President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

When there is nothing hidden in the words, then the attitude will appear quite clear, and it can even be said to be tough. Whatever thoughts Lu Jing has in her heart are nothing but bubbles, and all imaginations will turn into phantoms. unrealistic.Zhen Hua's attitude is very clear, just like when he threw out the divorce agreement 17 years ago, but 17 years ago he was because of Wen Zixin, but today he is because of himself, there is no necessity between the two Back then, he insisted on what he loved in his heart. Today, he simply doesn't want to drag anyone down. It seems that who is around him is no longer important. He really doesn't care, whether it is Lu Jing or Wen Zi. Heart is not a choice for him, his body is no longer qualified to drag anyone down, even if that person is willing to be dragged down by him, he is not willing.

Zhen Hua, who is running out of time, knows clearly on the snow mountain that the person he loves is still Wen Zixin, but he also has unspeakable guilt towards Lu Jing, maybe this can be the reason for them to become Zhen Hua's girlfriend Opportunity, whether it is true love or guilt, may shake Zhen Hua's heart, but now Zhen Hua is unmoved for no other reason, but because his life is in danger and he does not want to be hurt again.The death of one person is often accompanied by the sorrow of more people. This is not what Zhen Hua wants to see, so let him guard the last time alone and spend it quietly, even if he knows clearly that this cannot change The ending, but the magic power of love is unimaginable to anyone, so the sadness that love gives is even more unbearable. Zhen Hua does not want a woman who loves her to lose herself forever after she gets her. It was too cruel for that woman.

"After we divorced, I rented a basement in that community for three years. I was by your side and watched you. I thought you would turn back. I have been waiting for the moment when you turn back, but three years have passed Well, you seem to have no intention of turning back at all. Your life is too monotonous. Apart from work, it is entertainment. The only entertainment is to have dinner with Wen Zixin, but it seems that your life is monotonous and boring, but you enjoy it. I used to be a part of your life, but after I left, your life didn't change in any way, and even your expression became more relaxed. At that time, I knew that you didn't need me at all, so I I left and drove here alone. I thought about staying here for a while and then returning to China, but I didn’t expect to live here for 14 years. For 14 years, I have been trying to forget you and want to erase your existence from my memory. Erase, but I can't!"

Zhen Hua looked at Lu Jing, who was becoming more and more crazy, and didn't know what to do. He knew that Lu Jing might not be going well these years, because his ruthlessness had caused her too much harm, but he didn't expect that, He actually killed a woman for 17 years, and he felt even more guilty, but what could he do?If it wasn't for such problems in his body, he would not get rid of his fixed life pattern, and it would be impossible to come here, let alone meet Lu Jing, but he has seen Lu Jing, and he already knows Lu Jing Jing's tragic experience in the past 17 years was all caused by him. He should do something to compensate this poor woman more or less, but after thinking about it, he couldn't promise anything except material compensation.

Of course, the material compensation is also pitiful. His will has been drawn up, and with a lawyer's appraisal, if he needs to change the will, he must go to Shanghai, but Zhen Hua is unwilling to go back to that place, to be more precise. To put it bluntly, he doesn't want to go back to the place where Wen Zixin is, he is afraid that he will not be able to restrain his emotions, so the compensation he can give is nothing more than poor cash, but Lu Jing seems to be short of money now ?Obviously not, in this paradise-like place, almost no money is needed, and being able to own an inn of her own in the ancient town, presumably Lu Jing's life these years cannot be considered frugal, so what is the use of material compensation?
Just when Zhen Hua was still thinking, Lu Jing had already thrown into his arms, and the tears could not stop falling on Zhen Hua's body. This caught Zhen Hua off guard, he never thought that such a situation would happen. And this scene seems to be caused by him alone. If he had only vaguely said some innocuous words at the beginning, and did not raise such a deep topic, Lu Jing would not be so emotional. But what's the use of thinking about it now?Lu Jing was already weeping in his arms. As Lu Jing's ex-husband, he was no stranger to Lu Jing's body. They had hugged each other countless times, but not once, their embrace would start with one party crying, but Now he can't escape, Zhen Hua is already facing a sobbing Lu Jing, so what he needs to do is not only to hug, but also to comfort and stabilize Lu Jing's emotions, but these things he never Not done.

