The Crucifixion Cross

"Regret? How is it possible..." Mishima Kazumi shook his head, "You have lived a smooth life since you were young, and it is not a bad thing to suffer setbacks once in a while. Although this is a bit sorry for Mei, it also makes you feel very happy now. Complicated, but it's also part of growing up..."

"A part that must be experienced..." Su Fei smiled wryly.

Mishima Kazumi's words made Su Fei unstoppably recall the events of her previous life.

In his previous life, Su Fei's parents also said the exact same thing to him when he was 22 years old and just graduated from university.

At that time, he was already self-sufficient relying on manuscript fees. If he worked full-time as a writer, his monthly income was expected to reach five figures. In the small town he lived in, this level of income was enough for him to live very comfortably. .

You can live comfortably by working for one to one and a half hours a day, and you can earn a five-figure monthly salary by working for three hours... Su Fei feels that there is no need for her to go out to work, but her parents disagree.

At that time, what Su Fei’s parents said was exactly the same as what Kazumi Mishima said now: Going out to work and suffering setbacks are an indispensable part of your life. You can’t give up this experience just because you have the means to make a living, so whether you No matter how much money you make from writing novels, you have to go out to work!

Things that must be experienced... Su Fei hates this statement very much!

Mishima Kazumi asked him if he complained in his heart that she didn't tell the truth of the matter, which eventually led Su Fei to make an outrageously wrong judgment that "the man behind the scenes is not something that Mishima can afford", Su Fei said Say no, but actually?

It can only be said that the number of times Su Fei complained about Kazumi Mishima was not as exaggerated as the "thousands of times" she said...

"Since I can't change the past, what I can do now is to try my best to make up for the mistakes I made in the past..." Su Fei closed her eyes and said slowly, "I don't know if this can make Mei forgive me. Me, but... Anyway, it's better than just watching as strangers from now on..."

"The degree of difficulty is a bit high?" Mishima Kazumi didn't seem worried about whether Su Fei could handle the relationship with Mei, and said happily: "This time, that child Mei was hurt deeply by you." Well...By the way, the master feels that Mei is not sensible enough to realize that everything you do is actually for her good. After you appear in front of her today, the best result is probably to be severely beaten by her Slap her face, make a fool of herself in public, let her calm down..."

"It would be nice if she could really slap me hard, but I'm afraid she won't..." Su Fei sighed, "Hey, master, can you give me some useful advice?"

"From a girl's point of view, I can't tell you anything," Mishima Kazumi shook his head, "You also know that your master and my marriage are a typical political marriage, from the beginning to the end it was to support Living through the most difficult days... I have never tasted the taste of love."

"The relationship between me and Mei shouldn't be considered a love relationship, right?" Su Fei scratched her head, "The only one who can make my heart move is Kiyana, I'm sure of that, and the relationship with Mei... how should I put it, compared to Is love closer to family affection?"

"If it's really family affection, then how can you explain your panic now?" Kazumi Mishima closed one eye and looked at Su Fei with a half-smile, "There's no need to be so secretive between relatives Just say something straight, just like you did to Su Fang, but in fact, you don’t regard Mei as your "Aunt Mei"—or, in front of everyone, I ask you if you want to After marrying Mei back home, your attitude towards Mei is no longer "Aunt Mei", but "Mei"... I don't need to explain the difference, right?"

Mishima Kazumi's words made Su Fei silent for a moment.

He has to admit that what the master said is completely correct...

Before that day, 'Aunt Mei' was really just 'Aunt Mei', but after that day, the relationship between the two quietly changed...

From 'Aunt Mei' to 'Mei', Su Fei has become accustomed to seeing Mei as someone who will accompany her for the rest of her life, not simply an elder of the same age.

In his heart, Mei is his future wife.

At that time, Su Fei didn't think there was anything wrong with this. The ten years of knowing each other even made the two of them mentally prepared to get married after graduating from high school.

However, Raiden Ryoma's sudden imprisonment and the encounter on the trip to Northern Europe changed everything...

For him now, what exactly is Raiden Mei?

Is it a lover who was abandoned by him, a relative who is not related by blood, or a fetter that cannot be let go no matter what?

Su Fei's mood is very complicated...

