The Crucifixion Cross

"Exactly, isn't it?"

"Yes..." Su Fei smiled helplessly, "In my plan, our reunion was supposed to be after everything has settled, but now..."

"But now, have you been forced to stand in front of me by Aunt Yimei before you have taken any compensation measures?" Mei said softly, "In order to face the mistakes you made in the past?"

"You already know..." Su Fei sighed.

"Nothing surprising, right?" Mei said lightly, "This land—no, in this world, only Mishima is the only one who can make uncles willing to give up their family bonds and kill their own family members. It's just a family... Apart from 'the Mishima family is secretly instigating', I really can't think of a second reason why my uncle can regard his family as an enemy."

Mei's words made Su Fei fall into an unspeakable silence.

After a long time, he opened his mouth slowly, and said softly in a voice that was so hoarse that he could hardly hear the original sound:

"……do you hate me?"

"Do you want me to hate you?" Mei smiled silently, "It's so strange, why should I hate you? Obviously everything you do is for me and the family, right? Ignore my father It was because I was afraid that Mishima would be involved in the fight between the Raiden family and the mastermind behind the scenes. Together with the family elders who disliked my father, they kicked me out of the house to protect my safety and prevent me from becoming a puppet controlled by the mastermind behind the Raiden family. ...Hey, Su Fei, since everything you do is for my own good, why should I hate you?"

Looking straight at the pale Su Fei, Yai said word by word:

"Give me a reason to hate you, okay?"

"I……"

Gritting her teeth tightly, Su Fei clenched her fists, subconsciously wanting to say something, but when the words came to her lips, there was only a weak "I" left...

At this moment, he finally knew why he felt uneasy, regretful, and subconsciously avoided Mei.

Indeed, even though Su Fei's initial judgment was wrong, all he did was for Mei's good. When all the dust settles, the Raiden family that returns to Raiden Ryoma's control will definitely be better than the Raiden family before he was imprisoned. more powerful.

From the perspective of the family's interests, not only did Su Fei do nothing wrong, but on the contrary, she did a great deed.

However, in this process—in the process of Su Fei risking everything to protect Mei, in the process of Su Fei desperately trying to compensate Lei Dian's family in order to make up for the mistakes he made in the past, he only ignored a little……

That point is Mei's 'heart'...

The successor named Raiden Mei, is what she really needs is the power in this land second only to Mishima?

The daughter named Raiden Mei, what she really needs is the glory of a lifetime brought at the cost of Raiden Ryoma's imprisonment?

The girl named Raiden Mei, what she needs... is really a farewell without a "goodbye"?

Do not……

The successor named Raiden Mei, the daughter named Raiden Mei, and the girl named Raiden Mei, what she needs—what they need, has never been some damn power!Never some bloody glory!Never a hell of a parting!

She just wanted to be like ten years ago, obediently accompanying him, occasionally acting like a baby, but never going too far, and she didn't even need him to deliberately satisfy anything, just a shallow kiss could make her secretly happy all day...

Time passed silently in such a gentle environment, until a long, long time later—until both of them had gray hair and wanted to make his favorite fish-flavored shredded pork for his wife, but he would smile wryly Only when she stopped her did she realize that it turned out that such a long, long time had passed...

Companionship is the longest confession of love. For two people who have never experienced a real love, only such a plain but sweet life is the real "love"...

That was the future she longed for, and it was also the most beautiful dream in her heart.

However, that parting without "goodbye" tore this longing, this sweet dream into pieces...

hate it?

hate...

Are you in love?

in love...

"Hey, Su Fei, can you tell me, what should I do to you?" Under the lonely moonlight, the girl's smile was wet with tears, "Can you tell me, should I hate you, or should I continue to love you?" looking at you?"

Hua Ling's words: Chapter No.17 has been rewritten, and the rest is Chapter 18...

Chapter 18. Sweet and salty

It was very strange, as if he had undergone amnestic surgery, Su Fei couldn't remember the memory of the next period of time anyway—or, in other words, it was some kind of wonderful guilt that made him unwilling to recall that period of time. what happened in time.

The only thing that was certain was that when Su Fei finally recovered from the hazy sense of emptiness, he realized that he had already sat back in the car.

The beauty in OL costume was still sitting in the driver's seat, her posture was as dignified and charming as before, she looked the same as when she came, but she couldn't hide the joy on her brow.

