with a smile, "Don't take my word for it. I mean, you changed your mind after getting to know me slowly. How can you ask your friends to accept me right away? ?”

"I know what you're saying makes sense, but I'm just angry, isn't that a conflict?"

"Of course there is no conflict, so you can't prevent me from seeing them, so I will never have a chance to change their mind." Qin Yinong said gently.

"But..." Tang Ruoyao muttered.

"Afraid that I will be wronged?"

Tang Ruoyao lowered her eyes and hummed softly.

"Well." Qin Yinong said, "But I don't think it's wronged. This kind of thing depends on personal feelings."

Tang Ruoyao looked up.

Qin Yinong looked at her with gentle eyes: "I feel very happy to do anything for you."

Tang Ruoyao was a little moved, her eyes gradually became hot, she opened her arms, stepped forward to hug the woman tightly, and said, "Are you shaking M?"

Tang Ruoyao had explained this word to her, and it meant cute.

So Qin Yinong replied very honestly and cutely: "Yes."

Tang Ruoyao lowered his head and kissed her forcefully.

loud bang.

bar.

One mouthful, another mouthful.

Her angle and strength were a bit tricky, Qin Yinong was tickled by her kiss, couldn't stop laughing, gradually the feeling changed, Qin Yinong took a deep breath, curled up his slender and white knuckles, scratched on the sheets.

……

The wedding date is set in March, and wedding invitations are usually issued half a month to a month in advance so that guests can arrange their itineraries.They were sent out more than a month in advance, just in time for the New Year's Eve.

At first, the two arranged only two tables, but with Han Yuping's supplement, it became three tables.He regards Qin Yinong as his own. Qin Yinong's marriage is equivalent to welcoming his daughter-in-law into the house. It is a big event. If it wasn't for keeping the wedding secret, he could host a banquet and invite everyone around.

The final attendance list is: Han Yuping and his wife, Lin Guoan and his wife, Mr. Jiang and his son, two other old friends of Han Yuping who are very close, Lin Ruohan, another friend of Qin Yinong's circle, Guan Han and so on.

Tang Ruoyao's side is the people she originally planned. Some people don't know her relationship with Qin Yinong. After receiving the wedding invitation, they called to inquire. Tang Ruoyao explained one by one. Attend on time.

After hanging up the phone, Tang Ruoyao dropped one hand to his side and looked out the window at night from the study.

Qin Yinong made the last stroke on the calligraphy book, put down the pen and got up.

Tang Ruoyao was so focused in her thoughts that she didn't realize that Qin Yinong had quietly walked around behind her.

"What are you thinking?" the woman asked suddenly.

Tang Ruoyao was startled, and said, "It's nothing." She naturally took Qin Yinong's hand, half wrapped it around her waist, and said with a smile, "I just feel that time flies so fast."

In the blink of an eye, the year is over.

"It's very soon." The more Qin Yinong didn't want to mention the matter, the more it popped into her mind involuntarily. She tightened the hand they were holding together and asked, "Have you checked your luggage? Have you brought everything?"

"En." Tang Ruoyao said concisely, and didn't want to say a word about parting, as if this would slow down time.

"It hasn't been long, you'll be back in a month." Qin Yinong tried hard to make himself laugh, comforting her and comforting himself.

Please take two days off to return to Beijing to get married, and then leave, and then it will be four months.

Tang Ruoyao stared at her for a while, then pulled her into his arms, and kissed her deeply.

The gradually rising temperature dispelled the melancholy lingering in my heart, and the hormones in the lover's world were on fire.

From the study to the bedroom, from the sofa to the carpet, they all left evidence of their love.

In the end, there was only an hour left before dawn, and the two of them didn't sleep at all, they hugged and chatted together, and counted each other's eyelashes with their eyes open under a dim wall lamp.

When the alarm clock rang, the corners of Qin Yinong's lips froze, and he couldn't finish the count.

She put on a nightgown and got up, her mind was blank, she stood with her back to Tang Ruoyao for a while, then Fang said slowly, "I... will check your luggage again."

Tang Ruoyao agreed humbly, got up and took a shower.

It was still winter, and she would wear long-sleeved trousers and a thick coat. Tang Ruoyao raised her hand and slightly opened the neckline of her nightgown. There were scars all over her snow-white skin, and Qin Yinong was the same as her.

They tried their best to let the traces of each other exist for a longer period of time.

The crew is still being built, and now it used to be mainly for script seminars, so I didn't have to be in such a hurry, I bought a flight at [-]:[-] am.Tang Ruoyao was able to stay at home for breakfast, and Ningning knew that she was going to be away from home for a long time at this time, so she burst into tears immediately.

Tang Ruoyao was busy looking at Qin Yinong, it's not a big deal for a child to cry, but Qin Yinong has been exceptionally silent since getting up this morning, there is a string stretching to support her.She was afraid that Ningning would accidentally touch her and break her string.

But no, Qin Yinong put down the porridge spoon, without the slightest fluctuation in emotion, and said to Ning Ning very calmly: "Mommy is going to work, you can video call her when she is free. And after a while, she Will go home and see us, won't you?"

