Ten Days End

Actually, I understand Jiang Ruoxue's approach.

If one day she really found me dead on the street or lost my memory... that would probably be the most unacceptable thing for her.

I'm afraid that as long as she can remember, she will be sad about this matter.

This triggered her own protection mechanism, so for her, it is better to suffer a short pain than a long pain, and letting go is the best choice.

Yes... I understand her...

From the perspective of "human nature"... I understand... it is human nature to seek benefits and avoid harm...

Although I can use the knowledge I have learned to analyze the current situation, my heart is broken.

I was confused for a long time, but I couldn't cry.

I don't know if I am too sad or not that sad at all.

Anyway, I can't shed tears... I just feel that part of my soul has been taken away.

This empty and powerless feeling makes me unable to cry or laugh, but just live numbly.

Even when I was isolated in the real world, I never had this feeling.

During those days, Aries' game, as I expected, quickly attracted a large number of "participants" and became the most active game in this area. On the seventh day, someone won the lottery jackpot of sixty-six "Tao".

Using one "Tao" to exchange for sixty-six "Tao", there is no such game in the entire "End of the Land".

"Elysian Bank" spreads from one to ten, and from ten to a hundred. The unique gameplay and the extremely attractive "bank" mechanism have attracted a large number of strong people with a large number of "Tao".

Whenever I go to see Aries in the morning, I will see many people hired by Aries with two "Tao" to actively distribute "lottery tickets" for him.

If I go to see him on the tenth day, I will see a large number of "participants" holding paper and pen, analyzing the situation this time based on the "overall review" of the previous round on the display screen.

They pointed out the world on the screen like experienced veterans. They could even analyze the personality of the "Zodiac" and their recent mood. The words between the lines revealed how smart they were, how unique their vision was, and how thorough their analysis of the entire market was.

But the truly smart people would not participate in this game at all.

Aries, as the behind-the-scenes promoter, rarely showed up. Every time I came to see him, he was reading in the bank's office.

I have never seen such a "Zodiac". After he was promoted to "Earth Level", he was more leisurely than "Human Level".

He sat here every day to collect a huge amount of "Tao", and there were a few lives that disappeared at any time. This attitude made me feel confused.

Although I still talked to him every day and we would discuss various things, I became more and more absent-minded.

At this time, I finally realized... the sadness in my heart was too huge.

Jiang Ruoxue's departure hurt me deeply, but I didn't want to show my wounds from the beginning.

So I didn't tell anyone.

In order to avoid being noticed by others, I didn't even dare to cry or laugh.

But I would tremble when I walked, my voice would be hoarse when I spoke, and I would be silent when I was in a daze.

I was really sad.

At this moment, the only thing on my mind was how to "get out of sadness".

It's funny... I happened to know an organization that can help people get out of sadness.

Although that organization looks very strange and the host of that organization is also very different, I really want to join that "mutual aid association".

Now I also understand the mentality of those who "seek medical treatment in a hurry".

But when I came to the door of the ground snake's venue, I didn't want to go in anymore.

Because I saw the rope hanging at the door of the ground snake at a glance.

Jiang Ruoxue's voice suddenly rang in my memory at this time: "If you feel sad, you can die!"

Yes... maybe dying will make you feel better.

I imitated the ground snake and slowly put the rope around my neck, then relaxed my feet and let the whole person be pulled by the rope.

The huge pressure instantly took away my breath, and I felt that my whole head was filled with blood.

My eyeballs and tongue couldn't help but bulge out, and a few seconds later, everything in front of me was pitch black.

All my five senses were gradually moving away from me... I didn't even know if I was dead.

Just when I was about to lose consciousness, I suddenly felt a pair of cold hands holding me up, and then the hands untied the rope and held me to the ground and laid me flat.

"Damn stinky girl... what are you doing?!"

A familiar voice sounded in my ears, making me unable to tell whether I was dreaming or not.

"Why did you hang yourself at my door for no reason?! How unlucky!" the man said again"I still have to receive guests today!"

About a minute later, I regained my vision and gradually saw the person in front of me clearly.

It was a cold and frightened snake face.

Yes, only when I opened my eyes and saw the monster did I know that I was not dreaming.

"Earth Snake...?"

"Aren't you the stinky girl who passed the "Mutual Aid Association" three times without entering?" The white snake asked, "Why do you scare me every time you appear?"

For some reason, after the white snake put me down, the sadness in my heart finally reached its peak.

I lay on the ground, covering my face with my elbows, and then tears could not stop falling.

"Ouch..." The earth snake was startled by my actions, "Sister, you...you have something to say...what's wrong with you? "

I also wanted to say something, but the sadness kept spreading, so I couldn't say a word.

White Snake was at a loss in front of me.

He reached out and patted me, trying to comfort me, but I don't know why, the more he patted me, the sadder I was.

I remember that I am not such a person...

If someone tries to comfort me, even if it is to reassure the other person, I will immediately pretend that nothing is wrong.

But today I seemed very hypocritical, White Snake kept comforting me, and I kept crying.

"Oh... It's bad... How could I forget about this..." White Snake seemed to have thought of something, and simply stopped comforting me, "Stinky girl, I'll step back a little, you cry for a while. "

After he left me, I calmed down quickly.

Maybe crying is really useful. I haven't cried like this for a long time.

I stood up from the ground in a somewhat embarrassed manner and patted my stained white skirt. When I looked up, the white snake was looking at me with concern not far away.

I wiped my tears quickly and forced a smile: "Excuse me..."

"Are you feeling better, little girl...?" The earth snake asked, "How big of a problem is this? How can someone commit suicide in a place where you can die at any time?"

"I..." I shook my head after hearing this, and then sighed deeply, "I... broke up with my best friend..."

"Break up?" The white snake raised his eyebrowless forehead, "Break up in the "End of the World", it's so strange."

Yes... I'm afraid the white snake won't understand.

In this "End of the World" where no one can be fully trusted, I have a precious friend who I can't even see in the real world.

Unfortunately, he is gone now.