Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

It is precisely because he has had too many changes that he can feel that it is wrong for him to continue like this, and he must stop his own changes.

He soberly stopped his accident, and then he found that the way to stop it was very simple, that is to vent all his dissatisfaction.

——The target is Chihara Nozomi.

This young man who caused all the changes should not stay by his side, and he should even deal with it from the very beginning instead of letting the young man continue to live.

Gin can't have a weakness, he knows it better than anyone else.

"Ginjiu, I always believe what you say."

"I never denied every word you said, and I will keep your words in my heart, but you still have a way, you can send me away."

"Lock me in a mental hospital and let me receive electrotherapy. Or break my legs so that I can never escape. You have many ways to trap me, and you don't want me to appear in front of you to upset you."

Qian Yuanxi calmly explained how to torture him, "You don't want to take care of me, you can throw me to other people."

"They will take care of me, and I will completely disappear before your eyes. I will explain to that adult that it has nothing to do with you."

Will someone really push the thorn of their own injury deeper?

Gin has seen many lunatics, some who have lost their minds, some who are extremely calm, and even those who enjoy losing control.

But he has never seen a sad or painful person, who clearly has written the pain and struggle on his face, but calmly speaks self-harming words.

Talking about how to solve his trouble, how to make a person disappear.

Gin frowned and said nothing, Qian Yuanxi stood up swayingly, and he walked towards Gin step by step, he looked at Gin's facial expression, not wanting to miss a single bit.

Then he frowned unexpectedly.

"Gin, why don't you do that."

"What are you hesitating about?"

The two confronted silently, and neither of them broke the atmosphere first. Qian Yuanxi's refusal to admit defeat, and Gin's silence formed a strange atmosphere.

This atmosphere didn't stop Chihara Nozomi until she turned around and continued walking.

……

Qian Yuanxi walked forward silently, Qin Jiu took a look and followed behind silently.

There was a tacit understanding between the two of them, and Qian Yuanxi didn't run, he knew his own physical strength, he couldn't run against Gin.

For the gin behind, he didn't slow down his pace, he was thinking about the problem.

There is an extra memory in his mind, which will affect him to some extent. He has tried to resist it, but finally found out that it is true.

Everything in the dream and reality gradually matched, and Qian Yuanxi's strange actions also matched.

Gin was also irritated at the beginning, and the irritability has not disappeared until now. How will he face it.

He is not a dead person, he will definitely be affected, he said it is true to take care of people badly.

He hadn't taken care of himself well during the years in the organization, but at this moment someone told him that he had been taken care of many times.

A teenager who is more than ten years younger than him protects him, takes care of him, cares about him, and saves him.

Trying to change his tattered ending.

He would sneer and mock, then turn away and choose not to believe it, and headshot the person who said these words by the way.

So what if it happened?

——Everything that appears in the dream will actually happen in another thing. In addition to the world where I am, there may be other worlds.

——And if he didn't die, then he died in other worlds.

But... they were able to survive because a young man stood in front of them again and again, pulling them out of the darkness time and time again.

Tell them the principles of life, to be a good person, to have a clear conscience, and to have hope.

Gin stopped, and he looked at Qian Yuanxi's back.

He couldn't imagine how much a kid who was thinner than him, inferior in ability, and even weaker than him ten years younger could stand in front of him.

Only then can he survive and escape the inevitable end.

【Xiaoxi, the gin has stopped. 】

Qian Yuanxi stopped, and he turned his head to look at Gin who was not moving behind him, "Is he injured?"

【not at all. 】

"Is he hesitant to kill me here?"

【No. 】

World Consciousness answered Chihara Nozomi's question almost without hesitation.

This made Qian Yuanxi feel even more confused.

He was about to step forward to ask for clarification, but the next second he felt that his nose was uncomfortable, he raised his hand to wipe it, and when he saw blood on the back of his hand.

Qian Yuanxi thought it was blood from his wrist, so he always wiped it with the back of his other hand, but there was still blood.

【Xiaoxi, you have a nosebleed. 】

Qian Yuanxi's movements stopped, and his brain was a little blank. He didn't stop his movements, he wiped, not wanting to be so embarrassed.

At least don't be so embarrassed in front of Qin Jiu, he doesn't want to hear Qin Jiu's disgust and ridicule.

His throat was dry and slightly itchy, he coughed, his body was sweating uncontrollably, he felt dizzy and vomited.

So he bent down and began to retch, the blood from his nose couldn't be stopped, and so was the cough.

Qian Yuanxi felt for a moment that even if he died like this, it was not impossible.

But in the next second, he heard Qin Jiu walking towards him quickly.

Then he was grabbed by Gin's wrist and pulled into his arms, his chin was pinched and he was lifted up. Chihara Kina's blank brain was a bit puzzled, why Gin had a tissue with him.

I couldn't understand why Qin Jiu's hands were shaking, was it because he was angry?

The voice of world consciousness in his head was also a little unclear, and he had a headache from tinnitus.

"Gin."

He felt that he spoke, and then grabbed Gin's wrist with both hands, and his lungs hurt from coughing.

