She looked at the key in her hand, and wondered whether she should open the door and go in now. No one in this family cared about her. All they cared about was the voices from the outside. Lu Xingshuang thought for a long time outside the door, and finally decided to go Sleep outside.

She would rather live in a hotel than live under the same roof with them. Such a life is too depressing, and she is forced to breathe every day. She doesn't know what to do with herself, because of the current situation There is no way to change in a short time, unless she changes herself, but she is quite stubborn, the last thing she wants to do is to change herself, it is very difficult for him to change himself, how difficult it is, her temper It belongs to being sometimes stubborn and sometimes fragile. For example, sometimes when she feels that someone cares about her, she will become very fragile. If no one is willing to care about her, she can be extremely stubborn and become an indestructible body. Sometimes when she calms down and thinks about some problems quietly, she will sadly find that in fact, no one can understand her, and there has never been anyone who understands her. She just wants a warm harbor That's all, this harbor is her safe haven, and it can also be a place for her to confide in. It's a pity that she thought she had found this person before. She really wanted to be with this man Gu Chenyan at one time, but the fact is that Tell her that not everything she wants can be obtained, and not everyone is willing to accommodate her.

The friends she usually makes are those who can only give her some advice for a while, but no one will come forward after she encounters something. She has known these things for a long time, but she is unwilling to admit her failure. .

This failure is like facing other people's ridicule but being unable to fight back at the end. The strength of the fight back also needs to be carefully grasped. If one is not careful, she will fall into a place of no return. After all, this place is not welcome at all. These outsiders, these things have nothing to do with strength, it all depends on their arrogance, they think that Lu Xingshuang and the others are outsiders, and they are not qualified to enter their circle at all. To be honest, Lu Xingshuang never thought about entering their circle, after all They are a group of extremely hypocritical people, and it would be exhausting to deal with them, so Lu Xingshuang's idea now is to draw a clear line with them, these people are not worth her time wasting on them.

Lu Xingshuang didn't understand. She didn't know why her sister was able to get along so well among them like a fish in water. She never found out that there was such a side of her pick-up before. She never saw it at home. But, so now Lu Xingshuang doesn't know who to trust, she can live together happily, and everyone is happy, but the result is that she is the only one struggling here, struggling to stand up and resist these fates, thinking She wants to fight against the unfairness of the world to her, but it turns out that the world can't resist everything about her. Once she resists, she will be dealt a more serious blow, just like Gu Chenyan.

Lu Xingshuang felt that Gu Chenyan did not accept him because God punished her for being disobedient and punishing her for not being happy. Even if she had some hope, Lu Xingshuang felt that this hope would not fall on her.

Lu Xingshuang, who was lying in the hotel, all of them began to fall asleep. She just didn't feel sleepy at all, and she didn't drink so much alcohol. It stands to reason that she should be lying on the bed and fell asleep quickly, but the result was that she was late. I can't fall asleep, and I feel more and more when I sleep later. Such a rationality simply has no way to fall asleep peacefully.

She put her hand on her forehead, her head was empty, she didn't know what she was doing, so the ending was that she had insomnia.

Lu Xingshuang's thoughts drifted around without a fixed point, but this thought didn't seem to be in a good direction, because her experience was too bloody. It stands to reason that if other people encounter such a thing, Maybe it's the excitement of losing. After all, the strength of the family has increased greatly at once. It should be the ending that everyone wants. She doesn't know how excited they will be, but as far as she is concerned, she feels that these For her it was a tragedy, a particularly tragic tragedy.

Before this, her life was not like this, she even had a childhood sweetheart, their relationship was very deep, he, she, and Lu Xingchen had a good relationship since childhood, it was because of the sudden return of father that day notify them.

"We're moving."

At that time, Lu Xingshuang didn't know what it meant. She just felt that escaping from this small rental house was the happiest thing. But apart from the small size of the house, she liked other aspects, especially the people in the family. When we all sat together to discuss, she could always feel extremely happy. I don't know if it was because there were family members with me at that time, and everyone's atmosphere was still very good.

"I heard you're leaving here?"

A slightly young boy stood in front of Lu Xingshuang. At that time, Lu Xingshuang didn't have such heavy makeup at all. She was still a young girl with no makeup on at that time, full of curiosity about the outside world. The man in front of him also had different expectations for others.

At that time, Lu Xingshuang was still full of expectations for the boy in front of her. At that time, she realized that this boy who was half a head taller than her was a different existence to her. His existence was like a soul. Partners, they have always been together before, no matter what they do, they are inseparable.

Facing such a young man now, Lu Xingshuang actually felt a bit of sadness, and didn't know what to say. Although she was very happy at the time to change to a bigger space, she didn't know how the move would affect her. It's just that she just feels that she is about to be separated from this boy, which she doesn't want.

"Well, my dad said we'll be leaving in a while."

Lu Xingshuang looked down at her worn-out shoes. These shoes looked very old, but they were Lu Xingshuang's best-looking pair of shoes at that time. Just to meet this boy, she changed into her favorite shoes , this pair of shoes was not wanted by relatives, so I gave them to her. The living conditions at that time were really very difficult, but Lu Xingshuang didn't feel the voice of the outside world at that time, but thought it was good for them to do so, no As for the wealth gap.

Lu Xingshuang vaguely felt that she might have to say goodbye to this boy. At that time, she didn't know why her family had to move suddenly. Her father didn't say the reason, and she didn't know where she was going to move.

Both she and her sister accepted this fact with bewildered faces, and it brought them some joy, thinking that they might be happier if they were in a new environment, even if they were quite happy now.

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