Kazumi Mishima, who was originally sitting next to Su Fei, moved to the passenger seat at some point—this most dangerous position should not belong to the most noble Kazumi Mishima, but there was no dissatisfaction in her eyes Instead, he looked at the expression on Su Fei's face through the rearview mirror with the beauties in OL costumes.

This strange scene made Su Fei's sluggish brain slowly start to work, like a mechanical device that hadn't been used for more than ten years, making a piercing friction sound.

A question that couldn't be simpler slowly emerged in Su Fei's mind like this - since Kazumi Mishima sat in the passenger seat, what about the person sitting next to me with his head on my shoulder... ...and who?

The moment Su Fei realized this problem, there was a slight pain on the corners of her lips that were moist for some reason, accompanied by a salty and sweet taste...

'Love' or 'hate', what is my answer?

What did I promise her again?

Su Fei wanted to get the answers to these two questions, but no matter how hard he tried to recall, there was only a suffocating blankness in his mind...

Some kind of strange psychology forced him to forget the bits and pieces of the past period of time, however, some 'evidence' remained after all...

Su Fei didn't dare to think about what the salty and sweet taste on her lips represented, and she didn't dare to relax her body and enjoy the heart-warming softness from her left arm...

After being frozen in place like a robot with power cut off for a long time, he swallowed, and asked with difficulty under his throat:

"Master, did I...did I do something special...specially scumbag?"

Glancing at Mei who was sleeping on Su Fei's left shoulder with a half-smile, Mishima Kazumi hooked the corner of his mouth and said playfully, "From the perspective of personal emotion, maybe, but, like this Annoying question, in the end you must make a judgment based on your own standpoint—at least, if you look at it from the standpoint of the entire Three Islands, the Far East, and even human civilization, I think you are doing the right thing...well, very Correct! One hundred percent correct! Master, I can't help but want to applaud you!"

"Don't..." Su Fei couldn't help covering her face - she used her right hand - and begged in a low voice: "Master, please don't do this, I'm really guilty right now..."

"What is there to be guilty of?" Mishima Kazumi shrugged, and said indifferently: "Master thinks you are absolutely right to do this! To be honest, it's not just..."

The more Kazumi Mishima spoke, the more she spoke, the more she spoke, and her voice gradually became louder, but before she could finish speaking, Su Fei raised an index finger to her mouth, widened her eyes, and said desperately, "Shh, shhh ' mouth shape.

Seeing this, Kazumi Mishima's eyes became more playful...

Regardless of whether she deliberately raised the volume or subconsciously forgot the fact that Mei was still asleep, at least at this moment, Mishima Kazumi had seen what she wanted to see...

With a slight smile, Kazumi Mishima lowered her voice again, leaned her head closer, and whispered in Su Fei's ear: "—to tell the truth, not only Mei, but also Asuna's child is also very good? I grew up with you since childhood , although the relationship is not as close as Mei, but this kind of proper distance is the easiest way to cultivate feelings! If you want me to say, simply... huh~?"

Listening to Mishima Kazumi's last seductive 'huh~? ', Su Fei almost couldn't help shivering.

However, Mei, who was sleeping soundly with her left shoulder on her pillow, still made Su Fei resist the urge to move around, and just sighed helplessly:

"I always feel that the days ahead will be difficult..."

"It depends on your awareness... Or, if your 'heart' is big enough," Kazumi Mishima curled her lips and said indifferently, "To be honest, Su Fei, Master has always felt that your concept It’s very problematic——I am obviously a passionate person by nature, why do I always say “I only love one person in my life”? To put it bluntly, there are at least eight out of ten dedicated people. One is because you are not capable enough so you have to be dedicated, one of the other two is a liar who can fool you, and the last one is a serious lover... Master knows that you have always wanted to be the ninth person , but, Su Fei, you can't lie to yourself...Since you can't lie to yourself, you can't be a true lover, then why don't you simply face your own desires?"

"Facing desires..." Su Fei shook her head, and smiled helplessly, "It's easy to say, but isn't the biggest difference between humans and beasts is whether they can restrain their desires? I can't do anything just because I want to do something What to do, even if I have such ability myself..."

