President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

If one person's love for another can be blasphemed, then what Zhen Hua did was not just blasphemy, but also a kind of trampling, wantonly trampling on Lu Jing's love for him.He knew that he didn't love this woman, but he gave her hope in behavior. What did he want to do?Playing hard to get?Obviously not, he understands his physical condition, so he can't have any emotional entanglements during his lifetime, not to mention that the person in his arms is not Wen Zixin, if he can accept the woman in his arms, then 17 years ago, He has a happy family, but it is a pity that he can't do it, because he and Lu Jing's attitudes towards love are too similar. The resulting differences, of course, cannot be easily adjusted.

That's why Zhen Hua was able to resonate with Lu Jing back then, because he saw his own shadow in Lu Jing back then.At that time, he and Lu Jing were together entirely out of impulse, and then in terms of character, he chose to compromise, and repeatedly suppressed his attachment to Wen Zixin, and only then did he get married that year.It's a pity that Lu Jing's fantasy can only be shattered, because Zhen Hua will not become her eternal guardian, not 17 years ago, nor will she be now.A woman must know how to choose to give up when she is full of scars. Maybe she can get what she wants by facing difficulties, but in the end she is not the original her, so Lu Jing should leave instead of being persistent, even if she is immersed in this pity In her arms, she still can't change the fact that Zhen Hua doesn't love herself. Even if she spends her whole life waiting, it's useless to face a hard-hearted person. She should have understood this truth back then, but she chose ignored.

So when Zhen Hua pushed her away, she woke up with a start.This embrace has been held for a long time, and Zhen Hua has to admit that he also recalled the feeling of peace and comfort when Lu Jing was in his arms back then, but so what?Today they are like two parallel lines, which will never meet. After 17 years, everyone should have a life of their own. Why cling to the mistakes that have been made in the past?Zhen Hua didn't believe that other than himself, who else could be so stupid as to bury a feeling with no future in his heart and stick to it, but Lu Jing told him that this person not only has, but also loves People, it's you, but Zhen Hua is at a loss.

If it were someone else who said these words, Zhen Hua would just take them as a joke, because it is too difficult, anyone would say big things, but who can really waste their good years for one person?And it is under the premise of knowing that there is no result.It's too difficult, what kind of willpower is needed to do this?But Lu Jing is different. In Zhen Hua's impression, Lu Jing is like an unbeatable Xiaoqiang. He has rejected it dozens of times, but Lu Jing can still follow her with shamelessness. Even after the two get married, Zhen Hua I confessed all my thoughts at the time, and told Lu Jing that being with her was not because of accepting this love, that I still loved Wen Zixin, and would leave without hesitation if given the chance, but Lu Jing It was an innocent face, and he didn't say anything except for the word "yes".

Both of them knew well, what did that marriage represent?It's just a form for relatives and friends, even Lu Jing knows that Zhen Hua doesn't love her, but she got it, from the formal point of view, she succeeded, even if Zhen Hua's heart is not with her, but Back then, she truly had the person she loved.So it is impossible for her to give up today, Zhen Hua is already in front of her eyes, she has no reason to miss it.

The distorted outlook on love is formed over time, even though all she wants is to have, how can she get what she wants?Zhen Hua had already pushed her away, and her tears still remained on Zhen Hua's skirt, but it was impossible for Zhen Hua to wipe those tears away, just like he could never erase the tears he brought to Lu Jing. The damage is average.In fact, this world is very strange. For Yu Zhenhua, the person he loves is Wen Zixin, but the two have known each other for nearly 30 years, but he has ended up without a problem. The person who loves him is Lu Jing, but he is loved by him His love wasted a lot of time, and even his own psychology was distorted. What kind of evil fate is this?Is it just because you have been hurt that you inadvertently hurt others in the same way?In such a cycle, who is the most injured person in the end?There is no doubt that it can only be Lu Jing, and Lu Jing is the ultimate victim.

When he was dying, what Zhen Hua felt most guilty was that he didn't make up for the person he hurt the most during his lifetime.Zhen Hua has never failed anyone in his life, except for Lu Jing, he has a clear conscience for everyone, no matter what kind of role, Zhen Hua will try his best to do his best, but there is only one role, and Zhen Hua is terrible when he plays it Well, that's the husband. He has only been Lu Jing's husband and only Lu Jing's wife. He has never had other lovers. In name, Lu Jing is his first love and his only wife. Lu Jing was also the most excessive, but Lu Jing was able to tolerate unconditionally, so Zhen Hua felt even more guilty, so after Zhen Hua pushed Lu Jing away, she didn't know what to say, maybe apart from her own feelings, Zhen Hua is indeed able to give her everything, but what Lu Jing wants is those trivial feelings, those ridiculous and humble feelings.

