The Crucifixion Cross

Sirin has a deep understanding of this, but she is just the opposite of Sakura.

Sakura fabricated the phantom of love in order to find the sustenance of feelings, "love for love's sake", while Sirin's "hate for hate's sake".

Although this kind of emotion is strong, it has no meaning, so Sirin finally walked out of the vicious circle of 'hate for hate's sake'.

She let go of the hatred that only added to her troubles, and chose to accept all of herself in the past and present.

Although it is far from embracing a new future, at least Sirin has got rid of the shadow of the past.

What about Sakura?

"Nostalgia is not a bad thing, really not, forgetting the past is equal to betraying history, this sentence is not just talking," Sirin shook her head, "However, nostalgia for the past is not a reason for you to avoid the future, it is time to let go of the past. Obsessed, Sakura."

She looked at Sakura and said seriously:

"I'm not trying to persuade you to fall in love with Su Fei, but I just hope that you don't make things difficult for yourself anymore...It's really a stupid thing to use the phantom of the past to restrain your progress towards the future."

Sirin said softly, and recalled those things in her heart, which made her reveal a self-deprecating wry smile:

"I was like this in the past, hating, hating, hating, all these things in my mind, but I didn't think carefully about who to hate and why I hated... That bad feeling, now You should have a deep understanding of it.

"Don't push yourself into a corner because of something that doesn't exist, Sakura, this kind of stupid behavior has no meaning except to bring trouble to yourself and the people around you.

"If I'm not mistaken, it's not just you making yourself uncomfortable, Su Fei is also suffering during this time, right?

"That guy, although Huaxin is a little fiddly, but it's just a faux pas, his concern for you is genuine.

"Even without Kallen's dying TOEFL, he will treat you as an important friend.

"Even if you put aside the emotional factors, do you feel embarrassed to let such a close friend worry about you for so long?"

Sirin felt a little unreasonable when she said this, but how could Sakura discover this 'little' trap now?

Those sharp words pierced through the last self-deception like a blade. Under the constant bombardment of Sirin, Sakura, who lacks social and emotional experience, has no power to fight back.

She subconsciously wanted to avoid all of this, just like what she had done before - she had realized her intentions early on, but she stubbornly refused to admit it, and even came up with a nonsense reason like 'second personality' to give it to her. Use yourself as a shield...

However, Sirin is not the light novel hero of Asahi, and she will not allow escape.

"Do you want to escape again?" Looking at Sakura with empty eyes, Sirin said coldly: "This time, what reason do you want to use to cover up your true intentions? The third personality? Or the affinity of Houkai Neng? ?”

"..."

Sakura was silent.

She couldn't refute Sirin's sharp words, because...that was the truth.

In the end, she could only bite her lip, and said softly in a low and desolate voice:

"Sorry……"

"What's the use of apologizing to me?" Sirin shook her head, "The person you should apologize to is Su Fei. These days, I am not the one who has worked hard for you and tried to find out from others what happened to you. , but that idiot——of course, compared to you, he is pretty good. Although the former Su Fei didn't dare to face his true feelings, at least he didn't come up with a reason for the second personality to be so nonsense... ..."

"Has Su Fei ever had such an experience...?"

"Yes, of course." Sirin raised her eyebrows, "That guy and Lei's host - that little girl named Mei, who was a childhood sweetheart, is also a default fiancée relationship. Because of this, Su Fei, an idiot, takes it for granted. He regards this relationship as his 'responsibility' instead of true love. He has been deceiving himself for several years, and finally realized his own intentions until a few months ago... To be honest, Su Fei was in a relationship. The degree of insensitivity in this aspect is not much better than yours, but it is only very sensitive when it comes to this little girl (referring to Qiyana). As for other times, I think you should be at the same level, otherwise he would not I may not have noticed your intentions."

Sirin shook her head and said helplessly:

"Human emotions are such tangled things. As long as you are born as a human, you are doomed to escape this vicious circle. Even this little girl (still referring to Kiyana) has a complicated and difficult side in her heart, but she has been hiding it very much. That's all right... But, that's why people are 'humans', right? If humans, like animals and plants, rely on simple and straightforward reflexes to live, that kind of world would be too boring."

Having said so much in one breath, Sirin's mouth was also a little dry. She picked up the coffee prepared in advance on the coffee table, and took a sip——

The cold astringency on her lips made Sirin slightly frowned. She wanted to replace the cold cup of coffee, but Sakura's blank voice nailed her to her seat:

"Miss Sirin...what should I do?"

Sakura's tone was weak, pitiful and helpless, looking at Sirin like the last straw before drowning, but Sirin just snorted softly and said angrily:

"I'm not you, how do I know what you should do?"

"……Eh?"

Sakura froze.

She asked this question with a sad feeling of grabbing the last straw before drowning, but the reality is that the last straw suddenly jumped up and slapped her... This feeling is too heartbreaking.