"Hypocrisy!" Kazumi Mishima used such a word to describe Su Fei's current state of mind extremely accurately, "I like you to death but you refuse to face your feelings anyway... If you are a guy like you, if you put The master saw it when he was young, and he wanted to let the dog bite off the third leg!"

Kazumi Mishima's vulgar remarks made Su Fei shed a drop of cold sweat.

"It's too much, master..." Su Fei said weakly, "No matter how you say it, it wouldn't be such an exaggeration to bite off the third leg..."

"Is there?" Mishima Kazumi tilted his head cutely, and looked at Su Fei who was covered in cold sweat with a half-smile, "Master has always insisted on one truth - the choices you make, and you bear the consequences! Put this sentence Let’s develop it a little bit, she is the girl I flirted with, and I am responsible for marrying her home! The Mishima family is not an ordinary family, and you, Bai Yu Sufei, are not an ordinary boy. Girls like Mei, Asuna, and Kiyana also have complicated relationships. Background, in a family like ours, three wives and four concubines are very common for the continuation of the bloodline and the prosperity of the family—even for the most infatuated child in your eyes, isn’t there a Nina by his side?"

Kazumi Mishima spoke directly, but Su Fei didn't respond directly, but just closed her eyes, pretending she didn't hear anything.

Kazumi Mishima was not angry about this, because she had said these things to Su Fei more than once in the past ten years, and had been dealt with coldly by Su Fei more than once, so she was very familiar with this set of procedures.

However, starting today, Su Fei can no longer pretend not to know...

Some things, even if Mishima Kazumi didn't say anything, he knew it clearly in his heart...

Different thoughts weaved the same silence, and after a long silence, the black car finally drove back to Baiyu's house.

The moment the car stopped, Su Fei's heart beat faster than expected.

Almost at the same time, Mei, who had been sleeping soundly on Su Fei's shoulder before, also opened her eyes silently...

So, when Qiyana heard the doorbell—Su Fei was so panicked that she forgot to bring the key when she went out—she happily jumped to the gate to open the door for Su Fei, her goal was her favorite A scene where a girl who doesn't know you hugs an arm tightly...

Staring blankly at the mass of squeezed, slightly deformed soft plumpness, the temperature in Qiyana's gaze dropped below zero at a speed visible to the naked eye...

If Qiyana's eyes were still full of spring a second ago, at this moment, Winter is coming...

Winter is approaching, Jon Snow has already died once, and now, is it Su Fei's turn to die as well?

Fortunately in misfortune, before Su Fei was frozen to death, Su Fang, who was smiling like a flower, just appeared beside Qiyana, gently squeezed away Qiyana who was frozen in place, and said softly:

"Long time no see, Mei, why do you have time to come to play at home today? However, it's a bit late now... How about staying at home tonight and letting Su Fei take you home tomorrow morning?" ?”

Hualing's words: It's over, it's over...

Chapter 19. First time meeting, please take care of me in the days to come (update small benefits~)

Su Fang is no stranger to Mei.

As early as ten years ago, not long after Su Fei met Mei for the first time, Su Fang knew of the existence of this girl through various channels, and also knew that in the eyes of Mishima Kazumi, the girl named 'Thunder and Lightning Mei' This girl will walk into the palace of marriage with Su Fei one day in the future, and accompany him through the next 20 years, 40 years, 60 years, and 80 years of his life...until the two of them grow old and never leave again. Only when they don't move, they will say 'goodbye' to each other softly with a smile.

It took Su Fang five years to get used to Mei's existence, and another five years to convince herself to accept this cruel reality...

Now ten years later, Su Fang can already face Mei calmly.

Even if Mei appeared at the gate of Bai Yu's house with Su Fei's arms tightly hugged at such a sensitive time of nine or ten o'clock in the evening, she would still be able to greet her with a smile - after all, with her, apart from being 'beautiful', Compared with Kiyana, who has almost no similarities except for 'long hair' and 'good figure', Mei, who has a relatively high 'similarity', makes her more 'reassuring'...

Su Fang sometimes thinks that her mentality is quite funny, but there is no way, who makes Su Fei's identity so special?

If he is not the successor of the Mishima family, if he has not shouldered the responsibility for the future of the entire Far East, then no matter how good Su Fei's performance and ability are, he is just an 'ordinary person', and 'ordinary people' ' is not qualified to be 'passionate'.

However, the appearance of Kazumi Mishima changed everything...

