Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"When planning to plot against others, it is best to see if there are people around."

The smilers on the faces of the two of them stiffened, looking sideways at me walking towards them, their faces pale.

After a long while, they came back to their senses, knelt on the ground one by one, and said tremblingly, "The concubine sees the virtuous concubine."

"How dare I accept such a big gift?" I walked in front of them, my voice was still the same, I glanced down at the two people on the ground who were already sweating, "What did I hear just now? Who is talking to Mr. Mu?" adultery?"

"Chen Qie, Chen Qie made up random nonsense..." Ligui's whole body began to tremble, as if she regarded me in front of her as something more terrifying than a wolf and a tiger.

Seeing their terrified faces, I suddenly turned pale, "Making nonsense? How qualified are you to make nonsense in this harem?" The volume suddenly increased, lingering back and forth in this desolate and deserted corridor, "Ningxiang, give me a slap."

"Yes, ma'am."

Ning Xiang took the order, stepped forward immediately, and slapped Lady Ligui hard.Accompanied by the sound of a crisp slap, Li Gui's body turned, leaned fiercely to the right, and bumped into the vermilion stone pillar, and the muffled sound spread all around.

Immediately afterwards, Wu Jieyu's scream echoed everywhere.

I frowned, watching Ligui's forehead hit the stone pillar, the blood poured on it, slowly slid down, and dyed the snow-white ground in a large area red, I was horrified.

Lady Ligui was carried back to the bedroom by the slaves, I didn't follow her, let alone worry about her injuries, because it was her own fault, trying to slander me for having an affair with Mu Tianyan.

I am not a soft-hearted person. If others respect me a foot, I respect others. Once someone hurts me, I will pay back a hundred times.

The soft place in my heart is only given to people I care about, such as my younger brother Tianyan.

Just now when I heard that Mrs. Ligui was conspiring to spread the news that I had an affair with Tianyan, my heart skipped a few beats. I really can't imagine that if this matter is spread, it will affect me and him. what effect.

Although those who are clear will clear themselves, but who can stop the mouths of this faint crowd?If I could believe in these four words, then why would there be such rumors about An Huai Xin, whom everyone avoided back then!

If some things are spread too much, people will naturally believe them, especially the darkness and power struggle in this palace. I have experienced it a long time ago. If I want to survive in this place for a long time, I can only prevent others from surviving!

Tian Yan has just returned from military exploits, if any troubles are caused at this moment, I am very worried about what Xiao Jincheng will do.

In the middle of the night, a message came from Ningxiang, saying that it was Yan

Lady Ligui's injuries are no longer serious, and the emperor went to visit her in person.

Going to visit Mrs. Li in person?Na Ligui will definitely slander me in front of him with embellishments. If I am not mistaken, he will come here to question me immediately.

Sure enough, the sound of the emperor arriving confirmed my guess, and I got up to meet him, but before I could stand firmly and see the person in front of me, I heard his questioning voice, "What did Lady Ligui do to make you so angry that you dragged her?" Bump into a stone pillar?"

Xiao Jincheng's suppressed anger still couldn't hide his anger at this time, I know that he has been tolerant of me.

I'm still looking forward to when will be his limit...

I'm still waiting, when, he can't tolerate me anymore.

However, it was Ligui herself who said that I dragged her to hit the stone pillar?

I chuckled lightly when I heard his questioning, I didn't expect this person to be able to turn death into life, I really can't compare to her in terms of verbal skills.

With a faint smile on my face, I was thinking about how to answer his words, whether to deny Ligui's intention to impose a crime, or to directly tell him that Ligui wanted to spread my adultery with Tianyan?
However, I should choose the latter, so that no one would dare to use this matter to make a big fuss.

When I was about to speak, his face was already covered with a layer of frost, he stared at me indifferently, and said in a complicated manner, "Xin'er, don't take my tolerance for you as if you bully the concubine in the harem!" Capital."

My slightly parted lips gradually closed because of his words, and my hands and feet were a little cold.

Are his words warning me?

His eyes locked on my face, lingered for a moment, then turned silently to leave.But I faintly called out, "Jincheng, is this the last limit of your tolerance for me?"

His steps froze in place without turning his head. I watched his back carefully, waiting for him to speak.

And he was silent for a long time before he sighed, "It's not tolerance, I have been loving you with my heart, treating you as the most important person in my life."

After speaking, he stepped out without stopping.

I immediately chased after a few steps, but stopped at the threshold again, and finally leaned helplessly on the palace gate, watching his resolute and lonely figure gradually move away from me...

The wind gradually, the night is coming, my heart is full of mixed feelings, very desolate.

Even now, what you said is still so beautiful.

What is left of our love now?I think it's just the last debt, and the last hatred...