Xilin raised Erlang's legs and raised the corner of her mouth slightly, outlining a mischievous arc:

"There are many choices in front of you, but whether you completely forget Kalian or accept Su Fei, it is up to you to decide. I will not interfere, otherwise what should you do if you regret it and come to me to complain in the future? "

Looking at the stunned Sakura, Sirin snapped her fingers lightly:

"That's the end of today's small emotional class, I hope you don't let her down... well, I hope we will never see each other again, bye~"

As soon as the words fell, the space crack that suddenly opened swallowed Sakura's figure.

The studio, which was filled with all kinds of sounds just now, regained its calm, and the expression on Sirin's face became cold again.

But only for a moment, she raised her eyebrows again, her eyes turned to the empty void:

"How is it? Are you satisfied now?"

In the quiet air, there was no response from anyone, but Sirin snorted softly as if she heard something:

"It's just a different time and space homotopy, but they are so caring, they don't even want to die, and they come here to harass me... This sisterhood is really touching."

Still no one answered, only a delicate cherry blossom floated from the window that was opened at an unknown time, and landed on Sirin's fingertips.

She looked at this light-colored cherry blossom, her cold eyes suddenly softened, and she sighed softly:

"Forget it, it's meaningless to talk about it now. In short, I have done everything you asked me to do. You, a guy who should have become a Buddha 5000 years ago, don't need to be in the spiritual space every night. Are you pestering me to tell me stories? I have heard enough of the things that happened 5000 years ago and 500 years ago..."

As if understanding Sirin's complaint, the petals wet with dew trembled slightly, as if she nodded slightly.

Accompanied by the breeze coming from nowhere, the cherry blossom staying at Sirin's fingertips returned to the embrace of the sky along the path when it came, and disappeared in a burst of cherry blossom rain...

This is the last thought from 5000 years ago.

Hana Zero's words: Who is the last cherry blossom?Who is it?Ah, I don’t know either~ In addition, in this chapter 2468, the extra 468 is sent to you after precise control (Wang Tian

By the way, I always thought it was a joke to generate electricity for love. I didn’t know it was true until I went to Bilibili’s job fair yesterday.

The lowest salary (4K) among the six companies, the longest working hours (40 in the morning and 50 in the evening, 180-[-] hours per week), the highest screening standard (the interview question bank comes from the civil service national examination), *****, no wonder Among the [-] applicants, there are only two talented people who have already been admitted to the civil service. This condition is really generating electricity for love!

Chapter 1. The Girl Longing for the Storm

From a certain point of view, love is the same as money, applicable to the omnipotent formula - XX is not omnipotent, but without XX it is absolutely impossible.

Neither money nor love is omnipotent, but a life without money and love is absolutely incomplete—even, "life" here can be replaced with "youth".

In her previous life, Su Fei felt that her "youth" was incomplete. She neither had a vigorous love affair under the double supervision of her parents and teachers, nor did she do anything out of the ordinary. They all went with my mother.

The four words 'plain as water' are undoubtedly the best interpretation of Su Fei's youth.

But as mentioned above, youth and life without love are incomplete, but even if it is incomplete, it is your own life.

Love has never been the main theme of life, it is only a pendant at best.

Ninety-nine out of [-] of those guys who say, "Ask what love is in the world, and teach people how to live together" are bad guys who deliberately attract puberty little girls.

Once the most youthful period of life has passed, no one will believe such nonsense anymore.

People will cherish every emotion in life, but they will not regard emotion as more important than life itself.

Su Fei wanted to know what Sakura and Xilin talked about that afternoon, but she just wanted to.

Since both Ying and Xilin expressed their unwillingness to discuss this topic in detail, Su Fei naturally wouldn't ask for boredom.

Let the past matter pass by, although Sakura's performance does not look like "past" no matter how you look at it, but she is the person involved after all, as for Su Fei... eat salty carrots and don't worry, he deserves him to treat himself It was so uncomfortable.

But it’s hard to be uncomfortable, and the serious things that should be done are still to be done.

According to the information given by Rita, the Gem of Desire is now located in the Oceania Branch of Destiny.

Under Otto's order, the researchers of Destiny put all their resources into the research center of the Herrscher's core. They hoped to make the birth and consciousness of the Herrscher controllable—or in other words, they hoped to repeat Walter Joyce's miracle gave humans the power of the Herrscher.

When Rita talked about this topic, she sighed without any concealment:

"Otto Apocalypse has gone completely insane. Controlling the power of Herrscher is still done in such a way... To be honest, no one thinks he can succeed, not even his most trusted secretary, Amber."

"Where did he get the confidence to control the Herrscher?"

Su Fei shook her head. Mishima dominated all the forces in the field of bio-collapse, even Destiny, because this is their old line of work that they have been doing for more than 2000 years.

Artificial Herrscher is a restricted area that even Da Tezi Mishima dare not touch. The accumulation of technology in this area is far inferior to Mishima's destiny. Why dare to play like this?

Just because they have so many Valkyries, can they rely on the sea of ​​people to produce results?

With such an attitude of not treating people as human beings at all, it's no wonder that Youlandal wants to jump back...

"Forget it, it's not a day or two for Otto to do this, let's continue talking about the desire for gems—who is the Valkyrie who was selected as a qualified person?"

