I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

Xu Anran was bolder than Zheng Zhinan thought, he drove directly to the hotel, took the bird cage and went to the agreed room.

The room was a suite, bright and spacious, with luxurious furnishings. The person who opened the door for Xu Anran was wearing a bathrobe, and the two faced each other with a smile on their faces.

The man pulled Xu Anran into the room, closed the door, and only noticed the bird cage in his hand when he closed the door.

"Why do you still have a bird?"

"For drawing."

The man raised his eyebrows and asked, "Are you going back to the studio later?"

Xu Anran nodded and said: "I will send the bird back tomorrow, and I will go back and paint for a while at night."

"I thought you would stay here with me tonight." The man raised his hand to stroke Xu Anran's hair, then stayed next to his ear, and gently pinched his earlobe.

Xu Anran allowed him to make intimate gestures, put the bird cage on the table, and said to him in a solemn tone: "Zhou Yan, do you really want to take me to England?"

"Do you regret it?" The man let go of his hand.

Xu Anran shook his head and said, "No, I just feel a little guilty."

Zhou Yan pulled Xu Anran to his side, hugged him and said, "I thought you had already told him to break up."

"He is very good to me." Xu Anran hesitated.

"But you love me." After Zhou Yan said this, Xu Anran remained silent.

Because he has always been in love with Zhou Yan, Zhou Yan is his first love, they fell in love in high school, because of some things separated, and at that time, Zhou's family immigrated to a foreign country, Zhou Yan also went, and since then the two have been like strangers.

Later, in her sophomore year, Xu Anran met Lin Xiao, and it was he who took the initiative to pursue Lin Xiao.

At first, Lin Xiao didn't pay much attention to him and concentrated on his research. Later, with his enthusiasm, Lin Xiao finally let go of him and established a relationship with him.

They have been together for almost six years.

Xu Anran thought that he would always be with Lin Xiao in the future, but he never thought that during Lin Xiao's trip to Africa, he would meet Zhou Yan who was returning to China on business.

At that moment, Tianlei set fire to the ground, and Xu Anran knew that he had never forgotten the person he fell in love with when he was young, and he thought he had walked out a long time ago.

He later thought that maybe after a few contacts, he would find that he was not the same person as before, but he was getting deeper and deeper.

He thought he would see the other person more clearly, but he couldn't get out of it.

Originally, he went to Lin Xiao yesterday to talk about breaking up, but after taking a shower, he lay on the bed with a familiar smell, the bedding that had been bathed in the faint sunlight, and the smell of mint shower gel, as if he was with Zhou Yan. The time we spent together was just a dream he had.

He fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up, he heard Lin Xiao's voice coming back. At that moment, he really thought that he was just having a dream, and he was doing intimate things with Lin Xiao as always, but he didn't know what to do. With a trace of guilt.

In order not to be seen, Xu Anran smiled brighter than usual, but only he knew that the words of breaking up had been turning back and forth in his heart.

Mingming felt that she loved Zhou Yan more, and even wanted to stay with him all the time, but when facing Lin Xiao, Xu Anran couldn't help but say goodbye.

He was conflicted and a little uneasy.

He knew that he liked Lin Xiao, but his first love rekindled his passion.

Zhou Yan looked at Xu Anran in a daze, held his face in his hands, and kissed him.

What did they do later, Zheng Zhinan only saw them kissing from the door to the bathroom, and from the bathroom to the moment the bedroom door closed, he saw nothing.

The door was actually not closed tightly, so Zheng Zhinan could hear clearly what was going on inside.

Listening to the voice, he thought of Lin Xiao's eyebrows.

I can't tell the feeling in my heart, it's very uncomfortable, because he thinks that Lin Xiao is a very good person, good-looking, and outstanding ability. He originally thought that he and his lover are a loving couple, but turned around and kissed someone else .

The two of them lay in bed from two o'clock until eight o'clock in the evening before getting up to take a shower and change clothes.

Zhou Yan looked at Xu Anran who was about to leave with the bird cage and said, "We're leaving next week, you don't have much time." He was urging Xu Anran to break up with Lin Xiao.

"I will." Xu Anran looked at Zhou Yan, agreed, and left with the bird cage.

After returning to the studio, Xu Anran sat in front of the drawing board, although his eyes were fixed on Zheng Zhinan in the room, his thoughts had already gone to other places.

Zheng Zhinan felt that he was very strange, obviously this is a human thing, whether cheating or not, he should be calm and just be a spectator.

But he couldn't help but despise Xu Anran, as if such a scene of betrayal had also happened around him, so he especially hated such people.

Because the first impression of Xu Anran was quite good, when it was confirmed that Xu Anran had cheated on him, his disgust was still bearable.

But the disgust in my heart still exists, and it has almost risen to hatred.

As the hatred intensified, facing Lin Xiao who was about to be broken up, he felt more heartbroken and even uncomfortable for him.

Zheng Zhinan felt that he was very strange. When he was not sure that Xu Anran was in two boats, he guessed that Xu Anran was still calm about cheating, but now that he was sure about cheating, he couldn't calm down at all.

Zheng Zhinan thought to himself: "I used to be a human, right?"

Moreover, when he was a human being, he was betrayed and his feelings were played with, but he didn't feel the same way, so he preliminarily speculated that maybe the people around him had encountered such a thing.

