Deceived by kindness, they are all reborn

Even though she knew what her future destiny would be like, her sisters and sisters had already left one by one, even though she destroyed the diary that she wanted to live on, even for Yuuki Yukika's happiness, She must die.

In this situation.

Even Yucheng Shuanglin.

It will also be a little bit unsatisfactory.

Like her dead sisters, she would actually be unwilling, but her unwillingness was forcibly buried deep in her heart by the instinct to protect her sister, and she forcibly ignored it.

At the moment when her sisters were all gone, and at the moment when her own death was approaching, the reluctance and unwillingness deep in her heart could not be suppressed at last.

These emotions were like boiling water at the bottom of a pot, suddenly surging up, stirring her mind desperately, making her heart sprout and jump non-stop.

Because of the decision of her body, at the moment she was born, she was doomed not to do things that would harm the personality of the master—she was originally a puppet serving the personality of the master, so naturally she was not allowed to cross the boundary of thinking and emotion, and had thoughts that would harm the personality of the master, so There is no such idea in its place.

However, although she will not have the idea of ​​killing the main character and replacing it, she is also unwilling to be imprisoned in the ward so quickly and die inexplicably.

She wanted to do it while she still had time.

Can enjoy the happiness of life.

Feel the joy of life more.

Finish……

——something none of the sisters could do.

……

Although the spirit of the main personality has recovered for a long time, it is still not stable. Rather than disappearing, it is better to say that it has merged with Yucheng Shuanglin. Everyone's thoughts and thoughts have very powerful power, which caused her to temporarily Some can control the body, and even temporarily suppress the personality.

Currently, in the process of switching between two personalities.

She is still taking the initiative for the time being.

So she divided the control time of her body between the two personalities equally, giving it to her sister during the day and to herself at night.

She often took advantage of the nurse's absence.

Sneak out of the hospital every night.

Go to the next game room to play games.

I hope that I can get spiritual sustenance in the electronic screen, so that I can die peacefully.

But games are always annoying.

I only have my own consciousness for a fixed time every day, and every time I open my eyes, I have to play games. Although I was very happy at the beginning, I was attracted by the addictive mechanism of the game.But when she saw that her peers were playing games in groups of twos and threes, and she was playing alone, she gradually became bored and didn't want to go to the game hall.

She hates bustle and bustle.

Fear of seeing other people smile.

Because when you see other people smile.

She will be very aware of it.

It turned out that I was alone.

Own……

——It turned out that there was nothing.

……

Do not go to the arcade.

After the game is also boring.

The girl didn't know what to do.

Everyone has their own meaning in life, everyone has what they want to do, everyone has people they like, things they cherish, and goals they aspire to.

However, Yuki Shuanglin had nothing.

All she has is this world.

now……

Her world would also be taken from her.

The girl spends her remaining time in a daze. She wants to find the only meaning she has left, and then find something she is willing to work hard for before it disappears.

however……

No one responded to her. Having lost everything, she could only wander her own steps lonely and hesitantly, waiting for her final ending.

After all.

A man came into this world.

What was it born for?

Yuki Shuanglin doesn't understand other people's purpose, thoughts and beliefs, and there is no teacher to teach her these things.As a second personality, she is extremely envious of those peers who are in school normally, and have an uncertain future. Unlike her, she will only usher in the end of disappearing and dying.

her birth.

It was born to bear the pain instead of my sister.

her end.

It also ended for my sister to be less miserable.

Now Yuki Yukka has ended her own suffering and her pain. Like other sisters, Yuki Shuanglin has lost the meaning of existence and the goal of fighting for life.So according to normal logic, she should also go back to the void, be rejected by the body, and dissolve in the world.

After all, the meaning of her birth was to dedicate everything for her younger sister. At this moment, for her younger sister, she should also disappear as a matter of course.

but……

The words say so.

Sometimes, the hot blood gushing out of her heart and the throbbing heartbeat in her chest desperately urged her to take the initiative to do something to prove that she existed.

however……

—she couldn't find what she wanted to do.

