I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

Apart from the hesitation at the beginning, Lin Xiao's expression has returned to normal when he walked halfway, as if he had never been hurt by his lover.

On the surface, now Lin Xiao is no different from the usual Lin Xiao, but only he knows how frantic, bewildered, and even painful his heart is, which is even more unacceptable.

When passing by the supermarket, Lin Xiao bought a case of wine.

He didn't drink alcohol in the past, and he would have a few drinks with his friends, but now he just wants to feel the taste of being drunk, maybe those troublesome things won't attack his brain when he's drunk.

Lin Xiao is like a walking dead.

After returning home, Zheng Zhinan saw Lin Xiao carefully unpacking the wine box as if making a specimen. After unpacking, he sat on the floor, leaned against the sofa with the bottle, and drank one gulp at a time.

Even if he was drinking, frustrated, and decadent, Lin Xiao didn't make a fool of himself. He drank quietly, lay quietly on the floor and fell asleep, woke up by the temperature of the air conditioner in the middle of the night, and stumbled back to the bedroom...

What surprised Zheng Zhinan even more was that even in such a painful situation, Lin Xiao would prepare food and water for him when he was awake.

Zheng Zhinan was amazed by this kind of willpower and at the same time felt that he was not worth it.

Those who behave poorly are not worthy of giving their sincerity at all.

But for things like feelings, once it starts, there is no value or not, only whether you are happy or not.

But now, it is obvious that this relationship has made Lin Xiao unhappy and no longer happy.

Lin Xiao spent the whole week in the bottle.

Zheng Zhinan had no way to stop him, and even flying around couldn't attract Lin Xiao's attention. In the end, he vomited blood in his stomach after drinking, and was discovered by his sister who hadn't seen his younger brother. She called 120 and sent him to the hospital.

Lin Xiao's older sister, Lin Yu, didn't know what happened to her younger brother. She only knew that if she came later and found out later, her younger brother might have been gone. So she cried so sad that Lin Xiao had to curse when she woke up. I swear, it will never be like this again.

"Then you promise me that you are not allowed to drink."

"it is good."

"Although I don't know what you have been through, your brother-in-law, my parents and I are willing to be behind you. As long as you need us, we will show up immediately. You must not do stupid things." Back then when Lin Xiao talked to the boy They knew about the love affair. As an older sister, she accepted more new things than her parents, and she could understand things like feelings. She didn't say much. As long as her younger brother was happy, she would not trouble him, let alone intentionally She totally understands the humiliation of their relationship.

The parents were madly opposed two years ago, but after seeing Lin Xiao's insistence on this, the parents gradually let go, as if they had another son, and the compromise in desperation became a habit later.

Lin Yu is only a few years older than her younger brother. Since they were young, she, the older sister, knows best her younger brother's personality. She does everything in an orderly manner and never makes people worry too much. She has her own thoughts and ideas. He is also very measured, the only wayward thing is to choose to be with the gay Xu Anran.

Lin Yu knew that he could remain rational in many things, so who else could make his brother so decadent and painful, except that man.

She wanted to ask Lin Xiao, did you break up?

I want to tell him that it's okay to break up, and we will meet better ones in the future.

Don't hurt yourself or your family for another person.

But she didn't say anything in the end, she just told Lin Xiao to take care of her body, and all the words were in her eyes.

Lin Xiao looked at her sister with a forbearing expression, held her hand, and wanted to convey it to her so that she didn't have to worry.

"Don't tell your parents."

"I know."

"I'll adjust myself."

"I believe you."

Seeing her sister's trusting eyes, Lin Xiao curled up her lips and said, "Thank you, sister."

"Thank you for saying something to my sister. If you treat yourself well, I will feel relieved. Your brother-in-law was scared to death when he saw me crying like something. It's all because of you." No one answered the door at that time. She took out the spare key to open the door and saw her brother lying on the ground surrounded by wine bottles, she really lost half of her soul.

"It was my fault."

Lin Xiao stayed in the hospital for two days, and Zheng Zhinan was picked up by Zhao Yuanyi during those few days.

After Lin Xiao was discharged from the hospital, Zhao Yuanyi went to find Lin Xiao with the bird cage.

Originally, Zhao Yuanyi wanted to send the bird home after two days, but because his uncle was hospitalized, his mother said that he was not in a good mood, so he could take this opportunity to go to the mountains to relax and do something he likes to do.

Catching insects and making insect specimens is one of Lin Xiao's favorite things to do.

Lin Xiao looked at Zheng Zhinan, nodded slightly and said to Zhao Yuanyi, "Then shall we leave the day after tomorrow?" It is indeed time to send this little guy back.

Thinking about it carefully, during the time it took to take care of Xiao Bai, this bird was really surprisingly obedient and even more obedient.

It is the most spiritual existence among the birds that Lin Xiao has ever seen. Knowing that he has human nature, Lin Xiao can't take him as his own and keep him by his side.

He should return to nature, to his familiar habitat.

Two days later, Lin Xiao and Zhao Yuanyi, who were ready, went to the mountain where Zheng Zhinan was picked up.

