Deceived by kindness, they are all reborn

Jekyll and Hyde : Chapter 122 Chapter 19 Петрушка ([-])

Since my mother went to prison.

Yuuki Yukika changed her guardian.

Being raised by adoptive parents.

——Girls who have already been scarred physically and mentally need to receive treatment.

After knowing her details, the simple and kind-hearted adoptive parents sent her to the physical and mental ward, allowing her to receive more complete spiritual and psychological treatment.

Although the girl's mental state is still not very good.

But the source of the trauma that had forced her to split her personality was gone, and her condition was no longer aggravated, so she finally felt a little lighter.

That's a good thing for a lot of people.

This is a good thing for the doctors and police who often take care of her. They can finally let go of their self-blame of watching her suffering and being helpless, and they can witness the girl live a stable and happy life; this is also a good thing for the girl’s mother. Doing good deeds will at least correct that person's runaway and distorted life, and get her punished by the law. She can repent and rehabilitate in prison, and correct her whole life.

For the girl herself.

Even better.

From now on, she can live with more dignity, feel more proud, and live a barely normal and happy life.

however……

For some people.

this matter……

——It's not a good thing.

Henry Miller said in his novel "The Tropic of Capricorn": "Everything that happens, when it makes sense, is of a contradictory nature."

everything...

Both are contradictory.

It is of course a good thing that Yuuki Yukika got rid of the nightmare and lived a stable life.

The girl's mental pressure is no longer so heavy, and her mental health can gradually recover, and she no longer has to worry about such stupid things as self-suicide; other personalities in her body no longer need to suppress her spirit and force her fell asleep.

Everyone's task is completed.

They no longer have to dig out their heads every day and try every means to protect their personality.

These things are certainly good things, at least on the surface.Everyone is very happy because of this, and the same is true for Yucheng Shuanglin. Although she was born to bear such a tragic fate instead of her sister, she doesn't like her sister very much, but the sisters who share the same fate have sweet and gratifying smiles on their faces. feel happy.

However there is one situation...

There is an exceptionally hopeless situation.

Everyone who feels that they can relax and slack off has not considered it.

That is……

—they're going to disappear.

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These personalities in the girl's body are the existence of the body's instinct to protect the main character, Yuuki Yukika. Now this body is far away from the greatest crisis, and the nightmare of persecuting this body has drifted away. This body does not need other people to protect it up...

which means...

Other personalities in this body.

——became a foreign object in the body.

The body doesn't need them anymore.

When the body needs them, they are shields, to bear the suffering instead of the main personality, and protect the main personality from mental breakdown; when the body does not need them, their existence is to suppress the main personality's thoughts and consciousness, and compete for the main personality. Wheezing, tumor-like foreign body.

Foreign matter naturally needs to be removed.

Tumors need to be removed.

Even benign tumors are the same.

The multiple personalities created by Yuuki Yukika to escape everything, the sisters and sisters she created to escape from her mother's domestic violence, since then...

——Began to dissolve and dissolve silently.

Everyone in the girl's body.

The dreadful thing was soon realized.

because……

among them.

A certain personality suddenly disappeared, as if she had never appeared in this world.

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The personality that disappeared was Yuki Xuemeng.

Everyone doesn't like her very much, or she has no sense of existence.On weekdays, she doesn't speak much in the diary, and when it's her turn to control her body, the only things recorded that day are "eating, sleeping, being beaten by her mother", as if she is a robot.

She has never participated in the discussion on how to save the main character from the sea of ​​suffering.As if it had nothing to do with her, when everyone was discussing in full swing, she never made a sound, which made many personalities repel her a little bit, and never cared about her thoughts and thinking.

of course……

She is one of the personalities.

The most basic body replacement rotation is still to be done.

then……

some day after that.

It should be her personality's turn to be on duty and write down the day's diary.

——The diary of that day was replaced by someone else.