Ten days later, Mu Tianyan, Shangshu of the Ministry of War, was appointed as the prime minister of the current dynasty, and his power poured into the court and the public.

After many days of debate and the insistence of the emperor, the imperial decree and the golden seal and purple ribbon for me have been sent to Zhaofeng Palace today. When the servants in the palace saw the imperial decree coming, they all rushed into the bedroom with smiles on their faces and asked me to go out to receive the decree .

When I heard the news, I was not as happy as I imagined, and I ignored a large group of servants who were already kneeling behind me asking me to receive the order. I just leaned against the bronze mirror dressing table and combed my hair lazily.

Feng Ling Xia Phi, Linglong Emerald, Jin Huang Tin Hairpin.

Looking at the elegant and graceful face in the mirror, but full of obscurity, I suddenly threw the jade comb in my hand to the ground.

The servants behind him all fell on the ground tremblingly, Ning Xiang carefully stepped forward and said, "Your Majesty, the imperial decree has been delivered outside the hall, and I will wait for you to go out to receive the decree."

I glanced at the jade comb that had been broken into two halves with sharp eyes, and then looked at the slaves lying on the ground, I couldn't help but sneer...

It has been ten days since Xiao Jincheng left Zhaofeng Palace with anger last time, he has never stepped here again, and I have never seen him again.

What is it that the imperial decree and the golden seal are sent here now?a responsibility?a promise?A guilt?I should go out and take over the imperial decree. I have been looking forward to this day for half a year, but now it has arrived, but I don’t feel it anymore. I even feel that I am despicable, and that my actions are so unbearable. Now I seem to be the same as Xiao Jincheng once used me.

Since when did it change?After returning from Kumeitang, I started to retreat.

Every day and every night, I recall every word that Master Jinghui said to me, and I can't fall asleep peacefully every night. As soon as I close my eyes, all the victims because of me appear in my mind.Zhitao, Chunlan, Xinyue, Mrs. Qi, Shen Jieyu and Ligui are entangled in my mind every day and night. Looking back on the past, I actually killed so many people with my own hands?
Although the current post belongs to me, I don't think there is anything wrong with it, but I found that I have changed, become more ruthless, cold-blooded and ruthless than before, as if the current me has been blinded by hatred , His hands were stained with human lives, and he was even more burdened with blood debts.

Although I can’t say how kind I used to be, I would never take the initiative to harm others. I was so yearning for freedom, unfettered, I could do whatever I wanted, always found a new way, and never cared about the eyes of outsiders!

But now it seems that I can no longer find it on me. What is there is only the evil woman who chased after power and swore revenge.

This is what I want?I lost myself in hatred, and even gave up the basic principles of being a human being.

Even if you lose half of the world, what will happen next?To avenge the child?Can you be happy?Bury hatred in your heart all the time, why not try to forgive?Only in this way can we return to our original self, and only in this way can we be freed.

Regardless of the country's crisis at this time, Madam still creates chaos for the emperor, trying to destroy half of the country. Do you know how much threat this will cause?What are the people guilty of?Madam, do you know what great love is?

"Your Majesty!" Ning Xiang called out again.

I froze, and suddenly took off the exquisite earrings hanging on my ears. Because I pulled them too fast, my ears felt pain.

But I didn't feel any pain, and I took off the purple gold phoenix crown again, and immediately the black hair was scattered around my neck and down to my waist, and finally I took off the cumbersome queen's clothes in the thousand-pleated phoenix skirt and let them fall At the foot of the landing, only the thin and cool gauze white clothes are left on the body.

Seeing this scene, Ning Xiang exclaimed, "My Lady! What are you doing!"

I didn't answer, I passed all the servants, walked to the side of the basin full of clear water, scooped up the cold clear water with the palm of my hand, and splashed it on my face.

The clear water washed away the thick powder on my face, and I felt relaxed in an instant.

Facing the reflection in the clear water, I smiled. I haven't smiled so easily for a long, long time...

The poor nun looks forward to my wife's free time to sit in the empty hall again, and the poor nun wants to relieve your demons.

I thought, it's time for me to meet Master Jinghui, I need her to relieve my demons.

Now I can no longer bear being entangled in nightmares every night, waking up every night, and dreaming at midnight always feels that those who were killed because of me are lingering around me.

I always said to myself that their death was what they deserved, and they deserved it, but my heart still couldn't calm down.

Now my spirit is not as good as before, and I am afraid that if this continues, I will really have a nervous breakdown.

I am dressed in light yellow plain clothes, and I have not painted my forehead with vermilion, and I let the blue silk shawl fly away.

I didn't let the servants follow me, I came to the Kongming Hall alone, there was not much change in the hall, the candle incense still permeated the hall, and the white mist lingered around my eyes, as if I had entered a fairyland.Looking around at the empty hall, Master Jinghui was not there, so I waited in the hall...