In the last sentence, she looked at Tang Ruoyao.

Tang Ruoyao's heart skipped a beat for no reason, and he hurriedly said, "Yes."

Qin Yinong picked up the bowl again, and said softly, "Let's eat."

Tang Ruoyao took out a tissue and gently wiped away the tears on Ning Ning's face, and looked at Qin Yinong worriedly.

Qin Yinong didn't respond to her gaze, she finished her breakfast first, wiped her mouth slowly, got up and left: "I'll go get the car out."

Tang Ruoyao: "Where's Guan Han?"

Qin Yinong didn't look back: "She won't come over later, I'll drive the car out first."

After Qin Yinong left, Tang Ruoyao's ominous premonition became more and more serious.

Ning Ning held her small spoon, her eyebrows were furrowed, and she whispered, "Mom seems to be acting weird."

Tang Ruoyao became more and more confused, and turned his eyes to a child for help, and asked, "What's wrong with her?"

The kid was also relying on intuition, so of course he couldn't answer, so the childish voice said, "It's just weird. Aren't you mother's wife, and you don't know?"

The adult world is so troublesome.

Qin Jianing buried her head and continued to drink the porridge.

Tang Ruoyao finished the porridge without taste, looked up, Guan Han came in with Qin Yinong, the two of them were still talking in a low voice, Tang Ruoyao approached, and heard Qin Yinong talking about the company .

Qin Yinong noticed her coming, gave her a calm look, and said to Guan Han: "We'll go back to the company directly after sending her off."

she?Has your name become a personal pronoun?

Tang Ruoyao was keenly aware of her changed address and alienated tone, as if she was no longer her fiancée, but a stranger.The heart was grabbed by a big hand, and there was a dull pain.

Tang Ruoyao subconsciously held Qin Yinong's hand.

Chilled to the bone.

The cold made her tremble all over.

Qin Yinong's body cold problem is acquired. The doctor said it was caused by years of fatigue and bad living habits such as alcoholism. Although it can't be restored to the original state, it can be nourished slowly.

During the half a year of her recuperation at home, she had a regular schedule and a happy body and mind. Ji Shulan stewed nourishing soup and various medicinal foods for her in various ways. After this for a long time, her body was strong and her body was already much better than before.

Especially with the heater still on in the house, how could she be so cold?

Tang Ruoyao held her hand to his lips, breathed out continuously, and warmed her hand.

Guan Han wanted to take a sip of CP, but seeing the indifferent look in Qin Yinong's eyes, she couldn't do it any more. Her eyes were watching her heart, her heart was fluctuating, and her little head was in great confusion.

"What time is it?" Qin Yinong asked.

"Eight o'clock." Guan Han replied.

"It's time to go." Qin Yinong said calmly, withdrawing the hand that was held in the warm palm by the young woman.

Facing Tang Ruoyao's astonished eyes, Qin Yinong couldn't bear it, his eyes softened, and he said softly: "There may be traffic jams on the road, so we have to leave early."

Tang Ruoyao pursed her lips and remained silent.

The luggage had already been put into the trunk by Qin Yinong, and the two sat in the back seat one after the other. Guan Han started the car and drove out of the iron gate.

Qin Yinong turned his head and looked out the window. The vegetation in the community was dense, and tall trees cast shadows through the car window. Half of the woman's face was shrouded in the shadow, and she couldn't distinguish her expression.

Silence spread like a silent blade.

Tang Ruoyao raised a hand and put it on the back of Qin Yinong's hand that was on the side.

Tang Ruoyao could feel the sudden stiffness of her knuckles, she was not as docile and obedient as before.

The veins on Qin Yinong's forehead twitched.

She breathed out without a trace, slowly turned her palm over, and with her five fingers that suddenly became dull, she found Tang Ruoyao's fingers, reached in, and held them.

She tried her best to be exactly the same as before, without showing any flaws.But the acting skills she was so proud of turned into clumsy and blunt acting skills, for fear that Tang Ruoyao would not be able to see her abnormality.

Tang Ruoyao held her hand tightly in this position, and said softly, "Baby."

Qin Yinong bit her lower lip.

Tang Ruoyao sat over, moved closer to her, shoulder to shoulder, and continued to ask in a considerate and gentle tone, "What's wrong with you?"

The more tolerant and patient she was, the more self-ashamed Qin Yinong became, and he hated his own thoughts.

Her lips were whitened by the biting of her teeth, and the heating in the car couldn't stop the loss of temperature from her fingertips.

Tang Ruoyao seemed to be holding a piece of ice.

Guan Han drove the car steadily and glanced back in the rearview mirror.

The two are at a stalemate.

Tang Ruoyao kept saying something in a low voice, Qin Yinong only responded with silence.

Tang Ruoyao was very anxious. She hoped that the road would be longer and that she would have more time.But today is neither a holiday nor a weekend, and the road to the airport is unimpeded, and it stops at the place agreed with Xin Qian.

