red magic girl

Exposing children to secondhand smoke is a crime.

However, what Akami Homura is doing now cannot make Xiao Niaoyou regard the other party simply as a child.

It's a special case, probably so.

"And, if it's just a kiss, it's not okay to be flustered like this." Xiao Niaoyou held the cigarette between his fingers in one hand, and put the other hand under the armpit holding the cigarette, walking towards Xiaomeiyan , and said: "In the future, we will still do that kind of thing."

"That kind of thing..."

Xiao Meiyan's eyes were dull - she had attended sex education class, and she knew what kind of thing that kind of thing was.

However, the little bird swim in front of her made her feel a little bit of fear.

Because, the current Xiaoniaoyou is like a black panther walking slowly towards him, with saliva dripping from the corner of his mouth, representing desire and dissatisfaction.

And Xiao Meiyan herself was naked, and was stared at fiercely by the other party.

"Did you know? When doing that kind of thing, the fingernails must be cut short, otherwise..."

"It will hurt."

Before he knew it, Xiaoniaoyou had snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, pushed Xiaomeiyan down on the soft grass, and then rode on her.

Xiao Meiyan's mind is very confused, she can feel the softness of the grass behind her, and the grassy fragrance of the grass beside her nose.

However, the only thing she didn't know was how to experience Xiaoniaoyou.

She didn't know how to look at Xiao Niaoyou's face, nor how to hear Xiao Niaoyou's voice, let alone how to feel the other person's body.

In her heart, there was only an unnecessary sense of regret and emptiness.

[But, is this a real bird tour? 】

[Is it the way she acted in order to reject me? 】

Thinking of this possibility, an unknown fire ignited in Xiao Meiyan's heart.

Xiao Meiyan watched Xiao Niaoyou's lips gradually approaching her.

Xiao Meiyan slapped the opponent's face again, and Xiao Niaoyou was slapped off her body.

Xiao Meiyan shed tears again, but this time, it wasn't because she was sad.

This time, Xiao Meiyan had no regrets in her heart, only sadness and anger.

But what she couldn't see was that after being slapped by Xiao Meiyan, Xiaoniaoyou secretly smiled.

She was very happy that she didn't raise her apprentice into a marionette who lost her ability to judge, but a young girl with her own thoughts and worked hard to exercise her abilities.

For such a child, he suffered two big mouths.

Xiaoniaoyou felt that he had earned his blood.

"Please don't be like this!" Xiao Meiyan, who didn't see Xiaoniaoyou's expression, complained to Xiaoniaoyou tearfully: "Please don't use these reasons to prevaricate my feelings!"

"Master, please answer me directly!"

Xiao Niaoyou, who was knocked to the ground by Xiaomei Yan, slowly sat up.

Xiaotiaoyou said to Xiao Meiyan who was also sitting on the grass:

"No, Homura, I'm not prevaricating you."

"I'm categorically rejecting you."

"Sorry, Homura, I don't like you."

"Why? Is it because...is it because of my figure? Xiao Meiyan looked at her body and asked Xiaoniaoyou: "It's because of my figure, it's very..."

"no."

Xiaoniaoyou said to Xiao Meiyan in a gentle but firm tone:

"The reason I will reject you is that you don't know me well."

"Love is very complicated."

"The so-called love, if you don't want to end up with each other and neither of you wants to see anyone, you must figure out whether you can accept everything about the other party."

"Homura, the so-called love you have for me now is just a feeling that confuses family affection, love, and longing."

"You know what? Homura."

"Looking forward is the furthest distance from understanding."

Chapter 42: She was smoking a cigarette and talking about the past.

"But..." After hearing Xiaoniaoyou's words, Xiao Meiyan defended, "I am really to you, Master..."

Xiaoniaoyou shook her head, she said to Homura, "You said you liked me, but we've only been together for three months, do you really understand me?"

"Do you really know what I have done in the past?"

Xiao Homura's expression at this moment is blank, because just like Xiaotori said, she only knows the current Xiaotori.

"I don't like you, not only because of our age gap, but also because of your character, you are too much like me in the past."

Xiaoniaoyou's eyes were dazed at this moment, and she murmured to herself, "I, what I dislike the most is my past self."

After lighting a cigarette again, Xiao Niaoyou told Xiao Meiyan beside her, the story of her past.

Xiaotiaoyou in the past is no different from Xiaomeiyan before signing the contract, and even in terms of situation, it can be said that it is worse than the current Xiaomeiyan.

She never met her father. Her father was a gangster, and she was just playing with her mother. When her mother knew that she was pregnant, she disappeared.

Because of this, the mother hated Xiaoniaoyou. She didn't like this child, this dirty bastard who mixed her blood with that man's blood.

But what can be done?

At that time, Niaoyou had been in her mother's womb for about seven months and was close to giving birth.

By law, abortion is a crime.

Therefore, Xiaoniaoyou was born without being needed or loved by anyone.

"I might as well be an orphan." Xiao Niaoyou said to Xiao Meiyan who was beside him, "At least I can be quiet."

Naturally, Xiao Niaoyou was born to be the object of her mother's curse and resentment.

In Xiaoniaoyou's memory, her mother didn't give her any love. Every day was cloudy and rainy and beat her child, and she spent her idle days. The most common food she ate was Dazuizi.

But time passed bit by bit, and the growing up Xiao Niaoyou began to find that something was wrong.

As a girl, she still likes girls more than boys.

It's not just because boys laugh at her shabby clothes and say she smells bad, and it's not just because girls are gentle with her and give her all kinds of food, there are other reasons too.

This made her gradually suspect that she was a girl who pretended to be a boy, and she got the wrong number.

But with the development of the body, Xiaoniaoyou found that this strange phenomenon became more and more serious.