At first, everyone thought she was lazy and didn't want to come out to help the main character exercise, so they didn't care.After all, everyone has made an appointment who will control the body and who will help with exercise. It is only natural to want to be lazy.

Until the record of Yucheng Xuemeng's personality, it should be her turn three times in a row, and there is nothing she should record in the diary.

It was only then that everyone became suspicious.

this personality.

—has it disappeared?

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The fact that someone might disappear naturally caused panic. Although the disappearing personality didn't even have a sense of existence for everyone, everyone was afraid, and everyone was afraid that they would be the next one to disappear.

The missing personality...

Is that considered dead?

Has it been wiped out in this world?

Will he end up like that too?

Could it be that this body has begun to unload the grind and kill the donkey?

In everyone's diary, some personalities even have doubts about the meaning of their own existence, and feel like a fool, desperately protecting their sister, but in the end they actually kill the donkey and be wiped out by her.

Panic emotions gathered among them, each personality seemed very disturbed, and some personalities even began to struggle, wanting to confide in the fact that they were about to die.

"I was created to replace the main character and bear all the pain. The meaning of my existence is to protect her. This is a very sad thing, but at this moment, when she is happy, when she does not need protection , those of us who have suffered are going to disappear, we have suffered everything and gained nothing..."

"It's not fair, it's unreasonable, I can't accept it!!"

"I also want to enjoy my own life!!"

"Don't you have this feeling of reconciliation?"

When the girl switched personalities one day, someone left such words in the diary. I don't know which personality it is, and I don't know what she wants to get, but this word only appeared once.

——It was then destroyed by Yuki Shorin.

Yucheng Shuanglin tore off the twisted white page with some crooked fonts because of anger.

Then she tore off the piece of paper in the diary, chewed it wet, and swallowed it from her throat.

Destroying these things and tearing them into pieces is naturally the most reasonable way. Of course, burning them is also possible.But Yuki Shuanglin felt that eating the traces of unwillingness and existence left by the sisters and keeping them in her body was the performance of ashes to ashes, dust to dust, and fallen leaves to their roots.

Although Yuki Shuanglin hates his sister very much, hates to push the nightmare to others, and then becomes the protagonist of the turtle.

But protect her.

It is Yuki Shuanglin's responsibility to let her live in peace.

——It is also the meaning of the birth of Yuki Shimorin.

The matter of protecting Yuuki Yukika is absolutely undeniable.

Even if it was her sisters struggling and screaming, she had to kill her sisters quietly, and then destroy the corpses.

as...

She faced her own mother the same way.

??????Dividing line??????

As the spirit of the main personality is getting better and better, everyone has realized that the disappearance of people like themselves is obviously destined.

Not reconciled, of course there is.

Of course there are struggles.

There is no shortage of crying.

—But what is the use of these resistances?

Although most of the multiple personalities of Yuuki Yukika are unwilling, and everyone wants to continue their own lives, but their disappearance is already an undeniable fate, and everyone can only accept this fact, like an evil ghost who has become a Buddha, Gradually decomposes and transpires in the girl's body.

their death.

——It was already a matter of fate.

With the self-dissolution of the multiple personalities split by Yuuki Yukika one by one, it finally came to the autumn when the girl was 16 years old and she was supposed to go to high school.

All second personalities in her body disappeared.

Only Yuki Shuanglin was left.

—— Yuuki Shorin became the last survivor.

During this period of time, Yucheng Shuanglin has monitored all the personalities, as a tyrant, not letting them resist, not letting them cry, destroying all their distress signals, and then watching them leave in a daze.

She personally rescued the sisters from the abyss.

Then he personally sent them to disappear and leave.

At last……

After everyone died and disappeared, the death pointer on the roulette wheel of fate finally pointed to herself.

"I'll be like them..."

"Like a dead leaf."

"Just disappear completely.

The girl thought so.

As a death row prisoner kneeling on the execution ground, she is waiting for the moment when fate will judge her fairly.

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