red magic girl

You can think about it, for a 38-year-old magical girl, how much harm a big fight (big mouth) is!

Well, it doesn't do any harm, it's better to say that as an elder and master, Xiaotiaoyou can't figure out what's wrong with Homura.

Magical girls have psychological problems, which are likely to cause fatal accidents.

Therefore, Xiaoniaoyou is more worried about the safety of her silly apprentice who doesn't know much about the world than her own face.

"So where did she go?"

When Xiaoniaoyou remodeled Xiaomeiyan's house, he set up cameras in the living room and other places-not the kind of pinhole camera, but the kind of large-scale camera that can be seen.

The purpose is of course to prevent theft, but now Xiaoniaoyou looks at the screen, since Homura and her went out, no one has come back to the room.

Homura is not at home at all right now.

【Troublesome...】

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Xiao Meiyan was sitting blankly on the grass between the dam and the river.

It was already late at night, and there were no pedestrians on the street, so the crying black-haired girl sitting on the grass did not attract anyone's attention.

Xiao Meiyan felt an unexplained and extremely strong sense of loneliness at this moment.

That feeling is like a puppy who has been forgotten by its owner and is afraid of being abandoned.

[What is this chaotic heart? 】

Homura really wanted to work up the courage to go back and meet Kotori.

Her rational mind told her that she should go back and meet Xiaoniaoyou.

Because no matter how Xiaoniaoyou treats her, whether you scold her, beat her, or ignore her

In the final analysis, she was the one who used violence first, and she was Xiaoniaoyou's apprentice, so it shouldn't be due to emotion or reason.

Ke Xiaomeiyan's perceptual thinking told her that she couldn't do it.

Because, if the bird scolds her, it will make her feel pain, and if the bird hits her, it will make her feel sad.

If Xiaoniaoyou ignored her, she would probably fall into despair.

She couldn't bear the despair—not because of the scolding or beatings, or even because of the fact that she was ignoring her, but because of the feeling that she might be abandoned by him.

She couldn't stand it.

Even if she has a good relationship with Kame, even if Senior Asami takes good care of her, even if Sayaka will protect her from being bullied by other classmates.

However, none of them had previous memories.

In the first week, she was moved by Madoka's protection. In the second week, what happened with Mami, and even the companionship with Sayaka, is impossible to describe.

Turn the shield, after reincarnation, everything comes to naught.

Only the memories in her heart remained, repeatedly using various memories in Xiao Meiyan's heart, biting her heart.

No one will believe in the future, no one can accept the future.

Except for Xiaoniaoyou, only she knows that her feelings and her memories are all real.

So... Xiaoniaoyou is special to Xiao Meiyan.

However, because it was special, Homura Akatsuki couldn't accept it.

She couldn't accept that Xiaotiaoyou wanted to do that for Sayaka Miki, hurting her body like that, just to solve Sayaka Miki's love problem.

But what can be done?Xiao Meiyan knew very well that Xiaoniaoyou would not accept her proposal.

So Xiao Meiyan can only endure, endure the behavior of her special person who hurts herself.

Homura Akatsuki endured Kotori Yu's strange modifications to her body for Sayaka.

Endure Xiaotiaoyou and Sayaka to fight in the sea.

Enduring that Miki Sayaka, he chopped off the head of his special person with one knife.

Enduring Xiao Tiaoyou not cherishing his body, he and Kyoko happily talked about their plans there.

endure, endure, endure...

In the end, she broke out.

"Snapped."

Thinking of this, Xiao Meiyan couldn't help but slap herself with the hand she used to slap Xiaoniaoyou.

The palms were so painful from the shock, and the cheeks were numb from the beating.

It hurts, but it hurts more inside.

Xiao Meiyan now thinks of the stupid things she did at that time, just like before going to bed, she suddenly remembered the stupid things she did.

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"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

Homura was wiping her eyes carelessly with one hand, and suddenly felt a chill on her face that had just been swollen.

"Yes, you are indeed a big fool." Xiaoniaoyou put the ice cola that had just been pasted on Xiao Meiyan's face, and put it in front of Xiao Meiyan's eyes, "You can't save anything by hitting yourself in the face."

After Xiaoniaoyou said this, he hugged Xiao Meiyan from behind, like a mother hugging her own child, hugged her gently, and said to her:

"You, you should cherish yourself more."

"You are only fourteen, a 15-year-old girl, your face is swollen, how will you meet people tomorrow?"

"master!"

Xiao Meiyan, who had just reacted, looked up and saw the pair of yellow eyes of Xiaoniaoyou.

Both Xiaotiaoyou and Xiaomeiyan have black hair, but Xiaomeiyan can't help but look at Xiaotiaoyou's side face.

Because those eyes exuded a look that Akami Homura couldn't love—confidence, self-love, and self-esteem.

From the inside to the outside, it reveals a sense of strength.

After beating the person he loves, the person he loves will still embrace his shock, which makes Homura fall into chaos.

She stammered and said:

"Master...I..."

"like you!"