If Wen Zixin was the one who couldn't cry, and threw himself into his arms, Zhen Hua had ten thousand ways to comfort him, but now the person who threw himself into his arms was Lu Jing, and he didn't know what to do.They used to be lovers and husband and wife, but during their relationship, Lu Jing never showed the slightest bit of dissatisfaction or resentment. "Yes", he never disobeyed, let alone expressed his dissatisfaction. Perhaps Zhen Hua has become used to the resigned Lu Jing, so when Lu Jing expressed her dissatisfaction to him, Zhen Hua seemed panicked, because He never comforted Lu Jing, on the contrary, when he was about to be overwhelmed by the pressure of life, it was Lu Jing who comforted him.

So what should he do?It's been many years since a beauty fell into his arms, and they haven't seen each other for a long time, so the hug is also very strange, Zhen Hua didn't notice, in fact, when his hands hugged Lu Jing tightly, Lu Jing's crying sound It had already begun to weaken, and her head had already leaned against his shoulder. After a while, Lu Jing's crying stopped, she closed her eyes peacefully, and just leaned on Zhen Hua's body, as if falling asleep , but her body trembled slightly, which made Zhen Hua understand that this was just an illusion, and Lu Jing was just enjoying this moment of illusion.Perhaps Lu Jing herself knew that this was just Zhen Hua's embrace of giving to comfort herself, but even if it was a handout, she couldn't refuse it. She loved Zhen Hua more than she imagined, so she urgently wanted to To get it, now she got a hug, she was addicted to it and couldn't extricate herself, how she wished that the world would stop at this moment, so that she could enjoy the comfort of a hug forever.

It's a pity that Lu Jing knows that this is nothing more than pity, and this moment cannot become eternal. Zhen Hua's heart has never been with her. From the beginning to the end, Zhen Hua's heart belongs to Wen Zi's heart, and she has always been It's a substitute. If Zhen Hua really has feelings for her, it's also a feeling of guilt. Does she care about that ridiculous pity?Maybe she can dismiss others, but for Zhen Hua, she regards this pity as a luxury, for no other reason than because she still loves her, but she also understands that she doesn't It may replace Wen Zixin's position, so no matter what she does, she will never be able to compare with that woman who has only seen a few times. She once thought about it, trying to use time to replace that woman's position in Zhen Hua's heart. But time told her that this was a vain idea, unrealistic, and in the end she was still the one who was abandoned. Now, can she repeat the old trick?It doesn't seem to be possible, because she is not the same as she was then.

Everyone's life is short, but a few decades, but how much time has she wasted now?She has already missed the cardamom age, and she is already an old woman who is about to enter middle age. A woman is already going downhill after 30 years old. She is now 30. Although she is well maintained, she looks the same as [-] There is not much difference between a woman who is [-] years old, but her self-confidence decreases inversely proportional to the growth of her age. Now she has lost her self-confidence and let Zhen Hua choose herself, so this embrace is already quite excessive. She never thought of it. One day she will be able to fall into Zhen Hua's arms again, maybe the voice in her heart is already telling her that she should be content, but she has an obsession, also telling her in her ear that it is not enough, more More.

Everyone has desires, even sages and sages. To be able to say this without shame.Human desires have no boundaries and are not limited to categories. Lu Jing's desires are not great. All she wants is a Zhen Hua. She doesn't care about anything else, but her desires cannot be satisfied.However, when a person's desire cannot be satisfied, there will only be two results. One is the expansion of desire and will never give up until the goal is achieved. The second is to give up one's desire. Lu Jing obviously belongs to the former, while Zhen Hua is the latter, so although their circumstances are the same, their personal handling is completely different.

Lu Jing would not let go, she stuck tightly to Zhen Hua's body, her tears should stop, but she was afraid that Zhen Hua would let go, so she still tried her best to send her tears, letting the tears flow on Zhen Hua's body.In fact, she just wants to keep this hug and has no other thoughts, but she is afraid that Zhen Hua can't even give herself a simple one. She is too clear about Zhen Hua's feelings for Wen Zixin. An intervener in feelings, so she understands Zhen Hua's feelings for Wen Zixin best, so she knows that Zhen Hua will never be able to give herself what she wants, but now, at least the person in Zhen Hua's arms is herself, and this time No matter what, she can't let Zhen Hua go away, even if she is tied, she will tie Zhen Hua to her side, even if there is no love, only this person, maybe this is already a kind of morbid psychology, but love comes without love. No, isn't it just a kind of morbid psychology?