President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

"I'll leave when I recover from my injury. Don't bother you. It's very convenient for me to move now. You should go back and rest earlier. I can do it by myself."

Seeing Lu Jing hesitated to speak, Zhen Hua spoke first.Although there is no emotion between the two, after a year of husband and wife, they have a tacit understanding beyond ordinary people. Zhen Hua knows what Lu Jing is struggling with. That’s all for the love he had, but this kind of emotion is fleeting, and it can even be said to be quite redundant, so Zhen Hua issued the order to evict the guest, also to extinguish Lu Jing’s illusions, I hope Lu Jing can understand, entangled in the old It is a stupid way to be human, even though Zhen Hua has been stupid for many years, but Lu Jing is different from him. He has not participated in Lu Jing's life these years. It is possible for Lu Jing to break free from her shackles. I was trapped in that cage, and I didn't lock it, it's just that Lu Jing didn't want to come out.

It's a pity that Zhen Hua underestimated Lu Jing's "stubbornness". How could he give up easily after persisting in a love for 17 years?Zhen Hua issued an order to evict the guest, but it was her choice whether to leave or not. Her choice was the latter, just like in 17.Zhen Hua threw that kind of divorce agreement at her, and she signed her name without saying a word, without a trace of retention, which made Zhen Hua a little at a loss, but at that time her heart was bleeding, but She held back. When a man made such a decision, it was irreversible. At that time, she knew that no matter how much trouble was made or how to keep him, Zhen Hua would eventually leave, so she signed it, but she He did not give up and continue to love Zhen Hua.

Lu Jing has always known who Zhen Hua likes, and the husband and wife who have been together for a year have no secrets between each other, so she clearly knows that Wen Zixin's influence on Zhen Hua is beyond her ability to interfere.Back then, she knew that her position in Zhen Hua's heart was just a substitute for Wen Zixin. She had always been aware of this from the beginning to the end, but she never thought of resisting, nor did she have the ability to resist. brutal truth.So she withdrew. Back then, she was very naive. She knew that she was just a substitute for Wen Zixin, so her departure would drive Zhen Hua to find Wen Zixin again. Attitude, anyone with a discerning eye can see that they are just friends, and the relationship between the two friends is insurmountable. Although Zhen Hua hopes to cross that line, the facts do not allow Zhen Hua to do so, so after Zhen Hua hit a snag, , will still come to find myself.

So with this stupid idea, she stayed in Shanghai for three full years. She was very poor. Although she was divorced at the time, Zhen Hua handed over all non-fixed assets to her, except for the company, but she was still very poor. .After getting married, she had no job of her own, and the whole family was supported by Zhen Hua, so after they divorced, she needed to find a job and rent a house by herself, Zhen Hua's money was not enough at all, three months The time was wasted by her.At that time, she could only rely on part-time jobs to get by. Although she had been posting resumes, she hadn't even received an interview notice from a company, so she had been holding on, waiting for Zhen Hua to pick her up and go home. , but this wait lasted for three years. During the three years, Zhen Hua didn't have the slightest intention to take him home. After losing himself, Zhen Hua devoted himself to his work, and the company was booming. I can only watch helplessly.

Zhen Hua didn't know that there was a person who silently paid attention to him for three years, and those three years happened to be Zhen Hua's most desperate three years, and he had very little interaction with Wen Zixin. Staggered, during that time Zhen Hua hardly cared about emotional matters, but Lu Jing couldn't wait any longer. Three years have passed, Zhen Hua's life has not changed at all, and Wen Zixin has not intervened in Zhen Hua's life , Zhen Hua didn't want to find herself at all, so she left disheartened, drove straight all the way, and arrived at the virgin forest on the border. In fact, she didn't know where she was, she just felt that the forest was relatively Secluded, suitable for a silent departure.

Afterwards, she met Brother Snake, who prevented her from committing eighteen suicides. In the end, she chose to continue to live in numbness. This numbness lasted for many years until Zhen Hua appeared before her eyes again. The emotions she had accumulated over the years broke out, turned into tears, and vented wantonly.Zhen Hua has no ability to solve her problem, so he can only express his attitude by expelling her.From Zhen Hua's point of view, the current Lu Jing is no longer the lonely Lu Jing in the past. She is accompanied by Brother Snake, and Zhen Hua can tell that Brother Snake loves her very much, and Brother Snake loves her very much. The way she looked at her was like the way she looked at Wen Zixin, it was exactly the same, so Zhen Hua knew that this was the most suitable person for her.