If so, it would explain his inexplicable emotional and psychological shifts.

Zheng Zhinan worked quietly as a model for a while, and when it was time for dinner, Xu Anran went outside, and he flew over to look at the drawing board. On the drawing board, there was nothing drawn except for the parts of his body.

It seems that Xu Anran is still hesitating in his heart.

After Xu Anran had dinner, he didn't continue to paint. He put Zheng Zhinan back into the bird cage, took him to a resting place, added water and bird food for him, and took a bath and went to sleep with his own thoughts.

I got up early the next day, as if I had made up my mind, and started painting after breakfast.

From morning to evening, there is no meal in between.

Immersed in painting all the time, he didn't stop until Lin Xiao came to Xu Anran's residence with dinner.

Xu Anran looked at Lin Xiao who came to pick up Zheng Zhinan, sat down silently, opened the takeaway box with him, and picked up chopsticks to eat while chatting.

Although Lin Xiao is usually a little careless, he can still feel the change in his lover's attitude, and the occasional smile becomes a bit forced.

Lin Xiao asked: "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to touch Xu Anran's forehead.

Xu Anran gently pushed Lin Xiao's hand away and said, "I'm fine, maybe it's because I've been drawing and didn't eat at noon, so don't worry."

Hearing that it was because he didn't eat lunch, Lin Xiao nodded and said: "Although I know you are a little focused on painting, you must also pay attention to your body. Your stomach is so hungry that you don't feel like eating anything, and there are many things you can't eat. gone."

Lin Xiao cared about Xu Anran and didn't want him to work so hard.

"I want to finish the painting early, so that you can take him back without delay."

"You haven't finished painting, so I can give you two more days to paint. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry to send him back. I think you've taken good care of him."

Xu Anran smiled and didn't speak.

Lin Xiao knew that Xu Anran had finished. When he took the bird back, he originally wanted Xu Anran to go with him to his place.

But Xu Anran refused, and at the same time let go of his hand, stood in the hall full of paintings, looked at him and said, "I have something to tell you."

Lin Xiao didn't think about breaking up, thinking that Xu Anran needed his help with something.

"what's up?"

"let's break up."

This sentence was too sudden for Lin Xiao. He was still immersed in the sweetness of Xu Anran making soup for him for lunch before, and he couldn't understand why he suddenly said to break up.

Lin Xiao is a very proud person. When he was in school, he was the first major in his major. Before he graduated, his thesis was published in an authoritative magazine. After graduation, he entered the top research institute in China. However, in three or four years, his reputation has grown. .

Success in his career does not mean that he can still be proud emotionally.

Although it was Xu Anran who chased him back then, Lin Xiao has long regarded Xu Anran as his favorite person during the six years of getting along.

Now, the person he loves the most says to him: "Let's break up."

How does Lin Xiao maintain his pride?He gently put down the birdcage, came to Xu Anran who was keeping a distance from him, and wanted to hold his hand, but Xu Anran broke free.

He said: "I don't think I like you that much anymore, so I want to break up with you." Before Lin Xiao could ask why, he gave his reasons.

He spoke calmly and relaxedly, and obviously passed the most tangled time.

Lin Xiao is not a fool, why can't he notice it, there must be other reasons, but this sentence "I don't like you that much anymore" still hurt his heart.

Lin Xiao looked at Xu Anran and said, "I don't like you that much, but I was still telling me in bed two days ago, do you love me?"

Xu Anran pursed her lips and said, "The words on the bed are just words."

Lin Xiao said: "You might as well tell me the truth, why you broke up, this excuse is really clumsy."

How could Xu Anran admit that he and his first love rekindled, let alone directly say that he cheated.

Xu Anran said: "I'm going to England next week." This means that if you don't break up, you will be in a foreign relationship, and your tone seems to be thinking about Lin Xiao.

Lin Xiao and Xu Anran have been together for six years, how could he not feel that Xu Anran did not tell the whole truth.

But there was no need for him to ask any further, because Xu Anran, who was about to go to the UK, really wanted to break up with him, not because of losing his temper or playing his temper.

He didn't know anything about his going to England.

If Lin Xiao wanted to keep him a few minutes ago, let go of his pride and self-esteem and ask the reason, and if it was his fault, he would admit his mistake and correct it, but now, he knows, it was not his fault.

It was Xu Anran who was determined to leave.

Lin Xiao's eyebrows and eyes returned to cold, as if the person who lowered his posture and talked to Xu Anran just now was someone else. He picked up the birdcage and left a word for Xu Anran before leaving.

"Then I wish you all the best." His back was free and easy.

Xu Anran looked at his back, his face paled slightly.

He didn't know why he felt a little bit of resentment because of Lin Xiao's resolute attitude, and he should feel relieved.

He thought that Lin Xiao should continue to keep him, and even pester him for a while.

Xu Anran only saw the free and easy determination of Lin Xiao's back, but he didn't see the panic on his face, and the heartbreaking strength in his cold eyes.

Lin Xiao is not as free and easy as Xu Anran seems, Xu Anran can let go of the six years of relationship, Lin Xiao who never thought of breaking up with Xu Anran is absolutely impossible to let go so easily.

His firm and straight back is just that he doesn't want to be regarded as weak by the other party.

Zheng Zhinan, who was watching all this, wanted to comfort Lin Xiao, but as a bird, he could do nothing but watch quietly.