President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

So Wen Zixin could only live in jealousy, no one could relieve her, and Zhen Hua could only entertain himself in the boring ward, and Zhen Hua gave up all electronic devices, so his entertainment The tools are only books and cigarettes. These two things are enough for him to pass the time. Of course, Lu Jing will come to accompany him from time to time, but Zhen Hua hardly speaks. I don’t know if he is resisting or blaming himself. Zhen Hua knew it well, so every time Lu Jing just stayed in the ward for a while, then left.

This state lasted for a whole week. Zhen Hua, Wen Zixin, and Lu Jing all endured it. They accepted this state frankly, or they all had to accept it. It was not caused by one person. After going through too many mistakes, the current situation is caused by the three of them together. Which of them is right and which is wrong?Perhaps this is a riddle that will never be solved, and the real answer will never appear.

Because they were both right and wrong.Zhen Hua is right, he loves Wen Zixin deeply, he loves the person he loves, and he has persisted for so many years, so he can't have a little love for Lu Jing; but Zhen Hua is also wrong, he puts himself His love was buried deep in his heart and he didn't reveal it, so that the person he loved couldn't receive his heart, and because of that momentary impulse, he walked out of a wrong love.Is he right?In his own love, he insisted on the love in his heart. He was right, but he was also wrong. He delayed the youth of another girl and missed the girl he loved.

Wen Zixin was never like this?Which is right and which is wrong?It's hard for Wen Zixin to speak.She still remembers how she fell in love with Zhen Hua step by step. It was Zhen Hua who pulled her out of a helpless situation, and it was Zhen Hua who proved to her what friendship is with actions.Zhen Hua was her teenage pursuit. Due to her shyness, she has never expressed her love, so she has maintained a friendship with Zhen Hua for nearly 30 years. Was she wrong?Perhaps cowardice is a sin, but her persistence, isn't it?But she was still wrong. She didn't inform Zhen Hua of the company's deliberate packaging and publicity back then, and became a screen couple with the male artist. Later, when she heard that Zhen Hua was married, she didn't care about it, so she just let it go, and then Zhen Hua Divorced Lu Jing, she was called out by Zhen Hua to get drunk, but she still did nothing, now facing such a situation, she can only wipe away her tears.

Of course, among the three of them, there is only one who has been doing wrong things all the time, and that person is Lu Jing. Of course, this kind of mistake is aimed at Zhen Hua, Wen Zixin and others, but she herself has always had a clear conscience. Yes, because she pursues what she loves with actions, so what's wrong with that?There is only one thing, she is wrong, and everything she does is wrong, that is, the person she loves does not love her, and this is the most fundamental cause of the mistake, and she cannot change it, the saddest thing is , she has always known this fact, and she has always understood that she cannot enter Zhen Hua's world, but she insisted on doing it forcefully, and she did. Scars, she has tried, consumed her entire youth, and youth is gone forever, and now she is also a middle-aged woman.

So is it necessary for the three of them to argue about right or wrong?They are both right and wrong. They all did wrong things in what they thought was right. Perhaps it is because of so many mistakes that they are today, and today they must To follow God's will and continue to go to tomorrow, they may continue to follow the current script in the future. If there is no accident, this state will be maintained until one party cannot survive, but no one's obsession will Dissipate, the obsession that has existed for too many years is not so easy to let go.

A week passed, their relationship was at a stalemate, Zhen Hua and Lu Jing were silent to each other, Wen Zixin was mad with jealousy thousands of miles away, maybe after losing it, even if you feel regretful, regretful, but don't eagerly hope for it to come back again. appear; after leaving, feel sad and regretful, but don’t rush to stay, thinking that everything can go back to the past; after some mistakes happen, feel embarrassed, helpless, sad, but don’t rush to pretend that it never happened , Pretending not to disturb anyone's life, pretending that I don't care, but unfortunately this is simply impossible.

As far as she is concerned, there are some people who have never had the opportunity to meet, and when they have the opportunity to meet, they hesitate again.Some loves have never had a chance to love, and when they have the chance to love, they will no longer be able to love.When she was a girl, she believed that one day, there would be someone who read all her Weibo, spent every festival with her, and listened to her favorite songs; To make up for the lateness, except for the last point, Zhen Hua has achieved it, and when she was a girl, she always hoped that the person was Zhen Hua, and Zhen Hua did it, but in the end, Zhen Hua was not the identity she hoped for.They have spent a long time together, and time may not prove many things, but it will definitely see through many things.I feel more and more that taking good care of myself and not causing trouble to others is an important step in growth, but she has been bothering Zhen Hua and causing trouble to Zhen Hua all the time.