Xin Qian, Tang Ruoyao's assistant, had already seen the car and waved her hand.

The backseat was so quiet it could be heard.

Qin Yinong lowered her head and said nothing.

"Do you want me to worry to death?" Tang Ruoyao said.

She had no choice but to take a slanted sword and use this method of targeting herself.

Qin Yinong's long eyelashes trembled slightly.

Tang Ruoyao put both hands on the woman's shoulders, and said softly, "What's the matter? Can you tell me? Aren't we the closest people to each other? You can tell me anything you have, okay? good?"

Qin Yinong pinched his white fingertips into his palm and clenched his teeth.

Tang Ruoyao looked at her drooping eyelashes again, and her voice trembled slightly: "Baby, you will make me suspicious, and I will never come back after I leave. You..." After a pause for half a second, she choked up and said, "You don't want me anymore?"

Qin Yinong's pupils shrank suddenly, and suddenly raised his eyes: "I'm not..."

How could she not want her?

She wanted her because she wanted her so much, so she had to control her greed and not break her wings for her own benefit.

The corners of Tang Ruoyao's eyes were slightly red: "Then why didn't you talk to me all the way?"

Qin Yinong smiled bitterly: "I don't know what to say."

Say you don't want to go?What's the point of saying it if you know it can't come true?It will only put a burden on Tang Ruoyao.Although what I am doing now is no better than saying "don't go", it is even worse.

In the past few days, she has been rehearsing in her mind every day. On the day when she sent Tang Ruoyao to the airport, she had to behave very calmly, no different from usual.It was just an ordinary temporary parting, maybe Tang Ruoyao would cry, but she had thought of words to comfort Tang Ruoyao.

I didn't expect to be the one who behaved in a mess.

Her desires grew wildly, last night she thought, just make Tang Ruoyao too tired to get up, and just miss today's flight, so she can stay for an extra day.Then day after day, she stayed by her side forever, broke her, imprisoned her, within sight, not allowed to leave a single step.

Tang Ruoyao said on New Year's Eve that she was not allowed to wear a cheongsam to go out, and seriously reflected on whether she was too controlling.Qin Yinong thought at that time: The lover in front of her probably doesn't know that her desire to control is a thousand times or ten thousand times stronger than hers, but the devouring giant hides in the dark and will not show its true colors easily , or wrapped in a beautiful coat.

She was worried about letting Tang Ruoyao wander alone in the circle, so she asked Han Yuping to help her. Han Yuping knew her very well. Everyone Tang Ruoyao came into contact with and everything that happened were under her nose. .She can fly, but only in the sky that she can see.

She wants to fight for Tang Ruoyao's friends and teachers to change their minds, and she wants to appear in front of each other with her in a fair manner, get their heartfelt blessings, and let everyone around her know herself.

She wants to put her own surname in front of Tang Ruoyao's name, wants her to belong to herself from body to heart, and wants her to have nowhere to go except by her side.

This is paranoia, Qin Yinong knows it well.Compared with ordinary people, her love for Tang Ruoyao has more obsession with dying together, living together and dying together, not just talking about it.

But she couldn't change it, she had received such fervent love, how could she be willing to let her disappear from her side?Even for a minute and a second.

She's been trying to adjust to make this love healthy and at least seem flawless, but she doesn't have much time.Negative emotions suddenly exploded when the alarm clock rang this morning.

There was only one thought on her mind: keep her, no matter what.

She knew that as long as she spoke, Tang Ruoyao would definitely agree, even if she broke the contract and stopped making movies, even if she didn't want to, she would stay because of her.

So she can't speak, which will ruin their love.

Qin Yinong took a deep breath and looked at the young woman in front of him: "It's getting late, you should go in."

Tang Ruoyao bit her lower lip, worried.

Qin Yinong leaned over, put both hands on the young woman's back, pressed against her forehead, and said softly: "I won't want you, be good, give me a call after the security check."

The two hugged quietly for a while, then let go.

Tang Ruoyao's cold hair slowly passed over Qin Yinong's fingertips. Qin Yinong closed his eyes, concealed his crazy thoughts, maintained his gentle dignity, and passed her hand to the car door handle. , said: "Let's go."

Tang Ruoyao didn't move, and said, "I can't bear you."

"Me too." Qin Yinong kissed her lightly on the lips, looked into her eyes and said, "We'll get married when you come back."

Only then did Tang Ruoyao show a bright smile.

She nodded vigorously, turned around and opened the door to get off, joined Xin Qian, and strode towards the terminal building.

Qin Yinong's face was hidden in the car window again, and the car drove away from the airport after a while.

On the first night of separation, Qin Yinong woke up from a nightmare, dripping with cold sweat.

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Today is Qin Bingjiao 1 Nong

"We'll get married when you come back." Does this sentence sound like a flag? Hahaha, I'll emphasize it again, sweet article author, Mo Fang~

On the day Yaoyao came back, eighty-eight 64 cups of water were useless, about 860 four cups, Yaoyao died of dehydration