President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Wen Zixin can't forget, her feelings are only hers after all, it has nothing to do with Zhen Hua, Zhen Wenxin, and even Lu Jing, what should be let go, what's the use of holding on?The matter has become a foregone conclusion. Although Zhen Hua did not clearly state the relationship between herself and Lu Jing, it is very clear now, and there is no need to say more, and this is not pretentious at all. She knows far more than Zhen Hua thought. She needs more, and her feelings are far deeper than she imagined.

But everyone understands, so everyone is more vulnerable, and friendship can further become love.Love takes a step back but is no longer a friend.Everyone knows, and no one will expose it, everyone has a beautiful love in their hearts, but when two people start living together, most people always feel that the beautiful love is so vulnerable in the face of life, and often love at this moment At this moment, it is not as beautiful as a dream!Love is picturesque, but life is concrete, just like philosophy, where theory meets practice.There is helplessness, perhaps more of mediocrity.The time is not old, the heart has been vicissitudes, there is disappointment, there is sadness, it is not easy to be happy in front of life.

Zhen Hua didn't know how to say no, and was always afraid that his words and deeds would make others unhappy. He always tried his best to fulfill every request of others, but no one appreciated him, because what he did was taken for granted in the eyes of others, so he intensified his efforts. He didn't understand why, in fact, he suffered so much because of himself, who made him care too much about others but ignored himself, just like now, he and Lu Jing, why?Isn't it because he is used to not refusing, so with the tragedy of the past and the absurdity of the present, who is to blame?Maybe he didn't know, he thought the only person he hurt was Lu Jing, but he didn't know that Wen Zixin was among them.

So why is he wronged? He is not the only one in the world who cannot love deeply.He didn't look for Wen Zixin, did Wen Zixin not want to look for him?He wasn't looking for Wen Zixin, he was gritting his teeth to save some self-esteem.Wen Zixin is a dream in which he worries about gains and losses, but he is a dispensable person for Wen Zixin.It's a pity that liking is like multiplication, as long as one side is zero, the result is zero.But the fact is not the case, it's just Zhen Hua's unilateral belief that he has always been unrequited love, he doesn't know Wen Zixin's intentions, in his opinion, everything in these years is nothing more than friendship between friends, Nothing emotionally connected.

Maybe this is an emotional idiot, how much I love you, and finally I'm sorry.How much I'm sorry, it doesn't matter in the end.It doesn't matter how much, thank you at the end.Sad love also has a sad beauty: it begins with I love you and ends with being sorry.From it's okay goodbye to thank you for loving.Love is extremely complicated but also as simple as death. It is nothing more than: I love you, I'm sorry, it's okay, thank you.This may not be said to be slow, but more likely to be sensitive, but it is just a concern. What Wen Zixin has done these years has been regarded by him as an act of friendship, and his own love has been blocked by those unreasonable concerns.

In the relationship, it is very tiring to chase after, and it is not beautiful to force.Those who miss him will always take the initiative to find him, and those who don't want him will ignore him when they find him.Always belittle yourself, you can only belittle yourself; repeatedly compromise, you can only make things difficult for yourself.In fact, for those who have him in their hearts, there is no need to ask, no need to ask, no need to look for them, they will always appear.People who don't have him in their hearts don't need to pester, don't need to stay, don't need it, and it's not worth looking forward to.The time is elongated by the dim light and shadow, but the memory is on the verge of ending.Only then did I realize that the furthest distance in the world was not when he stood in front of Wen Zixin, who didn't know his love.Rather, no matter how much time it took, he couldn't miss it in the memories he remembered.

Two people who love each other deeply, the more they understand each other's heart, the more they will be critical of the person they love, and the easier it will be to cause harm.Because you love each other deeply, you will become extra sensitive.Love and hurt are always twin brothers, hurt because of love, hurt because of love.When love is too deep, it is easy to see scars, but as long as true love is still there, the scars will become the commemorative coins of love.Zhen Hua was afraid, he was too aware of his relationship with Wen Zixin, their relationship was too close, and their close friends became lovers, the probability of such an ending was too great.

In everyone's life, there should be one time when he forgot himself for someone, not asking for results, not asking for companionship, not asking for possessions, not even asking him to know, just asking to meet him in the most beautiful years .And everyone knows that if you don't try your best to be nice to a person, that person will love you desperately.Secular feelings inevitably have a realistic side: you are valuable, and only your efforts will be valued.But Zhen Hua has been doing this silently for 29 years. Maybe he is just looking for a paradise, chewing the pain and savoring the sweetness; Tears and laughter accompany each other.