In fact, what Lu Jing needs is not Zhen Hua, because Zhen Hua is just someone she loves, but after so many years of vicissitudes, what she needs is not a man she loves, but a man who loves her and can take good care of her with all her heart She, love her, that's what she needs.Zhen Hua sees it clearly, but Lu Jing doesn't know, both of them are so persistent in their love, and neither one is willing to give in.If Zhen Hua had chosen to make concessions back then, it might have been another happy life. If Lu Jing had chosen to make concessions now, then the future life must be happy and happy, but their persistence has caused them misery. They all love Fell in love with someone who doesn't love them, but they insist on it without complaint or regret, so who is right and who is wrong?In fact, there is no conclusion, but Zhen Hua and Lu Jing need a compromise from one side, otherwise the stalemate will continue, but no one is willing to compromise.

So Lu Jing didn't leave, but let Brother Snake leave first, and she herself was sitting in front of Zhen Hua's hospital bed, silently peeling apples, sitting without saying a word, Zhen Hua also took her for nothing. The method is that it is impractical to forcefully expel her. She was the one who sent her to the hospital. If he forcefully scolded her out, it would be too heartless. He can't do such a thing.However, Lu Jing has been sitting like this, and Zhen Hua is also lying stiffly. There is a strange atmosphere in the whole ward, and the awkward atmosphere is second. It's inexplicable, but they continued this silence until the nurse came in to check on the patient's condition and broke the silence.

But after the nurse left, the silence returned to its original state. At this time, someone needs to speak to break the silence. The two of them have not seen each other for 17 years. There must be endless words in their hearts, and they need to talk. Of course, that person has endless words. The person who spoke was Lu Jing, but from the very beginning, Lu Jing was hesitant to speak, and what she said was just one or two innocuous words, but what she really wanted to say was Without saying a word, she wanted to tell Zhen Hua how she insisted on loving him all these years, but when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them forcefully.

"The wheel of history will not stop, the footsteps of the years are gone, the taste of longing is bitter and boundless, the station of love is only reserved for those who understand it. If you don't stop, the beauty you missed will not reappear. I miss you You should understand that the past years will eventually pass away. The best thing for a person is to let go, and no matter how much you miss, you will not bother. Even if we fail to reach the end, I will not regret it. You have your suffering Hot and sour, I have my emotions, if we had never met, we would not have those good memories, since the time we met is not enough for us to stay for each other, then I wish us in the future, with our own pride, never miss each other disturb."

What Zhen Hua said was very clear, even if Lu Jing wanted to play dumb, she couldn't do it, so she remained silent, took out a cigarette and put it in her mouth.Zhen Hua looked at her action in amazement, and an unbelievable expression appeared on his face instantly. Zhen Hua never imagined that Lu Jing, who coughed when she smelled smoke, now also learned to smoke. Hua couldn't think of it, and of course even Lu Jing couldn't think of it.

"Surprised? Why do I smoke? Everyone needs a vent, but the only way you told me is this one, so I learned it."

Zhen Hua snatched the cigarette from Lu Jing's mouth, crushed it into pieces, and looked at Lu Jing angrily. In fact, he didn't need to be annoyed, he didn't care about Lu Jing, he didn't love Lu Jing, so Lu Jing's life and death depended on him. There is no dry cleaning, but there is an inexplicable anger in his heart, perhaps because of his past responsibilities, he does not allow Lu Jing to spoil his body like this, even if he needs to vent, he should not take such a method.But soon he suppressed the anger in his heart and calmed down his emotions, because he knew that he was not qualified to be angry, his identity should not be so emotional, Lu Jing's life has long been irrelevant to him, he should not Interfering, he is not qualified to make irresponsible remarks.

The past is the past, memories are memories, there is nothing that cannot be let go or forgotten.Zhen Hua kept telling himself this way, but he still couldn't help but care about it. Perhaps the responsibility of that year had formed a habit. He had an inexplicable feeling for Lu Jing. He didn't have love, but he couldn't express his disgust either. Of course it is impossible for them to become friends, because if one party has love, the friendship cannot be pure, but for Lu Jing, Zhen Hua has an inescapable responsibility, and it is only his inner thoughts, but this is the first time he has shown it .

Just as hometown is for nostalgia, youth is for remembrance, when you carry it in your arms, it is worthless, sometimes you meet someone and think it is her, then look back, in fact she is just this paragraph The road gives you what you want.It is precisely because of the ups and downs of love that we can be as happy as the beginning in the ordinary happiness later.Those old lovers who no longer see each other, or even meet each other like strangers, will eventually let go; however, every time we think of a good friend who is no longer in touch, we will also feel pity, so Zhen Hua will tell himself that at that time If you can do better, then you will still be good friends now.Why didn't you understand it then?Throughout his life, this regret has never been let go, and the lost friendship is sometimes more sad than the lost love.