If Su Fang had known that when Su Fei stepped into the martial arts gym, he would be caught by Kazumi Mishima and become the next head of the Mishima family, then Su Fang would not have allowed Su Fei to learn martial arts no matter what, even if he learned martial arts for The same is true for self-protection. Unfortunately, Su Fang has neither future vision nor clairvoyance. Since she did not expect Su Fei's identity to undergo earth-shaking changes after entering the martial arts school ten years ago, then ten years later , she can only swallow this bitter fruit silently...

Kazumi Mishima...

In Su Fang's heart, only this unreasonably powerful woman, the woman who snatched Su Fei away from her, is her real 'enemy'.

Because of this, Su Fang, who used to be weak, tried her best to become strong...

She never thought of defeating Kazumi Mishima, and her identity made it impossible. However, this obsession is still deeply rooted in a corner of her heart...

Su Fang hadn't seen Kazumi Mishima for a long time, and seeing her real face again at this time, a subtle hostility was unstoppably revealed from those autumn-like eyes...

Sensing the hostility from Su Fang, Kazumi Mishima frowned, and glanced at her with a half-smile.

Is that a warning, or a generous expression of forgiveness?

In any case, at that moment, Su Fang was shocked in her heart, quickly suppressed the hostility in her heart, and turned back into that elegant girl who seemed to have stepped out of an ink painting.

"Long time no see, Madam Yimei," Su Fang leaned slightly, and said softly, "Is your body alright?"

"Don't worry, it's still strong~" Mishima Kazumi smiled, stretched her body gently, showing off her maddening enchanting curves intentionally or unintentionally, "From the current situation, the child who lived to Su Fei's true The day you grow up, there should be no problem~"

Many times, Su Fang has to admit that even though this old woman is over 100 years old, and even though her son, grandson, and even her great-grandson are about to be born,... Kazumi Mishima is still what she has seen in her whole life most beautiful woman.

Her face, her figure, and even her special temperament that has been accumulated over a hundred years... In Su Fang's knowledge, no one can beat Kazumi Mishima in terms of pure femininity, even Kazumi Mishima. Neither can she.

Some women are like this, like the good wine in the wine cellar, the longer it is, the more delicious it is, but ordinary women can't violate the fate of being beautiful and easy to age, but Kazumi Mishima is different... While living more and more flavorful, her face and figure still maintain the most beautiful appearance in her 20s, but the fragrance accumulated over the years has not been reduced by half.

It's like a ripe peach, even if you don't do anything, just laying there quietly, there is a seductive sweetness.

Fairy—Su Fang can only use this word to describe Kazumi Mishima now.

Every time she saw her, Su Fang's self-confidence would be severely destroyed, but as time passed, Su Fang gradually got used to it.

Anyway, it's impossible for this old woman to really rob Su Fei from her...

Su Fang comforted herself in this way.

Ignoring the old woman's head scratching (Su Fang's perspective), Su Fang gently tugged on Kiyana's sleeve, signaling her not to stand in front of the door all the time—if you don't like it, you don't like it, Kazumi Mishima is an elder after all, so she can't Have you been blocking her from entering the house?

However, to Su Fang's surprise, Qiyana did not resist at all, and left the hallway with her obediently.

Su Fang almost thought that this silly girl didn't realize what happened, but soon, Su Fang found out that she was wrong, because those eyes that were originally shining brightly because of the doorbell, now dimmed again Going down, it's like there are dark clouds covering the blue sky...

Kiyana's eyes were at a loss. She knew too little about the world and the relationship between people. Maybe she didn't realize what the sourness emerging from the depths of her heart meant. What, but at this moment, she couldn't help recalling that lonely snowy night, recalling that cluster of icy fires...

She didn't know what was wrong with her, she just felt...

"Here...it hurts..."

Gently placing her hands on the soft and plump mass on her chest, Kiyana's voice broke her heart helplessly...

Su Fei took a deep breath, and wanted to step forward to hug Qiyana in her arms, but before he could take a step, Mei, who was still holding his left arm, suddenly increased her strength.

Turning around subconsciously, she found that Mei lowered her head, biting her lip tightly...

She didn't say anything, but the three words 'don't go' had already reached the softest corner of Su Fei's heart...

A burst of unspeakable bitterness emerged in Su Fei's heart.