And walking, I have reached the age where I can't afford to play, and I gradually understand that it is not necessary to be in love for a long time, but it must be able to see people's hearts, and I gradually understand that no one will always tolerate and forgive themselves like parents, and start not No matter how nice to everyone, he will be nice to whoever is nice to him. Slowly he found himself changed, became less paranoid, insisted on some, no longer so persistent at this age, let him understand the meaning of happiness The truth is not how big his house is, but how sweet the laughter in the house is. It is not about how well you eat and dress, but that he is free from illness and disaster. I hope everyone can live in the present moment and enjoy themselves in time, but it is a pity that he He didn't do it, and he didn't need to do it anymore. At what age he was, he knew in his heart how long his life was, but who knew his depression, and Wen Zixin's pain came from his concerns And depression, and where did his worries and depression come from?

Years are like fine sand hidden in the hands, always slipping from the fingers secretly.She is silent, but can always leave some imperceptible traces.It is also like a flower blooming and falling, when the petals fall, there will always be a faint fragrance left!So inadvertently, people are aging in the flow of time. Nearly 30 years have passed, and they are no longer young, but time has not changed anything. They still maintain the appearance of 30 years ago, except Except for the aging of their faces, they have not changed in any way.

Sometimes life has to live like this, the heart has been pulled away, but they are still feeling the pain of cocooning, time slows down, the heartbeat is about to stop, every minute and every second, then it suddenly dawned on him that he is experiencing death, the process of dying It's slow, but it's going on and it never stops.Shi Ran was overwhelmed all of a sudden, but he couldn't feel anything. Maybe loving someone is indeed more frightening than death.The shyness of one heart needs the courage of another heart; the joy of one heart needs the laughter of another heart; the crying of one heart needs the comfort of another heart; the confusion of one heart needs the comfort of another heart; The guidance of another heart; the call of one heart needs the echo of another heart; It is also a kind of sadness.

I heard that when you don't love, you have to go far away.For love, he should be able to walk away freely, but he can only miss the original time, but he still loves, but has already walked away.Some things, some people, will never be forgotten in a lifetime, just like he can't forget Wen Zixin, he also thought, if he closes his heart, he won't be moved by Wen Zixin anymore, but he didn't do it, It is also impossible to do.

Love is like a child ignorant of the world, unaware of it, unscrupulously releasing its own character - romance and hurt.Inadvertently, smell ups and downs, or joy, or sadness.Want to break free from the shackles, but it's like being stuck in a swamp, unable to extricate yourself.Youth is actually only for a while, but it has been stranded in memory for a lifetime.Do a good job in the present and make the present happy, so that when he leans against the sunset with a cane, the fragrance of memories will be enough to warm the vicissitudes of the years.It's just that Zhen Hua had no chance, and the person who accompanied him was Lu Jing, and at the end of his life, the only person who could be buried was Lu Jing.

Zhen Hua couldn't care about Wen Zixin at all. When he woke up, he saw Lu Jing talking on the phone with someone, but he would never have thought that Wen Zixin would be on the other end of the phone. If he knew, he would never stay here for half a minute, because from the previous experience, he already knew how terrifying Wen Zixin's impulse was. A helicopter flew over directly and was seen by countless people, which caused such a big commotion ?How much effort did it take to calm things down afterwards?Zhen Hua knows all these things in his heart. Without his own restraint, no one can stop Wen Zixin's impulse, and he doesn't want that kind of thing to happen. Of course, he himself doesn't want to see Wen Zixin. I am afraid that I will not be able to bear the love in my heart.

It's like in everyone's phone book, there will be a number that you will never call or delete; in everyone's heart, there will be a person that you will never mention or forget.There is no doubt that Wen Zixin is the person in his heart. It is said that love is sad, but he still wants to persevere as always, so he loves, but also complains, loves Wen Zixin, and blames himself .

Maybe he and she will never see each other again, neither will they be lovers nor friends, maybe that's the end of it.In fact, there are still a lot of things I want to say to her, but I don’t say them every time we meet. If we can meet again in the future, of course there will be no future, but he is still not sure whether he can say it. I hope I will never see you again, but I will see you when I have a chance, at the funeral.I used to think about what I would be like, but now I have this half-dead look, but now I think it should be smiling calmly. After all, they have been friends for too long, and they hope to be at their funeral after all. , See Wen Zixin's attendance.

The regretful liking in youth, no matter how reluctant he is, does not belong to him.Well, Wen Zixin is someone he really, really wants to see, but he also knows that he pushed away all possibilities, and he is gradually learning to forget.Perhaps this is the normal state of the world. No matter how beautiful it is, it cannot withstand forgetting, and no matter how sad it is, it cannot withstand time.