President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Jing finally let go of her hand, and Zhen Hua also popped a cigarette out of the cigarette case and put it in his mouth, walked to the window, letting the smoke flow along with the wind.Zhen Hua just stared blankly at the flow of smoke, he didn't know what he should do now, he looked ignorant, he should resist Lu Jing, he should resist anyone, but he The attitude of not refusing, to Lu Jing, was acceptance, so he accepted Lu Jing in a daze. After many years, Lu Jing fell into his arms again, but this time, it was not the same as many years ago. What a big difference, Zhen Hua still doesn't love her, all her feelings will still be in vain, the only difference is that "little" guilt, maybe this guilt can make Zhen Hua feel conscience at this time, so that Not as heartless as it was years ago.

When a relationship is mixed with so-called guilt and other emotions, then this relationship is destined to be short-lived, but what Zhen Hua can bear is only such feelings. If it still needs to be paid, Zhen Hua may It's not like sitting around like this, it's just a company for a period of time, Zhen Hua can bear it, so let's take it as compensation for Lu Jing, of course this is wrong, using one mistake to solve another mistake, this is a problem in itself The biggest mistake, so Zhen Hua accepted it with what kind of mood, maybe even he couldn't tell, but he didn't know that what he did was just to hurt a woman again, and Lu What Jing needs is an opportunity, but she hasn't got it for so many years, but now she got it so easily, who knows what kind of opportunity this is, Zhen Hua doesn't know, but Lu Jing should know.

What kind of person is Zhen Hua emotionally?Lu Jing should understand better, their views on feelings are too similar, so she should understand that rough love cannot become Zhen Hua's true feelings, it is just a little charity, she should not accept this little charity, this little charity The feelings that come here are too cheap, so that they may be abandoned and exiled at any time, and have no value worth cherishing, but Lu Jing has grasped it firmly, the kind that will not let go even if she dies, it's a pity What she desperately wants to get is so cheap that it is not even a charity, but what Lu Jing wants is nothing more than this. She can't ask for more, and she dare not ask for more. Accept, she doesn't have any status, she just has a qualification to be by Zhen Hua's side.

It's a pity that this is just a qualification. When it comes to emotional issues, I am afraid that Lu Jing knows far better than Zhen Hua herself, so she dare not ask for even a little love, staying by Zhen Hua's side is enough.At this time, she let go of her hand, but she secretly told herself that from now on, she would never let go again, maybe love can really make people fearless, even if it is so humble, it will not hesitate , Those unspoken misses, how much I hope this feeling will condense instantly when I close my eyes, there is no deadline for refrigeration and preservation, and I only hope to dissolve again in the next century, so this kind of love is irreplaceable.Mountains and rivers hand in hand, smiling for the king, that's it, ridiculous but beyond doubt.

The greatest act of crushing love is fulfillment.You do not love me, but I let you have what you want.A real secret love is a lifelong career, don't give up just because he stays away from you.Without this kind of sentiment, don't talk about your secret love lightly.Lu Jing thought to herself, she should have done it. If this is not enough, then she will spend a longer time to prove that one day, she will turn this love into reality. In fact, life is a struggle after another. The encounters and partings are forgetting and beginning again and again, but there are always some things, once they happen, they will leave a mark, and there is always someone, once they come, they can't forget.For her, Zhen Hua is someone who is worth remembering for a lifetime, who is worth being with her all her life, and of course someone she likes.

The wheels of time run over days and nights, spring, autumn, winter and summer; the reincarnation of fleeting years sends away the dawn and sunset, and the years like water; the steps of youth gradually grow old and no longer young.In fact, she has been stranded in Zhen Hua's life from the beginning to the end. She has never gone far, never left, but it is a pity that it is irrelevant. Apart from guilt, anyone can take her place.