Lin Xiao gently lifted Zheng Zhinan out of the bird cage, put him in the palm of his hand, touched his body, and said to him calmly, "Take good care of yourself, I hope you can spend every day happily. "His sincere expression does not seem to be talking to a bird, but rather like sending blessings to his friends who are about to travel far away.

Zhao Yuanyi also touched Zheng Zhinan, and said in a rather reluctant tone, "I will miss you Xiaobai." Then he took Zheng Zhinan from Lin Xiao's hand and asked Lin Xiao to take a photo of him and Zheng Zhinan.

Lin Xiao took out the camera and pressed the shutter.

Zheng Zhinan stood on Zhao Yuanyi's shoulders, his long feathers hanging aside, a pure and beautiful individual.

Then Lin Xiao and Zhao Yuanyi lifted Zheng Zhinan's body high and sent it to the sky. Zheng Zhinan spread his wings and flew high, stopping in the air and looking down at them.

Lin Xiao and Zhao Yuanyi waved to Zheng Zhinan, and when Zheng Zhinan turned to leave, they continued to do their own things.

Lin Xiao and Zhao Yuanyi left the forest in the afternoon.

Zheng Zhinan landed on the top of the tallest tree in the mountain, watching the car drifting away on the winding mountain road until he could no longer see it.

Zheng Zhinan felt that he should be happy to return to a familiar place, but his mind was full of images of modern cities, and Lin Xiao's lonely and indifferent expression.

He felt that Lin Xiao seemed to have recovered, but there was still a lingering silence in his eyes. The silence was not because his wound was healing, but because he was trying to pretend not to care because he couldn't heal.

Compared with the place where he was born, Zheng Zhinan, who fell in the tree, actually felt that the life in the city was the place he felt familiar with. He had just returned to the mountain, and he was already missing every bit of the city.

Zheng Zhinan told himself that maybe it was because he just came back and he wasn't very used to it yet.

He decided to adapt for a few days and then compare.

The result is that there is nothing to watch, no one to talk to, although it is a unilateral act of human beings, the kind of people who are used to the excitement, return to a lonely place, face the dark night, and worry about a snake coming out of the tree at any time , or another natural enemy, Zheng Zhinan couldn't get another solid sleep.

After persisting for three days, Zheng Zhinan drove an hour away for himself and to see Lin Xiao's recent situation. He flew all day, from day to night, exhausted.

Fortunately, his memory was good enough, so he flew back to the familiar neighborhood.

It belongs to Lin Xiao.

Compared with Zhao Yuanyi, he was more worried about Lin Xiao who was falling in love.

At this time, it should be around eight o'clock in the evening. He should not be asleep yet?

Zheng Zhinan flew to the balcony, and saw a pitch black room where he couldn't see anything.

he is not at home?

Zheng Zhinan rested on the balcony for a while, and flew into the air in boredom, ready to stroll around, but saw Lin Xiao sitting on the concrete fence holding a drink on the rooftop, with his legs stretched out, drinking while looking at the sky .

Even though his posture was very casual, Zheng Zhinan saw this scene, as if something was piercing his heart, causing him such pain that he almost fell from the air, he was very flustered.

This scene made Zheng Zhinan feel terrified and even suffocated. He couldn't think about anything more, he just wanted to rush over and push Lin Xiao back, not to do such a dangerous thing.

Zheng Zhinan uttered a cry, and quickly slammed into Lin Xiao's body.

He didn't know if he was strong enough to get Lin Xiao back inside the fence, but he still wanted him to get back to a safe place as soon as possible.

Lin Xiao, who was sitting on the rooftop drinking, didn't know what Zheng Zhinan was thinking. When he heard the familiar call, a black shadow flew towards him with fluttering wings and hit him in the arms. I fell back to the inside of the fence, and my shoulder hurt from the fall.

"Xiaobai, is that you?" The bird in his arms was still chirping desolately, the voice was neither harsh nor high-pitched, it even sounded helpless and pitiful.

Lin Xiao picked up the bird in his arms, and as soon as he touched his body, he felt a familiar touch.

It's Xiaobai.

Then, Lin Xiao discovered the hot liquid, which dripped on his hands, and was blown by the wind, which quickly turned into a cool touch.

Even Zheng Zhinan didn't realize that he was crying, tears fell from his eyes, he felt astringent and sour in his heart, and a sense of helplessness that was about to overwhelm him, he felt very painful.

This kind of emotion surrounded him, making him more and more unable to hold himself back, tears streaming down his face, and his voice was sad, as if something very painful was tormenting him.

So sad.

Why so sad.

It's so painful.

Lin Xiao knew that this bird was very human, but he didn't expect him to be so panic-stricken and uneasy. Tears fell on his hands drop by drop like pearls with a broken thread.

Is he worried about him?

Or was it frightened by something?

Lin Xiao was not sure, but it did not prevent him from feeling sorry for Zheng Zhinan.

"Don't cry, I'm fine, don't be afraid."

Zheng Zhinan leaned against Lin Xiao's hand, as if seeing another person through Lin Xiao.

It was as if the person was speaking to him.

It gave him a sense of peace of mind, as if there were hands comforting his body and mind invisibly.