When he returned to China this time, of course he had to face Yai, but according to Su Fei’s arrangement, his meeting with Yai should be after the official war with the anti-entropy radicals, because only in this way can he logically unite with the anti-entropy stable Pai, get Raiden Ryoma out of that ridiculous prison—in Su Fei's eyes, the return of Raiden Ryoma is the best atonement gift.

However, a phone call from Kazumi Mishima caused an earth-shaking change in Su Fei's schedule.

He is not yet ready to face Mei again, the tall 'White Tower' is already close at hand...

Hua Ling's words: Well, what Su Fei experienced in her previous life was actually what happened to me...

Chapter No.16. Long time no see, never see you again

There were many people attending the 'White Tower' dinner party, including big fish and dried shrimps, but Su Fei didn't know most of them—how could an ordinary 'big fish' be qualified to come into contact with existences of his level?If Su Fei, the 'Kun', wants to remember his name, he must at least be a 'Jiaolong'...

It's a pity that at this point in time, most of the high-ranking 'dragons' are nestling at home and busy making troubles for the continuation of the family, so most of the guests who can appear in the 'White Tower' are the younger generation of the family, that is, Su. Fei's peers.

Because of this, when Su Fei and Kazumi Mishima appeared together in the lobby of the 'White Tower', almost everyone rubbed their eyes reflexively—forget about Su Fei Baiyu, they are familiar with this person, Mishima The next Patriarch of the family was hand-picked by Kazumi Mishima, who has been in the limelight over the years, but few people know about it, but they are different, after all... These people have been listening to a man named "Bai Yu Su Fei" since childhood. 'The story of the monster grew up.

For them, this is the legendary 'other people's child'.

Su Fei's appearance here is not surprising, but the person he is holding his arm in is different - Mishima Kazumi, that is Mishima Kazumi!

To make an inappropriate analogy, Kazumi Mishima is like a national leader, who can appear on the TV screen every day. Everyone knows what she looks like, and she is the most powerful person on this land , can you say that you saw her true face in real life?Hehehe...

For families other than Mishima, it is very rare to be able to get in touch with Kazumi Mishima in the three dimensions.

Of course, these guys are all elite children of big families. Although they all realized that this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, no one would be so stupid as to do such a stupid thing as "recommended pillow seats". Everyone just straightened their faces silently. Looking at the expression on his face, he straightened his clothes that were messed up due to various reasons, and looked very serious.

Well, it's no wonder that it is reasonable to try to show your best side in front of powerful elders.

It's a pity that Kazumi Mishima's attention was not on these juniors, because she was here to watch a show today.

Bai Yu Su Fei likes Raiden Mei, and no one knows this better than Mishima Kazumi who has been with them for ten years.

However, Su Fei herself did not realize this.

In his cognition, Mei is his fiancée and his partner who will spend a long life with him in the future, but... Leiden Mei is not Bai Yu Sufei's "lover", because the two have not experienced "love". this process.

In other words, it is because the feeling of "being in love" has always surrounded the two of them, making them accustomed to it, so that they are completely unaware of the fact that they are actually in love... No, it is a bit wrong to say that, Mei has actually noticed it It arrived, but Su Fei didn't.

Until now, he still thinks that only Qiyana is the girl he really likes. As for Mei... To put it a bit harshly, in Su Fei's subconscious, the name 'Lei Dian Mei' still represents a relationship with her. The heavy responsibility of Mishima Mirai...

Mishima Kazumi saw all of this, but she didn't say anything, even if Su Fei made a wrong judgment due to insufficient information.

From a certain point of view, this is also a test, but the focus of the test is not whether Su Fei has the ability to lead Mishima forward, but whether he can face his own feelings.

Whether it is 'love' or 'hate', all strong emotions are a hurdle that must be overcome for the heirs of the family. No one is an exception, but the way to overcome it is different...

Whether Su Fei solves all problems with an extremely domineering kiss, or maintains the same way as before, silently using her own way to protect Mei secretly, or doesn't say or do anything, just stick to it. Time heals all scars', Kazumi Mishima can accept it.

Bai Yu Su Fei is the next heir of the Mishima family, which is not allowed to change in any way, but Mishima Kazumi will adjust his "Su Fei Cultivation Plan" according to Su Fei's actual performance, and according to Su Fei's emotional needs Let's consider whether to introduce a few more girls to Su Fei... Ahem!