"Her code name is 'Wendy', Wendy of the Hurricane, the most promising genius girl in the Oceania branch to be promoted to S-rank Valkyrie, her legs have become containers for gems of desire, maintaining the stability of gems of desire."

"S-rank? S-rank like Teresa or S-rank like you?"

Su Fei raised his eyebrows. He also knew now that the gap between the three S-grades of Destiny might be even bigger than the gap between ordinary S-grades and A-grades.

Youlandal has the strong certification given by Master Haogui, and she is also the holder of the black abyss and white flowers. Compared with these two 'juniors' with such powerful weapons as Soul and Eternal Frost Skadi, Teresa is really too embarrassing.

But there's no way around it. Half of Teresa's strength comes from the Houkai beast factor in her body, and the other half comes from the key of God, but the 'key' that Otto made to win Judas for Kallen back then happened to be in the midst of civil strife. It was lost, which caused Judas' oath to be unable to exert its full power in Teresa's hands.

To make matters worse, even if Teresa can use the zero-rated power of Judas' oath, it will be a question of whether the enemy will die first or Teresa herself will die first...

"Well..." The maid coughed lightly. Although she had a tendency to control Theresa, the virtue of seeking truth from facts was not abandoned by her because of this. Therefore, after hesitating for a moment, Rita remained honest. Truthfully tell the truth: "Probably a level that can draw with Lord Teresa after being promoted to an S-rank Valkyrie...if I can be promoted smoothly."

"Then there's nothing to worry about. Syndicate can at least take care of enemies of this level."

Su Fei immediately relaxed, the embarrassing S-level of Teresa's level is really nothing in his eyes.

After all, Syndicate is an organization full of good fighters against humans.

Not to mention anything else, Bai Winchester, a killer who can freeze time, is enough to scare countless people.

She, like Kyoko who has the power to get the start, is ranked No. 1 in the list of "the enemy Su Fei least wants to fight against"-even Su Fei, a fighter who is rarely encountered in a millennium, can face them. I dare not say that I have the certainty of victory, let alone others.

It's a pity that Bai and Xingzi's power is only effective for a single person, and every time Bai overuses his ability, he needs a long recovery period.

In other words, they are invincible in short-term 1V1 battles, but if they are placed on a battlefield with thousands of people or even tens of thousands of people, their sense of presence will not be stronger than the average A-level Valkyrie...

However, generally no commander would throw this 1V1 invincible assassin hero onto the frontal battlefield, and Su Fei and Su Fang usually only ordered Bai to go out when they needed to perform an assassination mission.

This situation is very suitable now, with Bai's ability, it is very easy to kill an A-level Valkyrie with an upper limit of Theresa in seconds, even if she has the blessing of desire gems.

Of course, Rita has heard about what the Syndicate has done these years.

It is of course impossible to say that Rita is not interested in the Syndicate, but the smart maid knows better that with her current status, she shouldn't talk too much about these issues.

However, Su Fei's self-confidence still made Rita couldn't help curling the corners of her mouth, revealing a mischievous smile.

Su Fei was keenly aware of this small detail change——

"Your smile is a bit weird, Rita, did I overlook some detail?"

"If it's just Wendy, your plan is sure to be foolproof, but... how do you know that the Oceania branch doesn't have an S-rank Valkyrie who can hold up?"

"Wait, what do you mean..." Su Fei felt an ominous premonition.

"Although this sentence is not very good for me, but..." Rita gently brushed a strand of brown hair hanging down her ear, and said in a very contrived tone pretending to be shy: "'Missing' After so long, the bad-tempered eldest lady of my family can't sit still now, can she?"

Hua Ling’s words: A new volume, a new beginning~

By the way, during this period of time, I dare not look at the postings and the book review area... I still have a sense of how subversive the things I wrote, although I don’t think I’m wrong. ~

So, if there are any book friends who feel that the writing of this flower is more generous, please be sure to join Huayuan Xiaozhu 831469013-5868-98 through Jixingshuang 934, and give you a little comfort for your glass-hearted Huahua~

Chapter 2. The Rebellious S-Class

Grumpy young lady?

Su Fei was stunned for at least five seconds before realizing who Rita was talking about:

"—Yourandelle?! Could it be that she will also appear in the Oceania branch?!"

"It's just possible," Rita said with a smile, but that mischievous smile somehow gave off the feeling of a little devil, "After all, the beloved adjutant has been 'missing' for so long, and Master Ulandal would be anxious too. Of course~"

"..."

The corner of Su Fei's mouth twitched, he really wanted to tell himself: it's nothing more than a Youlandelle, but he can't do it——

Youlandal, the S-rank Valkyrie of Destiny, the commander of the special action "Indestructible Blade", the holder of the God's Key·Black Abyss White Flower...

Su Fei can sneer at these titles, because he personally knocked down two of the S-rank Valkyries of Destiny, and one of them was the same as a certain boss in front of Oma Zio. The aftermath of the shock can make her faint. Heiyuan Baihua has also been used by him. There are still several imitations with a similarity of 80% in Mishima's arsenal. However, Su Fei has long been interested in her. Arrived full of vigilance.