She is tired of playing games, she definitely can't continue to play games, even if she continues to play games, it will only increase the pain; she wants to make more friends, but her peers are all in school, and she can't go to school normally because of hospitalization, It is almost impossible to make friends; as for indulgence, it is even more impossible, after all her body belongs to someone else, she is just a thief, she can't do anything that is harmful to her sister.

Think about it.

She couldn't find anything she could do.

This caused her to be very dazed every time she sneaked out of the hospital.

She often asked herself this question, but never got an answer.

What is the meaning of living?

How on earth do I spend the remaining time...

No regrets?

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Marco Ole said in "Meditations": "Recall how long you have procrastinated. The time given to you is limited. If you don't use time to let your mind gain light, it will pass away, and you will also gone, and never to return."

……

The girl can't find her way.

However, even if Yuki Shuanglin couldn't find anything to do, had no goals to do, and didn't play games, he didn't want to go back to the ward and wait for his consciousness to disappear.

She also wants to see more of this beautiful world.

So every day from dusk to night, on the overpass near the hospital, there is often a very beautiful scenery.

The girl often stands on the overpass in Tokyo in a sense of loss, watching the traffic flow and the neon lights, her head is empty and her thoughts are scattered.

Her complexion is sad, her purple eyes are affectionate, she is very elegant, she rests her cheeks on her bare hands, and her brows are full of sadness. She is really too beautiful and full of temperament, and often attracts others to strike up a conversation.

But the person who strikes up a conversation.

They were all murdered by her.

She didn't want to pay attention to this kind of person who struck up a conversation.

Compared to that kind of guy with a brain full of sperm.

She wants to see more of the world.

This world is so beautiful, so beautiful, and such a precious scenery, it would be nice if she could take it away with her.

Because she has to return to the ward regularly, she can't run too far, and can only see this fixed scenery every day, but even so, although she is already familiar with this scenery, she still wants to see two more. Eye traffic and sea of ​​people.

that's it.

She has been standing on the overpass since spring, until the end of autumn when the leaves are withered and yellow, she still leans there, the sad expression on her beautiful face is like thin leaves in the autumn wind.

While she was bored to kill the only life left in her life, she also felt the spirit of the master personality in her body was constantly recovering. With the recovery of the spirit of the master personality, her thinking was gradually weakening and began to disappear.

Time passes day by day.

She still hasn't found what she should do.

I didn't find the meaning that I should exist before disappearing.

Finally one day……

In the evening of a certain day.

She met Kazuma Egami.

Met the only thing she wanted to hold on to...

Belongs to the only meaning of her life.

……

……

……

……

It was late autumn evening.

The leaves fell to the ground.

It was slightly cold.

The exhaled gas can be sprayed into a filamentous mist in the air.

She put on a few more clothes, stuffed a sweater inside the lining, and then slipped out of the ward as usual, helping her younger sister who was on the bed all year round to exercise.

She was lying on the railing of the bridge.

As usual.

With his beautiful face.

Looking into the distance from the bridge.

The light purple eyes of the girl with her face resting on her palms contained indescribable sadness, her expression was haggard and withered, and there was hardly any vitality on her beautiful face. The creek, rolling with petals and fallen leaves, sinks towards the sea, like people who are forced to die by life and want to jump down to end their lives everywhere in neon lights.

She is very eye-catching when she is pretty and sad on the flyover.

therefore.

Seeing a lifeless girl.

The black-haired boy passing by spoke to her.

"That, this classmate."

Jiang Shangyizhen, who was passing by, stopped his footsteps, looked at her solemnly and dangerously, and seemed to be extremely vigilant, and greeted her, hoping to get her explanation:

"Although it's a bit presumptuous to do so, I still want to ask you, you just came to see the scenery of the sky bridge at dusk, right? You're not the kind of person who doesn't cherish life, right?"

"You're not thinking of ending your life here, are you?"

The girl heard the boy talking.

Turn your head slowly.

Beautiful eyes met his dark eyes strangely.