Zhen Hua is very happy to accept such trouble, but unfortunately he can't accept it now, Wen Zixin won't cause trouble anymore, and he is no longer by Wen Zixin's side.This is the seventh day he was admitted to the hospital, and it was also the seventh day when Wen Zixin fell into jealousy, but there is one thing to be thankful for. Zhen Hua can be discharged from the hospital. In a week, his injuries have fully healed, and his body He was basically fine, so after he passed the examination, he went through the discharge procedures directly. At the entrance of the hospital was Lu Jing who was ready to welcome him.

In fact, there should be another person. The person who rescued him from the snow mountain was not only Lu Jing, Brother Snake was also his savior, but from the beginning to the end, he only saw Brother Snake once, and they never saw each other again after that. , Zhen Hua couldn't get out of that ward, but Brother Snake just simply didn't want to see Zhen Hua again.Compared with them, Brother Snake sees more thoroughly, perhaps this is the view of outsiders, who always see more comprehensively than those in the game.So he knew that it was time for him to leave. He was a truly rational person and a person who could afford to let go. After talking with Zhen Hua, he left without saying hello to anyone. He left here, and the inn was also given to Lu Jing, but before Lu Jing could evade it, Brother Snake left, leaving only the lawyer and the transfer contract, and it seemed that Lu Jing could not refuse.

In fact, Brother Snake is also a sad person. He loves someone who doesn't love him. How is he different from Lu Jing?But there is one difference, that is, he can stick to what he loves without the interference of external factors, but after knowing that Zhen Hua is here, what reason does he have to stick to it?He is an emotional person, otherwise he would not have persisted for so many years for a person who did not love him, but in the face of the facts, he had to remain rational, and he left, leaving quietly.

But what did Brother Snake's departure cause?Zhen Hua and him just met by chance, they couldn't talk about friendship, and it was impossible for him to be sentimental about his departure. However, Lu Jing never took him seriously from the beginning to the end. What he played was just a backup role. Whether or not it doesn't make much difference, so Brother Snake left without taking a cloud. Maybe his existence itself was a mistake, at least it was a mistake to appear in Lu Jing's relationship, because in Lu Jing's relationship There is no room for others.

In fact, Lu Jing was attracted by Zhen Hua when she was not in the world, so her love view also assimilated. In fact, she is not such an affectionate person, and Zhen Hua is not her first man. She had several relationships, but they all ended without a problem in the end, and Zhen Hua's feelings for Wen Zixin completely distorted Lu Jing's view of love. It was originally just a sickness of two people, but it was because of Zhen Hua. It has evolved into a sickness of three people, and perhaps it also proves that these three people are the same kind of people, and none of them got the love they wanted.

Once upon a time, they all thought that they had found the happiness they wanted, but after they paid without reservation, they realized that it was all wishful thinking.But they all understand that some losses are doomed, and some fates will never bear fruit.Loving someone doesn't necessarily mean owning someone. Having someone means loving her well, but owning is a kind of responsibility. They can't do it hand in hand, and they can only feel sad secretly.

They always fall in love with that person at the wrong time, in the wrong place, and then, they have to spend their whole life to forget.But no one knows, it's just that love can't be explained, and some wounds, no matter how long it takes, still hurt when touched; some people, no matter how long it takes, still hurt when they think about it.Love is like this, there is no reason to say, what you want to give most is not what he wants.Even though you have thousands of advantages, but he is only greedy for another person's shortcomings.It is also doomed the situation of these three people.

They are all like this, loving the whole past, from ignorance to maturity, from impulsive to quiet.Thanks to that person, who once gave them an empty joy.Love so disturbed, hurt so thoroughly.They never know how uncomfortable it is for the person who is worthy of love to think about them.

Now, Zhen Hua walked out of the hospital, and Lu Jing was waiting for him at the gate, along with his car and luggage, which he had instructed Lu Jing earlier in the morning, and Lu Jing also obeyed him unconditionally.And Zhen Hua just wanted to leave as soon as possible. He didn't want to stay in this place any longer. If the hospital hadn't forced him to keep him, he would have left a long time ago. Why wait until now, and now he only needs a day. Car, of course, the additional condition is that there is only one person, Zhen Hua has already agreed, there is nothing to argue with, let alone anything to contradict, he has already accepted, so there is no need to cover up, the two of them are open and aboveboard Leaving, as for where to go, that is not what Zhen Hua needs to consider.