Lu Jing can't hide secrets, nor can she hide her sadness, just as she can't hide the joy of love, and she can't hide the hesitation when she is separated.She has already expressed her attitude, she is so calm, if you are willing to be hurt, you will be hurt.Sometimes, the most painful thing is not the loss, but the unhappiness after getting it, just like Lu Jing at this time, perhaps tepid, but there is an indescribable sadness. Lu Jing once endured for a year, but in the end Still broke up unhappy, is she ready now?Maybe she thought she was ready, but she asked herself, would it have the same ending a year later?
In fact, Zhen Hua thought about it, accepting it was just a tactic to delay the attack. He didn't have a year, and they could maintain their state for a year, so now it's just a few months, and there shouldn't be too much difficulty. There are only a few months left. In the quiet years, there will always be flowers blooming and falling. No matter how life is spent, there will be regrets. He is not afraid of the ordinary life, but he is afraid that there will be no warmth. Who will hold the time with him? Hand, through the sun and moon, through the wind and frost, even if the time is wasted, maybe it doesn't matter anymore, he is willing to be the person who has wasted time and the way back, in the eyes of time, it is full of years of love with whom Year after year, as for the last person, maybe he is not what he wants, but after all, he is someone who loves him.

The relationship between two people, one is constantly satisfied, the other is constantly squandering, always feel that others should treat you well, but have you ever thought that one person is a blessing to you, and being loved by others is a blessing? A kind of luck, a person can be nice to you anytime and anywhere, he can also be nice to others at any time, and he can also take back these kindness at any time, not cherishing it, in exchange for the disappointment and retreat of others.Waiting is a painful ordeal.But when one person gives infinitely and the other person's profligacy can no longer cause the loss of feelings, then the relationship between the two parties forms a certain inertial pattern. Perhaps this can also be their love. Although it is too sad, it is also a A different kind of love.

In love, most people always care about who pays more and who pays less.But love is not a housework. The more one party loves, the other party will love less.It's you and him who feel comfortable and at ease together without pressure, just like a cotton shirt on your body.You have to argue about right and wrong in everything, and you always feel that the other party doesn't love you enough, and then use your own sacrifice and dedication to blame the other party for not paying enough.This kind of tense emotion will not help love at all, it will only consume the last bit of reason and love.However, Zhen Hua and Lu Jing are not in such a relationship. There is no need for rationality between them. Perhaps Zhen Hua has always maintained it, but Lu Jing is just the opposite. His reason has been completely swallowed by the fiery love, and there is no reason at all. , or in other words, there is no rationality in the matter of loving Zhenhua. If she still has a semblance of reason, she will not choose to continue to love Zhenhua, and she even has no position to love Zhenhua. The premise of everything is that she maintains reason, but unfortunately love is crazy and uncontrollable, so she doesn't need to think about it, as long as she follows her heart is enough, and her heart only tells her to love Zhen magnificent.

Her world has been filled by Zhen Hua, and there is no place for her.And her world became empty because of the absence of Zhen Hua. This world lasted for 17 years, and she was the only one spinning and dancing alone.The more rotations, the clearer the memories, as if they had never been separated, and everything was still like 17 years ago.After the dizziness passed, she was still tender for Zhen Hua, and she still guarded her loneliness.To be in love but not to be able to, this state itself is already in a strong magnetic field that cannot be controlled by people. People who love in it can only accept, have no choice, only endure, and there is no way to relieve it.The pain of not being able to love is an emotion that people must bear after giving their feelings. It may seem cruel to you, or it may be interpreted delicately by you, but at least one thing is certain, that is the future you When looking back on all this, there will always be a little bit of sweetness from the pain, which nourishes our life journey and makes it less boring.

But the reality tells us that we have missed too much in life, how much melancholy, how much helplessness.Inadvertently, many good memories just pass us by like that, and go with the wind.Most of what is left in the memory are those sad past events, so how can you have the courage to open the dusty memory for a long time?Only on undulating roads can we see more scenery.Knowing that it is wrong, you have to persevere, because you are not reconciled; some people, knowing that you are in love, have to give up, because there is no end; sometimes, knowing that there is no way, but still moving forward, because you are used to it.After a long time, it will naturally become a habit, and time can affect everything after all.

Lu Jing has always been a brave girl, not afraid of being blocked by thousands of people, only afraid of surrendering herself.The truth is, by the time she decided to go, the hardest part of the trip was over.The truth is, no matter how cloudy today is, tomorrow will still come as promised.No matter how hard she tries today, the fallen leaves will still fall tomorrow. There are many things in the world that cannot be brought forward. Live in the present and improve positively.She is also afraid that after being displaced, she will not find the person she wants. She thinks she has found it. In her ups and downs in her life, because there was a person who was desperate for it, even in the years without each other You can also be strong just by having his memories, but now that he is by your side, there is no reason to be timid, so you might as well be bold, love someone, climb a mountain, and chase a dream.