"Did you pass?"

"What?" Gin stopped wiping his nosebleed with his hand, his eyes were filled with astonishment, he didn't understand what Qian Yuanxi meant by passing at this time.

"I didn't cry out this time, and held back the pain, so did I pass?"

Qian Yuanxi's voice sounded intermittent, but Qin Jiu frowned, his face was extremely gloomy, and he didn't give an answer.

"Did I behave well, teacher?"

Qian Yuanxi's face was frighteningly pale, and the nosebleed couldn't be stopped, even the retching from coughing, and the acidic water that was spit out gradually became a little bloodshot.

——The youth's life force is passing away.

The news made Qin Jiu unable to calm down, he directly picked up Qian Yuanxi and walked to the car not far away.

This time, it was rare for Gin to not sarcastically satirize Qianyuan Xi's physical strength pill. Qianyuan Xi lost the strength to speak, so he closed his eyes and tried his best to endure.

Even if it was so painful that his face turned pale, even if he bit his lip, he didn't make a sound of pain.

Quiet.

At this time, Qianyuan Xi appeared on Qianyuan Xi, and Qianyuan Xi told Gin invisibly in a way that she was used to the pain.

No matter how hard he tried, Qian Yuanxi would still go to death, if the previous death was their intended ending.

Then this time is Chihara Nozomi's ending.

Is this an equivalent exchange?

One person died countless times in exchange for everyone's life and changed everyone's ending.

It was hard not to die, but every breath and every movement of the young man made the young man very painful.

Although there is no need to die, living is the greatest pain.

Gin's footsteps changed from fast to messy, he lost his sense of proportion, Qian Yuanxi's breathing was much smaller, if you didn't look carefully, you might think that Qian Yuanxi had completely left this world.

At this time, Gin suddenly thought of what Belmod said when he called Belmod before.

——"Qin Jiu, if you can't take care of him, don't appear in front of that child."

——"If you don't change that mouth of yours, you will hasten the death of this child."

——"It's a pity that you have to make changes... People like you are an iceberg, and you won't be warmed up by others."

Chapter 023 He Has No Home

Being near death is a painful thing. It is difficult to breathe, unable to move the body, or even a little bit of strength.

But if you get used to the feeling of dying.

What if you gradually become addicted.

Qian Yuanxi came to the hospital again, but this time the situation was more urgent than before, but the doctor seemed to be used to taking people over and pushing them away for treatment.

Gin lowered his head, he looked at the blood stained on his chest, and in his mind was Qian Yuanxi twitching in his arms with a pale face.

Maybe it was really painful, it was the first time that Qian Yuanxi bowed his head in front of Qin Jiu, he was trembling with pain, his body was struggling all the time, but he couldn't get relief.

Qin Jiu only saw Qian Yuanxi's struggle, but the world consciousness really saw how far he had driven an ordinary boy.

——The young man begged the world consciousness not to save him, not to heal his body, he hoped the world consciousness could give him a good time.

How many times he begged, the world consciousness didn't count carefully, he even cowardly hid, allowing the boy's emotions to collapse, and then fell into a coma from the pain.

He didn't know how, but he knew he couldn't let people go.

——That was his sin, and he had to get rid of his sin, so Qian Yuanxi wanted to live well.

Then forgive him.

This is what World Consciousness thought before. He didn't understand Chihara Nozomi's persistence before, and why the teenager's calls for help were intermittent, and he later explained that he had misheard.

He heard it right, the boy had begged him many times.

The world consciousness finally understood why the boy was not disappointed after pleading to no avail this time.Could it be that the young man already knew in his heart that he would not come out, just like the previous few times.

……

Qian Yuanxi fell into the darkness, he hugged his body and hid in a dark corner, listening to the sound of rescue him from outside, he did not move.

[Xiaoxi. 】

【In that case, I can't let you die. Your death involves the main character. I can compensate you in other places, but I can only refuse death. 】

【I feel so sorry. 】

"I know, they're important."

"I know."

Qian Yuanxi didn't have too many expressions, and she didn't even have too many waves in her heart.

"You don't have to feel guilty. I blamed you before, but I figured it out later."

Chihara Nozomi in turn comforted the world consciousness, and the world consciousness stopped.His voice became low, and he was begging the boy to live.

Perhaps it was because the world consciousness asked for help for the first time, and the tone sounded particularly blunt.

"As I said, there's no need."

【Xiaoxi...】

"Don't force me to make a choice like gin, I beg you, okay?"

Chihara Nozomi frowned and didn't want to answer the words of the world consciousness, if he could, he didn't even want to hear the voice of the world consciousness.

He felt his pain getting worse, and he desperately wanted to leave this world and end all pain.

"Stop talking. I don't want to hear your voice. Every time I hear your voice, I can't help being afraid. I'm afraid to hear what you say about me being trash."

"I also don't want to hear you tell me to do it again. This time I don't want to be the savior, and I saved you. This is a perfect world, and there is no butterfly effect."

"So." Qian Yuanxi sped up her speech, even her eyes turned red, and her grievances welled up in her heart.