All in all, Mishima Kazumi's starting point is good, and in order to prevent the worst from happening, she has also made second-hand preparations - when necessary, Mishima Kazumi does not mind using some "coercive means" to solve the problem all questions...

As for whether this will be unfair to the other girls... Kazumi Mishima doesn't care, she just cares whether the final outcome is beneficial to Mishima.

"Lonely なふりをしてるの?

"なぜだろう気になっていた

"気づけばいつのまにか

"Who より而かれていた..."

Humming a game song I heard from somewhere, Kazumi Mishima's slim figure disappeared in the hall of the 'White Tower' without a sound...

……

When Su Fei finally found that the master disappeared beside her without anyone noticing, he had already been squeezed from one end of the 'White Tower' to the other along the flow of people...

It can be seen that after discovering the existence of Kazumi Mishima, these guys have already realized the purpose of Kazumi Mishima's trip - everyone knows that Kazumi Mishima personally arranged the marriage between Su Fei and Kazumi Mishima. It's a well-known fact that I had a bad fight with Raiden some time ago, and there are even "rumors" that can't be said to be credible...

At the beginning, everyone didn't know what a big shot like Kazumi Mishima wanted to do when he suddenly came to the 'White Tower', but when the name 'Mei' was mentioned by someone with a heart, everyone realized that Su Fei's feelings were captured The old man was caught and apologized to his fiancée...

From this point of view, what happened three months ago was all Su Fei's own initiative?

The Mishima family didn't actually intend to attack the Raiden family?

Very good, very good!

Although quite a few of those present have thoughts about Mei in that regard, how can superficial carnal desires compare to the interests of the family?

It is no exaggeration to say that from the moment Kazumi Mishima appeared in the 'White Tower', at least half of the people's legs became weak from fright—these guys all took advantage of the internal turmoil in Lei Dian's family, and now Kazumi Mishima appeared, and many people thought Kazumi Mishima came to vent her anger on Mei...

Luckily, fortunately, the old man didn't do anything. After bringing Su Fei to the 'White Tower', he disappeared without a sound...

Her departure made countless people silently wipe away the cold sweat in their hearts.

These guys who did 'bad things' only did two things after confirming that Kazumi Mishima had left. The first thing was to call and order his family to return all the benefits they got from Lei Dian's family. When I go back, I can make up for it if necessary, and the second thing is to push Su Fei to the place where Mei is in a tacit understanding...

Su Fei has long seen that these guys have bad intentions, but how to put it... In this case, he can't just blow everything away with Shenluo Tianzheng, can he?How bad is this...

Apart from being pushed to the elevator door along the flow of people, he really can't do anything...

What made him very speechless was that after finally getting himself into the elevator, a certain guy kindly helped him press the floor button, gave him an incomparably coquettish smile, and then disappeared in a flash... …

"These bastards..."

Seeing the tightly closed elevator doors, Su Fei gritted her teeth helplessly, and sweared in a rare burst.

Of course he can smash the door with one punch, and then leave the 'White Tower' gracefully, but... he still has to face what he should face, but the time has been greatly advanced...

"what……"

Sighing heavily, Su Fei shook his head vigorously, as if trying to get rid of all the things in his heart, but no matter how hard he tossed about, the familiar shadow in the back of his mind was not dimmed at all. On the contrary, it is more clear...

Su Fei felt that his mind was in a mess. From the closing of the elevator door to the opening, he seemed to have thought a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything... Wait?The elevator doors are open! ?

Looking at the cold moonlight in front of him, Su Fei, who had finally recovered from his chaotic thoughts, was startled. He hurriedly took two steps forward and got out of the elevator before the door closed—what he didn't realize was that the elevator door was actually I have repeated the switch more than once, twice or thrice...

He just stood in the elevator so stupidly, without even realizing that he had already reached the target floor...

This is the seventh and highest floor of the 'White Tower'.

Different from the first six floors, because of someone's bad taste, the top floor of the 'White Tower' is not an ordinary banquet hall, but a so-called 'sky garden'.

As soon as he stepped out of the elevator door, the howling night wind made Su Fei's eyes roll involuntarily.

However, before Su Fei turned her head away, a familiar fragrance wafted in the evening wind, making Su Fei involuntarily stop turning her head.