Zhen Hua is naturally aware of this, so he can't promise, let alone any request from Lu Jing, because Lu Jing has made it very clear before that she still loves herself, because she has been alone all these years, and even put the one around her to do her best. Zhen Hua can understand that the man who guards her keeps her away thousands of miles away just because of the ridiculous feelings back then, after all, why isn't he himself like this?Why he has been silently loving Wen Zixin all these years, in fact, even he himself can't explain clearly to this day, maybe it's because when loving someone becomes a habit, he won't care about the original reason anymore, So he was already like this, how could he not understand Lu Jing's thoughts, it was meaningless to ask Lu Jing to give up, these years, Zhen Hua wanted to give up countless times, but did he do it?He couldn't do it, so how could he expect Lu Jing to be able to do it? They are all the stupid people in their relationship. It is because of their stupidity that a simple thing becomes extremely complicated. It is fruitless love.

"Aren't you even willing to lend me your shoulder?"

"No...it's not like that..."

Hearing Zhen Hua's denial, Lu Jing once leaned forward, but unfortunately she was pushed away mercilessly this time, Zhen Hua looked at her innocently, and timidly put away her hand, so Lu Jing was very Hugged him domineeringly, and held him tightly, as if he would not let go even if he died.Zhen Hua instinctively wants to resist, he has already made a mistake once, he can't make another mistake, the last mistake has harmed this woman for 17 years, and made this woman have a prejudice against love, so what about this time?If they don't resist, don't struggle, they will be together, and then he leaves forever, what kind of harm will it cause to Lu Jing, one can imagine that he can't hurt this girl again, so he has to refuse, but it's ugly His words had already reached his lips, and when he saw Lu Jing in his arms, he couldn't say anything, so he could only forcefully swallow those words.

Maybe silence is the only thing he can do. Back then, he said too many words of rejection to Lu Jing. These words were mixed with many ugly words, but Lu Jing didn't seem to care. Can he say those now?They are not the young people they were back then, and they can't stand the insult of these words. He can't do any harm to Lu Jing, because of guilt, Lu Jing's position in his heart can already be shoulder to shoulder with Wen Zixin, but different What's more, it is pure love for Wen Zixin, and pure guilt for Lu Jing. The two are not the same, but they have become the two most important women in Zhen Hua's life.

"You don't love me, do you?"

Zhen Hua didn't respond, he believed that Lu Jing knew his answer, because in these years, the only person who knew him best was Lu Jing, and even Wen Zixin didn't know him as well as Lu Jing, especially in terms of feelings, the two people It had already resonated, so if Zhen Hua didn't say anything, Lu Jing naturally knew the answer, and Lu Jing's words had already revealed the answer, so what else could he say?In fact, the cruelest breakup is when you fade away, but she loves her more. This is the case between Zhen Hua and Lu Jing. Export, do not know why.

"You don't tell me, I know, but I love you, it has nothing to do with you. This time I won't let go, no matter where you go, don't even think about leaving me, in this life you don't even think about leaving me, this time I Don't want any status, until Wen Zixin accepts you, I will always be by your side, you can't drive me away, you know."

Zhen Hua was also helpless, Lu Jing once again put on such a shameless look, he couldn't deal with it, because this time he couldn't bear it anymore, hurting a woman twice, he couldn't do it, so so be it, he I can't refuse, and Lu Jing is a person who will do what she says. Since she said she will never leave, even if she runs to the ends of the earth, Lu Jing will definitely follow her. This is something Zhen Hua has no choice but to do. It also means that Lu Jing must witness her own death, is it too cruel?But he couldn't interfere with Lu Jing's behavior, and he was already at the end of his battle, so he couldn't bear to hurt anyone. Maybe it would be a little comforting for him to have someone who cared about him accompany him all the time before he died.

Walking along the way, you will meet many people.Maybe it was to accompany you for a stop, maybe it was just a passerby, so many commas were left in life, a comma for a period of experience, a comma for a period of love, a comma for a period of giving, countless commas waiting, just for the final period, If there is no accident, Lu Jing is the full stop of Zhen Hua, the full stop of love, and the full stop of life, and finally she is better than Wen Zixin.