At that time, she looked at girls like little John looked at Yui Niano, and she had an inappropriate idea.

At that time, she didn't understand why.

Later, she found out why.

After her mother treated her to a good meal again and again, in the middle of her drunken talk, Xiaoniaoyou, who had just graduated from the sixth grade at that time, knew the secret truth.

My mother also liked girls before, and she really put it into practice.

In fact, the reason for her mother to leave Sado Island, the so-called emotional dispute, is actually because of the issue of homosexuality.

Kotoriyu's mother was born on Sado Island, and worked and lived there after growing up.

However, the good times didn't last long. After the mother's lover and her family members knew that their child was in a relationship with a woman, they collectively went crazy.

The mother's lover's family is a very traditional religious family. They hate homosexuality, almost to the point of wanting to eat its flesh and sleep on its skin.

Therefore, when her family found out about this incident, they naturally became upset, gathered local relatives, came to the company where her mother worked at that time, and made a big fuss.

Japanese companies are very particular about seniority and face-to-face. Even if your working ability is not strong, if you can work for a long time, your seniority can be respected to a certain extent.

This kind of culture is very common in old Japanese companies even now, not to mention that the atmosphere seemed trendy at that time, but it was actually quite conservative in 1973.

In this case, in order to avoid suspicion, the company where Xiaoniaoyou's mother worked before chose to dismiss her, and other local companies on Sado Island also blocked her and rejected her resume.

At the same time, Japan is also a place with a very serious shame culture. Dead wives and dead children are acceptable, but losing face is unacceptable.

Ever since, under all kinds of harassment, her mother's parents knelt down and kowtowed to apologize every day, saying that she had caused trouble to the neighbors and the company, and said that she did not have such a daughter.

Under the double blow of career and family, love gave Xiaoniaoyou's mother the final blow.

The mother's lover claimed that she was forced by her mother. She never liked her mother and planned to sue her for rape.

Regardless of whether this was a prudent self-protection made out of environmental pressure, or it was an overreach from within the other family, this broke her mother's three views and completely lost her foothold in the local area.

With no home, no company, and almost no place to live in the local area, she thought about committing suicide, but then she had an idea

At that time, Sado Island still produced gold. At that time, the desperate mother Xiaoniaoyu heard the gold diggers from Tokyo talking about the prosperity of Tokyo. She decided to go to Mitakihara near Tokyo to develop and earn her first barrel. After Jin, I will live in Tokyo someday.

After arriving at Mitakihara, in order to gain a firm foothold as soon as possible, she fell in love with a man who had a very speculative chat in an izakaya and whom she had known for a short time.

In the end, she even married him in a flash, opened a room, and went to bed together—just because the other party said that he had a way to live in Tokyo.

The man who said he has a way of life in Tokyo is naturally Xiaotiaoyou's father, and his real identity is a gangster.

What happened later has already been said before.

"So, you dirty child with my genes." Xiao Niaoyou imitated his mother's tone while puffing out smoke rings, and said to Xiao Meiyan beside him: "You can sell it as a pawn." , to steal or to kill, I don't care, anyway, you are a bitch, you can do whatever you want."

"But I will never allow you to fall in love with girls. If I see you doing this, you will die. Do you understand?!"

In this way, Xiaoniaoyou at that time felt that life was dark and the future was dark, basically closing his eyes and waiting for the rhythm of reopening.

But life is, after the ups and downs, there is a sudden turning point.

"Better to have no hope."

Xiaoniao lobbied to this point, knocked the ash into the ashtray he had created, and said helplessly:

"Then what kind of hope is it?"

Chapter 43: Don't Love, Don't Destroy

"Probably when I was in junior high school, I met a woman who was gay with the same." Xiao Niaoyou looked at Xiao Meiyan's thoughtful eyes and said to her: "She is the school doctor of our school. Didn't fall in love with her."

Xiaoniaoyou's mother made a living by prostitution in Fengyue places. During working hours, she stayed out of the night, and when she came back, she was drunk and ready to be picked up at any time.

Therefore, Xiaoniaoyou's food expenses and so on are not settled at all, it all depends on his mother's mood.

When she is in a good mood, she will give more, enough to buy a few rice balls.

When she was in a bad mood, the meal money might only be enough to buy a piece of candy. It was common for her to suffer from anemia in physical education class.

Students with anemia at school, the most frequented place is naturally the school infirmary.

The school that Xiaoniaoyou attended at that time couldn't be said to be very good. There were not a few gangsters, especially the kind of female gangsters who attacked the same sex hard.

But it can't be said that it's too bad, for example, they also have a beautiful school doctor - Nine Birds Yuyi.

Nine Birds Yuyi was the dream girl of the boys at the school that Xiaotiaoyou was studying at that time. She was beautiful and had a gentle personality. Often, boys would get hurt on purpose and then find an excuse to see her.

Xiaoniaoyou doesn't make excuses, she really needs regular glucose drips in the infirmary to replenish energy.

"I've come and gone, I've become acquainted with that school doctor." Xiao Niaoyou smoked a cigarette, recalling the past in the smoke, "It was a good time."

After initial contact, Xiaoniaoyou found that Jiudori Yuyi was indeed a beautiful and gentle woman as others said.

She always asks about her physical condition very kindly, comforts her when giving her a drip, and often gives her snacks.

Rokkatei's chocolate, Meiji's fruit candy, Calbee's French fries, these things, it's the first time I have eaten those things.

It's not so much better to be a teacher than those male and female teachers who like to make fun of her clothes and smell, and her homework books that are always getting more and more dirty.

Therefore, Xiaoniaoyou, who was in the period when his values ​​of life were not formed at that time, asked Nine Birds a question.