Ten Days End

"Since you have helped me many times... I will be merciful today." White Snake said.

"What?"

"You don't need to join my "Mutual Aid Association" today. I am willing to listen to your sad story and try to enlighten you. I will give you a book as a gift after the end. Just return it to me the next day." White Flower Snake said, "Come in, little girl."

White Snake gave me a very strange feeling.

He is also a "zodiac" who has killed countless people. I can't feel the evil in him either.

I was about to follow him in, but a few "participants" came not far away. It seems that they are not participating in White Snake's game for the first time.

"Earth Snake!" A fat middle-aged man shouted, "I just don't accept it! This time I can't say anything with expression, come on! What book are you asking me to read this time?!"

Earth Snake pulled me forward, turned his head and said unhappily: "Get lost, my sister and I are busy now, we don't have time to deal with you."

"Hey?"

Without waiting for the people outside the door to speak, Earth Snake turned back and slammed the door shut.

"This..." I said a little at a loss, "Isn't this bad? You said you are doing business..."

"Stinky girl, didn't I say..." White Snake shook his head, "You and your sister have helped me many times, and the establishment of this game venue has your contribution, so I will also be merciful and help you, sit down."

After hearing this, my face lost for a while, and then I found a chair and sat down.

"Why are you alone?" White Snake asked again, "Where is the love master?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Earth Snake's expression changed.

And I kept my head down, unable to answer anything.

"Wait a minute..." The White Snake slowly opened his mouth, "You just said "break up with your best friend"? ! No way? ! What are you two going to do, you little bitch? !"

"I..." I said hoarsely, "I don't know... I only know that we are on different paths, and we each have our own choices... No... and Jiang Ruoxue does whatever she wants... So..."

I shook my head and decided not to say it so nicely.

I was wrong about this matter, and I have to admit it.

So I could only say what was in my heart: "I'm sorry for her, she helped me many, many times without asking for anything in return, but the first time she asked me for something, I rejected her..."

"Damn it..." The White Snake cursed inwardly, "You two don't look like confused people, can't you just be nice? "

I smiled bitterly and shook my head, hating myself for being useless.

"And she actually does whatever she wants...hiss..." White Snake nodded after hearing this, "I have to learn this attitude towards life..."

"Learn it well...?"

"No, sister...I mean you have to talk to her!"

I stared at White Snake's eyes, feeling a little strange.

He is tall and sounds like a man, but he gives me the feeling of a very gentle big sister.

"Nothing to say..." I lowered my head again and smiled bitterly, "I have been isolated since I was a child, and this is what I deserve. You may not believe it, even the organization I founded is of the "isolated" type...I have long been accustomed to being abandoned by others, and I'm afraid you won't understand this feeling."

"No...I still understand it..." After listening to what I said, Earth Snake also smiled bitterly, "I have been treated as a monster by everyone since I was a child, and boys and girls are unwilling to get close to me. But they don't know that some things are not decided by me, but are destined by heaven."

"What...?" "

"I know that feeling too well, sister." Baishe smiled at me with relief, "Most people in this world will have malice towards me when they see me. They will sneer at me, give me insulting nicknames, and hit me from time to time. Whoever gets close to me will be scolded together. Even my parents who gave birth to me and raised me don't have the slightest sense of identity with me, but I just don't want to be a boy. Is that wrong? Maybe my existence... can only make them sad. "

I never thought that Baishe's personality would have a similar experience to mine.

At this moment, I felt that he was not a monster, but a flesh-and-blood person.

"Stinky girl, I was probably worse than you in school, right?" Baishe said again, "Although those classmates may have just said jokes casually, I have always remembered them until now. Whether it is "sissy" or "pervert", just a few words are enough for me to cry bitterly at night. If you think about it carefully, "being isolated" is actually the best situation. I don't need people in this world to be kind to me, as long as they don't have any bad intentions towards me, I'll be satisfied.

The white snake lowered its head and rubbed its palms.Simple actions made me see great sadness.

White Snake and I are like two lonely flowers in the world. We are watered by sadness and grow into thorns.

But to be honest... White Snake is really not suitable for organizing "mutual aid associations".

He is too emotional and can easily be reminded of his inner sadness by other people's stories.

And after listening to his words... I am really even sadder!

God, can his broken organization really help people get out of sadness?

Is it really not to create sadness?

"But stinky girl..." White Snake changed the subject and looked up at me. His expression seemed to be completely relieved. "Even lonely monsters like you and me... will meet people who love us."

"What...?"

"There will be people in this world who are willing to help us get out of loneliness and make us a better person. They will compensate us for what we lack in our lives with their own efforts." White Snake said, "We have been passive all our lives. It's time to take the initiative to fight for ourselves."

After listening to his words, the sadness in my heart actually began to dissipate.

"Whether it's a lover or a friend, it's the same for us." The white snake smiled at me, "People who are willing to contact us monsters... can they be anything other than angels? If you don't fight for an angel when you meet one, can you let the other party run away?"

"You're right..."

I pondered for a while and nodded slowly. I found that in all these years, I didn't even take the initiative to find Jiang Ruoxue.

I was too passive.

Why didn't I take the initiative to find her?

Jiang Ruoxue used so many "causes and effects" that day, maybe she was in a state of mental tension and confusion.

Why did I have to make her angry at that time?

How nice it would be if I had a few words with her? Why must I insist on my own ideas?

"Thank you... White Snake, I understand everything!"

"Damn... That's great..." White Snake muttered softly, "After so long, I finally succeeded in comforting one person..."

"What did you say?"

"No, no, no, nothing." White Snake shook his head, "If you are not sad, stay away from me, stinky girl. When you go out, check if those "participants" are still there. I am in a bad mood. I will kill a few people to vent my anger later."

Uh... Okay, I almost forgot that he is still a "zodiac sign".

Seeing that I didn't leave for a long time, he blinked in confusion: "What's wrong, stinky girl, do you need to add another course of treatment?"

"Aren't you going to give me a book as a gift?" I said, "You said you can return it to you the next day."

"You stinky girl don't want to suffer any loss."

White Snake casually pulled out a book from behind that almost no one reads and was covered with dust.

"This is it, take it and play with it." He curled his lips in annoyance, "Remember to return it to me tomorrow."

I took it and saw that it was a "Higher Plant Illustrations".

Well, it's better to have it than not.

I stood up, looked at him when I walked to the door, and smiled: "How boring it would be if there were only men and women in this world?"

"What?"

"I think Nuwa thought of it when she created us." I said, "Only colorful humans can build a colorful world."

"You stinky girl...you..." The white snake looked like she wanted to lose her temper, but tears fell after a few seconds, "You stinky girl, you really deserve to die..."

"Let's go!"

I took the "Higher Plant Illustrations" and walked out of the ground snake's venue with a smile on my face.

Perhaps I am the first person to walk out of here with a smile in such a long time.