The crowd searched for her thousands of times, and when I suddenly looked back, that person was in a dimly lit place...

Su Fei suddenly looked back, and the goal was a piece of cold moonlight, just like the "dimming lights" described in the song "Sapphire Case·Yuan Xi". Lonely, that's why it's suffocatingly beautiful...

However, although the moonlight is beautiful, how can it catch up with the people under the moon?

Looking at the girl with black hair like a waterfall under the moonlight, Su Fei fell into a long silence...

In an instant, countless gorgeous words appeared in his mind, but when the words came to his lips, they turned into a simple sentence "Long time no see..."

"Long time no see?" Slightly raised the corners of her lips, the girl under the moon smiled silently, "What you want to say should be 'see you again', right..."

Hua Ling's words: All the previous plots have been deleted, and the number of words has increased by a full 1K. It should be considered very sincere, right?

In the next few days, I will slowly replace the old chapters with the rewritten chapters, and the normal update will resume in about four days...

Chapter No.17. Parting without 'goodbye'

From the moment he entered the 'White Tower', Su Fei was thinking about what he should say and do after reuniting with Mei.

Do you pretend to know nothing, greet her as if nothing happened, or hold her tightly in your arms, no matter how hard she struggles, she will never let go of her arms, until she tells the whole story from the beginning to the end Tell her, or use a gentle and lingering kiss to solve all problems once and for all...

He thought a lot, but at the moment when he really faced Mei, he couldn't say anything except a simple "Long time no see"...

long time no see, how are you?

This is a sentence that the hero and heroine in many film and television works will say when they meet again after being separated for many years.

It's very simple, very plain, but there is a bit of resentment and joy hidden in it, but it can always make the onlookers cry...

However, when he arrived at Su Fei's place, he didn't even ask 'Are you okay? 'I can't say these four words...

He knew that Mei's situation was not good at all.

Her father Raiden Ryoma was imprisoned for such a funny reason as 'economic fraud'. The relatives who were kind and gentle to her immediately showed a ferocious and cruel side when they knew Raiden Ryoma was arrested. disappeared from my life...

That bland, 'Are you okay? ', Su Fei couldn't say it no matter what...

No matter whether what he did a few months ago was out of good intentions or malice, no matter whether it was the fault of Kazumi Mishima who saw everything in his eyes but didn't say or do anything, Su Fei deeply It is an irrefutable fact that Mei has been deeply hurt.

Therefore, we must do our best to compensate her for the harm she has suffered during this time...

"So, you must do your best to compensate her for the harm she has suffered during this period—I know, you must think so in your heart," Mei said faintly: "You have been like this since you were young, and you have always been like this. It is to think clearly about everything, whether it is success or failure, you will always have more than one countermeasure in your mind..."

After a pause, Mei continued: "I believe it's the same this time... If I'm not wrong, the Mishima family should have started to purposely eliminate the 'dangerous people' in your eyes, right? Those who were taken advantage of The property that was embezzled indiscriminately should be returned in full amount now... No, it should be returned to the Lei Dian family far more than what was lost? Not only that, but even my father..."

Mei Yi's voice gradually sank, while Su Fei remained silent.

He knew that what Mei said was right, he was a person who was used to mastering everything - this was not because he was a born superior, but because he always thought too much and too deeply, this way of thinking seemed to be Be cautious and serious, but if you go too far, it will be Su Fei's turn to suffer.

Because of this, when Su Fei was negotiating with Rita for the first time, he looked extremely embarrassed - to put it bluntly, it was Su Fei's fault for thinking too much.

The same is true for the civil strife in Leiden's family this time.

If Su Fei didn't think so much at the time, but the first time he knew that Raiden Ryoma was imprisoned, he would be like the protagonist of a traditional light novel, leading Mishima's attendants to turn the entire extreme east upside down, then he would definitely not be right now. will face such an embarrassing situation...

Unfortunately, there is no 'if' in the real world.

Since Su Fei did this, he now naturally has to take the 'responsibility' for doing something wrong.

However, before Su Fei's plan came to an end, the 'compensated' Mei took the initiative to bring up the topic...

The sudden loss of the initiative made Su Fei's mind almost blank, and he just replied subconsciously:

"Sure enough, you are the one who knows me best..."