Honkai, the behind-the-scenes simulator

【However, you can't feel the slightest joy because of this kind of thing, and you won't regard the final result as your own brilliance. 】

【Do not. 】

[If you want to judge a person's behavior, you should never judge it by the result, but by when the decision is made. 】

[For example, if you make a heartfelt decision now and end up with a sad result that backfires, you will not regret it. 】

[Decisions made in the past should be judged by past moods and circumstances, not by the present. 】

[Just like making a decision now, it should be based on the current mood rather than considering the future. 】

[You now have things that need to be weighed. 】

【That is... Regarding this inference, are you going to tell the Flaming Moth right now? 】

[This inference can be said to be a humiliation to all their efforts and a blasphemy to their beliefs. 】

[There are many, many people who work hard for the future of mankind in Moths of Fire. 】

[You sigh. 】

[You like the brilliance of human beings, the beliefs of human beings. 】

【Their colors make you feel dazzled. 】

[As a result, it is not a matter of course that all wishes in this world can be fulfilled, and that all efforts will not be in vain? 】

[And among the moths that chase the fire, there are those with the firmest beliefs, those with the most noble hearts, and those with the most ambitious ideals. 】

【Alicia, Mebius, Wei Wei, Mei...】

[Besides, there are many, many fighters that you don’t name, but you know that the consciousness of these people will not be inferior to the former ones. They are also disregarding life and death for the future of mankind. 】

【Among these people, even Wei Wei, who is the closest to you, will inevitably show a sullen expression subconsciously when she sees the inference you sent, right? 】

[Because, telling them this kind of words, telling them that those self-righteous actions to save mankind have pushed mankind closer to the abyss of destruction, this kind of behavior is simply trampling on their efforts and humiliating them. 】

【but......】

[At this time, what decision you will make is actually already doomed. 】

[You emailed this inference, together with many data to draw this inference, to Mei. 】

[Even though I don't like this woman's character and behavior, but at this time, I have to admit her reliability. 】

[You believe that she can focus on reality and make a judgment that is more conducive to the current situation. 】

【Compared to her, whether it is Mebius, who has more seniority in Moth of the Fire, or Wei Wei, who is closer to you, they are not good choices. 】

【Then, you sit on the chair and remain silent. 】

【You don't like the approach of the Flaming Moths, but you really like the determination they show for it. 】

[In order to maintain the brilliance they bloomed because of this, you can sacrifice your life. 】

[However, what you finally saw was that their brilliance was brutally trampled on like this. 】

[You waited for a long time before finally getting Mei's reply. 】

【She told you that it might be too late. 】

[Maybe it's like this, it's too late. 】

[As of now, human beings who are full of hope for the future have probably crossed that red line. 】

[Whether this is the case, the next big collapse is likely to tell the answer to mankind. 】

【You try your best to divert your attention from this matter and resume your previous work, but you still inevitably feel upset. 】

【You grit your teeth. 】

[This world, the way it treats these people you love is really too bad. 】

[You have already realized this. 】

【People put a lot of faith and painstaking effort into it, but in the end it often backfires. 】

【No matter how firm the belief, no matter how great the ideal, no matter how gentle the soul is, this world will not be treated kindly by this world. On the contrary, it is very willing to trample on the brilliance of others. 】

【so......】

【"This world is not worthy of people with so many brilliance."】

【"The world that belongs to us should not be like this."】

【"It should be a world with firm beliefs and corresponding beautiful results."】

【"It should be a world that has a gentle soul and can be embraced gently."】

【"It should be a world where everyone can enjoy the brilliance from the soul, and this brilliance will never be trampled and desecrated."】

【"It should at least be..."】

[A world where hard work will pay off. 】

[If such a world does not exist in reality...]

【Then, let me do it...】

【Hands-on, build. 】

[You continue your research work. 】

【This time, you have increased your daily workload. 】

【What motivated your work before was the love for those who are brilliant and dazzling. 】

[And now, you have the motivation to add a new job, which is disgust and anger at this world that likes to fool other people's beliefs. 】

[In this world, there are so many people who drive themselves to live in this world with brilliant hearts. 】

[At least, what they finally ushered in should not be a counterproductive ending, and their struggle and efforts should not turn into a sad and ridiculous farce. 】

[Isn't it? 】

【As time goes by, it is still unknown what effect the deduction you passed on to Mei will have on the flame-chasing moth. 】

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【After all, this kind of thing should be done with caution no matter what. 】