Chapter 41: Longing is the farthest distance from understanding

This is not the second time Xiaoniaoyou has heard a confession, but she still sighed:

[Ah ah ah!I don't smelt copper!Don't be refined by copper! ! ! 】

[Nowadays, why do children mature so precociously! ! ! 】

Accompanied by such inner screams, Xiaoniaoyou deeply realized what it means to have no surprises, only fright.

Ask yourself, as a true lover, Xiaoniaoyou has never had any liking for Xiao Meiyan.

Leaving aside things like master-student relationship, Xiao Meiyan easily reminded her of her own character back then, and it also made it difficult for her to like each other.

It is most difficult for a person to reconcile with his past self, especially for a person like Xiaoniaoyou, whose past and present are very different in all aspects.

The age difference is too big, although she has been born and died with Xiao Meiyan many times, but the age gap of 23 years is not an easy hurdle to overcome.

And after all...

[This is really illegal and criminal! ! 】

Because of her loli figure, she is afraid of Xiaoniaoyou, who is roommate with Mei Meixiang, her brain has stopped.

Then, in the midst of the stall, Birdie Swimmed had an idea.

Xiao Meiyan looked nervously at Xiaoniaoyu in front of her, her face was so hot that she could fry eggs.

【Why?Why am I saying this? 】

Contrary to Akatsuki Homura's own expectations, she felt that when she said this sentence, she didn't feel the joy of "finally speaking".

Instead, there was a sense of panic, an inexplicable sense of panic.

Xiao Meiyan even felt that she was not afraid of what would happen if Xiaoniaoyou rejected her, but did she really have that kind of affection for Xiaoniaoyou?

【But, but... If Master and I really have that kind of relationship, it sounds good, but...】

But do you really expect this?

For this question, Xiao Meiyan had no answer at all.

[In short, if I swim with Xiaoniao, it sounds good, because only she can really understand me. 】

Just when Xiao Meiyan was holding such thoughts, Xiaoniaoyou suddenly lifted Xiao Meiyan's chin gently with his palm, and then used his palm to make her look up at him.

Xiao Niaoyou put her nose against Xiao Meiyan's and asked her, "So, do you want to kiss?"

"Yah!!!"

·After being so close to her important person, and after hearing the other party say such words, Xiao Meiyan pushed the other party away with a red face on the spot, and broke free from Xiaotiaoyu's embrace.

Xiao Meiyan, who was overly frightened, stood up quickly, then looked at Xiaoniaoyou who also stood up, and took half a step back.

It wasn't until this time that Xiao Meiyan realized what she had done just now, and she didn't understand why she was so resistant.

【how come?I am...? 】

Just when Xiaomeiyan was confused, Xiaoniaoyou said in a frivolous tone that Xiaomeiyan had never heard before: "What's wrong? Didn't you say you like me?"

"Even if I have feelings for you, master, no matter how you say it, it's really...!"

"But. That's how Mami and I are." Kotoriyu put on a troubled look, and said to Akami Homura, "Mami and I from last week kissed often?"

"Woo...!" Perhaps because her emotions were too chaotic, Xiao Meiyan suddenly had a feeling that if she didn't kiss here, she would admit defeat, so she walked up to Xiaoniaoyou and said :"please."

Xiao Niaoyou sighed, then stepped on her feet slightly, raised her head, and kissed Xiao Meiyan's lips.

However, just as Xiaotiaoyou opened his mouth, a strange smell penetrated into Akami Homura's nostrils.

But this fragrance did not make the taste easier to accept, but made it more disgusting.

"This is……?!"

Xiao Meiyan, who couldn't help covering her mouth and nose with her hands, suddenly remembered that this was the smell she would occasionally smell when passing by the trash can - the smell of an ashtray.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Xiao Niaoyou showed a puzzled expression that he didn't understand what the other party was doing, and then suddenly realized: "Oh, it's the smell of cigarettes in my mouth."

"Oh, yes, yes. I forgot to use breath freshener."

Speaking of this, Xiaoniaoyou first took out his cigarette pack, but after realizing that he had taken it wrong, he was reluctant to take it back, but directly took out the air freshener from his trouser pocket with the other hand.

Finally, with a cigarette pack in one hand and an air freshener in the other, she sprayed the freshener into her mouth.

Then, she couldn't help but took out a cigarette and lit it with a lighter.

"Master, master... so you smoke?!"

Seeing Xiao Meiyan's stunned look, Xiaoniaoyou asked Xiao Meiyan:

"Did you just notice? Your observation skills still need to be exercised."

It was really the first time Xiaomeiyan saw Xiaoniaoyou take out a cigarette, and it was also the first time she saw her smoking.

In fact, it's not because Xiao Meiyan's observation ability is not good, because Xiaoniaoyou has never smoked in front of her, and she often uses mouth fresheners to keep her mouth free from the smell of smoke.

In fact, if Mami hadn't seen her when she was resting alone, the matter of Kotori's smoking would probably have become an unknown secret in the circle of magical girls.

Xiaoniaoyou will not smoke in front of children, and it is degrading for others to smoke second-hand smoke.