[It is necessary to investigate and verify in many ways. 】

[In addition, if the news spreads easily, it is unknown how much turmoil it will cause, and how many people who are working hard to fight against Honkai will have their beliefs collapsed. 】

[And even if it is confirmed... it doesn't mean that the moth that chases the fire with the purpose of continuing human civilization can really reverse the direction that has gone too far. 】

[As Mei said before, perhaps the moth that chased the fire has no choice. 】

[You received a call from Seele. 】

[Not far from her, a small-scale collapse broke out. 】

[Fortunately, this small-scale collapse was successfully quelled in a short time, so it did not cause much casualties. 】

[And her position at this time is only on the edge of the explosion range of the collapse, and she has basically not been affected. 】

[You saw the photo that Seele just shared with you. 】

[Among the evacuated crowd, there were children crying out of fear, mothers who comforted their children despite their panic, and fathers who were the pillars of the family trying to keep calm. 】

[By the side, there are staff members who can't hide their exhaustion and still try their best to maintain order. 】

【"I want to protect them."】

[Even if there are no other extra words, you seem to see Seele's dark blue eyes staring into the distance, saying such words. 】

[You smile. 】

[You want to protect this, hoping to protect the ideas of others. 】

【Seele didn't intend to stay here any longer, but turned around and left to continue his journey. 】

【She was thinking, when will she be able to go back and fight side by side with everyone? 】

[At that time, if you contact the research institute directly and say that you are going back, someone should come to pick you up, right? 】

[At that time, who will be the first person I see? 】

【Seele raises his hand and gently caresses his chest. 】

【She can feel...】

[It seems that it is almost here. 】

【Suddenly, her brows frowned slightly. 】

[In the city where the disaster has subsided, under the ruins, there seems to be a faint voice calling for help. 】

[It seems that this place is close to the old city, and the location is relatively remote, so the previous search and rescue team did not find it. 】

【She hurriedly searched for the location of the sound, and then vaguely found two children who were crushed under the ruins. 】

【Seele subconsciously wants to contact the rescue team. After all, even though she has undergone a lot of training, it is still too heavy for her to carry out the rescue mission in front of her. 】

【"It's not difficult for others, but with my strength..."】

【"If you contact the rescue team, I don't know if it's still in time. What's more, I don't know the exact location here."】

[Considering this, without hesitation too much, Seele hurriedly approached, trying to move the ruins away and rescue the two children below. 】

[With her efforts, the wreckage of the building above was finally moved away. 】

[A child was finally rescued, but another child's thigh was crushed by a falling beam. 】

【Seele tried to remove the beam, but because the beam itself was pressed by other building debris, his own strength was not enough. 】

【"Come and help me—"】

【Seele turned to ask for help from the child who had just been rescued, but only saw the figure fleeing in a hurry. 】

【Seeing this, she just smiled wryly, without much surprise. 】

[After all, it is too harsh to force such a child to remain calm after a disaster. 】

【What's more, his strength may not be of much help. 】

【Looking at the corpses of the two adults in the ruins, the expression on Seele's face became even darker. 】

[What's worse, I don't know if it's an illusion, but there seems to be a faint roar of a beast in her ears. 】

[This small collapse, isn't it already over? 】

【With no time to think about it, Seele tried to find a way to remove the beam. 】

【The child who was still crushed under the beam of the house cried out to her for help. 】

【Even though he was anxious, Seele still reluctantly showed a gentle smile, trying to comfort him and ease his fear. 】

Chapter 18 Seele: I'm waiting... for them to pick me up

[Seele clenched his teeth and tried again to move the beams that were pressing on the child's legs. 】

【But no matter how hard she tried, it just made the huge log tremble a little, that's all. 】

[It is impossible to move it away, or to move it out of the gap where the child who is being crushed can break free. 】

【Can not be done!Can't do it at all! 】

【Seele, whose face was flushed, felt his arms and shoulders that had begun to become numb, and finally had to give up extremely unwillingly. 】

【If this goes on like this, it will be nothing more than a futile waste of energy. 】

[This kind of thing cannot be done with my strength. 】

【Sure enough, based on common sense, it’s not going to work at all...】

【Seele raised his hand to wipe the sweat off his forehead with the back of his hand, bent slightly, panting heavily. 】

【Her sharply rising and falling chest, even the new camera hanging on her chest trembled slightly. 】

[If it was Teresa and the others, there would be no problem if they wanted to do this kind of thing.but......】

【Listening to the roar that seemed to be approaching gradually, Seele closed his eyes in pain. 】